Leprechauns & Gold

25th's a total flop but there is still a tiny glimmer of hope but I ain't hanging on that.

Whereas, 21st was a success. -triple beam- Now for 26th, I'll need all the luck in the world.

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Will update my birthday happenings when I have the time to write more and take pictures of my beautiful presents. ((:

"Now for good luck, cast an old shoe after me"

Hello 21, Goodbye 20

8 minutes before I turn 21 and here I am feeling even more miserable than CNY.

Remember during CNY I was so sick I was in bed from the eve till the 3rd day. Fantastic, I think 2007 is the year where I fall sick during my most anticipated holidays.

Yes, I am sick once again. This time, my stomach is gurgling with the weirdest sensations, I feel like I'm having morning sickness 24/7, round the clock and my cough is threatening to remove my lungs from my chest.

Happy Birthday to me.

"I'll sing you a birthday song,
from the bottom of my heart"

Self Induced Stress

Prada?

21st & 25th.

One word to describe the above, STRESS!

Forget it, I'm going to bed.

"I dream of a place where
Visions breathe and thoughts are so free"

Run Nose Run!

*edited: 18th April, 0246 hours.

-mumble grumble- I'm having a case of leaky runny nose which I suspect I caught from MINE or caused by the ever thickening dust in my room. It is officially irritating the crap hell of me and I have a box of Kleenex with me wherever I go in the house.

1 more week and I'll be 21! Yay! Hurhur. I know I can't stop counting down but everyone only turns 21 once in a lifetime you know. -giggles-

Anyway, for information's sake, the DREAM list is really nothing but a DREAM list. No one in this world is ever going to buy me THE 2.55 Chanel Bag nor the Gucci Wallet nor the iPod Nano nor the cellphone except myself, which will prolly take about 3 years to buy them all. It's a DREAM list understand?! I hope I got myself loud and clear.

MINE, mummy and Lil' Brat are meeting later after mummy knocks off from work to go buy my birthday present. Of course I'm not invited, which sucks because that means I've gotta settle my own dinner ALONE.

They didn't meet in the end, I don't know why but I've a date with mummy and MINE (not sure bout Lil' Brat cause she has lessons) later in town!

Actually, I think I'm not supposed to know but MINE had to tell me where's she going and with whom or I'll prolly hit the roof and murder her. "BABY! CAN I HAVE THE CHANEL BAG?! HAHAHAHAHA!" Okay, I was kidding.

I will get a job, I WILL GET THE JOB! Sorry I'm trying to make myself feel better. Been rather stressed bout the 21st and 25th. Those who know, would know why and those who don't, happy guessing.

I think I've had enough rambling for now.

"Have faith in yourself; Or no one will."

The Dream List

So my big 21 is approaching in about 12 days. Bahh. Next year I'd be 22, then 23 and it never stops, until I'm six feet under of course. -grumbles-

As per norm, there's a wish list, except that this year, I'm realistic enough to call it the dream list. Arranged from the most ridiculous price to the least ridiculous price.

• THE Coco Chanel 2.55 Bag. (Black)

• Gucci Continental Wallet. (Platinum guccissima leather with white/gold/white web, platinum leather trim, and light gold hardware)

• iPod Nano. (Black or Red)

• Nokia 7390. (Black/Bronze)

Yeah I know, the above 4 are like, dream on (Maybe except for the phone), but a girl's gotta dream right? So indulge me please.

Of course besides these material wants, I have non material wants and needs. Hur. First is for Mummy to strike more lottery, not myself cause I rarely buy anyway. Second is for my life to get on track inside of bumming around doing absolutely nothing productive. Third is to be happy, filial, good, doting, sweet, angelic and whatever have you. -giggles-

"Dream a lil dream"

Good Friday Weekender

So so, the long weekend is finally over and tomorrow, it's back to our mudane lives.

Friday was Zouk. Supposedly for Groove Armada but I was too high so I got stuck at Phuture after a glass of red, 2 glasses of Tiger, a couple of glasses of Martell with Coke and the guilty as charged, Flaming Lambo. Thankfully, I was blissfully high, not crazy high so everything was fine and dandy. (:

Had supper with the usual suspects and I was feeling too puke-y to eat anything so only drank. After I got off the cab, I was literally Singapore's mascot, Merlion. Bleeding Flaming Lambo.

(L-R) Elena, "Long lost" Dowell & Myself. Was so high I didn't remember taking this picture.

(L-R) Elena, Don, PSL & Myself. Like Elena said on her blog, BABY WHERE ARE YOU HUH?!

Woke up early on Saturday around 1500 hours (Yes that is early in my context especially after clubbing the morning earlier) for my supposedly hair cut appointment that became OURS. Hur. MINE cut her hair behind really short and left the front long. See, I prefer her with "long" hair. Trimmed mine and God it feels so much better.

