Leaving On A Jetplane

Just recovered from a bout of phelgmy coughing fits plus a very sore, sore throat. Am I glad that I'm all feeling better just before the trip to BKK. ((: Credits go to my trusted family doctor whom has literally seen me grown from a squeamish baby to the "lady" I am today.

The first thing that he said to me when I saw him on Monday was, "You look so different, why are you so thin?!" After which he forced me on the weighing scale and took my height before proclaiming that my BMI is 16.5, which is 2 below the healthy range (18.5). Then tried to give me vitamins but I politely declined.

I know, I'm so thin now that my old bottoms barely fit and have to be held up with a belt or one tug will send the entire world a clear view of my skinny bum. I've been eating an average of 2 meals a day. Sometimes, 1 meal is enough to fill me but I swear I'm not anorexic neither am I bulimic or whatever eating disorders have you, MINE will vouch for me.

Anyhow, my luggage is packed and I'm all raring to leave for the airport now just that our flight isn't until about 18 hours later. Hur. 5 days and 4 nights of pure exhilaration; shopping.

BKK here we come!

Before I sign off, Lolly says goodnight to all!

"If we took a holiday
Took some time to celebrate
Just one day out of life
It would be, it would be so nice"

Homophobia Is Wrong

Here I am on the orders of Jie. I do agree that my life is much more exciting but I'm just too lazy to blog these days therefore it explains the lack of posts. This is going to be a very short post because I just don't have the mojo to blog.

On Tuesday, went over to Granny's for Grandpa's death anniversary. It's been 15 years since he passed on, yet it feels like it was yesterday. Which also means, I'm turning 21 in a month's time. ): Headed to Parkway with Mummy, Lil Brat and Granny to change currency for my trip after the prayers and all.

Watched Mr Bean's Holiday today with MINE and Elena after collecting our tickets. It was well, average only. Not exactly that funny but MINE was laughing like a mad woman, I have no idea why honestly, I have a lame and mad girlfriend.

Zouk later. MoS tomorrow. Sunday is family day. Monday is stay home and nua day. Tuesday is luggage packing day. WEDNESDAY, Bangkok, Thailand! Just 5 more days to go. ((:

Before I end this short and sweet post. Here's a video I want to share with everyone. Something that I truly believe in. And if like me, you believe in it, re post it on your blog.

Homophobia Is Wrong

"I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as
they realised I was transsexual."

Family Day Out

On Saturday, met Mummy and Lil Brat at IKEA Tampines with MINE in the afternoon for shopping. The day ended well with 2 new bed frames, 2 mattresses, a whole lot of new pillows, a new optical mouse (from Courts because my old mouse was half dead) and a toy for Hershey.

Thank God for Leslie (my cousin) who came to pick us up with the stuff or we had no idea how we 4 ladies would go back home. Headed for dinner at Block 201, Tampines then headed home. Simon and the rest of the boys were downstairs our place on standby to help carry the things up.

By the time we settled everything, it was already 2300 so MINE and I headed straight to MoS from my place. The moment we stepped into MoS, we headed over to Maggi's table to celebrate her birthday and I immediately was shoved with 2 glasses of Champagne (My ultimate favourite alcoholic drink) and a glass of 3/4 filled of Vodka and 1/4 of Coke, all in 30 minutes.

Left around 0300 cause it was getting boring and headed over to Liang Court's Macs to buy supper/breakfast and hopped into a cab back to MINE's. Showered, ate and fed Hershey his favourite Fillet O' Fish and headed to bed.

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Sunday, was family day again. Came home with MINE to meet Mummy, Simon, Lil Brat and Leslie to head to ECP for cycling and dinner because it was the last day of CNY. Yes, you guys read it right, cycling. I can't cycle for those who don't know and on Sunday, it was my first time on 2 wheels.

I swear I was so scared that I wanted to pee in my pants. Rented a twin with MINE and it started out pretty okay until she kept pedaling so fast that my feet went off the pedals and I was screaming my head off. It was pretty funny actually.

Then mummy took over halfway on our way back and MINE was more than happy to cycle alone instead of having to "drag" a burden (Me) behind. Mummy was more stable with her pedaling and I did not have to scream at her to slow down unlike MINE. -glares-

After returning our bicycles, we headed for dinner at Long Beach Restaurant. The food wasn't really good and the service was crap. Bloody 300 bucks for a dinner for 6 and the manager was actually sarcastic about us giving the exact amount and not tipping.

Dream on about tips when you don't even give good service, especially when you're in Singapore. I'm sure the 10% service charge is enough of tips, asshole.

