Feeling some what of fucked up and upset. All the things are finally getting to me. School everything. Just realised we'll be getting back Mid Term results back. Fuck shit. Going to fail every single fucking paper. Fuck fuck fuck. Argh. I hate my life. N most of all. I hate myself. Fucking moron.

While she lays sleeping
I stay out late at night to play my songs
And sometimes all the nights can be so long
And it's good when I finally make it home, all alone
While she lays dreaming,
I touch her face across the silver light
I see her dreams that drift upto the sky
And she wakes up to my kiss and I say it's alright
And I hold her tight.

And she believes in me
I'll never know just what she sees in me,
I told her someday if she was my girl
I could change the world with my songs, but
I was wrong
But she has faith in me
And so I go on trying faithfully
Forever in my heart she will remain
And I hope and pray
I will find a way,find a way

While she lays waiting
I ask myself do I hurt her so
What called me on a long and this lonely road,
Why dont i turn around and head back home where I belong
While she lays crying
For she knows my heart is ripped in two
I'm torn between the things that I should do
She deserves it all and I'd give it if i could, god her love is true

While she lays sleeping
While she lays sleeping for me.

Currently tying up loose ends on travel kit and will start doing my arts appreciation. Baby's over at my place now. But i have to do my projects. =\ Anyhow, Congrats to all who recieved their O level's results. From what i know, there aren't any bad news. Looking forward to seeing yall in Tp then. *winks*

Met up with Lili and her new other half, Loh, Leong, Mich, Jamie. We headed down to Wheelock's Nooch. I had tom yam glass noodles~! Yummy~ They were debating if glass noodles was tang hoon. I kept telling them it was and Jamie didn't believe. Then my tom yam glass noodles came! Haha. Tang hoon~! I told ya so!! Bwahaha. After dinner we walked around town then headed down to Monks. Oh oh oh, Loh and Lili said i lost alot of weight. *beams* But they say it ain't a good thing. And asked me to becareful! Why is everyone telling me the same thing? Its supposed to be a good thing ain't it?

Monks was okay. It was pretty quiet though. Never seen the place so empty before. Loads of drama that night. First up, Jamie brought her own Bacardi with Coke. For gods sake, it was almost Pure Bacardi. Trying to kill all of us please. And before Midnight. We had one very high Leong and Jamie. Yes Jamie your fine. You just puked that's all. Haha. Then we bought our entry drinks and went in. No idea why, but all of us got pretty high. I fell three freaking times. Now i have two blue blacks!! =/ First, i fell off the bar top while dancing with Leong. Then fell of the top of the toilet cause of some drama. Then fell off the stage while searching for Leong. What a night please. Stayed till closing. Mad dancing that night please. Totally. And it seems like i was the only one dancing away. Hahaha. Headed for Cheese and Egg Prata for supper. Yummy~ Hehehe. Then went home to zZzzZz. Damned tired i tell you. Just now for dinner, Mummy brought baby and i for Blk 85 Ba Chor Mee~!! Whooppeee~! Fabulous i tell you!!

School starts on Monday. And its going to be packed with the JAE going on. =/ Have a new lecturer for Tourism Destination. Like wtf, change the lecturer after half the semester is gone? Madness. *yawns* Off to do my work. Its going to be a real busy week with so many datelines.

Finally kinda done with travel kit. Just trying to tie up some loose ends here and there. And also trying our very best to cut cost. The current whole package selling price is SGD 1400. About there or so. Which is very expensive in our context. Its a 8 days, 7 Nights, Chiang Rai, Chiang Mai and Bangkok tour with a hot air balloon flight in Chiang Mai. Cool rite? Haha. Im in charge of Chiang Mai. *grins* Pretty happy that we are almost done. So that there will be no need for last min rushing or panicking.