Headed to town after and headed straight for Dior at Taka to get the mother in-law's bracelet. Then to Heerens's Sakae Sushi to meet Elena for our brunchner (Breakfast/Lunch/Dinner). Took neoprints after that and honestly, the nicest looking neoprints I've taken in my entire life. Haha. 3 of us had mad fun though. (:

Before taking our neoprints.

Walked around supposedly window shopping but failed. MINE ended up with a top from Zara, Elena, a nice tube/shorts "jumpsuit" sorta thing (Have no idea what you call it) and a thong, and myself, another thong from Topshop. Then chilled out at NYDC for awhile before heading down to MoS.

All I could say about MoS that night would be "5 bottles of Sour Apple, 3 bottles of Martell and 2 bottles of Champagne", go figure. I was sober at the end of it anyway, Friday was enough for me. Supper at Liang Court Macs, hashbrown and half a Fillet O'Fish downed with Green Tea.

At this point, I was already bored to bits. (L-R) Elena, Myself, MINE & PSL.

Cabbed home to realise my entire carpark is closed so I have to walk for about 10 minutes to get to my block. Bloody fuck. I was so tired already please. Go home, came online, showered and by the time I got out of the shower, mummy was up.

By 0620 hours, we were on our way to Bright Hill Road for Qing Ming. Imagine how stoned I was but I like times like these. Though physically tired, I'm mentally awake and I actually get loads of my thoughts processed and straightened out.

After which, headed for Dim Sum breakfast at Upper Thomson. Damn shiok la OMG. Haha. Finally got home around 1000 ish and slept at 1100 ish. Woke up around 1830, got ready and went to TM for dinner with Mummy and Ah Bay.

VietThai Kitchen for duh, Viet/Thai food. Yummy. Shopped around for awhile before heading back home. Time for my supper now. Hehe.

"Summer's over for the both of us
But that doesn't mean we should give up on us
You're the one that I've been thinkin of
And I knew the day I met you you'd be the one"

Wednesday Night Out

Bus-ed 5 to Zouk yesterday, signed in and went off because Phuture was already full so PSL couldn't get in. Cabbed straight to MoS to join LJ and the rest of the boys.

MoS was okay, just a lil quiet compared to Saturday nights and Wednesday nights at Zouk. I reckon Zouk must be rather disappointed that they lost night spot of the year to MoS this year. Oh well, I still prefer Zouk to MoS. SO PLEASE RENEW MY MEMBERSHIP OR UPGRADE ME CAN?! -grins-

Headed to Geographer's Bar with Don, PSL and MINE around 0145 to check out the place and the supposed "Thai Babes". The place isn't that bad, strangely reminded me of Bangkok loads though but it just wasn't my cup of tea nor MINE's.

Back to Smoove around 0230, sat around, saw Suhan and crapped with him for awhile. Left around 0330 to Macs for supper with Shawn Bob, Kevin and MINE. After supper, cabbed back to MINE with PSL and Don. So yeah, that was about it, my Ladies Night after missing out on it for awhile.

Anyway, my corn rows got a lil too much attention for my liking and plus they were already rather "chui" so I took them off this afternoon with the help of MINE. The end result? I looked like a Lion-ess complete with a Lion's all mighty mane. Haha.

Appointment for my hair cut has been made on Saturday! Yay! Gonna keep my mane long so it'll just be a simple trim to keep the stray ends in place.

This weekend, being Good Friday weekend, is just another holiday for us all to club like mad but I'm a good girl, staying home today and recuperating for the weekend madness. Hur.

In another 24 hours, G-R-O-O-V-E A-R-M-A-D-A!!! (((:

"I see you baby, shakin' that ass."

Dream A Lil Dream

First things first.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MY LIL RYL! ((:

Wanted to give you a call in UK, I even got your UK number from Chy so I could call you to wish you a Happy Birthday BUT I couldn't find my spare international calling card and since you're not online, probably out celebrating the big 21, I know you'll see this.

First, Spencer wants to say:"Happy Hotdog's Day. Come back soon for hotdogs?".

Darling, it's been almost 5 years since the beginning of this friendship. From the days of us being freshies at TP to graduation day and now, us turning 21. You've seen me gone through loads, from my first ciggy, to the hospital stay and now, hanging between limbo. I've seen my lil slumber princess grown from a small princess to our strong princess today. No matter how hard it is on you in UK, please remember you have plenty of friends left here in Singapore who are awaiting your arrival on the 28th of May.

I love you aplenty and can't wait for you to come back. I promise I will mambo one full night with you and Spencer can just stay at Phuture for all I care. Haha. We will also make sure our glam stewardess, Marilyn comes with us to mambo with Chy and Kerrie okay?

Happy 21st Birthday my slumber princess. Miss you monkey loads.