So I have a brand new bed, with a brand new mattress and I cycled on 2 wheels! -very proud of myself- Hur.

"To us, family means putting your arms around each other and being
there. -Barbara Bush"

Of Cats & Dogs

We "adopted" a stray tabby cat and named her Lollipop or rather affectionately known as Lolly on Sunday.

As of today, she ran away. -wails- I think she must have been too bored at my place, with no fellow "Meow meow" friends to play with and no rats to chase after. Yes, my void deck is rampant with big dirty rats. -screws nose up-

To think I bought a small toy from our trip to IKEA for her today. Bahh. Oh well, like I told Lil Brat (who eyes were all swollen from all the crying cause she somewhat "allowed" Lolly to run away), we'll bring her back when one of us next sees her.

At least she was with us for 5 full days. Attacking me in the middle of my sleep, scaring the shit hell out of me, digging into her water bowl for god knows what, greeting me with a "Meow" when I get home, she was truly such an adorable darling. I miss her already. )):

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Yesterday when I stayed over at MINE's, we were lazing on the bed watching telly programmes when we smelt something funny. At first MINE thought it was the smell of the drains cause it has been raining the past few days. Then I looked at Hershey and suspected that he farted.

So I did the most stupid thing in the entire world by bending down and sniffing his butt. KNNBCCB, he farted again at that very moment. I SWORE I ALMOST DIED ON THE SPOT. So while I was cussing about how horrible the smell was, MINE was in uncontrollable fits of laughter and said "I forgot to tell you, I suspected it was him cause I smelt the smell of dogfood." Thanks arh.

Lil Hershey just sat there staring at me as if I was some mad idiot. If only dogs could admit to farting. LOL.

"Dogs come when they're called; cats take a message and get back to
you.
- Mary Bly"

My Worst Ever CNY

The title of my entry says it all. I've had the worst Lunar New Year in my ENTIRE 21 years of life span. All because, I've been so mother fucking sick.

It started out on the eve of CNY afternoon when I awoke at MINE's and whining to her about how I had this bad feeling I was going to fall real sick because I felt super weak, bad sore throat and body ache.

Sigh. If only striking lottery would be as simple. After I got home from Grandma's for reunion dinner, I immediately felt sick with a fever. Came home, did last minute spring cleaning and then rested for awhile.

Then there was another bad news, Mummy's Luo Han never made it pass the first day of CNY. She (the luo han) had been very sick for awhile already. Stomach all bloated and her colour changed from a nice red to total black. Just after midnight, the poor fish died. Mummy just sat in front of her tank and cried.

This is probably the 2nd or 3rd time in my life I've seen mummy cried. I felt her heartache so I ended up tearing as well. ): I guess that's why she never allowed us to keep pets because she can't withstand the mental trauma. Wrapped the fish in aluminum foil and we headed to bury the fish at Bedok Park, opposite my block.

First day of CNY, woke up at 1400 feeling even worst than ever. Headed to Grandma's to bai nian and came back home 3 hours later cause Lil' Brat's friends were coming over. By the time I got home, I was literally half dead.

Didn't even talk to any of her friends, all I did was lie in mummy's bed, dozing in and out of sleep while watching telly programmes. Eventually, I fell asleep.

Next morning, I was supposed to go to the temple to pay my respects to my ancestors but I was so weak and my fever was still running high so mummy gave me the go ahead to stay in and rest.

Slept in till way pass noon and mummy came back awhile after. She cooked my favourite scallop porridge with luncheon meat and eventually, only ate a tiny bowl cause I had no appetite. Mummy brought me to the doctor's after that and the total expenditure at the doctors' cost a bloody $63! Sigh. Who ask me to fall sick at this kind time. Argh.

According to the doctor, I've got a bad case of viral infection. It was so bad that my nose couldn't stop leaking, coughed so much till my stomach muscles still ache now, fever went on for 3 days and my eyes were so damn painful.

Today after a day's of medication, I feel slightly better but still a lil weak. Least my eyes don't hurt as much after using the eye drops prescribed by the doctor and my cough, flu and fever has disappeared for the time being.

What sucks is that I still have to work tomorrow. Sigh. I so still wanna stay in and rest cause the medicines are so drowsy, resulting in me sleeping every now and then. The other sucky thing is, I never got to wear my new clothes only wore 1 set for like 3 hours. -.-

The even "suckier" thing was that I never got to go visiting, so this year, my ang baos have gone down by ALOT. -whines- The even even "suckiest" thing is that I haven't seen MINE for like 4 full days already. )): -big sigh-

So while all of you were out visiting, collecting ang baos, eating the CNY goodies, clubbing at night and gambling your day away, yours truly has been in the bed all day because I was even too weak to get out of bed.

