My Worst Ever CNY

The title of my entry says it all. I've had the worst Lunar New Year in my ENTIRE 21 years of life span. All because, I've been so mother fucking sick.

It started out on the eve of CNY afternoon when I awoke at MINE's and whining to her about how I had this bad feeling I was going to fall real sick because I felt super weak, bad sore throat and body ache.

Sigh. If only striking lottery would be as simple. After I got home from Grandma's for reunion dinner, I immediately felt sick with a fever. Came home, did last minute spring cleaning and then rested for awhile.

Then there was another bad news, Mummy's Luo Han never made it pass the first day of CNY. She (the luo han) had been very sick for awhile already. Stomach all bloated and her colour changed from a nice red to total black. Just after midnight, the poor fish died. Mummy just sat in front of her tank and cried.

This is probably the 2nd or 3rd time in my life I've seen mummy cried. I felt her heartache so I ended up tearing as well. ): I guess that's why she never allowed us to keep pets because she can't withstand the mental trauma. Wrapped the fish in aluminum foil and we headed to bury the fish at Bedok Park, opposite my block.

First day of CNY, woke up at 1400 feeling even worst than ever. Headed to Grandma's to bai nian and came back home 3 hours later cause Lil' Brat's friends were coming over. By the time I got home, I was literally half dead.

Didn't even talk to any of her friends, all I did was lie in mummy's bed, dozing in and out of sleep while watching telly programmes. Eventually, I fell asleep.

Next morning, I was supposed to go to the temple to pay my respects to my ancestors but I was so weak and my fever was still running high so mummy gave me the go ahead to stay in and rest.

Slept in till way pass noon and mummy came back awhile after. She cooked my favourite scallop porridge with luncheon meat and eventually, only ate a tiny bowl cause I had no appetite. Mummy brought me to the doctor's after that and the total expenditure at the doctors' cost a bloody $63! Sigh. Who ask me to fall sick at this kind time. Argh.

According to the doctor, I've got a bad case of viral infection. It was so bad that my nose couldn't stop leaking, coughed so much till my stomach muscles still ache now, fever went on for 3 days and my eyes were so damn painful.

Today after a day's of medication, I feel slightly better but still a lil weak. Least my eyes don't hurt as much after using the eye drops prescribed by the doctor and my cough, flu and fever has disappeared for the time being.

What sucks is that I still have to work tomorrow. Sigh. I so still wanna stay in and rest cause the medicines are so drowsy, resulting in me sleeping every now and then. The other sucky thing is, I never got to wear my new clothes only wore 1 set for like 3 hours. -.-

The even "suckier" thing was that I never got to go visiting, so this year, my ang baos have gone down by ALOT. -whines- The even even "suckiest" thing is that I haven't seen MINE for like 4 full days already. )): -big sigh-

So while all of you were out visiting, collecting ang baos, eating the CNY goodies, clubbing at night and gambling your day away, yours truly has been in the bed all day because I was even too weak to get out of bed.

It's so bad that I've been sleeping with mummy so she can take care of me. I'm a major baby when I'm sick. A major one.

So that's how exciting my CNY has been. -grumbles-

"Gong Xi Fa Cai
my arse"

The Men Don't Get It

Singaporean men these days, are DISGUSTING. Of late, I've been having trouble with their bloody egos and manners. 1 WAS a friend, I wouldn't classify him under my list of friends anymore and I don't want to talk about what happened.

Last night, I had to scream at 2 BOYS at Phuture to ask them where they hell they lost their bloody balls. Bleeding pussies. 1 shoved Elena because she accidentally bumped into him, the other told me to fuck off when I told him to apologise for stomping on my foot. Bloody lost their balls while wanking and lost their manners when their mother gave birth to them. THIS IS WHY I AM LESBIAN. Singaporean men can all go fuck each other and die. Enough bout them.

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Woke up around 1500 today, ate maggi with MINE, went back to sleep and overslept. Woke up at 1900 when I was supposed to meet Mummy in town at 1945. Rushed like crazy then cabbed down.

Met Mummy at FEP, bought my shoes then headed to Shaw's NIKE by B.I.R.D and Mummy bought a pair of pants for herself and a polo jersey for her bf with 40% discount! Great deal man.

Headed over to Zara at Liat Towers after that and mummy bought herself a top, I bought a pair of light grey skinny jeans (I LOVE!) and her bf a pair of pants.

Then to Taka's Zara where mummy bought another top for herself and her boss a top. Headed over to Wisma's Aldo and mummy bought a pair of heels then Topshop to get my nippies then realised we forgot to check out Adidas at Taka.

Rushed back to Taka but Adidas was already closed. Went to Guardian to buy my mascara and hair dye then finally settled at Cine's Hong Kong Cafe before spotting another Adidas polo jersey at the Royal Sporting house there for her bf.