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I had a very strange dream of an old KC friend, a very strange one indeed.

Friends come and go but some do stay. Even if all you have is a occasional short chat on MSN. (: I miss loads of people and sometimes, I know I'm at fault because I don't bother to keep in close contact. I miss Queky, I miss Sel, I miss Jac Tong, I miss Lil Ryl, I miss Marilyn and I miss Chy. God knows who else I miss but these are the few that I really miss the most. Sigh.

Ryl's birthday is here, which means mine is 3 weeks away. Somehow, I think it'll be a very lonely 21st birthday.

"Some day, when I'm awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you...
And the way you look tonight."

The Land of Smiles

Got back from the airport last night around 1900 hours, unpacked my luggage immediately. Had dinner with Mummy, Ah Bay and Simon after giving them their presents. Continued to laze around the house, came online for awhile but I was too tired to blog and finally hit the covers around 0300 hours and never woke up till 1830 hours earlier. And honestly, I'm still very tired so I'm prolly going back to my sack after I finish blogging. Hur.

So now, about the trip to Bangkok. Well, I'm going to let the pictures do the talking like Elena did on her blog because like her, I can only remember bits and pieces of it now. Hur. And be warned, it's the most amount of pictures you've ever seen on my blog in a singular entry.

I really hated the water there. It tasted really funny and I'm rather cranky about my water. So yes, SINGAPORE'S DRINKING WATER IS THE BEST EVER. And though I didn't get to eat as much street food as I could but I did fall in love with the meatball thingys there.

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28th March, Wednesday - Day 1

Arrived at the airport with mummy and headed to BK to have our dinner. Checked in and headed in to shop around DFS. Bought my Vogue Superslims, Estee Lauder's Pure Pops in Sugar Pie (lost my previous one) and mummy's Loreal mascara.

On board the plane.

Finally got off the 2 hour flight, got through customs and had to wait for our luggage on the belt and while we were waiting, we decided to cam whore a lil. (:

While waiting for our hotel transfer.

Finally we arrived at our hotel around 0030 plus SIN time.

The view from our hotel room. That's a classic traffic jam on the highway.

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29th March, Thursday - Day 2

On our way down for breakfast.

After breakfast, we headed to Pratunam Market, which in my opinion, is as good as Chatuchak Weekend Market and even cheaper. We went mad there and headed back to the hotel early afternoon because our hands were too full to continue. After some much needed rest in the hotel room, we headed out for lunch at Siam Square.

Our lunch. A&W! Awww. I still miss the curly fries.

On our way to MBK, we passed by Dunkin Donuts!

We decided to take a skytrain ride to MBK though it was just 1 stop away.

The old school fare card dispensing machine.

MINE and myself with a typical touristy pose.

Looking like a bloody idiot on the train. Haha.

The three of us on the BTS.

After MBK, we headed to Suan Lom Night Market. Where there's the huge ferris wheel.

At the pets section, we spotted this TINY chihuahua. It's really palm size.

Day 2's shopping. (:

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30th March, Friday - Day 3

Headed to Khao San and we were really early because the stalls were only setting up. Hur. Elena and I both did corn rolls. Pretty cool except for the fact that you have to sit under the hot sun for a bloody hour. So I was basically, dripping wet while the lady did my corn rolls.

And here's a very unglam picture of me while doing them.

After that, we walked to Bang Lam Phu, which is the street next to Khao San. After which, headed on a cab to Sukhumvit Market but we got lost there and decided to head back to Pratunam and discovered the wonders of Platinum Mall , the huge shopping centre opposite Pratunam Market and another whole sale shopping centre.

Went back to the hotel to rest and then it was Suan Lom again. Hur.

Day 3's shopping. (:

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31st March, Saturday -Day 4

Woke up late, and missed breakfast. By the time we had instant noodles and headed to Chatuchak it was almost noon. Spent almost 5 hours there and when our hands were all full, we headed back to the hotel.

Mini donut things which I fell in love with. I bought a box back home. (:

Day 4's shopping. Chatuchak buys.

After some rest, we headed to Chinatown for dinner. I almost finished an entire plate of Snow Fish all by myself. That dinner was our most expensive meal in Bangkok, amounting up to 1,390 Baht.

After Chinatown, we decided to check out Patpong and Silom Night Market, the infamous red light district. Well, all I can say is, they try to take your heads of with their prices.

So we left and ended up at Suan Lom again. Haha.

Day 4's shopping - Suan Lom buys.

Our last Tuk Tuk Ride.

I thought their post box was really cute. Hah.

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1st April, Sunday - Day 5

Woke up late again and missed breakfast for the second time. Rushed to get ready and rushed to the supermarket to buy instant noodles and chewing gums. Rushed back to the hotel to find that our airport transfer was already waiting for us.

On the way to the airport.

Waiting to check in. Bloody long queue.

