The King's Big 2-0

I just lao sai-ed. Haha. I know, what a way to start an entry but honest, that was what I did just before this. I swear it's from over-eating yesterday. My headache has morphed into a ginormous migraine and I'm about to take my brains out and mash them up. Urghh.

Sidetracked a lil there but I just had to whine and complain. Hur. Yesterday was MINE's big 2-0. Muahaha. You lao cheebai (with compliments from Bel). Now you're the same age as Bel (Bel you're 20 not 19! Haha!) and myself! (:

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Had a pre-celebration on Saturday at MoS with the usual suspects at members. The army boys, Belly, Jordan, Raine, Drey, Tiang, Buds and Dada. 2 bottles of Hennesy, 1 bottle of Moet and 4, yes fucking 4 bottles of Sour Apple. By the end of the night, everyone just forgot the invention called shot glasses and just poured the Sour Apple directly into our throats. Haha.

How not to get drunk, especially the birthday girl. On top of all that, she had a sambuca shot and a flaming lambo (which was her last drink and the drink that killed her). Hah.

A fight occurred after that all because of some pussy mother fucker. I'll fucking whack him the next time I see him. Fucking hit a girl. What kind of a man are you. Fucking fuck asshole. A guy NEVER hits a girl, even if the girl hits him first. I don't fuck care if you're drunk. That's no fucking excuse. ARGH!

Anyway, everyone headed back home after, no supper, all too fucked and pissed off. By the time I settled MINE into bed it was almost 0600.

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Sunday, woke up 4 hours later after falling asleep with a slight hangover. Went straight to the kitchen and cooked Maggi mee because we were both so hungry and after eating, we went straight back to bed. Hah.

Woke up in the evening and went out with her parentals to dinner then to Chinatown. Walked around, nibbled on nonsense then went back home.

Bel and Jordan came over around 0100 with a Swensens Mango ice cream cake to surprise MINE when she came out of the shower. Hurhur. Then we got hungry and went to Shop n Save to buy Marmite, tofu and minced pork to cook porridge. It's been a million years since I had Marmite. Fuck shiok.

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Monday, woke up real early at 1300 hours. That is early okay, considering that MINE skipped school. Hur. Did some chores and fell back asleep then Belly arrived at MINE's. Showered, changed and all then Jordan came along with the Evo 9.

Sent MINE to run her errands before heading to Queensway to get Jordan's contacts then headed down town to get MINE's birthday present. I hope you liked the Emporio Armani ring and 3 mini sunflowers from Belly, Jordan and ME! (:

Rushed down to Harbour Front Centre for her surprise dinner. Dada, Mela, Raine, Drey, Buds and CY were all there waiting for us! MINE had a real surprise despite the number of times some of them called me on my cell when she was with me. Baby, SO BLUR! Haha.

All 10 of us had like over 20 courses. Let's see, we had cereal prawns, steamed sea bass, shark's fin soup, roasted duck, char siew, drunken chicken with jellyfish, prawn and fruit salad, deep fried soft shell crab, sambal sotong, giant garlic prawns, scallops with vegetables, paper wrapped chicken, sweet and sour pork, sambal sliced fish, chilli crab, pepper crab, deep fried mantous, ee-fu noodles, honeydew sago and I honestly cannot remember what else.

20 over courses all for 22+++ per person. Shiok only please. All of us were so mother fucking full and there was still her surprise birthday cake with compliments from the girls. (:

By the time we ended dinner, it was like 10 plus. Stood outside the restaurant and discussed the plans after that. Drey, Dada, Mela and CY had to go back so leaving Raine, Buds, Bel, Jordan, MINE and myself for KTV!

Drove over to Partyworld at Shenton Way and sang for 4 hours straight. Haha. KTV usually consists of emo songs and that's what we sang until the last 15 minutes. Bloody Jordan went to search for all the available clubbing songs and oh my god la, everyone was dancing and singing like madly deprived of clubbing fuckers who all were either fuck gone or half fuck on MINE's Saturday Pre-Birthday celebration at MoS. HAHAHA.