It's so bad that I've been sleeping with mummy so she can take care of me. I'm a major baby when I'm sick. A major one.

So that's how exciting my CNY has been. -grumbles-

"Gong Xi Fa Cai
my arse"

The Men Don't Get It

Singaporean men these days, are DISGUSTING. Of late, I've been having trouble with their bloody egos and manners. 1 WAS a friend, I wouldn't classify him under my list of friends anymore and I don't want to talk about what happened.

Last night, I had to scream at 2 BOYS at Phuture to ask them where they hell they lost their bloody balls. Bleeding pussies. 1 shoved Elena because she accidentally bumped into him, the other told me to fuck off when I told him to apologise for stomping on my foot. Bloody lost their balls while wanking and lost their manners when their mother gave birth to them. THIS IS WHY I AM LESBIAN. Singaporean men can all go fuck each other and die. Enough bout them.

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Woke up around 1500 today, ate maggi with MINE, went back to sleep and overslept. Woke up at 1900 when I was supposed to meet Mummy in town at 1945. Rushed like crazy then cabbed down.

Met Mummy at FEP, bought my shoes then headed to Shaw's NIKE by B.I.R.D and Mummy bought a pair of pants for herself and a polo jersey for her bf with 40% discount! Great deal man.

Headed over to Zara at Liat Towers after that and mummy bought herself a top, I bought a pair of light grey skinny jeans (I LOVE!) and her bf a pair of pants.

Then to Taka's Zara where mummy bought another top for herself and her boss a top. Headed over to Wisma's Aldo and mummy bought a pair of heels then Topshop to get my nippies then realised we forgot to check out Adidas at Taka.

Rushed back to Taka but Adidas was already closed. Went to Guardian to buy my mascara and hair dye then finally settled at Cine's Hong Kong Cafe before spotting another Adidas polo jersey at the Royal Sporting house there for her bf.

By the time we got home, it was 2345 already. Did all that shopping in 3 hours. Poor mummy still has to get up for work later at 0700.

Tomorrow, I'm a mother fucking busy woman. First to Raffles Place to sign a 3 day temp job contract for next Wednesday - Friday. Then to town to sign another contract, which is for AMEX. Got myself a permanent temp job with AMEX! YAY!

Then I have to collect my phone at Nokia Care at Wheelock, which I conveniently forgot to collect today. Then change mummy's bf's pants cause they're a size too big.

Then rush to Lucky Plaza to alter my Zara jeans and taper my Abercrombie & Fitch jeans. After which, head to Paragon to check out bedsheets for Mummy, Lil' Brat and myself. Then buy my bloody belt from Miss Sixty or AX if Miss Sixty doesn't have the one I want anymore.

Gotta go get Lil's Brat her hair dye as well and ALL these have to be done before 1900 so I can get home in time for Reunion dinner with Mummy, Mummy's bf and Lil Brat.

I am so mother fucking tired. Had to give tomorrow's JD event a pass cause of dinner but mummy said she'll pay me to stay home for dinner. HUR.

Time for me to shower and pack my mess of a room now. Loves!

"When God gave Men their dicks
He forgot to give them brains"

Happy Hallmark Day!

Well oh well. The annual day of where idiots spend a ton on a bouquet of flowers just to look like another idiot couple on the street carrying a big bouquet bloody flowers. Then you have other idiots who spend hundred of dollars buying GINORMOUS stuffed toys and look like bleeding idiots hugging them around the streets of Orchard.

Pardon me but I have nothing against Valentine's Day but the idiots who allow businessmen to capitalise on them. Seriously, a bouquet made up of small teddy bears (which to Elena thought were stuffed toy dogs) costs a freaking $709. Bleeding blasphemy. Might as well get your partner a Gucci wallet or something practical right?!

Valentine's Day is a day to celebrate love, with loved ones not to spend bleeding money on things that will wilt in 2 days or toys that eventually end up in Salvation Army. I will fucking smack anyone who buys me stuffed toys or flowers (which prices go up by 100%). Anyhow, this entry is not to blast those bleeding idiots because I trust my friends who read this do not do stupid things like that (at least not the stuffed toy part).

MINE and I will be celebrating Hallmark day with Elena over steamboat at Suntec instead of wasting God knows how much money and then heading over to Zouk later to club! There isn't a need to spend so much money on one heavily capitalised holiday which isn't even a blinking public holiday.