On board the plane back to Singapore!

Arrived in Singapore at 1740 hours. Went to DFS, bought Martell Corden Bleu, Oyster Bay's white wine, 3 Heineken beers, 2 Clinique Super Double powder and Estee Lauder's Emerald Dream eau de parfum.

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In total I bought 12 tops, 5 dresses, 7 bottoms, 5 pairs of footwear, 1 boxers, 1 bikini, 3 bags, 4 pairs of earrings, 2 belts and a pair of shades.

In total damage, I spent all my 500SGD in Bangkok and another 400SGD in DFS alone. LOL.

This entry took me 2 entire hours. I'm out. Goodnight!

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*edited: 0445 hours.

I think I'm so funny sometimes. LOL.

fire in her eyes says (4:36 AM):
she so rich, no need to study la

// `let's get lost in lust *drea says (4:36 AM):
Haha
Rich thats why can go study ma
If I'm rich also long gone in Aussie already

fire in her eyes says (4:36 AM):
...
fire in her eyes says (4:36 AM):
very good

// `let's get lost in lust *drea says (4:37 AM):
But I'm not
So I'm stuck in Sunny Singapore with my irritating gf
And a smelly dog and a pig of a cat

Don't we all wish to be rich. I'm officially VERY BROKE after the trip. ):

Leaving On A Jetplane

Just recovered from a bout of phelgmy coughing fits plus a very sore, sore throat. Am I glad that I'm all feeling better just before the trip to BKK. ((: Credits go to my trusted family doctor whom has literally seen me grown from a squeamish baby to the "lady" I am today.

The first thing that he said to me when I saw him on Monday was, "You look so different, why are you so thin?!" After which he forced me on the weighing scale and took my height before proclaiming that my BMI is 16.5, which is 2 below the healthy range (18.5). Then tried to give me vitamins but I politely declined.

I know, I'm so thin now that my old bottoms barely fit and have to be held up with a belt or one tug will send the entire world a clear view of my skinny bum. I've been eating an average of 2 meals a day. Sometimes, 1 meal is enough to fill me but I swear I'm not anorexic neither am I bulimic or whatever eating disorders have you, MINE will vouch for me.

Anyhow, my luggage is packed and I'm all raring to leave for the airport now just that our flight isn't until about 18 hours later. Hur. 5 days and 4 nights of pure exhilaration; shopping.

BKK here we come!

Before I sign off, Lolly says goodnight to all!

"If we took a holiday
Took some time to celebrate
Just one day out of life
It would be, it would be so nice"

Homophobia Is Wrong

Here I am on the orders of Jie. I do agree that my life is much more exciting but I'm just too lazy to blog these days therefore it explains the lack of posts. This is going to be a very short post because I just don't have the mojo to blog.

On Tuesday, went over to Granny's for Grandpa's death anniversary. It's been 15 years since he passed on, yet it feels like it was yesterday. Which also means, I'm turning 21 in a month's time. ): Headed to Parkway with Mummy, Lil Brat and Granny to change currency for my trip after the prayers and all.

Watched Mr Bean's Holiday today with MINE and Elena after collecting our tickets. It was well, average only. Not exactly that funny but MINE was laughing like a mad woman, I have no idea why honestly, I have a lame and mad girlfriend.

Zouk later. MoS tomorrow. Sunday is family day. Monday is stay home and nua day. Tuesday is luggage packing day. WEDNESDAY, Bangkok, Thailand! Just 5 more days to go. ((:

Before I end this short and sweet post. Here's a video I want to share with everyone. Something that I truly believe in. And if like me, you believe in it, re post it on your blog.

Homophobia Is Wrong

"I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as
they realised I was transsexual."

Family Day Out

On Saturday, met Mummy and Lil Brat at IKEA Tampines with MINE in the afternoon for shopping. The day ended well with 2 new bed frames, 2 mattresses, a whole lot of new pillows, a new optical mouse (from Courts because my old mouse was half dead) and a toy for Hershey.

Thank God for Leslie (my cousin) who came to pick us up with the stuff or we had no idea how we 4 ladies would go back home. Headed for dinner at Block 201, Tampines then headed home. Simon and the rest of the boys were downstairs our place on standby to help carry the things up.

By the time we settled everything, it was already 2300 so MINE and I headed straight to MoS from my place. The moment we stepped into MoS, we headed over to Maggi's table to celebrate her birthday and I immediately was shoved with 2 glasses of Champagne (My ultimate favourite alcoholic drink) and a glass of 3/4 filled of Vodka and 1/4 of Coke, all in 30 minutes.

Left around 0300 cause it was getting boring and headed over to Liang Court's Macs to buy supper/breakfast and hopped into a cab back to MINE's. Showered, ate and fed Hershey his favourite Fillet O' Fish and headed to bed.