Jordan drove all of us home and in the car, we were still going mad on Pussycat Dolls CD. Blasting it, singing and dancing in our seats. Lol.

Got home, did some chores and we both ate maggi mee. LOL. Finally got to bed at like 0500. Woke up at 0930 for MINE's school and now, I'm totally drained out from the weekend. I need to rest NOW!

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Raine - Thank you for helping me organise the surprise birthday dinner with the rest of the ringers. Really appreciate it. Love you! I'll see you hopefully on Saturday at MoS for YOUR pre birthday celebration. Haha. Hugs.

Buds - Dear, thank you also for helping me to organise everything especially suggesting the venue. We shall go for the Dim Sum one soon! Lol. I'll see you to roll on Saturday as well! Love you deep deep! Hugs.

Belly & Jordan - Thank you my two lovelies for helping me with everything. From the midnight surprise to her present to driving us around. Love you both like mad, Mambo, Citrine and Tweety too. Chai Por Egg loves you two!! Haha.

Drey, Dada, Mela & CY - Girls, thank you for making time to attend the dinner. Hope you girls had fun. See y'all around soon! (:

MINE - Baby, I hope you had a great 20th birthday. I had a massive headache thinking of how to celebrate it with you. Though it wasn't as sweet and romantic as my 20th birthday, I hope you liked the surprises I planned with all the loves of your life. Hershey and I love you loads and our sunshine hopes you like the birthday song he sang for you though he was a lil sleepy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU SMELLY CROWNED KING SEAWEED SPENCER BABY TAN!

"Happy birthday to you, my love."

Don't Speak

It's always better to be cautious. To walk on the safe side of the road. Because accidents do happen and it's better to be safe than sorry, including with the words that you say, to anyone, anyone at all.

"Old memories
They can be inviting
But some are all together
Mighty frightening"

It Ends Tonight

MINE, Belly, Jordan and MINE's Dad are currently mahjong-ing. So here I am left to my own devices. (:

Last night was MoS with Lian Jin and all. 2 and a half bottles of Hennesy, 1 bottle of Sour Apple, a sip of Illusion and Moet. Came home with a serious craving for Chicken flavoured maggi mee. And after eating and taking a shower, my cheeks were still rosy red. I could just imagine the amount of alcohol running in my system.

The thing that MINE and I have been craving for would honestly be Zouk! It seems like we haven't been to Zouk for a million years. Bahh. Next week please! Thank you.

Life's not so good now I'm too free with nothing to do. Got a couple of calls from agencies so hopefully will land myself a short term stint to ease the monetary woes.

The emo vibes have been getting to me and I absolutely hate it, totally. Sigh. I shall stop here before I get myself into it again.


And it's this little fella and his "daddy" that makes me smile through it all.

"The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow"

The Good & Not So Good of 2007

The 11th day into 2007 and honestly, it hasn't been all fine and dandy as I hope it would be. But honestly, 11 days ain't enough to judge the whole year to come.

At the moment I am at home (Bedok Reservoir), just bumping around. My lonely bed and chou chous are calling out to me but I have been given the strictest order to not nap because I might just end up not waking up. /:

So within 11 days, quite a significant amount of events has taken place. Firstly, I have once again joined the "I have no idea how many percent" unemployed rate. Well, I actually see it as a good thing because I'm finally out of the "mother fucking old virgin slut's" clutches. Muahaha. I swear she's the worst boss anyone could meet.

Another reason why it's a good thing is because, we (Belly, Jordan & MINE) have finally booked tickets for BANGKOK! Omg omg omg! Yayy! Will be leaving for BKK on 21st Febuary (3rd day of Chinese New Year) and just nice, 2 full days to collect as many Ang Baos as we can before leaving to shop till we drop for 5 days, 4 nights. -triple beam-

There's a downside to being jobless and going for a vacation in a month's time though. I need money! So I'm currently searching for a 1 month stint job to earn my shopping expenses.