Econs project has been put aside for the time being. Still have Arts App to do. Did most of my research already. Left with the presentation to do. Sheesh~ Mbs, haha. Wasnt't fruitful today (thurs). Both blur cocks (chy n i) just sat there n stared at the thing. Then we figured we had no idea on what to do. Plus her heart was with travel kit so decided to meet later today at 1300 hours after my travel kit meeting. Okay, why am i going on about my project?!~

Im pretty tired from all the projects. Late nights, early mornings and facing the com all the time. My poor lil eyes. But, will be going for dinner with leong, lili, loh, mich etc for dinner. Just realised i'll be the youngest there. =/ Then some of us will head down ta monks! Haha. Been months since i've been to that place. Shall go de-stress!

Good luck to all who are taking O'levels results today! Remember msg Andrea arh! Esp those who i have reminded constantly. *hugs*

Sel Darling: My girlfriend. You are my girlfriend lor~! And i have your picture in my wallet ever since duno when. U so bo sim. =(

Baby: Can't wait to see you! Miss you loads suddenly. =p

Leong: Blog girl blog. Whoopee Monks here we go. *pinches yer ass*

Some Love Quiz
i did.
My results:

1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free. *Am i? Haha*

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she
loves you. *Yes! Totally!*

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish. * Wth. Really? I do not have the slightest idea*

4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic. *shrugs, maybe*

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.* Ya sia~! Totally!*

6. You are tolerant; you'll try very hard not to commit adultery. * Im loyal, and yall know that. Il never cheat. Haha*

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.* We shall see in e future ah*

8. At this moment, you are quite self-centered; you think of love as
something you can get and trash anytime you want. *Don't think so*

Some kind of ass luck today. Saw Janice Yap again. Like what fuck! Anyway, she was sneaking peaks at us (baby + i). I glared back of course. Enough about her. Not worth mentioning anymore.

Was in school doing project from 1300 hours - 1800 hours. Madness. As jermaine said in his rececnt blog entry. Everyone is so busy with the projects. Sheesh~ Tomorrow, i will be in school doing Mbs with Chy chy. Haha. Two blur shits doing Mbs. Going to need help again. =/ Got to start on my Cost sheet now. *mutters* Crap shit i tell you.

Been real busy lately. Like major. The holidays aren't so holidays after all. All the projects are driving me nuts. Datelins datelines and more datelines. And half of my week is already gone! I'm trying to blog a super speed cause my mum has been like get off the com at 12am Sharp!! Damn her. I'm so freaking busy, u don't give me enough allowance. And you want to control so much of my life. Fish it please.

Went down to Nyp to accompany baby while she does her Fyp and i do my work alongside. I guess that's going to be the case for the rest of the semester. Haven't even got the chance to sleep in yet. This ain't holidays! its pure torture. Argh~! Got to go continue with the Projects

*pats tummy* Heee. I really really really Full. *burps* Like major. Cooked pasta! Muahahaha. Yes Andrea cooked pasta! Heyy come on, i can cook if i want to okay! It may not be fantastic but it's edible afterall. Haha. Im blardyy full dammit. *beams proudly*

Saturday we headed to katong! My old hang out! To eat katong laksa of course! Yummy i tell you. Considering i haven't eaten it for a long long time. Then went to watch Somethings gotta give at Ps. Nice show please. Romantic and totally hilarious. Haha.

Its like suddenly i have no idea on what to blog. Tsk. So irritating. Shall go do my Travel Kit already then. Taa~

Seline darling* heyy babe.. Mid-term tests over already! Yay! Can go out shopping! Heehee. I miss you please! Promise that we'll meet up soon ya? Don't worry about everything. Everything will turn out fine ya? And most importantly, Andrea's here for you! Hahaha. Count yourslef lucky okay best friend! *muacks* Catch up with ya real soon. *hugs*

Mid term tests over. Finally over. I am going to fail all as expected. I mean, i have no idea what was going on at all. Hardly studied. But i'm glad its all over. But now comes the other part, project datelines. Heaven knows how much more i can take. Physically and mentally. But, i'll hold on. I will.

