Mid term tests over. Finally over. I am going to fail all as expected. I mean, i have no idea what was going on at all. Hardly studied. But i'm glad its all over. But now comes the other part, project datelines. Heaven knows how much more i can take. Physically and mentally. But, i'll hold on. I will.

Worst week of my life so far. Everything just seems so wrong. Hardly even slept. 3 hours per day. I'm dozing off now as i type. *yawns* Today was the worst day. Worst.
I saw her. Yes her. Janice Yap. I was happily walking alone. About to get outta town and go pick baby up from work. When, i saw her. I just stood there and stared. (she was sitting down on a bench) I reckoned with my cap on, she couldn't recognise me or maybe she was just too engrossed with her ugly boyfriend. I think i stood there for about 5 mins or so. Just stood and stared at them. I don't know what got into me. I got so upset. Tears fell. Could feel my blood pressure rising. Hands turned cold. Was just about to walk up to her and act like a mad woman when Mahathir, Jess, Tracy, Zhi Fan popped outta no where. They saved me. Saved me from breaking down and acting like a fool.

Just saw her at the wrong time. When i felt the weakess. Physically and mentally. I just broke down. Everything just fell apart. Everything.

Skies are dark
It's time for rain
Final call
You board the train
Heading for tomorrow

I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears, you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow

How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore?

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now,
That I am only dreaming,
That this is not goodbye,
This is starting over
Mmmmm....
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go,
So say isn't so

Ten to five at least we've tried
We're still alive but hope just died
As they close the door behind you
Whistle blows and tons of steel
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
As I wish I'd never found you, whoa...

How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be stong enough to carry on?

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now,
That I am only dreaming,
That this is not goodbye,
This is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go,
So say isn't so

Miles and miles to go,
Before I can say, before I can lay
My love for you to sleep
Oh darling oh
I've got miles and miles to go,
Before anyone will ever hear
Me laugh again.

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now,
That I am only dreaming,
That this is not goodbye,
This is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say isn't so

Say you've changed your mind now,
That I am only dreaming,
That this is not goodbye,
This is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say isn't so

If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say isn't so