I've already planned what I am going to do after I return from BKK. No, I am not going back to join the working force and pay Income Tax to the government. Instead, I have finally decided to go back to my studies, to do my degree. I am not ready to work full time, not just yet. Already sourced for a degree to understudy in and hopefully, everything will fall into place. As much as I hate doing off-shore studies but like the saying goes, "Beggars can't be choosers". So fuck it, plus, it's a Bachelor of Commerce with Double majors.

Anyhow, here are the pictures as promised. ((:


MINE's Gucci Handphone Strap.


MINE's Fred Perry Shoes, DHL-ed all the way from UK.


MINE's Agnes B bag (X'mas present from Jordan, Belly and myself) and Polo Black Perfume from my mummy.


My very own Kenneth Cole watch (X'ams present from MINE, Jordan and Belly).

Mummy also bought me my DKNY Be Delicious perfume for X'mas. Hur. We bought Belly her Prada handphone charm. Not to mention, I have fallen in love with Prada's new handphone charm. -drools- Jordan got an AX belt from us. As you can see, it was a very expensive Christmas. Hur.

"Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?"

Goodbye, So Long

Goodbye 2006, Hello 2007 (in 2 hours).

I hated and loved 2006. Hopefully 2007 will be a better year. New Year resolutions? Hmmm. Why bother when I can't keep to them anyway. Hah.

Happy 4th year anniversary 'abnegation.blogspot.com'. To another year of my whining. ((:

My Grown Up Chrismas List

Hello all! I am currently at work and there's absolutely nothing to do plus IT (aka the bitch boss) is at meeting so here I am! Whee~

Bloody renovations at the 2nd floor are so damn bloody noisy that it's driving me nuts nuts nuts. Bugger. Adds on to the headache that is throbbing so badly. Bah.

Anyhow, the change of job scope is rather fine. Much more relaxing in fact. Hah! Which I don't know if it's a good or bad thing. If I knew today was going to be so damn slack, I would have brought my Christmas cards to write.

See, today's the 20th already and I still have yet to write them! Much less send them out. So this year, my cards are going to arrive late especially to the one in Guilford, United Kingdom. -sheepish grin-

So let's see. Last week, MINE and I went to Ikea thrice! First time to the one at Queensway, 2nd and 3rd time to the Tampines one. And each time, we went home with something. Haha.

Last Saturday MINE and myself met up with Mummy and Belly. Did some substantial shopping and for the first time, I was the one who bought the most things! Yayy! Haha. Finally got my beautiful 4 inch shoes and a bag from Aldo, a baby doll top from Topshop, a long sleeved tee and a pair of black tights from Mango.

Basically, every weekend MINE and I are shopping, like non-stop hits please. Haha. So much so that I'm so damn broke now. Like seriously running dry. Barely surviving. But it's okay, 8 more days to pay day! Whee!

Can't wait for Christmas to be here! Like major! Though all the presents have yet to be bought. Can't wait for MINE to lay her eyes on her Christmas present. I will make sure she posts a picture of her beautiful present here. So I guess this Saturday, my 2 best girls and I will make a dash for the malls for whatever presents we have yet to buy.

Here's wishing every one a very MERRY CHRISTMAS. Have a good one, go get sloshed, laid or station yourself under the mistletoe. Hehe. Last of all, WORLD PEACE. -miss congeniality smile-

Okay, back to my Marks & Spencer Dark Chocolate Digestives and work (an email just came in). Toodles.

"No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end, ooh
This is my grown up christmas list"

The Sweet Escape

This is an invasion by the MINE.
I wanted to post this entry while
you were sleeping last night
but I couldn't remember your password and user id.
So I decide to join you to sleep.
And now, I'm here typing away.

We've been good babies the past few weeks.
No fights, no quarrels, no arguements.
Maybe because I'm too sick to do so la huh?
Anyhow, thumbs up for you and me.
Lets keep it up! =))

So you've been taking care of the weak baby;
bring her to the doctor, feed her medicines,
buy her food, take her temperature,
enduring the nights without air-con,
taking care of the lil monster, blahs.
And all I want to say is THANK YOU
for being around and being such a sweetie.