To MINE; I love you. That's all I have to say to you, for the rest of my life. ((:

To everyone else; Happy Valentine's Day. Love you all!

"Each little bird this tide
Doth choose her beloved peer
Which constantly abide
In wedlock all the year."

Stuck On You For 365 days

Good Saturday morning to all. The weather's mighty fine and I'm wide awake not because I didn't sleep.

Phuture it was last night after much contemplation. It was just a few of us this time, namely; MINE, Swee Liang, Terence, myself and LJ (who left 1 hour after we arrived). But as usual, there was a bottle of Hennessy.

Honestly, I am so fucking sick of Hennessy. Previously was Absolut for as long as I can remember, now LJ decides on Hennessy as his choice of poison. But because I was so bored, I just drank glass after glass after glass, about 10 glasses in total. Surprisingly, no fucking effect. Blahh.

Left after closing and shared a cab back with Terence, Swee Liang and MINE. Got back to MINE's crib, showered and ate maggi then headed straight for bed at 0500. Then I woke up at 0800 and couldn't get back to sleep.

Left MINE's at 0900 to come back to get my white tapered pants and will be going back soon. Nothing better to do right? That's exactly the case. Cause I wouldn't be able to sleep anymore because I'm stressed about the BKK trip that has officially fucked my mind up and plus I slept close to 12 straight hours yesterday. Bahh.

I hate it when things don't go my way as childish and stubborn as I sound but who does? Especially when it's so mother fucking last minute and stresses me out so much till I got a nightmare about it last night. I hate I hate I hate! Okay, enough bout that.

Yesterday, it was our 1st year anniversary. Although we did nothing, MINE was in school and I was sleeping the day away, it doesn't matter because everyday is a special day as long as it's with you. ((:

Baby, I would like to congratulate myself for being your longest love till date and you for loving me the longest in your record. Thank you for all the wonderful and horrible moments. You better remember our first date, first kiss and first movie because I can't remember the other firsts. Lol. May there be more anniversaries to come by. I love you, more than the stars times infinity! I win! Lol. (Private joke) Happy 1st year anniversary. Stickwith u till all the stars fall. -hughugkisskisslove-

"You're a shelter in the storm
Keeping me away from harm
You're a song with beautiful words
Something that I never heard"

The King's Big 2-0

I just lao sai-ed. Haha. I know, what a way to start an entry but honest, that was what I did just before this. I swear it's from over-eating yesterday. My headache has morphed into a ginormous migraine and I'm about to take my brains out and mash them up. Urghh.

Sidetracked a lil there but I just had to whine and complain. Hur. Yesterday was MINE's big 2-0. Muahaha. You lao cheebai (with compliments from Bel). Now you're the same age as Bel (Bel you're 20 not 19! Haha!) and myself! (:

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Had a pre-celebration on Saturday at MoS with the usual suspects at members. The army boys, Belly, Jordan, Raine, Drey, Tiang, Buds and Dada. 2 bottles of Hennesy, 1 bottle of Moet and 4, yes fucking 4 bottles of Sour Apple. By the end of the night, everyone just forgot the invention called shot glasses and just poured the Sour Apple directly into our throats. Haha.

How not to get drunk, especially the birthday girl. On top of all that, she had a sambuca shot and a flaming lambo (which was her last drink and the drink that killed her). Hah.

A fight occurred after that all because of some pussy mother fucker. I'll fucking whack him the next time I see him. Fucking hit a girl. What kind of a man are you. Fucking fuck asshole. A guy NEVER hits a girl, even if the girl hits him first. I don't fuck care if you're drunk. That's no fucking excuse. ARGH!

Anyway, everyone headed back home after, no supper, all too fucked and pissed off. By the time I settled MINE into bed it was almost 0600.

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Sunday, woke up 4 hours later after falling asleep with a slight hangover. Went straight to the kitchen and cooked Maggi mee because we were both so hungry and after eating, we went straight back to bed. Hah.

Woke up in the evening and went out with her parentals to dinner then to Chinatown. Walked around, nibbled on nonsense then went back home.

Bel and Jordan came over around 0100 with a Swensens Mango ice cream cake to surprise MINE when she came out of the shower. Hurhur. Then we got hungry and went to Shop n Save to buy Marmite, tofu and minced pork to cook porridge. It's been a million years since I had Marmite. Fuck shiok.

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Monday, woke up real early at 1300 hours. That is early okay, considering that MINE skipped school. Hur. Did some chores and fell back asleep then Belly arrived at MINE's. Showered, changed and all then Jordan came along with the Evo 9.