By the time we got home, it was 2345 already. Did all that shopping in 3 hours. Poor mummy still has to get up for work later at 0700.

Tomorrow, I'm a mother fucking busy woman. First to Raffles Place to sign a 3 day temp job contract for next Wednesday - Friday. Then to town to sign another contract, which is for AMEX. Got myself a permanent temp job with AMEX! YAY!

Then I have to collect my phone at Nokia Care at Wheelock, which I conveniently forgot to collect today. Then change mummy's bf's pants cause they're a size too big.

Then rush to Lucky Plaza to alter my Zara jeans and taper my Abercrombie & Fitch jeans. After which, head to Paragon to check out bedsheets for Mummy, Lil' Brat and myself. Then buy my bloody belt from Miss Sixty or AX if Miss Sixty doesn't have the one I want anymore.

Gotta go get Lil's Brat her hair dye as well and ALL these have to be done before 1900 so I can get home in time for Reunion dinner with Mummy, Mummy's bf and Lil Brat.

I am so mother fucking tired. Had to give tomorrow's JD event a pass cause of dinner but mummy said she'll pay me to stay home for dinner. HUR.

Time for me to shower and pack my mess of a room now. Loves!

"When God gave Men their dicks
He forgot to give them brains"

Happy Hallmark Day!

Well oh well. The annual day of where idiots spend a ton on a bouquet of flowers just to look like another idiot couple on the street carrying a big bouquet bloody flowers. Then you have other idiots who spend hundred of dollars buying GINORMOUS stuffed toys and look like bleeding idiots hugging them around the streets of Orchard.

Pardon me but I have nothing against Valentine's Day but the idiots who allow businessmen to capitalise on them. Seriously, a bouquet made up of small teddy bears (which to Elena thought were stuffed toy dogs) costs a freaking $709. Bleeding blasphemy. Might as well get your partner a Gucci wallet or something practical right?!

Valentine's Day is a day to celebrate love, with loved ones not to spend bleeding money on things that will wilt in 2 days or toys that eventually end up in Salvation Army. I will fucking smack anyone who buys me stuffed toys or flowers (which prices go up by 100%). Anyhow, this entry is not to blast those bleeding idiots because I trust my friends who read this do not do stupid things like that (at least not the stuffed toy part).

MINE and I will be celebrating Hallmark day with Elena over steamboat at Suntec instead of wasting God knows how much money and then heading over to Zouk later to club! There isn't a need to spend so much money on one heavily capitalised holiday which isn't even a blinking public holiday.

To MINE; I love you. That's all I have to say to you, for the rest of my life. ((:

To everyone else; Happy Valentine's Day. Love you all!

"Each little bird this tide
Doth choose her beloved peer
Which constantly abide
In wedlock all the year."

Stuck On You For 365 days

Good Saturday morning to all. The weather's mighty fine and I'm wide awake not because I didn't sleep.

Phuture it was last night after much contemplation. It was just a few of us this time, namely; MINE, Swee Liang, Terence, myself and LJ (who left 1 hour after we arrived). But as usual, there was a bottle of Hennessy.

Honestly, I am so fucking sick of Hennessy. Previously was Absolut for as long as I can remember, now LJ decides on Hennessy as his choice of poison. But because I was so bored, I just drank glass after glass after glass, about 10 glasses in total. Surprisingly, no fucking effect. Blahh.

Left after closing and shared a cab back with Terence, Swee Liang and MINE. Got back to MINE's crib, showered and ate maggi then headed straight for bed at 0500. Then I woke up at 0800 and couldn't get back to sleep.

Left MINE's at 0900 to come back to get my white tapered pants and will be going back soon. Nothing better to do right? That's exactly the case. Cause I wouldn't be able to sleep anymore because I'm stressed about the BKK trip that has officially fucked my mind up and plus I slept close to 12 straight hours yesterday. Bahh.

I hate it when things don't go my way as childish and stubborn as I sound but who does? Especially when it's so mother fucking last minute and stresses me out so much till I got a nightmare about it last night. I hate I hate I hate! Okay, enough bout that.

Yesterday, it was our 1st year anniversary. Although we did nothing, MINE was in school and I was sleeping the day away, it doesn't matter because everyday is a special day as long as it's with you. ((:

Baby, I would like to congratulate myself for being your longest love till date and you for loving me the longest in your record. Thank you for all the wonderful and horrible moments. You better remember our first date, first kiss and first movie because I can't remember the other firsts. Lol. May there be more anniversaries to come by. I love you, more than the stars times infinity! I win! Lol. (Private joke) Happy 1st year anniversary. Stickwith u till all the stars fall. -hughugkisskisslove-

"You're a shelter in the storm
Keeping me away from harm
You're a song with beautiful words
Something that I never heard"