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Sunday, was family day again. Came home with MINE to meet Mummy, Simon, Lil Brat and Leslie to head to ECP for cycling and dinner because it was the last day of CNY. Yes, you guys read it right, cycling. I can't cycle for those who don't know and on Sunday, it was my first time on 2 wheels.

I swear I was so scared that I wanted to pee in my pants. Rented a twin with MINE and it started out pretty okay until she kept pedaling so fast that my feet went off the pedals and I was screaming my head off. It was pretty funny actually.

Then mummy took over halfway on our way back and MINE was more than happy to cycle alone instead of having to "drag" a burden (Me) behind. Mummy was more stable with her pedaling and I did not have to scream at her to slow down unlike MINE. -glares-

After returning our bicycles, we headed for dinner at Long Beach Restaurant. The food wasn't really good and the service was crap. Bloody 300 bucks for a dinner for 6 and the manager was actually sarcastic about us giving the exact amount and not tipping.

Dream on about tips when you don't even give good service, especially when you're in Singapore. I'm sure the 10% service charge is enough of tips, asshole.

So I have a brand new bed, with a brand new mattress and I cycled on 2 wheels! -very proud of myself- Hur.

"To us, family means putting your arms around each other and being
there. -Barbara Bush"

Of Cats & Dogs

We "adopted" a stray tabby cat and named her Lollipop or rather affectionately known as Lolly on Sunday.

As of today, she ran away. -wails- I think she must have been too bored at my place, with no fellow "Meow meow" friends to play with and no rats to chase after. Yes, my void deck is rampant with big dirty rats. -screws nose up-

To think I bought a small toy from our trip to IKEA for her today. Bahh. Oh well, like I told Lil Brat (who eyes were all swollen from all the crying cause she somewhat "allowed" Lolly to run away), we'll bring her back when one of us next sees her.

At least she was with us for 5 full days. Attacking me in the middle of my sleep, scaring the shit hell out of me, digging into her water bowl for god knows what, greeting me with a "Meow" when I get home, she was truly such an adorable darling. I miss her already. )):

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Yesterday when I stayed over at MINE's, we were lazing on the bed watching telly programmes when we smelt something funny. At first MINE thought it was the smell of the drains cause it has been raining the past few days. Then I looked at Hershey and suspected that he farted.

So I did the most stupid thing in the entire world by bending down and sniffing his butt. KNNBCCB, he farted again at that very moment. I SWORE I ALMOST DIED ON THE SPOT. So while I was cussing about how horrible the smell was, MINE was in uncontrollable fits of laughter and said "I forgot to tell you, I suspected it was him cause I smelt the smell of dogfood." Thanks arh.

Lil Hershey just sat there staring at me as if I was some mad idiot. If only dogs could admit to farting. LOL.

"Dogs come when they're called; cats take a message and get back to
you.
- Mary Bly"

My Worst Ever CNY

The title of my entry says it all. I've had the worst Lunar New Year in my ENTIRE 21 years of life span. All because, I've been so mother fucking sick.

It started out on the eve of CNY afternoon when I awoke at MINE's and whining to her about how I had this bad feeling I was going to fall real sick because I felt super weak, bad sore throat and body ache.

Sigh. If only striking lottery would be as simple. After I got home from Grandma's for reunion dinner, I immediately felt sick with a fever. Came home, did last minute spring cleaning and then rested for awhile.

Then there was another bad news, Mummy's Luo Han never made it pass the first day of CNY. She (the luo han) had been very sick for awhile already. Stomach all bloated and her colour changed from a nice red to total black. Just after midnight, the poor fish died. Mummy just sat in front of her tank and cried.

This is probably the 2nd or 3rd time in my life I've seen mummy cried. I felt her heartache so I ended up tearing as well. ): I guess that's why she never allowed us to keep pets because she can't withstand the mental trauma. Wrapped the fish in aluminum foil and we headed to bury the fish at Bedok Park, opposite my block.

First day of CNY, woke up at 1400 feeling even worst than ever. Headed to Grandma's to bai nian and came back home 3 hours later cause Lil' Brat's friends were coming over. By the time I got home, I was literally half dead.

Didn't even talk to any of her friends, all I did was lie in mummy's bed, dozing in and out of sleep while watching telly programmes. Eventually, I fell asleep.

Next morning, I was supposed to go to the temple to pay my respects to my ancestors but I was so weak and my fever was still running high so mummy gave me the go ahead to stay in and rest.

Slept in till way pass noon and mummy came back awhile after. She cooked my favourite scallop porridge with luncheon meat and eventually, only ate a tiny bowl cause I had no appetite. Mummy brought me to the doctor's after that and the total expenditure at the doctors' cost a bloody $63! Sigh. Who ask me to fall sick at this kind time. Argh.