Sent MINE to run her errands before heading to Queensway to get Jordan's contacts then headed down town to get MINE's birthday present. I hope you liked the Emporio Armani ring and 3 mini sunflowers from Belly, Jordan and ME! (:

Rushed down to Harbour Front Centre for her surprise dinner. Dada, Mela, Raine, Drey, Buds and CY were all there waiting for us! MINE had a real surprise despite the number of times some of them called me on my cell when she was with me. Baby, SO BLUR! Haha.

All 10 of us had like over 20 courses. Let's see, we had cereal prawns, steamed sea bass, shark's fin soup, roasted duck, char siew, drunken chicken with jellyfish, prawn and fruit salad, deep fried soft shell crab, sambal sotong, giant garlic prawns, scallops with vegetables, paper wrapped chicken, sweet and sour pork, sambal sliced fish, chilli crab, pepper crab, deep fried mantous, ee-fu noodles, honeydew sago and I honestly cannot remember what else.

20 over courses all for 22+++ per person. Shiok only please. All of us were so mother fucking full and there was still her surprise birthday cake with compliments from the girls. (:

By the time we ended dinner, it was like 10 plus. Stood outside the restaurant and discussed the plans after that. Drey, Dada, Mela and CY had to go back so leaving Raine, Buds, Bel, Jordan, MINE and myself for KTV!

Drove over to Partyworld at Shenton Way and sang for 4 hours straight. Haha. KTV usually consists of emo songs and that's what we sang until the last 15 minutes. Bloody Jordan went to search for all the available clubbing songs and oh my god la, everyone was dancing and singing like madly deprived of clubbing fuckers who all were either fuck gone or half fuck on MINE's Saturday Pre-Birthday celebration at MoS. HAHAHA.

Jordan drove all of us home and in the car, we were still going mad on Pussycat Dolls CD. Blasting it, singing and dancing in our seats. Lol.

Got home, did some chores and we both ate maggi mee. LOL. Finally got to bed at like 0500. Woke up at 0930 for MINE's school and now, I'm totally drained out from the weekend. I need to rest NOW!

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Raine - Thank you for helping me organise the surprise birthday dinner with the rest of the ringers. Really appreciate it. Love you! I'll see you hopefully on Saturday at MoS for YOUR pre birthday celebration. Haha. Hugs.

Buds - Dear, thank you also for helping me to organise everything especially suggesting the venue. We shall go for the Dim Sum one soon! Lol. I'll see you to roll on Saturday as well! Love you deep deep! Hugs.

Belly & Jordan - Thank you my two lovelies for helping me with everything. From the midnight surprise to her present to driving us around. Love you both like mad, Mambo, Citrine and Tweety too. Chai Por Egg loves you two!! Haha.

Drey, Dada, Mela & CY - Girls, thank you for making time to attend the dinner. Hope you girls had fun. See y'all around soon! (:

MINE - Baby, I hope you had a great 20th birthday. I had a massive headache thinking of how to celebrate it with you. Though it wasn't as sweet and romantic as my 20th birthday, I hope you liked the surprises I planned with all the loves of your life. Hershey and I love you loads and our sunshine hopes you like the birthday song he sang for you though he was a lil sleepy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU SMELLY CROWNED KING SEAWEED SPENCER BABY TAN!

"Happy birthday to you, my love."

Don't Speak

It's always better to be cautious. To walk on the safe side of the road. Because accidents do happen and it's better to be safe than sorry, including with the words that you say, to anyone, anyone at all.

"Old memories
They can be inviting
But some are all together
Mighty frightening"

It Ends Tonight

MINE, Belly, Jordan and MINE's Dad are currently mahjong-ing. So here I am left to my own devices. (:

Last night was MoS with Lian Jin and all. 2 and a half bottles of Hennesy, 1 bottle of Sour Apple, a sip of Illusion and Moet. Came home with a serious craving for Chicken flavoured maggi mee. And after eating and taking a shower, my cheeks were still rosy red. I could just imagine the amount of alcohol running in my system.

The thing that MINE and I have been craving for would honestly be Zouk! It seems like we haven't been to Zouk for a million years. Bahh. Next week please! Thank you.

Life's not so good now I'm too free with nothing to do. Got a couple of calls from agencies so hopefully will land myself a short term stint to ease the monetary woes.

The emo vibes have been getting to me and I absolutely hate it, totally. Sigh. I shall stop here before I get myself into it again.


And it's this little fella and his "daddy" that makes me smile through it all.