Also not forgetting,
thanks for the stuff you bought me.
Don't we want more pay day?
I'm counting down to the next one.
I know you love me right baby? Haha.

Before I end this entry,
I just wanna let you know that
you're my pillar of strength that never falls,
thank you for everything.

"If I could escape

And re-create a place in my own world

And I could be your favorite girl

Forever, perfectly together

Now tell me girl, wouldn't that be sweet?"

PS: Lets plan for a sweet escape this Christmas?

Smack That

Hello all. It's been a VERY long time. Seems like I am only able to update fortnitghly now. Bloody bugger. All because I'm usually so damn tired and busy before and after work.

Work has been crap and more crap. 2nd colleague just resigned and she's even "newer" than me please! That's how horrible my boss is okay?! So now I have to take over both their work and it sucks because it's a total change of job scope and I'm already so familiar with what I am doing. Argh!

I am also thinking of resigning but not until I find another job. My boss is just a total bitch. Major! Those who did their internship at this hotel would know how her reputation is like. For example, if I were to leave, I would be the 10th person in this year alone.

Anyway, MINE has been very sick. Fever for one whole week already and despite seeing 2 different doctors, the fever and all is still there. So I reckon, no Zouk Out this year AGAIN. )):

I'm getting very worried. It's never a good thing to have prolonged fever. Sigh. Hope it comes down real soon.

HUGS MINE REAL TIGHT. I'll be there for you, even if it means going to the hospital and staying over with you. Get well soon sweetheart.

"I feel you creepin, I can see it from my shadow
Wanna jump up in my lamborghini gallardo
Maybe go to my place and just kick it like taebo
Then possibly bend you over
Look back and watch me"

My Love

-coughspluttercough- Yes, am finally back again! Like everyone else, I "moved" over to Blogger Beta the last time I blogged and this time when I wanted to log in, I almost couldn't remember my user name and password. I see so many damn new features but I have absolutely no time to blog, much less explore Blogger Beta. ):

Anyway, today's the 30th, which marks the end of November! 25 more days to (my favourite holiday of the year) Christmas! And 31 more days to 2007! Whoopee!

Since Christmas is coming, I've been thinking long and hard on my "What I Want For Christmas" list. Haha. Got a couple thought up already but I still need more to at least hit a 10 items on my list. HUR. Will definitely blog 'bout the 10 "most wanted" items when I round them up. (:

Work's getting a lil too political for my liking but it's all because my boss is just a bitch. Honestly, she's fine but I really despise the tone she uses on people when she's talking to them. Like hello, none of us are 4 years old toddlers toddling around. Another colleague has just tendered her resignation letter because of her and this is the 2nd person in my 1 and a half month stint. Bahh.

So the weather has been a total bitch as well. Damn rain all day long. Bloody hell makes me want to sleep in the office, especially after lunch. -grumble- Monday, ended up on MC again (Yes I know, don't nag) but I was really sick since last week. Damn weather and flu bug, which sadly, I have passed to MINE and she was burning up to 39 degrees last night. ):

28th has passed and boy has my bank not seen 4 digits for a VERY long time, 3 years in fact. Hahaha. This Saturday's shopping with my 2 best girls, Belly & MINE. There goes the 4 digits, damn.

Before I go, here's a teeny treat for everyone. The lil chocolate piggy smelly kangaroo monster, Hershey. ((:

"I can see us holding hands, walking on the beach, our toes in the
sand"

Little Ms Busy

Yes I know, it's been a LONG LONG time since I've updated. See, I'm a very busy woman now, right. Heh.

Anyway, I've been totally bogged down by damn work. Going home at an average of 1930 daily, which is like 2 hours after official time. Bloody bugger. My boss is still as per normal, being an bitch of an ass. So yes, life's pretty fine and dandy in the office.

Besides "unwillingly" becoming a workaholic, my social calendar is still active like it used to be before I started working.