According to the doctor, I've got a bad case of viral infection. It was so bad that my nose couldn't stop leaking, coughed so much till my stomach muscles still ache now, fever went on for 3 days and my eyes were so damn painful.

Today after a day's of medication, I feel slightly better but still a lil weak. Least my eyes don't hurt as much after using the eye drops prescribed by the doctor and my cough, flu and fever has disappeared for the time being.

What sucks is that I still have to work tomorrow. Sigh. I so still wanna stay in and rest cause the medicines are so drowsy, resulting in me sleeping every now and then. The other sucky thing is, I never got to wear my new clothes only wore 1 set for like 3 hours. -.-

The even "suckier" thing was that I never got to go visiting, so this year, my ang baos have gone down by ALOT. -whines- The even even "suckiest" thing is that I haven't seen MINE for like 4 full days already. )): -big sigh-

So while all of you were out visiting, collecting ang baos, eating the CNY goodies, clubbing at night and gambling your day away, yours truly has been in the bed all day because I was even too weak to get out of bed.

It's so bad that I've been sleeping with mummy so she can take care of me. I'm a major baby when I'm sick. A major one.

So that's how exciting my CNY has been. -grumbles-

"Gong Xi Fa Cai
my arse"

The Men Don't Get It

Singaporean men these days, are DISGUSTING. Of late, I've been having trouble with their bloody egos and manners. 1 WAS a friend, I wouldn't classify him under my list of friends anymore and I don't want to talk about what happened.

Last night, I had to scream at 2 BOYS at Phuture to ask them where they hell they lost their bloody balls. Bleeding pussies. 1 shoved Elena because she accidentally bumped into him, the other told me to fuck off when I told him to apologise for stomping on my foot. Bloody lost their balls while wanking and lost their manners when their mother gave birth to them. THIS IS WHY I AM LESBIAN. Singaporean men can all go fuck each other and die. Enough bout them.

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Woke up around 1500 today, ate maggi with MINE, went back to sleep and overslept. Woke up at 1900 when I was supposed to meet Mummy in town at 1945. Rushed like crazy then cabbed down.

Met Mummy at FEP, bought my shoes then headed to Shaw's NIKE by B.I.R.D and Mummy bought a pair of pants for herself and a polo jersey for her bf with 40% discount! Great deal man.

Headed over to Zara at Liat Towers after that and mummy bought herself a top, I bought a pair of light grey skinny jeans (I LOVE!) and her bf a pair of pants.

Then to Taka's Zara where mummy bought another top for herself and her boss a top. Headed over to Wisma's Aldo and mummy bought a pair of heels then Topshop to get my nippies then realised we forgot to check out Adidas at Taka.

Rushed back to Taka but Adidas was already closed. Went to Guardian to buy my mascara and hair dye then finally settled at Cine's Hong Kong Cafe before spotting another Adidas polo jersey at the Royal Sporting house there for her bf.

By the time we got home, it was 2345 already. Did all that shopping in 3 hours. Poor mummy still has to get up for work later at 0700.

Tomorrow, I'm a mother fucking busy woman. First to Raffles Place to sign a 3 day temp job contract for next Wednesday - Friday. Then to town to sign another contract, which is for AMEX. Got myself a permanent temp job with AMEX! YAY!

Then I have to collect my phone at Nokia Care at Wheelock, which I conveniently forgot to collect today. Then change mummy's bf's pants cause they're a size too big.

Then rush to Lucky Plaza to alter my Zara jeans and taper my Abercrombie & Fitch jeans. After which, head to Paragon to check out bedsheets for Mummy, Lil' Brat and myself. Then buy my bloody belt from Miss Sixty or AX if Miss Sixty doesn't have the one I want anymore.

Gotta go get Lil's Brat her hair dye as well and ALL these have to be done before 1900 so I can get home in time for Reunion dinner with Mummy, Mummy's bf and Lil Brat.

I am so mother fucking tired. Had to give tomorrow's JD event a pass cause of dinner but mummy said she'll pay me to stay home for dinner. HUR.

Time for me to shower and pack my mess of a room now. Loves!

"When God gave Men their dicks
He forgot to give them brains"

Happy Hallmark Day!

Well oh well. The annual day of where idiots spend a ton on a bouquet of flowers just to look like another idiot couple on the street carrying a big bouquet bloody flowers. Then you have other idiots who spend hundred of dollars buying GINORMOUS stuffed toys and look like bleeding idiots hugging them around the streets of Orchard.

Pardon me but I have nothing against Valentine's Day but the idiots who allow businessmen to capitalise on them. Seriously, a bouquet made up of small teddy bears (which to Elena thought were stuffed toy dogs) costs a freaking $709. Bleeding blasphemy. Might as well get your partner a Gucci wallet or something practical right?!