"The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow"

The Good & Not So Good of 2007

The 11th day into 2007 and honestly, it hasn't been all fine and dandy as I hope it would be. But honestly, 11 days ain't enough to judge the whole year to come.

At the moment I am at home (Bedok Reservoir), just bumping around. My lonely bed and chou chous are calling out to me but I have been given the strictest order to not nap because I might just end up not waking up. /:

So within 11 days, quite a significant amount of events has taken place. Firstly, I have once again joined the "I have no idea how many percent" unemployed rate. Well, I actually see it as a good thing because I'm finally out of the "mother fucking old virgin slut's" clutches. Muahaha. I swear she's the worst boss anyone could meet.

Another reason why it's a good thing is because, we (Belly, Jordan & MINE) have finally booked tickets for BANGKOK! Omg omg omg! Yayy! Will be leaving for BKK on 21st Febuary (3rd day of Chinese New Year) and just nice, 2 full days to collect as many Ang Baos as we can before leaving to shop till we drop for 5 days, 4 nights. -triple beam-

There's a downside to being jobless and going for a vacation in a month's time though. I need money! So I'm currently searching for a 1 month stint job to earn my shopping expenses.

I've already planned what I am going to do after I return from BKK. No, I am not going back to join the working force and pay Income Tax to the government. Instead, I have finally decided to go back to my studies, to do my degree. I am not ready to work full time, not just yet. Already sourced for a degree to understudy in and hopefully, everything will fall into place. As much as I hate doing off-shore studies but like the saying goes, "Beggars can't be choosers". So fuck it, plus, it's a Bachelor of Commerce with Double majors.

Anyhow, here are the pictures as promised. ((:


MINE's Gucci Handphone Strap.


MINE's Fred Perry Shoes, DHL-ed all the way from UK.


MINE's Agnes B bag (X'mas present from Jordan, Belly and myself) and Polo Black Perfume from my mummy.


My very own Kenneth Cole watch (X'ams present from MINE, Jordan and Belly).

Mummy also bought me my DKNY Be Delicious perfume for X'mas. Hur. We bought Belly her Prada handphone charm. Not to mention, I have fallen in love with Prada's new handphone charm. -drools- Jordan got an AX belt from us. As you can see, it was a very expensive Christmas. Hur.

"Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?"

Goodbye, So Long

Goodbye 2006, Hello 2007 (in 2 hours).

I hated and loved 2006. Hopefully 2007 will be a better year. New Year resolutions? Hmmm. Why bother when I can't keep to them anyway. Hah.

Happy 4th year anniversary 'abnegation.blogspot.com'. To another year of my whining. ((:

My Grown Up Chrismas List

Hello all! I am currently at work and there's absolutely nothing to do plus IT (aka the bitch boss) is at meeting so here I am! Whee~

Bloody renovations at the 2nd floor are so damn bloody noisy that it's driving me nuts nuts nuts. Bugger. Adds on to the headache that is throbbing so badly. Bah.

Anyhow, the change of job scope is rather fine. Much more relaxing in fact. Hah! Which I don't know if it's a good or bad thing. If I knew today was going to be so damn slack, I would have brought my Christmas cards to write.

See, today's the 20th already and I still have yet to write them! Much less send them out. So this year, my cards are going to arrive late especially to the one in Guilford, United Kingdom. -sheepish grin-

So let's see. Last week, MINE and I went to Ikea thrice! First time to the one at Queensway, 2nd and 3rd time to the Tampines one. And each time, we went home with something. Haha.

Last Saturday MINE and myself met up with Mummy and Belly. Did some substantial shopping and for the first time, I was the one who bought the most things! Yayy! Haha. Finally got my beautiful 4 inch shoes and a bag from Aldo, a baby doll top from Topshop, a long sleeved tee and a pair of black tights from Mango.

Basically, every weekend MINE and I are shopping, like non-stop hits please. Haha. So much so that I'm so damn broke now. Like seriously running dry. Barely surviving. But it's okay, 8 more days to pay day! Whee!

Can't wait for Christmas to be here! Like major! Though all the presents have yet to be bought. Can't wait for MINE to lay her eyes on her Christmas present. I will make sure she posts a picture of her beautiful present here. So I guess this Saturday, my 2 best girls and I will make a dash for the malls for whatever presents we have yet to buy.

Here's wishing every one a very MERRY CHRISTMAS. Have a good one, go get sloshed, laid or station yourself under the mistletoe. Hehe. Last of all, WORLD PEACE. -miss congeniality smile-

Okay, back to my Marks & Spencer Dark Chocolate Digestives and work (an email just came in). Toodles.

