3 hours of sleep + financial and academic stress = A very sleepy and stressed cum pms-ing Andrea. Lucky are those who stayed away.
Quek sorry for throwing my temper at you. Sorry~
After 7 fags and 2 coffees felt a teeny weeny itsy bitsy better. Bahh.
2 things managed to put a smile on my face though.
1. Shaunie Shaun Shaun's sms.
2. My godsister told my godmum that I was very pretty until she cannot tahan. In Japanese of course. So cute right?! *beams*
One thing for sure. I may be deprived from sleep, money and what have you. I'm not deprived of love. Love from my darlings. Thank you all. :)
Wednesday, March 31, 2004
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
Email i got from Sel Darling.
TAURUS WOMAN
A slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person. Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line.
She is a constantly change person. If she up sets, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her.
She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has patient with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit.
Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance ,then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell her to stay at home, she likes to work and preferred not work at home.
She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her head, but Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.
She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a public figure but belongs to no one.She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her. Loves her, but not too much for she afraid it will limiting her freedom.
She always stand out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You could see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant, or dress like a nun in an a cocktail dress party. If you are a politician who are looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she could get along socially with any type of crowds.
She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if you do not have
something she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you loose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that " We're better off breaking up".
She always remember her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but every things should be done for "Happiness".
She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she think of something, she will go ahead and does it. She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else.
She likes to learn about your dreams and your thought. She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates to owe people money and take promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better paid up.
If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive, do not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and insignificant matters. Try to likes her friends and let she has her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you
TAURUS WOMAN
A slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person. Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line.
She is a constantly change person. If she up sets, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her.
She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has patient with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit.
Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance ,then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell her to stay at home, she likes to work and preferred not work at home.
She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her head, but Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.
She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a public figure but belongs to no one.She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her. Loves her, but not too much for she afraid it will limiting her freedom.
She always stand out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You could see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant, or dress like a nun in an a cocktail dress party. If you are a politician who are looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she could get along socially with any type of crowds.
She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if you do not have
something she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you loose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that " We're better off breaking up".
She always remember her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but every things should be done for "Happiness".
She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she think of something, she will go ahead and does it. She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else.
She likes to learn about your dreams and your thought. She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates to owe people money and take promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better paid up.
If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive, do not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and insignificant matters. Try to likes her friends and let she has her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you
Monday, March 29, 2004
Saturday, March 27, 2004
Its a God Damned Saturday night and i'm stuck at home. So fucking hell bored. Dammit. Been real moody since yesterday. Everything just doesn't seem right. Nothing to be precise. Nothing has been right ever since the start of this year. 2004just sucks for me. Okay i know. Its only March. Long way till the year ends. But fuck it. It still sucks and i don't think its going to get any better for me.
I'm bored bored bored bored. Omfg. Im so fucking bored that i'm even swearing at almost every other thing. I don't like to be bored. Cause, my mind runs wild. I start thinking about everything. Too many things have happened. Trying to be the strong one. The one who is there for everyone. I'm trying. Trying so hard. But i can't hold on for long. I'll just try my best. I'm human too.
I miss you. Here it goes. For the first time after a month or so. I miss you so terribly. Its finally getting to me. (But I am taking y stand still) Now i'm free to do anything i want. No restrictions what so ever. But as i do things i never got to do when i was with you. I thought about you.Thought about what you would say if you knew i was doing this or doing that. I thought i smelt you somewhere. I almost broke down. I'm sorry. Sorry that things didn't work out.You took too long to realise. Too long. I was hurting so bad and it was taking a toll on me. I wish the best for you. Hope you'll be happy. The next girl's going to be great. Just remember what i told you. Somethings youhave to change cause i won't be the only one pointing them out to you.I Love You.
Here Without You - 3 Doors Down
A hundred days have made me older, since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me
The miles just keep rolling as the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated but I hope that this gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl, there's only you and me
I'm bored bored bored bored. Omfg. Im so fucking bored that i'm even swearing at almost every other thing. I don't like to be bored. Cause, my mind runs wild. I start thinking about everything. Too many things have happened. Trying to be the strong one. The one who is there for everyone. I'm trying. Trying so hard. But i can't hold on for long. I'll just try my best. I'm human too.
I miss you. Here it goes. For the first time after a month or so. I miss you so terribly. Its finally getting to me. (But I am taking y stand still) Now i'm free to do anything i want. No restrictions what so ever. But as i do things i never got to do when i was with you. I thought about you.Thought about what you would say if you knew i was doing this or doing that. I thought i smelt you somewhere. I almost broke down. I'm sorry. Sorry that things didn't work out.You took too long to realise. Too long. I was hurting so bad and it was taking a toll on me. I wish the best for you. Hope you'll be happy. The next girl's going to be great. Just remember what i told you. Somethings youhave to change cause i won't be the only one pointing them out to you.I Love You.
Here Without You - 3 Doors Down
A hundred days have made me older, since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me
The miles just keep rolling as the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated but I hope that this gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl, there's only you and me
Friday, March 26, 2004
My Godmum is back from Japan! Ooohh Wee~ So excited! Went to the airport to pick her up along with my Godsister and Godbrother. Omg. So cute please my Godsister. Those rosy cheeks of hers. So wanted to pinch them. But i didn't scare the lil girl of course.