About 2 weeks back, Vivo-ed with Mummy, Lil Brat and MINE. Honestly, I don't find the place all that fantastic and plus it was packed like hell cause it was Sunday. Belly and Fish came to pick us up after that and we all headed to Mount Faber for a drink before heading back home.



Last Thursday, met up with my Yong Tau Foo girlies for Jo's surprise birthday dinner at Village at Heerens. Yes, finally had a full attendance YTF gathering for once and not at Zouk. Hur.

Then on Friday, it was Mummy's birthday. Had curry fish head with Mummy, Lil Brat, Simon, MINE and a friend of Lil Brat's at Apollo Banana Leaf. We headed on to Liquid Kitchen, Havelock Road to chill. Belly and Fish also came down for awhile. As per every Friday, Zouk it was after Mummy's celebration but this time Jie came along too!

Sunday was dinner at my place. Mummy cooked a total of 7 dishes for 4 of us (Namely: Baby, Mummy, Belly and myself) and we wiped out everything! Hurhur. Yes, my mummy's cooking is good okay!

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Aside from my daily activities and what other nonsense. Life's not that all bad. Sure there are days where I feel like the biggest moron in the entire universe and what have you.

But let's just make something clear. Don't take my amiable attitude towards people for granted. If I'm nice to you, I expect you to be nice to me. Which in more direct terms, I won't show face if you try to be funny with MINE. When I say I won't show face, I mean it, so don't cross that line.

Someone tell me, how do you measure love? I'd really like to know.


Edited by MINE on her phone. ((:

"You're nothing but a damn facade"

So I may be annoying, a pain in the ass, a bitch, fucked up, crazy, emotional, possesive, anal, a cry baby. And you may be a total asshole at times.

I just want to say, Happy 9th monthsary. I still love you, just the way you are.

Don't be mad at me anymore. I'm sorry okay?

Everyone, I'm the biggest moron to make MINE upset. The biggest fool in the entire universe. )):

To All My Ladies

Shout out time!

Jie - Jie, we need to have a proper talk soon. There are some things that I would like to speak with you about. Besides all that serious shit, I really miss hanging out with you. Meet soon please. Loves.

Queky - Quekypooooo. I miss you, you idiot. Where have you disappeared to? And when are we ever going to meet!! Text me when you see this. Misses.

Ryl - My lil' Ryl. Things may not be going as well as we both hope it would but remember, we have faith in you. You gotta have some faith in yourself. Missing you badly. Call or msn me anytime you need someone to talk to kay? I miss you, even more so a thousand miles away. HUGS.

Bel - Smelly Belly. In 2 days time, you'll join me in the 2- club. Welcome to the club honey. To many more crazy nights out and tattoos. LOL. Love you la you bitch. Happy Birthday!! You're 20! I just have to stress that. Hur.

MINE - Hello sweetheart. Where is my entry and damn testimonial huh huh huh?! ((:

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I am so tired, sleepy, exhausted and what have you but I cannot go to bed because if I do go to bed, I wouldn't be able to wake up for work. -screams- Thank God today's just half day or I'd drop dead and die ten times over.

Anyway, finished work on Friday around 1915, I know, late huh? I've unwillingly become some sort of workaholic. Bahh. On average I end work 1 hour later than the supposed time daily. Argh. There's nothing I can do about it because there's just so much work every single damn day.

Reached back to MINE's around 2030, headed straight for the shower then straight to the bed. Knocked out till 2330 then got up, changed and headed for dinner/supper. By the time we finished dinner/supper and got to Zouk, it was already 0130. Hah.

Stayed till closing then Belly kao pei-ed for Geylang Tau Huey and we ended up there. By the time we got back to MINE's, it was 0530. Tell me, how to sleep?! If I went to bed, I seriously can forget about going to work. NB.

I want to sleep with my baby on the bed now. Argh. Time to get ready for work. -whines- )):

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*edited: 0916 hours.

I am in the office. -grumbles- Alone at that because I'm the only one on shift today. NBCB. Sigh. So as you can tell, I'm doing anything and everything but work.

Oh oh oh! Today's the 28th! Which means, PAY DAY! Cha-ching. Just checked my bank balance online. For once I see money inside le! Though it's just half a month's pay but it's still money. -beams-

MINE has already planned to go Vivo City later in the afternoon to shop. Yay! But I need to nap first when I get back. Now, I'm going for a toilet break. Hehehe.

"Her need for me; And mine for she."

With Or Without You

Bahh. 2nd week into work and I am already sick. Bloody bugger. I don't know is it because of the lack or rest or what but I am down with a really leaky nose and sore throat plus I have some difficulties breathing.

Took MC last Wednesday because I overslept like major. x: But it was a blessing in disguise because now I have medication with me. /:

So far, work is mighty fine minus my boss. Seriously, am I lucky or what? The 2nd largest hotel in Singapore and I have to get the boss that the WHOLE hotel hates. Let's just say I have the urge to bitch slap her once daily. Hah.

I love my colleagues and hopefully the feeling is mutual. Here they call me "Lil girl" (Because I'm the baby of the department) or On-dre-ya (Correct proununciation of my name).

It's lunch break now and I just settled for a sandwich from 7-11 because I have zero appetite. Smart la, last night still had Popeyes for dinner/supper, asking for trouble.

Life's pretty much the same with work. I still have my late night suppers and regular clubbing at Zouk. Still meet up with the usual suspects to do silly things like cruising around in the Evo 9. Wheee.

Thank God for the PH tomorrow or I'll prolly drop dead and die. Arghh. Okay, I've got loads of work to do. Another time.

P.S. Baby, I love you. (:

"Through the storm, we reach the shore
You gave it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you.
I can't live with or without you."

the ups and downs

Today, or rather yesterday was a day of equity. It contained of both good and bad news alike. The good news, I'll share with everyone but the bad news I'll keep it private because it concerns others.

The good news would be, I GOT A JOB! Like finally, I know. It's a job that I somewhat look forward to because it meets my expectations in most areas.

Firstly, the remuneration package exceeds my standards. I'll be getting more than $1,500 (I refuse to disclose the exact figure) and once after confirmation (3 months probation), there will be a pay increment of $200. CHA-CHING! :D

Secondly, it is a 80% desk bound job, lovely job scope and typical office hours but that means I have to get up mother fucking early, which is everyone's worry. YES I WILL WAKE UP FOR WORK! I PROMISE! ):

Lastly, it is a 5 star corporate hotel chain in City Hall area, which would look pretty good on my resume in future. (: But that also means I'll be around that area a lot, Hello Marina Square.

The bad news just basically made me cry. I cried because I felt stressed and more importantly bad. I admit I have been insensitive and selfish and I can only blame myself for what happened. I'm sorry, it's my fault.

I wish I could just lie down and forget everything in the world. Pretend I'm invisible to all. Keeping everything to yourself is hard to do. I hate being a burden so keeping everything bottled up is the best way to run from reality. But how far can I run? How long will take before I lose it all over again.

But maybe, that's how everything just goes away, maybe, just maybe.

"Hold me and tell me everything's going to be alright
Wipe my tears away and tell me everything's going to be alright"

hope my foot

I am so sick of Marina Square.

Went for another interview there today. Tomorrow, I'm headed back to the same area for another interview, 3 working days in a row. I'm so sick of Marina Square! Especially of the Macdonalds there.

But by the looks of it, I might end up working in that area. Bahh.

Anyhoo, the first thing I heard on the radio early in the morning was Eddie Grant crooning "Gimme hope, Jo'anna. Hope, Jo'anna". Like WTF.

Seriously Joanna did not give me any hope but made me very dulan and even grouchier. -.-

P.S. No offense to any Joanna out there, my friends named Joanna included.

I'm Bringing Sexy Back

Firstly, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY LIL' BRAT. I'll see you at Zouk soon. ((: Love you!