"No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end, ooh
This is my grown up christmas list"

The Sweet Escape

This is an invasion by the MINE.
I wanted to post this entry while
you were sleeping last night
but I couldn't remember your password and user id.
So I decide to join you to sleep.
And now, I'm here typing away.

We've been good babies the past few weeks.
No fights, no quarrels, no arguements.
Maybe because I'm too sick to do so la huh?
Anyhow, thumbs up for you and me.
Lets keep it up! =))

So you've been taking care of the weak baby;
bring her to the doctor, feed her medicines,
buy her food, take her temperature,
enduring the nights without air-con,
taking care of the lil monster, blahs.
And all I want to say is THANK YOU
for being around and being such a sweetie.

Also not forgetting,
thanks for the stuff you bought me.
Don't we want more pay day?
I'm counting down to the next one.
I know you love me right baby? Haha.

Before I end this entry,
I just wanna let you know that
you're my pillar of strength that never falls,
thank you for everything.

"If I could escape

And re-create a place in my own world

And I could be your favorite girl

Forever, perfectly together

Now tell me girl, wouldn't that be sweet?"

PS: Lets plan for a sweet escape this Christmas?

Smack That

Hello all. It's been a VERY long time. Seems like I am only able to update fortnitghly now. Bloody bugger. All because I'm usually so damn tired and busy before and after work.

Work has been crap and more crap. 2nd colleague just resigned and she's even "newer" than me please! That's how horrible my boss is okay?! So now I have to take over both their work and it sucks because it's a total change of job scope and I'm already so familiar with what I am doing. Argh!

I am also thinking of resigning but not until I find another job. My boss is just a total bitch. Major! Those who did their internship at this hotel would know how her reputation is like. For example, if I were to leave, I would be the 10th person in this year alone.

Anyway, MINE has been very sick. Fever for one whole week already and despite seeing 2 different doctors, the fever and all is still there. So I reckon, no Zouk Out this year AGAIN. )):

I'm getting very worried. It's never a good thing to have prolonged fever. Sigh. Hope it comes down real soon.

HUGS MINE REAL TIGHT. I'll be there for you, even if it means going to the hospital and staying over with you. Get well soon sweetheart.

"I feel you creepin, I can see it from my shadow
Wanna jump up in my lamborghini gallardo
Maybe go to my place and just kick it like taebo
Then possibly bend you over
Look back and watch me"

My Love

-coughspluttercough- Yes, am finally back again! Like everyone else, I "moved" over to Blogger Beta the last time I blogged and this time when I wanted to log in, I almost couldn't remember my user name and password. I see so many damn new features but I have absolutely no time to blog, much less explore Blogger Beta. ):

Anyway, today's the 30th, which marks the end of November! 25 more days to (my favourite holiday of the year) Christmas! And 31 more days to 2007! Whoopee!

Since Christmas is coming, I've been thinking long and hard on my "What I Want For Christmas" list. Haha. Got a couple thought up already but I still need more to at least hit a 10 items on my list. HUR. Will definitely blog 'bout the 10 "most wanted" items when I round them up. (:

Work's getting a lil too political for my liking but it's all because my boss is just a bitch. Honestly, she's fine but I really despise the tone she uses on people when she's talking to them. Like hello, none of us are 4 years old toddlers toddling around. Another colleague has just tendered her resignation letter because of her and this is the 2nd person in my 1 and a half month stint. Bahh.

So the weather has been a total bitch as well. Damn rain all day long. Bloody hell makes me want to sleep in the office, especially after lunch. -grumble- Monday, ended up on MC again (Yes I know, don't nag) but I was really sick since last week. Damn weather and flu bug, which sadly, I have passed to MINE and she was burning up to 39 degrees last night. ):

28th has passed and boy has my bank not seen 4 digits for a VERY long time, 3 years in fact. Hahaha. This Saturday's shopping with my 2 best girls, Belly & MINE. There goes the 4 digits, damn.

Before I go, here's a teeny treat for everyone. The lil chocolate piggy smelly kangaroo monster, Hershey. ((:

"I can see us holding hands, walking on the beach, our toes in the
sand"

Little Ms Busy

Yes I know, it's been a LONG LONG time since I've updated. See, I'm a very busy woman now, right. Heh.

Anyway, I've been totally bogged down by damn work. Going home at an average of 1930 daily, which is like 2 hours after official time. Bloody bugger. My boss is still as per normal, being an bitch of an ass. So yes, life's pretty fine and dandy in the office.