Worst week of my life so far. Everything just seems so wrong. Hardly even slept. 3 hours per day. I'm dozing off now as i type. *yawns* Today was the worst day. Worst.
I saw her. Yes her. Janice Yap. I was happily walking alone. About to get outta town and go pick baby up from work. When, i saw her. I just stood there and stared. (she was sitting down on a bench) I reckoned with my cap on, she couldn't recognise me or maybe she was just too engrossed with her ugly boyfriend. I think i stood there for about 5 mins or so. Just stood and stared at them. I don't know what got into me. I got so upset. Tears fell. Could feel my blood pressure rising. Hands turned cold. Was just about to walk up to her and act like a mad woman when Mahathir, Jess, Tracy, Zhi Fan popped outta no where. They saved me. Saved me from breaking down and acting like a fool.

Just saw her at the wrong time. When i felt the weakess. Physically and mentally. I just broke down. Everything just fell apart. Everything.

Skies are dark
It's time for rain
Final call
You board the train
Heading for tomorrow

I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears, you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow

How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore?

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now,
That I am only dreaming,
That this is not goodbye,
This is starting over
Mmmmm....
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go,
So say isn't so

Ten to five at least we've tried
We're still alive but hope just died
As they close the door behind you
Whistle blows and tons of steel
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
As I wish I'd never found you, whoa...

How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be stong enough to carry on?

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now,
That I am only dreaming,
That this is not goodbye,
This is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go,
So say isn't so

Miles and miles to go,
Before I can say, before I can lay
My love for you to sleep
Oh darling oh
I've got miles and miles to go,
Before anyone will ever hear
Me laugh again.

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now,
That I am only dreaming,
That this is not goodbye,
This is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say isn't so

Say you've changed your mind now,
That I am only dreaming,
That this is not goodbye,
This is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say isn't so

If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say isn't so

Staccie Orrico - I Promise

Will I always be there for you
When you need someone
Will I be that one you need
Will I do all my best to
To protect you
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will i keep the rain from fallin down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you
Take your darkest night
And make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong
And to lean on
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold


Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise, I promise
I promise I will, yeah

And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I'll promise I'll be there for you
There for you

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise I will, yeah

Trust me. Please trust me. Please.

Celebrated Valentine's Day over two days. *smiles* On Friday, we went walking around town as usual. Then watched Along Came Polly. Go watch it. Its a good show. Go catch it. Got my valentine's day present! Its a swatch watch! *smiles widely* I Love the watch! So Andrea. Haha. Stripes! Wheeee~ The only part that it ain't me is that the watch is baby blue. But e contrast in e stripes and e blue is so nice. Love the watch. Thanks baby! *muacks*

Might be Mia for a few days. Mid term test next week. *frowns*
Monday, 16th Feb ---> Tourism Destinations, 1100-1200 hours.
Wednesday, 18th Feb ---> Managing Business Systems, 1100-1200 hours.
Thursday, 19th Feb ---> Macroeconomics, 0900-1000 hours.

I'm going to die. Haven't started studying. *frowns hard* But then again like what Chy and Ryl says. Drea you won't study till the day before. So don't pretend to be hardworking. Bwahahahaha. *grins* I'm trying to be hardworking okay! Heehee. Worst case scenario, fail my tests lor. Choy!

Lil Cow: Baby! You are finishing your Sip soon so don't worry okay? The moment I finish my mid-term, you finish your Sip! So yay! Can go clubbing! Heehee. Love you baby and thanks for the watch! *winks and muacks*

Chy and Ryl: Mei nu's! I'm like the grass and you two the flowers. I know what a analogy. But so many people said that you two were pretty I'm jealous! *whines* Bwahahaha. Anyhow, both study hard ya. Then again Chy study hard. Ryl scores all A's so no need to ask her to study hard. *grins* Love ya both! *muacks*