Good Morning Singapore. It's 0700 and I am still awake, as usual. (:

Friday, I went for the interview after sending MINE to school without sleep. Waited for an hour before they told me they weren't able to interview me cause the interviewer was stuck in an urgent meeting. Fucking fuck.

Back to grandma's to sleep but she was complaining bout a family member for an hour, then my baby cousin came along and disturbed me while I was asleep. So I pretty much only slept 2 hours. Grrr.

Walked mummy home after dinner and accompanied her for awhile before cabbing back to MINE's. I was too tired to endure an 1 hour's bus ride, I'd die.

Zouk it was with Belly, Elena and MINE. It wasn't really fantastic but okay I reckon. Supper at Zouk's prata shop and by the time MINE and I got home, it was 0500. We knocked out pretty much immediately after our showers.

Saturday, slept in till 1800 and MINE slept in till pretty much that time as well. That was how tired we both were. -mumble-

Headed out to town for dinner, just the two of us. Emerald Green's foodcourt for Korean food, so fucking filling till we both almost puked. Walked around aimlessly, window shopping till we bumped into Tau Pok (Bessy) and Tau Gay (Zen).

Chilled at Spinellis with the couple before heading off to Butter Factory with Belly. Okay, so Butter's not our kind of club (all our virgin trips). The R&B was kinda old school, Rouge style. MINE and I just spent time there yawning and stoning away.

Thank God for Belly's guest list or I'd faint if I had to pay (since when did I pay to club anyway). Left for Zouk around 0100 plus.

Phuture was good because it was rather empty. No pushing, no staring, no scolding of "Your mother never teach you manners ar. Fucker. Chee Bye." to anyone. (The above 3 actions apply to me)

Okay, I'm finally tired. Goodnight everyone. Till then.

"Dirty babe
You see these shackles baby I'm your slave
I'll let you whip me if I misbehave
It's just that no one makes me feel this way"

I'm emo, very emo.

P to the M to the S

Everybody please clap your hands. It is officially 0530 and I am still wide awake.

I have to get up in an hour's time to get ready and send MINE to school and then "do nothing" till 1115 for my interview and then continue to "do nothing" till MINE's done with school.

FANTASTIC! Considering that we're Zouk-ing later at night, I think I'll just drop dead and die twice over.

I would very much like to go back home and sleep but I cannot! Went back home on Tuesday and OMFG, I couldn't recognise my house. Not because I haven't been home in like ten thousand years but because, IT'S MOTHER FUCKING MESSY.

The floors are covered with card boxes and the make shift toilet is disgusting. The house is just plain disgusting la okay. The only decent area left in my house is my room (where my mummy has "moved" into for the time being).

Fucking upgrading. Upgrade my ass. The stupid bangalah workers will finally stop walking in and out of my house by the end of next week which means I can finally go home and sleep but not in peace BECAUSE MY NEIGHBOURS NEXT DOOR STARTS THEIR UPGRADING. I will fucking ban all drilling and hacking. -pulls hair-

I've been having this crazy bout of mood swings/PMS for a day or two already. Yesterday, I was talking to MINE bout my mummy till I cried and then, I couldn't stop crying and MINE was tired from the lack of sleep and tolerating my mood swings for 1 whole day already and so we fought, and I CRIED EVEN MORE.

Nahbeh. I think I cried for a full 1 hour. No matter how hard I tried to stop crying, I couldn't. So much so I fell asleep crying but at least with MINE hugging me to sleep.

Woke up with swollen eyes and even Belly noticed when she came over to MINE's to chill. BAHH.

So I'm emotional and a huge cry baby. Sometimes, crying is just a form of stress relieving for me and it's also a sign that, I need to talk to someone. But everyone's too busy to notice. Especially when you're the one with all the free time in the world, everyone just passes you and go, because they have better things to do than listen to your nonsensical insecurities and worries.

"Take me to somewhere,
Somewhere where we belong."

It is 0500 hours and I am wide awake and craving for pizza or rather, food in general. I can't stop eating! ):

Know what? I shall go and sleep since there's nothing to do anyway.

Oh oh wait! Guess who's back in the house? MINE has adopted Hershey! He's been here since Monday.