Besides "unwillingly" becoming a workaholic, my social calendar is still active like it used to be before I started working.

About 2 weeks back, Vivo-ed with Mummy, Lil Brat and MINE. Honestly, I don't find the place all that fantastic and plus it was packed like hell cause it was Sunday. Belly and Fish came to pick us up after that and we all headed to Mount Faber for a drink before heading back home.



Last Thursday, met up with my Yong Tau Foo girlies for Jo's surprise birthday dinner at Village at Heerens. Yes, finally had a full attendance YTF gathering for once and not at Zouk. Hur.

Then on Friday, it was Mummy's birthday. Had curry fish head with Mummy, Lil Brat, Simon, MINE and a friend of Lil Brat's at Apollo Banana Leaf. We headed on to Liquid Kitchen, Havelock Road to chill. Belly and Fish also came down for awhile. As per every Friday, Zouk it was after Mummy's celebration but this time Jie came along too!

Sunday was dinner at my place. Mummy cooked a total of 7 dishes for 4 of us (Namely: Baby, Mummy, Belly and myself) and we wiped out everything! Hurhur. Yes, my mummy's cooking is good okay!

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Aside from my daily activities and what other nonsense. Life's not that all bad. Sure there are days where I feel like the biggest moron in the entire universe and what have you.

But let's just make something clear. Don't take my amiable attitude towards people for granted. If I'm nice to you, I expect you to be nice to me. Which in more direct terms, I won't show face if you try to be funny with MINE. When I say I won't show face, I mean it, so don't cross that line.

Someone tell me, how do you measure love? I'd really like to know.


Edited by MINE on her phone. ((:

"You're nothing but a damn facade"

So I may be annoying, a pain in the ass, a bitch, fucked up, crazy, emotional, possesive, anal, a cry baby. And you may be a total asshole at times.

I just want to say, Happy 9th monthsary. I still love you, just the way you are.

Don't be mad at me anymore. I'm sorry okay?

Everyone, I'm the biggest moron to make MINE upset. The biggest fool in the entire universe. )):

To All My Ladies

Shout out time!

Jie - Jie, we need to have a proper talk soon. There are some things that I would like to speak with you about. Besides all that serious shit, I really miss hanging out with you. Meet soon please. Loves.

Queky - Quekypooooo. I miss you, you idiot. Where have you disappeared to? And when are we ever going to meet!! Text me when you see this. Misses.

Ryl - My lil' Ryl. Things may not be going as well as we both hope it would but remember, we have faith in you. You gotta have some faith in yourself. Missing you badly. Call or msn me anytime you need someone to talk to kay? I miss you, even more so a thousand miles away. HUGS.

Bel - Smelly Belly. In 2 days time, you'll join me in the 2- club. Welcome to the club honey. To many more crazy nights out and tattoos. LOL. Love you la you bitch. Happy Birthday!! You're 20! I just have to stress that. Hur.

MINE - Hello sweetheart. Where is my entry and damn testimonial huh huh huh?! ((:

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I am so tired, sleepy, exhausted and what have you but I cannot go to bed because if I do go to bed, I wouldn't be able to wake up for work. -screams- Thank God today's just half day or I'd drop dead and die ten times over.

Anyway, finished work on Friday around 1915, I know, late huh? I've unwillingly become some sort of workaholic. Bahh. On average I end work 1 hour later than the supposed time daily. Argh. There's nothing I can do about it because there's just so much work every single damn day.

Reached back to MINE's around 2030, headed straight for the shower then straight to the bed. Knocked out till 2330 then got up, changed and headed for dinner/supper. By the time we finished dinner/supper and got to Zouk, it was already 0130. Hah.

Stayed till closing then Belly kao pei-ed for Geylang Tau Huey and we ended up there. By the time we got back to MINE's, it was 0530. Tell me, how to sleep?! If I went to bed, I seriously can forget about going to work. NB.

I want to sleep with my baby on the bed now. Argh. Time to get ready for work. -whines- )):

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*edited: 0916 hours.

I am in the office. -grumbles- Alone at that because I'm the only one on shift today. NBCB. Sigh. So as you can tell, I'm doing anything and everything but work.

Oh oh oh! Today's the 28th! Which means, PAY DAY! Cha-ching. Just checked my bank balance online. For once I see money inside le! Though it's just half a month's pay but it's still money. -beams-

MINE has already planned to go Vivo City later in the afternoon to shop. Yay! But I need to nap first when I get back. Now, I'm going for a toilet break. Hehehe.

"Her need for me; And mine for she."