Headed to town later with Shaunie Shaun Shaun. Hehe. We were supposed to go catch Dirty Dancing 2. But, its a pretty old show so the only available time slot was at 1145. Shaunie Shaun Shaun has Jap Test tommorrow morning so ya. Didn't catch it. So Argh! I have to watch the darn show dammit. Instead, walked around town, ate dinner then headed back home. Pretty tired honestly. Lately everything seems so monotonous. Its like School -> Home -> School. Boring?! But i'm glad i have the rest. :D
Headed to town later with Shaunie Shaun Shaun. Hehe. We were supposed to go catch Dirty Dancing 2. But, its a pretty old show so the only available time slot was at 1145. Shaunie Shaun Shaun has Jap Test tommorrow morning so ya. Didn't catch it. So Argh! I have to watch the darn show dammit. Instead, walked around town, ate dinner then headed back home. Pretty tired honestly. Lately everything seems so monotonous. Its like School -> Home -> School. Boring?! But i'm glad i have the rest. :D
Thursday, March 25, 2004
Omg this is so cool please. Hahahaha. I am truely a Convent Girl. And i'm so proud of it!
CHIJ
You scream for your school at any opportunity and
for some strange reason you love your school to
no end. You wear your belt so low that ACS
boys' pants would be considered high!
Wad girl's school should you be from?
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CHIJ
You scream for your school at any opportunity and
for some strange reason you love your school to
no end. You wear your belt so low that ACS
boys' pants would be considered high!
Wad girl's school should you be from?
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Wednesday, March 24, 2004
I feel like i'm Six Feet Under or actually worst than that. Cause when you are Six Feet Under i reckon you don't feel pain. Im going through fuckin horrible pain. Major fuck ass shit as i would say. But i'm better now. I mean i'm up in front of the com ain't I? Guess i'll visit my doctor tommorrow if i don't get any better that is. We shall see. Don't want to see the doc if possible. But if i do, i can get MC and not go for Econs! Hmmm.
No i didn't have school today. Or rather i already planned not to go for Arts Appreciation tutorial cum Drama Workshop. So yucks! Andrea, Drama. No no no. This two words do not go with each other as yall should know. Cannot make it lor as Ah Ryl would say. Haha. Just one day of not seeing Da Gang I miss yall so much!!!
// If Only*
Toxic - Britney Spears
// You*
Baby can't you see
I'm callin'
A guy like you
Should wear a warnin'
It's dangerous
I'm fallin'
There's no escape
I can't wait
I need a hit
Baby give me it
You're dangerous
I'm lovin' it
Too high
Can't come down
Losin' my head,
Spinin' round and round
Do you feel me now?
With a taste of your lips I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slippin' under
With a taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't ya know that your toxic?
And I love what ya do
Don't ya know that your toxic?
It's gettin' late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil's cup
Slowly
It's takin' over me
Too high
Can't come down
It's in the air,
and it's all around
Can you feel me now?
With a taste of your lips I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slippin' under
With a taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't ya know that your toxic?
And I love what ya do
Don't ya know that your toxic?
Don't ya know that you're toxic?
Taste of your lips, I'm on a ride...
You're toxic, I'm slippin' under
With the taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't ya know that you're toxic?
With a taste of your lips I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slippin' under
With the taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't ya know that you're toxic?
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
(I think I'm ready now)
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
No i didn't have school today. Or rather i already planned not to go for Arts Appreciation tutorial cum Drama Workshop. So yucks! Andrea, Drama. No no no. This two words do not go with each other as yall should know. Cannot make it lor as Ah Ryl would say. Haha. Just one day of not seeing Da Gang I miss yall so much!!!
// If Only*
Toxic - Britney Spears
// You*
Baby can't you see
I'm callin'
A guy like you
Should wear a warnin'
It's dangerous
I'm fallin'
There's no escape
I can't wait
I need a hit
Baby give me it
You're dangerous
I'm lovin' it
Too high
Can't come down
Losin' my head,
Spinin' round and round
Do you feel me now?
With a taste of your lips I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slippin' under
With a taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't ya know that your toxic?
And I love what ya do
Don't ya know that your toxic?
It's gettin' late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil's cup
Slowly
It's takin' over me
Too high
Can't come down
It's in the air,
and it's all around
Can you feel me now?
With a taste of your lips I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slippin' under
With a taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't ya know that your toxic?
And I love what ya do
Don't ya know that your toxic?
Don't ya know that you're toxic?
Taste of your lips, I'm on a ride...
You're toxic, I'm slippin' under
With the taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't ya know that you're toxic?
With a taste of your lips I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slippin' under
With the taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't ya know that you're toxic?
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
(I think I'm ready now)
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
I am done with Ryl's blog. Hope she likes it. I didn't do much. Just editted the template for her. Just want to see a smile on your face babe. Anything can ask for help okay? Check her blog out here
I'm so full. Ate so much today. Feel like a pig today. Haha. Ate so much food. Been a long long long time since i pigged out like that. Felt kinda good. On the way to Andrea days again. :p
Having a slight sore throat but i'm fine. Things have been going well i suppose. Back to normal. Not as hectic. But i still pull a long face now and then. Reason? Shall not mention. Refer to my previous entry.