The lil' one when it stayed over in July. ((:

Yesterday, MINE and Hershey both fell asleep on the couch, together. So cute. Will take pictures soon. ((:

Time to hug MINE. Byebye.

Glock-Glock Shots To The Block

So the plan to go home really failed, utterly. Bahh. Oh well. Headed to Belly's place after the damn interview. Waited for Belly to finish her school work before heading out to run some errands with her.

Basically on Thursday, I travelled from MINE's place to Woodlands then to City Hall, then to Serangoon Gardens, then to Geylang Lorong 23, then to Bras Brasah, then to Sunshine Plaza, then to Dhoby Ghaut, then to Skate Park, then to Taka, then to Selegie Tau Huey, then to Mount Emily's playground and finally back to MINE's. Mad huh? Hur.

Friday, MINE did not go to school, AGAIN. -shakes head- We were both too knackered from the lack of sleep and the previous day's activities so we slept till like 5 odd in the evening. Heh.

Went out with the in-laws to the central. Had like, hokkien mee, prawn noodles, oyster omelette and fish & chips. So KNN filling please! Then to NTUC for grocery shopping and back home to change before heading to Zouk to meet Buds.

By the time MINE and I got to Zouk, MINE's dearest Buds was already half way to 'Land of Drunkards'. HAHAHA. At Zouk there was Vodka with Cranberry, Red Wine, White Wine and our ever favourite Sour Apple 7up! (: Zen, Bessy, Jo and Jie then came along and it was so damn funny with Jie high and Buds gone. ROFL.

Supper after which with Lian Jin, his look alike, Buds and MINE at River Valley's 5 Star Chicken Rice. DAMN SHIOK LA. -drools- Home sweet home to MINE's it was then. ((:

Oh oh, forgot to mention. I lost my Project Shop Brothers card holder on my way to Zouk and it contained my I/C, Zouk card and EZ Link ($17 value!). I was so distressed that my mood was totally ruined till SMRT called at around 0200 telling me they found it! I reported it lost at Orchard control station cause I lost it on the train.

So today, headed down to City Hall to collect my dear I/C and Zouk card (Honestly, I didn't give a damn about my EZ Link) and to meet mummy dearest. MINE, Mummy and I then walked around City Link, Suntec and Marina Square before settling down at Carl's Jr for dinner.

Knnbccb. We ordered 2 meals amongst ourselves and shared and we couldn't even finish the damn food please. Bahh. But the salsa sauce is damn shiok! Then we walked mummy to bus stop and accompanied her to wait for her bus.

MINE and I finally did a lil' shopping. -beams- Mummy bought me a striped spag top from Zara and MINE bought a polo from Topman. Wheee! :D I LOVE MY MUMMY!

Dilly dallied our way to MoS and Buds arrived shortly after we did. In we went and started drinking games with Ming and Lian Jin. After which, we joined Sam, Suhan, Diva. KNN, wrong move.

Sam asked if I liked Champagne and like of course I said yes cause I do but I know it's my weakness when it comes to alcohol. So just because I said yes, he opened a bottle of Moet! -beams-

In total I drank like 3 glasses of Moet, 2 shots of JW, 3 glasses of JW with water, 1 glass of Absolut with water and 1 glass of Absolut with Cranberry but I still remained sober. Which proves that my alcohol tolerance level is still doing might fine. ((:

BUT, MINE is dead knocked out. I am very sure she drank more than me. After all Sam and Suhan shoved so many JW shots down her throat. My poor baby. I tried to help her drink as much as I could but they insisted on getting her drunk, which they did. ):

Thank god for Jay and Buds or I wouldn't know what to do. Thank you both for sending us back and helping me with MINE. Love you both dearly!

Okay, time for me to sleep. I have a slight headache, which I think is caused by the alcohol from both days. -.-

MINE, remember the promise you made to me in the toilet. I'll keep mine if you keep yours. I love you. MY BEE BEE, MINE. ((:

"Catch me ridin' dirty"