Valentine's Day is a day to celebrate love, with loved ones not to spend bleeding money on things that will wilt in 2 days or toys that eventually end up in Salvation Army. I will fucking smack anyone who buys me stuffed toys or flowers (which prices go up by 100%). Anyhow, this entry is not to blast those bleeding idiots because I trust my friends who read this do not do stupid things like that (at least not the stuffed toy part).

MINE and I will be celebrating Hallmark day with Elena over steamboat at Suntec instead of wasting God knows how much money and then heading over to Zouk later to club! There isn't a need to spend so much money on one heavily capitalised holiday which isn't even a blinking public holiday.

To MINE; I love you. That's all I have to say to you, for the rest of my life. ((:

To everyone else; Happy Valentine's Day. Love you all!

"Each little bird this tide
Doth choose her beloved peer
Which constantly abide
In wedlock all the year."

Stuck On You For 365 days

Good Saturday morning to all. The weather's mighty fine and I'm wide awake not because I didn't sleep.

Phuture it was last night after much contemplation. It was just a few of us this time, namely; MINE, Swee Liang, Terence, myself and LJ (who left 1 hour after we arrived). But as usual, there was a bottle of Hennessy.

Honestly, I am so fucking sick of Hennessy. Previously was Absolut for as long as I can remember, now LJ decides on Hennessy as his choice of poison. But because I was so bored, I just drank glass after glass after glass, about 10 glasses in total. Surprisingly, no fucking effect. Blahh.

Left after closing and shared a cab back with Terence, Swee Liang and MINE. Got back to MINE's crib, showered and ate maggi then headed straight for bed at 0500. Then I woke up at 0800 and couldn't get back to sleep.

Left MINE's at 0900 to come back to get my white tapered pants and will be going back soon. Nothing better to do right? That's exactly the case. Cause I wouldn't be able to sleep anymore because I'm stressed about the BKK trip that has officially fucked my mind up and plus I slept close to 12 straight hours yesterday. Bahh.

I hate it when things don't go my way as childish and stubborn as I sound but who does? Especially when it's so mother fucking last minute and stresses me out so much till I got a nightmare about it last night. I hate I hate I hate! Okay, enough bout that.

Yesterday, it was our 1st year anniversary. Although we did nothing, MINE was in school and I was sleeping the day away, it doesn't matter because everyday is a special day as long as it's with you. ((:

Baby, I would like to congratulate myself for being your longest love till date and you for loving me the longest in your record. Thank you for all the wonderful and horrible moments. You better remember our first date, first kiss and first movie because I can't remember the other firsts. Lol. May there be more anniversaries to come by. I love you, more than the stars times infinity! I win! Lol. (Private joke) Happy 1st year anniversary. Stickwith u till all the stars fall. -hughugkisskisslove-

"You're a shelter in the storm
Keeping me away from harm
You're a song with beautiful words
Something that I never heard"

The King's Big 2-0

I just lao sai-ed. Haha. I know, what a way to start an entry but honest, that was what I did just before this. I swear it's from over-eating yesterday. My headache has morphed into a ginormous migraine and I'm about to take my brains out and mash them up. Urghh.

Sidetracked a lil there but I just had to whine and complain. Hur. Yesterday was MINE's big 2-0. Muahaha. You lao cheebai (with compliments from Bel). Now you're the same age as Bel (Bel you're 20 not 19! Haha!) and myself! (:

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Had a pre-celebration on Saturday at MoS with the usual suspects at members. The army boys, Belly, Jordan, Raine, Drey, Tiang, Buds and Dada. 2 bottles of Hennesy, 1 bottle of Moet and 4, yes fucking 4 bottles of Sour Apple. By the end of the night, everyone just forgot the invention called shot glasses and just poured the Sour Apple directly into our throats. Haha.

How not to get drunk, especially the birthday girl. On top of all that, she had a sambuca shot and a flaming lambo (which was her last drink and the drink that killed her). Hah.

A fight occurred after that all because of some pussy mother fucker. I'll fucking whack him the next time I see him. Fucking hit a girl. What kind of a man are you. Fucking fuck asshole. A guy NEVER hits a girl, even if the girl hits him first. I don't fuck care if you're drunk. That's no fucking excuse. ARGH!

Anyway, everyone headed back home after, no supper, all too fucked and pissed off. By the time I settled MINE into bed it was almost 0600.

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Sunday, woke up 4 hours later after falling asleep with a slight hangover. Went straight to the kitchen and cooked Maggi mee because we were both so hungry and after eating, we went straight back to bed. Hah.

Woke up in the evening and went out with her parentals to dinner then to Chinatown. Walked around, nibbled on nonsense then went back home.

Bel and Jordan came over around 0100 with a Swensens Mango ice cream cake to surprise MINE when she came out of the shower. Hurhur. Then we got hungry and went to Shop n Save to buy Marmite, tofu and minced pork to cook porridge. It's been a million years since I had Marmite. Fuck shiok.