Leong: Wheee~ I got my White Flash Havaianas already! Yay! I love it! So funky and comfortable! Show you another day k? Anyhow, take care and I'll see you soon! And maybe go clubbing ya babe? *winks*

Sel darling: Whey! Scare the hell outta me today. Saw you with your date! Heehee. Not bad not bad. If anything happens i must be the first to know okay. And i Miss clubbing with you can! Now i got no more clubbing khaki already! Tsk. I don't care. During the holidays must go club with me. Meanwhile study hard for your mid-term. Love ya loads. Miss ya too. *hugs*

Mac, Rusty, Kaka, Baa, Sissy and all Irc mates: Love yall! Heehee. You guys take care ya. Will talk to yall when my test are over or when i come online to destress for awhile. *muacks and hugs*

Okay, now must pretend to be studious already. Taataa~

Reality Check. You ain't one bit pretty. You ain't one bit smart. You ain't one bit attractive. You have a blinking bitchy look. You are dao at times. You are bitchy. You just ain't every other girl. You get judged by people all the time. But, You have someone who loves you. I guess that's all that matters. *hugs baby tightly*

I am who i am. And i'll let the world see that. Your loss not mine. I like the way i look. I like the way i speak. And i love me. No, i ain't a narcissist. Just happy with the way i am.

I've been really busy. Like really. School and everything else. Just really hectic. Big time. Pretty tired. Late nights and early mornings everyday. Its starting to get to me. But i'll be strong and hang on. I have to be.

// Don't look at me

Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down oh no
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone left the puzzle undone
It that the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down oh no
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down oh no
So don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what we say
(no matter what we say)
We're the song inside the tune
Full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go
( and everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine
(sun will always, always shine)
But tomorrow we might awake
On the other side

We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down oh no
So don't bring me down today...

Don't you bring me down...today...
Don't you bring me down...mmmmm...today...*

So depressed now. I need you dear. I swear. I really do.

Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin out with good intent
When love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
I've held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I've messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bend to take my hand
I've nowhere left to turn
I've lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
That it's one misstep one slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I've messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Third time i'm blogging. Fuck Bill Gates. One more time his bloody Explorer hangs on me. Grrrr. *growls* Bloody hell.

Blogged about unhappy stuff anyway. Shall not talk about it anyway. Janice Yap Yi Hui, i hope your doing fine out there. Just leave Bessy alone ya? Don't need to message her happy birthday this year. Thanks.

Okay i'm officially nuts. Talking to a person who doesn't even know my name. Only known to her as "my ex's gf. The mad one who want to beat me up." But hey, she might chance upon this right?

Okay Andrea. Im fine now. Needed to talk to myself in a third person. Hahahas.

Went to school for one lecture and skipped the rest! Lol.. Not my idea, Chy and Ryl wanted to go down town to get Valentine's Day presents so we just skipped lecuture. Plus nothing important this week so heck it. *grins* Bought your present already. Hope you like it. *smiles weakly*

Saw the Fcuk Skirt again. Falling in love with it even more. Totally. Its 99 bucks for heaven's sake. I can't afford it. *frowns* I like it so much! It so. Nice. Never mind. Somethings just aren't meant to be yours.

Presentation tommorrow. Got to go prepare. *frowns harder*

Brunch - Main Course: Maggi mee, Drink: Coke, Dessert: Chocolate from Chocolate Box.
Hahahaha. That was my brunch for today. I know. Im sick and i shouldn't be having all these when i'm coughing my lungs out. But i can't help it! I'm alone at home and noone is here to control me. I get all these cravings and i can't help it! Heehee. I've eaten them and noone can stop me. *chuckles* Okay, i'll take my medicine after this and drink loads of water and get more rest. I can already hear people nagging away in my head.

Didn't turn up for school again today, massive headache, slight fever blah.. No choice but to come online to continue my research and all. Sheesh. *whines*

Vday is coming! Haha. I shall put up a wish list in case anyone wants to get me anything. Haha. Chances are none of you are going to get anything from my list even. Heehee. Typical andrea.

1. Mango Skirt - $65
2. Fcuk Skirt - $99
3. Mango red leather bracelt - $20

Errr... Nothing else.. Hahaha.. That's all that caught my eyes while i was shopping. Hehehe..

Maye: Thanks for e *.. Hahaha.. I love ew.. U tc ya. And enough of those fags sissy. =)

Off to my work now. Love yall.. *muacks*

Retail theraphy today! Or to be precise these two days. Bought my Esprit blazer as i blogged yesterday. 50% discount. Then went to get my Topman belt. On sale too! Got it at 9 bucks! *grins* Then got this long sleeved top from Mango. You know, e usual semi see through type i wear. 29 bucks only~ *beams* I feel so accomplished. I mean. All so cheap! Hahaha. Cheered me up somehow. *smiles*

Lil cow found out what i was getting her for Valentine's Day. *whines* Not fair. This always happens! *sulks*

I'm broke already. All my ang bao money gone. *weeps* I still have a whole load of school work waiting for me. Guess i have no choice but to do them. *sighs*

I was searching for my econs article when i chanced upon this. Fourteen year old girls most vunerable. Its a full article on the straits time or something. Know what. I was fourteen when i went with that hell of a asshole ryan rodrigues!!! Bwahahahahaha.. Now we know why... hahahahaha... rofl....

Fourteen-year-olds are more vulnerable than other age groups because with hormonal changes in their bodies, they are more likely to 'throw caution to the wind and do anything they want,' said PAGi chairman Carmee Lim.

And they become easy prey because they are easily influenced,she said.

Cher: Hey babe. Nice seeing you yesterday too! Missed ya! *hugs* Though we didn't have a chance cause you were with your "ahem" Peiwen.*cheeky grin* Haha. Im fine girl. Still very stressed up though. But techinically i'm fine. I think. Hee. You take care of youself and i'll catch up with you real soon k? Love ya babe.

Where are you. What's going on. I need you. I miss you. I'm so tired. All so tired. Tell me you love me. Tell me that everything's going to be fine. Tell me. I'm more than anything. That finally, i mean more than she does/did before. That you love me the most. That you never felt this way. I guess, this is just Me: Blabbling away. I wish. How i wish. All these were the truth. I wish.

Stoning away now. Waiting for your message. But i think it ain't going to come. Off to my school work then. At least, i'm kept busy for awhile longer. At least.

Thanks for your concern everyone else. Im fine. No worries ya? If i need a listening ear. I'll talk to either one of you. Love all. *hugs and kisses*

Bought my blazer finally. Its so cool. Its different from your every other blazer. The collar is kinda satin. Its in tux style to be precise. Cool right? And it was on 50% discount! Though it cost 90bucks after discount but i LOVE it!

Cried on e bus again. Crying everyday. Just can't take it anymore. Falling apart.

I have a new piercing!Whoopee~ Hahaha. Don't ask me where i'll have a hard time describing. Its on e ear la. Don't think dirty! *grins*

I'm still feeling a little upset and all. With school. Stressed la. At least Review 1 of Mbs is over. But i still have Arts Appreciation and Econs due next week. And the on-going Tourism Destination/Travel & Tour Business Project. Busy me!

Got hit by a football on e face today. Freaking assholic guy. Hope his weenie turns in a banana! Hahahahahahaha. He made me cry okay. Cried twice today. Irritating. Thank god my mascara's water-proof!

Tommorrow i'm going to do my mask. With lil cow as my victim. Or put it in nicer terms. My model. Hahaha. Meeting Leong, Lili and Michele for dinner at night too.

So tempted to pick up a fag.

I guess i said i won't blog. But i have to. I need on outlet for all my stress and whatever not crapp shit. I'm so tired. Physically, mentally. Im breaking down.

Gave up on Mbs already. Fuck Bill Gates. He can go and die. I hate Microsoft Access as of now. Its fucking screwed. Big time. I don't know what the fuck to do for the fucking project. Thank god i still have Chynna. If it was a Solo project. I would have failed. Fuck TP for its lousy school system. Want me to volunteer during Open house? Then don't fucking put the mid-semester test the following week. We haven't even started on Macroeconomics Portfolio. Fuck it. Then there is Arts Appreciation. I fucking haven't done anything. And its fucking due next week! What the fucking hell is this! I haven't done Macroeconomics tutorial. I so don't want to do it. But i have to. I don't want to take supp again this semester.

Im breaking down. So much. I need you baby. So bad. But what is wrong with you. What is wrong? You're not saying a thing. Just telling me you're upset. With what fuck? Tell me! Stop keeping quiet. I can't take it. I don't know how long more I can bear with all the stress. Dear i need you. So badly.

The thought of my birthday conciding with Exams just makes things worst. I'll be mugging like fuck on my fucking birthday. My god damn it 18th birthday.

Fuck Fuck Fuck F u c k.

as i speak. tears fall.

STRESS~ Mbs, Econs, This, That, You, Me, Her, Him. Everything!

Won't be ircing these few days. Neither will i blog. Too busy way too busy. But i'm still on msn. *winks*

I'm coughing my lungs, stomach all internal organs out. Wana die~

Off to fooking Ms Access. Hate bill gates!

S t r e s S e d !

Somethings are just never meant to be. I hope some people get that. I'm happy the way i am. Happy somehow. Happy enough that i have a chance to even love her. Yes my lil baby. Even if it was one-sided. Im happy.

Its 7:55am in the morning. I have class later. Don't ask me why the hell i'm doing here so early in the morning. Some things just need to be cleared.

Hardly slept last night. Just couldn't sleep. Woke up before the alarm clock had a chance to ring.

I'm sorry if i said things i shouldn't have said. Just understand. Please.And leave me as i am.

Nothing happened. No nothing happened.

Has anyone even checked out the meaning of my url? I'm sure some of you know. For those who don't, go check. It's something most of us doing unknowingly. For me, I guess it happens. Most of the times.

Love you baby. *winks at lil cow* This one is for you

Oh
Yeah
Huh Oh

You complete me
Like air and water boy
I need thee
And when I'm in your arms I feel free
Fallen
My heads up in the clouds in love
I'm proud
To you say it loud
Like an accident it happend
Out of nowhere
It just happend
And I aint mad at all
Because I've

Fallen
Head over heels
I've fallen
In love with you
I've fallen
And I can't get up
Don't wanna get up
Because of love (Because of love)

Fallen
Head over heels
I've fallen
In love with you
I've fallen
And I can't get up
Don't wanna get up
Because of love

Baby
To let you get away is crazy (Let you get away)
so I'm doing what it takes
To make you pledge your love to me
You see cause I'm tryna be a lady
For ever and ever baby
The picture wouldn't be the same
If you weren't standing next to me
Can't you see I'm fallen

Fallen
Head over heels
I've fallen (I'm fallen)
In love with you
I've fallen (Oh)
And I can't get up
Don't wanna get up
Because of love (Because of love)

Fallen
Head over heels
I've fallen
In love with you
I've fallen
And I can't get up (And I can't get up)
Don't wanna get up (Don't wanna get up)
Because of love

You compliment me
Not an accesory
Your nesesary
You never could speak bad words against me
Your bare with me
Security
Are you here with me
Your my hapiness
My joy (Joy)
It's all because of you boy
I look forward to the time
I spend with you
Whatever it is we do

Cause I'm fallen for you boy
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Fallen
I've fallen for you
Fallen
Head over heels for you
So in love with you
Fallen
Love, oh
For you

Touch me (Touch me)
Hold me (Hold me)
Love me (Love me)
Kiss me
In love with you
Talk to me (Talk to me)
Caress me (Oh)
Play with me
Don't wanna get up
Explore me
Your my everything

Fallen
Head over heels (To let you get away is crazy)
I've fallen
In love with you
I've fallen
And I can't get up (I won't get up)
Don't wanna get up (Don't wanna get up)
Because of love

Fallen (Touch me)
Head over heels (Hold me)
I've fallen
In love with you
I've fallen (Whoa)
And I can't get up (With you)
Don't wanna get up
Because of love

Fallen (In love)
Head over heels
I've fallen (My joy)
In love with you
I've fallen
And I can't get up (And I can't get up)
Don't wanna get up (Don't wanna get up)
Because of love

Fallen (Head over heels for you)
Head over heels (So in love with you)
I've fallen
In love with you
I've fallen
And I can't get up (And I cna't get up)
Don't wanna get up (Don't wanna get up)
Because of love

Ryna on msn: "hey girl are u ok? u seem to mia alot this sem leh"
*sighs*.. I know people.. I've been mia alot this semester. And no, not mia cause i've run off to spend time with lil cow. I've been falling sick so constantly. This has never happened to me!!! What the hell in the world is wrong with me?!?! *shrugs* I have no idea either.

So i missed school again! Okay, what's new now. Sheesh~ I'm feeling better somehow. I mean at least e Snot ain't dripping like a leaking tap anymore. I know.. Ewwww. Yes. Now my sister is lying in bed sniffling away. She's got the virus from me i reckon. Not my fault hor! Poor girl..

Alamak! *slaps forehead* Chy msgd to say MBS Review Due this fri!! And i thought hari raya haji saved me from it! *mumbles*

Stress stress stress. . .

Sel darling, Im here for you. No matter what happens all of us supports your decision yar? Anything give me a msg or call.. Love ya babe.. *hugs*

S t r e s S e d !

I'm sick. AGAIN. *whines and whines and whines*

I've been pretty busy. Pretty busy with my lil cow that is. *smiles* Somehow things are back to normal. For good i hope. Spend the last 3days 2 nights with her. Quality time. *smiles again*

Saturday
Went to auntie Ryl's place to bai nian! Haha. Tracy, Jessica, Zhi Fan, Mahathir, Aaron, Ashraf, Lil cow, Jermaine were all there too. They were karakoing away half the time. Ryl and Tracy were such good singers! Can go join competition! And no i ain't bull shitting. Both of them were fatastic singers. *applauds* Lil cow and i left ealier and went down to town for a movie (stuck on you) And thanks to Ryl's wonderful food, we only had one meal for that day! The food at Ryl's house was so yummy~ After the movie we headed back to my place.

Sunday
Got awaken by a sms. Lil cow had to go visting, so she left for awhile. Then my mum decided that she will bring the both of us out for dinner @ Sakae Sushi! Yay! had so much food. So yummy~ And my mum paid! Ate my FAV ice-cream after that too! Compliments of my mum. Like what lil cow asked "Your mum good mood arh?" Me *nods head* Then we walked around and my mum decided it was time for me to buy my blazer. Saw this Mango one 119 bucks! And she was like buy lor! *fainted on the floor* BUT guess what. No more UK size 10 in the WHOLE of Singapore. (fook Mango). They asked me to wait for the repeat shipment and i asked when will that be. Her answer was " I don't know. When you are free come and see." #*@$&)~@! I very free huh?! Dammit. Never mind. My mum gave me 120bucks for it anyhow. Shall go look look around the shops for a nice nice and cheaper one. So i can go buy other things. *chuckles*

Tomorrow, do homework day. *mutters and mumbles* I got a whole lotta them waiting for me.

Kaka ~ Yes i agree in this world you either back stab or get back stab. But this one. Is one of the worst i've ever seen?

Cheryl ~ Yeah. Its been a long time too. You take care. I'll catch up with you soon.*hugs*

Mac ~ Youcan msg me anytime you want to. Anything just msg me. I'm here for you. Dun worry. Things will be better. They always get better.*hugs*