So exams timetable is out. And my last paper is on the 23rd Apr!! I was so happy. Can celebrate my birthday in peace. Will blog the details when the time is closer. Now as i count down to my birthday, i seem to counting down to my birthday.
// If Only*
Don't Tell Me - Avril Lavigne
You held my hand and walked me home I know
While you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love cause you're so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that?
You're the one who gives it all away
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way
Don't think that your charmin the fact that your arm is now around my neck
I got you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that, you're the one who, throws it all away
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way
This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up but you're no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way
Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway
I'm so full. Ate so much today. Feel like a pig today. Haha. Ate so much food. Been a long long long time since i pigged out like that. Felt kinda good. On the way to Andrea days again. :p
Having a slight sore throat but i'm fine. Things have been going well i suppose. Back to normal. Not as hectic. But i still pull a long face now and then. Reason? Shall not mention. Refer to my previous entry.
So exams timetable is out. And my last paper is on the 23rd Apr!! I was so happy. Can celebrate my birthday in peace. Will blog the details when the time is closer. Now as i count down to my birthday, i seem to counting down to my birthday.
// If Only*
Don't Tell Me - Avril Lavigne
You held my hand and walked me home I know
While you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love cause you're so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that?
You're the one who gives it all away
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way
Don't think that your charmin the fact that your arm is now around my neck
I got you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that, you're the one who, throws it all away
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way
This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up but you're no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way
Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway
Sunday, March 21, 2004
Didn't want to blog but decided to. My only outlet. One and only outlet. My heart aches for you both. Quek and Ryl I love you both so much. And it hurts to see you both this way. Somehow i wish i could do something for you two. To let you both to cheer up. Smile more like you both usually do. My heart ached as i passed those msgs. Tears were at the brim of my eyes. I really love you both. I'll be your eyes and hands for you both. And i'll promise to take care of both. Promise. Don't say thank you. I'll hear non of that. Its my duty as a friend.
I'm finally going to be the Andrea yall used to know. I fucking can't take it anymore. I will not mention names or anything. But if you are reading and you know who you are. Then good. Firstly, don't act like you care when you acutally don't really. Lesbians have their rights too. We are humans as well. Humans have feelings okay fuck shit. Noone can control their feelings. So what if we love the same sex? I don't see what is wrong. Morally and religiously some may say its wrong. That's your opinion. Just keep your fuck ass outta stuff that doesn't concern you fuck. I'm pissed so pissed. So pissed at how some can be so fake. So fucking shit fake. That's why precisely noone can take my shit. Just cause i'm honest. Just cause i don't lie and that i'm not fucking fake.I don't wear a mask to school and fucking act.
Then i realised my mood. My imood on the left. This year alone i have set the mood inferior god knows how many times. I really need to do something to boost that morale of mine. I need to learn that people love me for who i am. I need to. The two words of the week. "IF ONLY" Go think about it.
// If Only*
This is for you. You know who you are. :)
You're amazing, so amazing
Have I told you enough?
You're an angel, my guardian angel
God knows I, I've been blessed with love
I'm finally going to be the Andrea yall used to know. I fucking can't take it anymore. I will not mention names or anything. But if you are reading and you know who you are. Then good. Firstly, don't act like you care when you acutally don't really. Lesbians have their rights too. We are humans as well. Humans have feelings okay fuck shit. Noone can control their feelings. So what if we love the same sex? I don't see what is wrong. Morally and religiously some may say its wrong. That's your opinion. Just keep your fuck ass outta stuff that doesn't concern you fuck. I'm pissed so pissed. So pissed at how some can be so fake. So fucking shit fake. That's why precisely noone can take my shit. Just cause i'm honest. Just cause i don't lie and that i'm not fucking fake.I don't wear a mask to school and fucking act.
Then i realised my mood. My imood on the left. This year alone i have set the mood inferior god knows how many times. I really need to do something to boost that morale of mine. I need to learn that people love me for who i am. I need to. The two words of the week. "IF ONLY" Go think about it.
// If Only*
This is for you. You know who you are. :)
You're amazing, so amazing
Have I told you enough?
You're an angel, my guardian angel
God knows I, I've been blessed with love
Been pretty occupied. *smiles* Glad that i am occupied with you. Thanks for being there for me. Really. Thanks alot. Though many things are going on around us now. I'm sure everything will be fine soon. I'm so so broke. Literally zero now. -sighs- The trouble of being poor. Just everything doesn't seem right. Somehow. Future seems so bleak. So unsure.
School's been okay. Not very busy but okay. Just i think i'm a little worn-out with everything else. Thursday stayed back for the photoshoot. Chy and Jem's photoshoot. Two of them just look so great. Fantastic Chemistry. So happy for the both of them. Friday had NATAS travel fair. I honestly thought it was crap. Was already having some problems. The smell of pamphlets was over powering, there was so many people, thus resulting in a very headachy and grumpy Andrea. Went down to accompany Shaun during his work. Spend time talking about alot of stuff. Thanks. :) Today, headed to Quek's place and quek and Shaun cooked for me! Hehe. Yummy~ Felt like a princess, didn't need to lift my tiny fingers. Haha. Shaun sweets, your pasta was great! Can't wait for somemore food! Hehe. Tommorow i think i'm going to my aunt's new place.
Ryl* Babe i love you. You know i do. My shoulder and ears are here for you 24/7. Love you loads.
Quek* Same goes for you. I love you too. I'm here even at 0300 remember? Anytime ducky.
Chy* My pretty Chy. I love you too! Hang in there! And please drink more water. Remember its not your fault. Not one bit. *hugs*
Jem* I can't believe i'm saying this but i love you dude! Please take good care of Chy. :)
Keke* *hugs u titely* I'm always here for hugs. They are unlimited okay? U'll have my hugs for life. Love you too babe.
Shaun* Sweets, thanks for everything. Esp your Aglio Olio. Can't wait for you, Jem and Keke to enter Saffron. So exciting! Thanks for everything. The hugs and your ears. Please take good care of that sore throat or you will zhao xia like Chy. *hugs*
//Everything will be fine soon. I promise*
School's been okay. Not very busy but okay. Just i think i'm a little worn-out with everything else. Thursday stayed back for the photoshoot. Chy and Jem's photoshoot. Two of them just look so great. Fantastic Chemistry. So happy for the both of them. Friday had NATAS travel fair. I honestly thought it was crap. Was already having some problems. The smell of pamphlets was over powering, there was so many people, thus resulting in a very headachy and grumpy Andrea. Went down to accompany Shaun during his work. Spend time talking about alot of stuff. Thanks. :) Today, headed to Quek's place and quek and Shaun cooked for me! Hehe. Yummy~ Felt like a princess, didn't need to lift my tiny fingers. Haha. Shaun sweets, your pasta was great! Can't wait for somemore food! Hehe. Tommorow i think i'm going to my aunt's new place.
Ryl* Babe i love you. You know i do. My shoulder and ears are here for you 24/7. Love you loads.
Quek* Same goes for you. I love you too. I'm here even at 0300 remember? Anytime ducky.
Chy* My pretty Chy. I love you too! Hang in there! And please drink more water. Remember its not your fault. Not one bit. *hugs*
Jem* I can't believe i'm saying this but i love you dude! Please take good care of Chy. :)
Keke* *hugs u titely* I'm always here for hugs. They are unlimited okay? U'll have my hugs for life. Love you too babe.
Shaun* Sweets, thanks for everything. Esp your Aglio Olio. Can't wait for you, Jem and Keke to enter Saffron. So exciting! Thanks for everything. The hugs and your ears. Please take good care of that sore throat or you will zhao xia like Chy. *hugs*
//Everything will be fine soon. I promise*
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong
mentality. Loves attention.Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves
people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous.
Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional.
Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates
oneself and others.Sickness usually of the head and chest.
Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
True about me? Let me know. Haha
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong
mentality. Loves attention.Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves
people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous.
Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional.
Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates
oneself and others.Sickness usually of the head and chest.
Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
True about me? Let me know. Haha
After much reluctance i'm here to blog proper. Abit. Just feel like letting things out. My only place where i can type whatever i want. Pretty stressed up with school. It has been so busy. Like Major. Only have time to hang out with the rest during breaks and meet for dinner.
Honestly, i don't know what is going through my mind. I haven't been myself lately. And i'm going on a major weight loss. I'll be fine soon. Im trying to eat as much as i used to but my tummy is kinda rejecting food. But hey, i'm trying ain't i?
Keke, Chy, Ryl, Quek, Jem n Shaun especially. Thanks for everything. I really don't know what i would do without you guys. Love yall so much. *hugs all tite*
The Trouble With Love Is - Kelly Clarkson
Ooooohh
Oooohhhh ya
Mmmmm
Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses
Diamond rings
Dreams for sale
And fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It'll fool you every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all
Now I was a once a fool it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all
Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin
And I keep on fallin
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pouring rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two
The trouble with love is (the trouble with love)
It can tear you up inside (it can tear you up inside)
Make your heart believe a lie (Make your heart believe a lie)
It's stronger than your pride
(The trouble with love is) It's in your heart it's in your soul
(It doesn't care how fast you fall) You're losing all control
(And you can't refuse the call)
So you've got no say at all
The trouble with love is (Oooo ya)
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie (the trouble with love..)
Honestly, i don't know what is going through my mind. I haven't been myself lately. And i'm going on a major weight loss. I'll be fine soon. Im trying to eat as much as i used to but my tummy is kinda rejecting food. But hey, i'm trying ain't i?
Keke, Chy, Ryl, Quek, Jem n Shaun especially. Thanks for everything. I really don't know what i would do without you guys. Love yall so much. *hugs all tite*
The Trouble With Love Is - Kelly Clarkson
Ooooohh
Oooohhhh ya
Mmmmm
Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses
Diamond rings
Dreams for sale
And fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It'll fool you every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all
Now I was a once a fool it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all
Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin
And I keep on fallin
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pouring rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two
The trouble with love is (the trouble with love)
It can tear you up inside (it can tear you up inside)
Make your heart believe a lie (Make your heart believe a lie)
It's stronger than your pride
(The trouble with love is) It's in your heart it's in your soul
(It doesn't care how fast you fall) You're losing all control
(And you can't refuse the call)
So you've got no say at all
The trouble with love is (Oooo ya)
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie (the trouble with love..)
Monday, March 15, 2004
Don't Tell Me You're Sorry - S Club 8
You took me up, drew me in
Like a moth into your flame
Put your jinx in a deadly kiss
Your body locked me down in chains.
Didn't read the danger signs
'Til you crept into my mind
Made me believe you were so in love
I was mesmerized.
Fell Down to earth now baby
I heard my wake up call
You're not a high I can't get off.
Too little too late girl
Didn't know what you had 'til it's gone
(Don't tell me you're sorry now)
Too little too late girl
Can't get back what's already lost
Now you're alone
I still see your reflection in
A corner of my head
You're the tainted mirror image
That my heart has to reject
So I've gotta keep my distance
When you tell me you can change
You can't burn me
With the heat of your love
Cos I've put it in the shade
Nothing you can do can phase me
Since I got my wake-up call
You can't do your damage like before
Can't turn back the clock
Can't make momentum stop
And every time I look at you
I hesitate
I get a trigger in my mind
That makes me rewind
And remember how you blew my heart away
// Nothing you do will change my mind. Nothing*
You took me up, drew me in
Like a moth into your flame
Put your jinx in a deadly kiss
Your body locked me down in chains.
Didn't read the danger signs
'Til you crept into my mind
Made me believe you were so in love
I was mesmerized.
Fell Down to earth now baby
I heard my wake up call
You're not a high I can't get off.
Too little too late girl
Didn't know what you had 'til it's gone
(Don't tell me you're sorry now)
Too little too late girl
Can't get back what's already lost
Now you're alone
I still see your reflection in
A corner of my head
You're the tainted mirror image
That my heart has to reject
So I've gotta keep my distance
When you tell me you can change
You can't burn me
With the heat of your love
Cos I've put it in the shade
Nothing you can do can phase me
Since I got my wake-up call
You can't do your damage like before
Can't turn back the clock
Can't make momentum stop
And every time I look at you
I hesitate
I get a trigger in my mind
That makes me rewind
And remember how you blew my heart away
// Nothing you do will change my mind. Nothing*
Sunday, March 14, 2004
So here i am. Sitting in front of the com not knowing what to do. Irony, I have a zillion things to do. Firstly i'm not even supposed to be at home. I'm supposed to be out and about with the rest of the Cougars. Secondly, i'm supposed to be doing Mbs. If not i still have travel kit presentation to do. Or even change this blinking blog skin. But i'm not doing anything but blogging.
Was going to write a testimonial for Ryl, Chy, Quek, Shaun, Keke and Lor Mee. But then Friendster refuses to accept my testimonial for Chy and Ryl. So i gave up. So i'm deleting some friends on friendster. Like those i have no idea who the hell they are and what the hell they are doing on my friendster. Hahaha.
Finally i'm breaking down. Its finally gotten to me. One week has passed. Soon i hope, i won't be counting the days slowly. Being Single is good ain't it. Noone can make me do anything. I go where i want to. Do what i want to. Talk to who i want to. Freedom in exchange for love some may ask. *shrugs* I don't believe in regretting. What is done cannot be undone right. Just live with it. And be strong. And i know, i'm doing just fine. I am.
Then i realised i've been feeling inferior. To almost everyone. I was never like that. Never. Some of you know. What in the world happened i have no idea. I need to learn to love myself. Love myself for who i am.
Was going to write a testimonial for Ryl, Chy, Quek, Shaun, Keke and Lor Mee. But then Friendster refuses to accept my testimonial for Chy and Ryl. So i gave up. So i'm deleting some friends on friendster. Like those i have no idea who the hell they are and what the hell they are doing on my friendster. Hahaha.
Finally i'm breaking down. Its finally gotten to me. One week has passed. Soon i hope, i won't be counting the days slowly. Being Single is good ain't it. Noone can make me do anything. I go where i want to. Do what i want to. Talk to who i want to. Freedom in exchange for love some may ask. *shrugs* I don't believe in regretting. What is done cannot be undone right. Just live with it. And be strong. And i know, i'm doing just fine. I am.
Then i realised i've been feeling inferior. To almost everyone. I was never like that. Never. Some of you know. What in the world happened i have no idea. I need to learn to love myself. Love myself for who i am.
In school till about 1600 hours again. Doing Mbs. Pretty much, my life has been Mbs Mbs Mbs. *sighs* And its still not completed. Gotta tie up loose ends. Chy was doing all the work today. Sorry my dear Chy. *hugs* In e end, Shaun cancelled work to accompany me to watch Honey with Chy, Jem, Ryl and Quek. If not i'll be a Major light bulb. Honey is still as good even after watching it the second time. Oh, Quek and Ryl thanks for paying for my ticket. Love ya guys! After the movie, headed to Coffee Bean and pigged out. Haha. Got home around 1200. Im so tired. Off to do my stuff now.
Saturday, March 13, 2004
Got home not long ago. Stayed in school till about 2200 hours then headed to Shaun's place to watch Keke's Husband on Tv. Haha. Although half the time i was falling asleep on the couch. Then went down to 85 for a feast. My poor tummy had a hard time. All the not eating finally got to me. Then Shaun, sent Keke and i home. Thanks Shaun. As i speak, gastric pains are still going on. Going to continue with some of my work then head to bed. I'm sleepy. Gotta be up at 0730 hours tommorrow. :/
Friday, March 12, 2004
I'm so darn tired. My eyes are popping out. Mbs is killing me. Not only me actually. Everyone else too. Stayed in school till about 2200 hours. Was doing Mbs the whole day. Today is going to be a long day too. Mbs, Econs, Travel Kit presentation. These are the things that are due next week. I'm falling apart.
Will only be looking forward to Shaun's place later on at night to chill and watch William Hung together with da rest. We all need a break. We deserve one.
Chy* Babe, if it ain't for you i would probably die. Thanks for putting up with my nonsense etc. Tmr, mbs. We can do it!
Ryl* Ah ryl "quek's accent", you can do it too! Although your Jie Mei can just go and die. You can do it on your own! Jia you!
Keke* My dear Swa He, you'll do just fine. We are all here. Love ya too!
Shaun* Thanks for everything. Especially the chocolates. So much chocolates in one day. Trying to make me fat right? Haha. Can't wait to head to your place later. We will all make it through Mbs!
KC Cougars* I miss you babes SO much. Can't wait to see yall on Sunday! So glad we decided to meet up again. I miss yall so so much. Miss cheerleading so badly. C ya on Sun!
*hugs Ryl, Chy, Quek, Shaun, Jem, Becks, Ron, Keke*
// My poor little weak eyes.
Will only be looking forward to Shaun's place later on at night to chill and watch William Hung together with da rest. We all need a break. We deserve one.
Chy* Babe, if it ain't for you i would probably die. Thanks for putting up with my nonsense etc. Tmr, mbs. We can do it!
Ryl* Ah ryl "quek's accent", you can do it too! Although your Jie Mei can just go and die. You can do it on your own! Jia you!
Keke* My dear Swa He, you'll do just fine. We are all here. Love ya too!
Shaun* Thanks for everything. Especially the chocolates. So much chocolates in one day. Trying to make me fat right? Haha. Can't wait to head to your place later. We will all make it through Mbs!
KC Cougars* I miss you babes SO much. Can't wait to see yall on Sunday! So glad we decided to meet up again. I miss yall so so much. Miss cheerleading so badly. C ya on Sun!
*hugs Ryl, Chy, Quek, Shaun, Jem, Becks, Ron, Keke*
// My poor little weak eyes.
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
Sarah McLachlan - Fallen
Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
We all begin out with good intent
When love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
I've held so dear.
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I've messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bend to take my hand
I've nowhere left to turn
I've lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
That it's one misstep one slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I've messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
We all begin out with good intent
When love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
I've held so dear.
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I've messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bend to take my hand
I've nowhere left to turn
I've lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
That it's one misstep one slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I've messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Monday, March 08, 2004
I'm going to change a new blogskin soon. Tired of this one. When i'm finally done editing with it that is. Keep your eyes on a lookout.
I'm feeling sleepy. I guess i'll go take a short nap. Meeting the rest of my project group members online later at 2300 hours to do peer appraisal and reaction paper i reckon. *sighs* Mbs is due next week, Chy and i haven't even started doing a single thing. Must remind her again.
Stomach has been rejecting food. I feel so uncomfortable now. My eyes are closing. -_-And soon i'll be able to dental floss them like how i threaten Shaun. Haha. He's going to kill me if he sees this. :p
I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye as she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
And my heart is breaking in front of me
She said Goodbye too many times before
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
Her her her (Yeah) breaking in front of me
And I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I'm feeling sleepy. I guess i'll go take a short nap. Meeting the rest of my project group members online later at 2300 hours to do peer appraisal and reaction paper i reckon. *sighs* Mbs is due next week, Chy and i haven't even started doing a single thing. Must remind her again.
Stomach has been rejecting food. I feel so uncomfortable now. My eyes are closing. -_-And soon i'll be able to dental floss them like how i threaten Shaun. Haha. He's going to kill me if he sees this. :p
I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye as she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
And my heart is breaking in front of me
She said Goodbye too many times before
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
Her her her (Yeah) breaking in front of me
And I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
Sunday, March 07, 2004
Sel*Thanks for everything. I love you too my girlfriend. Hahaha. Meet up again ya? And remember if he bullies u, i'll castrate him arh. Love you baby!! *hugs and muacks* Oh oh oh, go check my review of the day in your guestbook. I was laughing like hell as i was typing it. LOL.
Mac, landlady, rusty, kaka, baa, anty, sissy n etc.*I miss yall. Been a long time since i spoke to some of u online
Chy, Ryl* Love you too. Thanks for the concern. Im fine. C yall in school tmr.
Quek* U don't ttm too. Tc ya. C ya ard. :)
Shaun* Ah shaun, thanks for the concern too! I'll be fine. Meet for ba chor mee and simpang milo dino soon!!
Sarah McLachlan - Angel
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memories seep from my veins
let me be empty
oh and weightless then maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you feel
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe
in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you feel
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
Mac, landlady, rusty, kaka, baa, anty, sissy n etc.*I miss yall. Been a long time since i spoke to some of u online
Chy, Ryl* Love you too. Thanks for the concern. Im fine. C yall in school tmr.
Quek* U don't ttm too. Tc ya. C ya ard. :)
Shaun* Ah shaun, thanks for the concern too! I'll be fine. Meet for ba chor mee and simpang milo dino soon!!
Sarah McLachlan - Angel
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memories seep from my veins
let me be empty
oh and weightless then maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you feel
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe
in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you feel
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
Saturday, March 06, 2004
Whoever has this song, please send it to me. Thanks. I'll appreciate it very much.
Sarah McLachlan - Angel
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memories seep from my veins
let me be empty
oh and weightless then maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you feel
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe
in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you feel
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
Sarah McLachlan - Angel
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memories seep from my veins
let me be empty
oh and weightless then maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you feel
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe
in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you feel
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.
You are a Queen!
Beautiful, Wise, Strong
Righteous, Commanding, Humble
You are the beautiful and compassionate Queen. You are the epitomy of what every woman should be. You are confident, bold, aggressive, smart, womanly and feminine. You know the right thing to do and do it. You command respect and earn praise. You are moral and loving. In times of trouble, you draw strength from within, and are a source of strength for others.
You are a Queen!
Beautiful, Wise, Strong
Righteous, Commanding, Humble
You are the beautiful and compassionate Queen. You are the epitomy of what every woman should be. You are confident, bold, aggressive, smart, womanly and feminine. You know the right thing to do and do it. You command respect and earn praise. You are moral and loving. In times of trouble, you draw strength from within, and are a source of strength for others.
I'm dreading the play today. Yeah, i'm going to watch Such Sweet Sorrow. Such irony huh. Such Sweet Sorrow. I'm prepared for the worst. What could happen? Nothing i hope. Nothing i hope. Talked online till late last night. Better then going off to bed not tired which will end up making me think about crap shit. Y am i even blogging? No idea. Noone ever leaves comments on my commenting board anymore. All dead huh?! I'm still sane okay.
Friday, March 05, 2004
Thursday, March 04, 2004
I'm going to blog proper this time. Been slacking around since yesterday. Today slacked in the library with Shaun, Jem, Kerrie, Chy, Ryl and blah blah blah. I had plenty of time to kill anyway. Tommorrow, i'll be crashing the morning econs lecture cause we have this star cruise trip in the afternoon. No i ain't going for a cruise. Just going for a cruise inspection. Formal wear please. Court shoes and blazer all. :/ I will be melting away. So darn hot.
Finally Travel Kit is over. So is my Arts Appreciation. Now its left with Mbs and Econs. But both ain't that tough as Travel Kit. So at least the main one is done with. All the lack of sleep is still getting to me. Still recovering. Am yawning as i speak. I'll go sleep after this. Need my beauty sleep. :p
Thing's haven't been going very well for me. But i'll be strong. I can do it. Yes i can. *smiles* Somehow i can't wait for my birthday to come. *beams* Anyway, i saw this tinkerbell snowglobe at wheelock earlier on. It costs 88 bucks i think. Its so PRETTY please. I think im in love. But i don't have da cash for it. *pouts* As i mentioned earlier, my birthday is coming! *hint hint* The tinkerbell in the snowglobe is crystal. So darn pretty! *winks at all*
I need to change my blogskin. Getting very sick of this one. When im free la huh. Taataa~
Finally Travel Kit is over. So is my Arts Appreciation. Now its left with Mbs and Econs. But both ain't that tough as Travel Kit. So at least the main one is done with. All the lack of sleep is still getting to me. Still recovering. Am yawning as i speak. I'll go sleep after this. Need my beauty sleep. :p
Thing's haven't been going very well for me. But i'll be strong. I can do it. Yes i can. *smiles* Somehow i can't wait for my birthday to come. *beams* Anyway, i saw this tinkerbell snowglobe at wheelock earlier on. It costs 88 bucks i think. Its so PRETTY please. I think im in love. But i don't have da cash for it. *pouts* As i mentioned earlier, my birthday is coming! *hint hint* The tinkerbell in the snowglobe is crystal. So darn pretty! *winks at all*
I need to change my blogskin. Getting very sick of this one. When im free la huh. Taataa~
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
Im in school's lab blogging and chatting on miRc. Hahahaha. -evil laugh- Im so bored and hungry! Waiting for princess beautiful chy to come to school to have lunch with me cause Ryl and Ryn are busy doing their project now. Teeheehee. :p
Im dying of hunger~~~ X(
My presentation this morning was so screwed.. I never had a presentation worst than this. Was lost for words for the first time. Damned. There goes my A grade. Bloody fucked up tutor. Argh. Shall not think about it anymore. its over anyway. What can i do. :/
Im dying of hunger~~~ X(
My presentation this morning was so screwed.. I never had a presentation worst than this. Was lost for words for the first time. Damned. There goes my A grade. Bloody fucked up tutor. Argh. Shall not think about it anymore. its over anyway. What can i do. :/
Monday, March 01, 2004
Honey! Watched Honey just now. I just had to de-stress. Really shagged out. It was a Fantastic show. Fabulous so to speak of. Wish i could talk the talk and walk the walk like Jessica Alba. Hahaha. But of course i can't. Just hoping. *crosses toes* Anyhow, a good movie to catch. Loads of smooth grooves. Funkay please. Made me so wanna go clubbing again.
Had a long day in school. And tommorrow's just going to be another long day. Tourism Destination & Travel & Tour Business, Arts Appreciation projects are due on Wednesday. So i'm pretty caught up with work. Good luck to all my fellow Tourism Students. Hang on~ The project's almost over.
Haven't been getting enough sleep and been facing the com doing my projects endlessy. That explains the mood swings cum depression i suppose. =/
Yeah
Uh
New Blaque
Darckchild, Darkchizzle
The jump off
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
Is it true that I'm the one making you nervous?
Trying real hard as if I'm for sure priss
By you and your crew, that's helpless
You saw that, that's me outside
I know you, kinda seem so confused
You can't understand how my diamonds seem blue
But its cool its true, its unusual
A girl so fly out shining a guy
We can talk about this, lets talk about it
We can talk about this, don't think about it
About me on the floor, that's what I came here for
So pump ya breaks it seem as if ya wantin' more
It ain't me, I’m sorry you got the wrong one
It ain't me; I just came out to have fun
It ain't me, go and find another one
I don't like what your kickin' son, now leave
Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, I'm good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
You don't really mean a thing cause, I'm good
With or without you
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
Playas please, please stop frontin' and do you
I didn't know Benz started making Isuzu's
But its new, cause I do what I do
Which causes me not to be needin' you
When I leave, I got a crib to go to
That I got myself straight out of high school
So if you comin' at me, be ready
Cause there ain't no way I'm gonna let somebody play me
We can talk about this, lets talk about it
We can talk about this, don't think about it
About me on the floor, that's what I came here for
So pump ya breaks it seem as if ya wantin' more
It ain't me, I'm sorry you got the wrong one
It ain't me; I just came out to have fun
It ain't me, go and find another one
I don't like what your kickin' son, now leave
Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, I'm good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
You don't really mean a thing cause, I'm good
With or without you
I'm good I'm good without you (said I'm so good)
I'm good I'm good (whoooaa)
I'm good I'm good without you (said I'm so good)
I'm good I'm good (whoooaa)
(Introducin' Natina yep!)
Yo, I'm only Clyde if you clip me
And I still got ice even if you ain't wit me
Candy paint and I still bump Biggie
Halter, throwback, ripped up dickies
She hate me cause I'm nice up on the mic
I'm twice the size of rice
My flow keepin em' right
Brain dead you need cents like 50
Cause you don't truly love me like Bobby love Whitney
No
Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
It don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, I'm good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
don't mean a thing cause, I'm good
With or without you
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good!
Had a long day in school. And tommorrow's just going to be another long day. Tourism Destination & Travel & Tour Business, Arts Appreciation projects are due on Wednesday. So i'm pretty caught up with work. Good luck to all my fellow Tourism Students. Hang on~ The project's almost over.
Haven't been getting enough sleep and been facing the com doing my projects endlessy. That explains the mood swings cum depression i suppose. =/
Yeah
Uh
New Blaque
Darckchild, Darkchizzle
The jump off
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
Is it true that I'm the one making you nervous?
Trying real hard as if I'm for sure priss
By you and your crew, that's helpless
You saw that, that's me outside
I know you, kinda seem so confused
You can't understand how my diamonds seem blue
But its cool its true, its unusual
A girl so fly out shining a guy
We can talk about this, lets talk about it
We can talk about this, don't think about it
About me on the floor, that's what I came here for
So pump ya breaks it seem as if ya wantin' more
It ain't me, I’m sorry you got the wrong one
It ain't me; I just came out to have fun
It ain't me, go and find another one
I don't like what your kickin' son, now leave
Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, I'm good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
You don't really mean a thing cause, I'm good
With or without you
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
Playas please, please stop frontin' and do you
I didn't know Benz started making Isuzu's
But its new, cause I do what I do
Which causes me not to be needin' you
When I leave, I got a crib to go to
That I got myself straight out of high school
So if you comin' at me, be ready
Cause there ain't no way I'm gonna let somebody play me
We can talk about this, lets talk about it
We can talk about this, don't think about it
About me on the floor, that's what I came here for
So pump ya breaks it seem as if ya wantin' more
It ain't me, I'm sorry you got the wrong one
It ain't me; I just came out to have fun
It ain't me, go and find another one
I don't like what your kickin' son, now leave
Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, I'm good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
You don't really mean a thing cause, I'm good
With or without you
I'm good I'm good without you (said I'm so good)
I'm good I'm good (whoooaa)
I'm good I'm good without you (said I'm so good)
I'm good I'm good (whoooaa)
(Introducin' Natina yep!)
Yo, I'm only Clyde if you clip me
And I still got ice even if you ain't wit me
Candy paint and I still bump Biggie
Halter, throwback, ripped up dickies
She hate me cause I'm nice up on the mic
I'm twice the size of rice
My flow keepin em' right
Brain dead you need cents like 50
Cause you don't truly love me like Bobby love Whitney
No
Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
It don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, I'm good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
don't mean a thing cause, I'm good
With or without you
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good!
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