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Monday, woke up real early at 1300 hours. That is early okay, considering that MINE skipped school. Hur. Did some chores and fell back asleep then Belly arrived at MINE's. Showered, changed and all then Jordan came along with the Evo 9.

Sent MINE to run her errands before heading to Queensway to get Jordan's contacts then headed down town to get MINE's birthday present. I hope you liked the Emporio Armani ring and 3 mini sunflowers from Belly, Jordan and ME! (:

Rushed down to Harbour Front Centre for her surprise dinner. Dada, Mela, Raine, Drey, Buds and CY were all there waiting for us! MINE had a real surprise despite the number of times some of them called me on my cell when she was with me. Baby, SO BLUR! Haha.

All 10 of us had like over 20 courses. Let's see, we had cereal prawns, steamed sea bass, shark's fin soup, roasted duck, char siew, drunken chicken with jellyfish, prawn and fruit salad, deep fried soft shell crab, sambal sotong, giant garlic prawns, scallops with vegetables, paper wrapped chicken, sweet and sour pork, sambal sliced fish, chilli crab, pepper crab, deep fried mantous, ee-fu noodles, honeydew sago and I honestly cannot remember what else.

20 over courses all for 22+++ per person. Shiok only please. All of us were so mother fucking full and there was still her surprise birthday cake with compliments from the girls. (:

By the time we ended dinner, it was like 10 plus. Stood outside the restaurant and discussed the plans after that. Drey, Dada, Mela and CY had to go back so leaving Raine, Buds, Bel, Jordan, MINE and myself for KTV!

Drove over to Partyworld at Shenton Way and sang for 4 hours straight. Haha. KTV usually consists of emo songs and that's what we sang until the last 15 minutes. Bloody Jordan went to search for all the available clubbing songs and oh my god la, everyone was dancing and singing like madly deprived of clubbing fuckers who all were either fuck gone or half fuck on MINE's Saturday Pre-Birthday celebration at MoS. HAHAHA.

Jordan drove all of us home and in the car, we were still going mad on Pussycat Dolls CD. Blasting it, singing and dancing in our seats. Lol.

Got home, did some chores and we both ate maggi mee. LOL. Finally got to bed at like 0500. Woke up at 0930 for MINE's school and now, I'm totally drained out from the weekend. I need to rest NOW!

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Raine - Thank you for helping me organise the surprise birthday dinner with the rest of the ringers. Really appreciate it. Love you! I'll see you hopefully on Saturday at MoS for YOUR pre birthday celebration. Haha. Hugs.

Buds - Dear, thank you also for helping me to organise everything especially suggesting the venue. We shall go for the Dim Sum one soon! Lol. I'll see you to roll on Saturday as well! Love you deep deep! Hugs.

Belly & Jordan - Thank you my two lovelies for helping me with everything. From the midnight surprise to her present to driving us around. Love you both like mad, Mambo, Citrine and Tweety too. Chai Por Egg loves you two!! Haha.

Drey, Dada, Mela & CY - Girls, thank you for making time to attend the dinner. Hope you girls had fun. See y'all around soon! (:

MINE - Baby, I hope you had a great 20th birthday. I had a massive headache thinking of how to celebrate it with you. Though it wasn't as sweet and romantic as my 20th birthday, I hope you liked the surprises I planned with all the loves of your life. Hershey and I love you loads and our sunshine hopes you like the birthday song he sang for you though he was a lil sleepy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU SMELLY CROWNED KING SEAWEED SPENCER BABY TAN!

"Happy birthday to you, my love."

Don't Speak

It's always better to be cautious. To walk on the safe side of the road. Because accidents do happen and it's better to be safe than sorry, including with the words that you say, to anyone, anyone at all.

"Old memories
They can be inviting
But some are all together
Mighty frightening"

It Ends Tonight

MINE, Belly, Jordan and MINE's Dad are currently mahjong-ing. So here I am left to my own devices. (:

Last night was MoS with Lian Jin and all. 2 and a half bottles of Hennesy, 1 bottle of Sour Apple, a sip of Illusion and Moet. Came home with a serious craving for Chicken flavoured maggi mee. And after eating and taking a shower, my cheeks were still rosy red. I could just imagine the amount of alcohol running in my system.

The thing that MINE and I have been craving for would honestly be Zouk! It seems like we haven't been to Zouk for a million years. Bahh. Next week please! Thank you.

Life's not so good now I'm too free with nothing to do. Got a couple of calls from agencies so hopefully will land myself a short term stint to ease the monetary woes.

The emo vibes have been getting to me and I absolutely hate it, totally. Sigh. I shall stop here before I get myself into it again.


And it's this little fella and his "daddy" that makes me smile through it all.

"The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow"