Happy 19th Birthday Quek!
My dear Quek. You're 19 already. Soon you'll hit the big 20 like Beef did. Haha. Anyhoos, I know its been quite a tough year for you. Just remember I'll be here no matter what happens. Be it the ceiling comes crashing down or you strike 4D, I'll always be here. Haha. Hope the coming year brings you more joy and less tears. Its also time to grow up! Be a good girl and love the ones who love you loads. For example, your sweet pea. Haha. May you have a wonderful Birthday and I'll get you your present once I get my pay. Love you loads always. Happy Birthday once again. -hugs n muacks. :D

I'm exhausted. Got back from work around 12.40am. Work was okayy. Except it started getting busy around 9 plus. For a Monday night, it was darn busy actually. Almost full house. Enough about work anyhoos.

Its already 2.15am in the morning and I haven't done my school stuff yet. Bugg it. Came home rested, ate late dinner and checked some stuff online. Dammit. I'm lagging behind in school work. Trying my best to juggle between work, school and personal stuff. Sometimes its so tiring but I have my darlings to support me. My darlings in school and at work. Not forgetting my Beef. Love yall loads. :)

Its pay day for me this week. *beams. Hope I get a nice lump sum so I can save for my handphone and do some shopping. I haven't bought anything for myself in eons. Time to get my ass cracking on school work. Tata.

I'm staying over Beef's place. She's currently on the phone with Puss aka. Stacey. *snore. So darn full. Ate so much junk. Beef's trying to get me fat. *sulks.

Lets see what happened the past few days. Watched Catwoman on Thursday after lesson. Meeooowww. Heh. The show was not bad. Not fantastic though. I enjoyed it thoroughly cause there were so many cats. All darn adorable. Especially Midnight the Egyptian Mau. So pretty. Dammit. I want a cat too. Argh. My fucked up mother obviously doesn't allow. *growls. Had a huge quarrel with my mum on Tuesday. I don't even want to talk about it. She thinks I'm going to get kicked out of school when hello! I'm doing perfectly well in school. Fucker. Argh. Just not perfect enough for her.

Anyhoos, didn't go for CCN day today, instead I met Beef today in town with Puss. Then Puss went off to somewhere I have no idea where. Walked to Far East to satisfy my craving for Chicken Cutlet Rice. Yum yum. I've been craving Chickens like hell. Boo to the Bird Flu. Went to look for my Cousin Shawna at her workplace Xhybrid. Wished the ol'lady Happy 19th Birthday. Haha. Love you to bits girl. Walked about then headed to Orchard Library to do my usual returns and borrowing of books. I have 4 fresh off the library shelves waiting for me to feast my eyes on em now. Heh. Headed to Coffee Club - OFP, my workplace to do my next week's schedule. Saw Denise that avid Coffee Club fan. Ahahaha. Working from 6pm to 7am tomorrow. Bug it. Buttttt. There's something I'm looking forward to. My darling Sel is coming down to Coffee Club to have dinner tomorrow! Whee~ I can see my darling. Too bad I'll be working. But anyhoos, I'll still get to see her. Argh. Gotta wake up early tomorrow for the Marketing Field Trip. Arggghh.

Sometimes, in life. We have to be sensitive to the people around us. Their feelings. I do agree with you that you can't be sensitive to everyone as you still have yourself to think about. But to your loved ones, they do deserve some sort of treatment comparing to the rest. I hope you think about what I said. I wouldn't bother if you were my best friend. Love ya loads.

Didn't want to blog but oh well. Had some stuff to blog about so might as well eh. Was watching some gymnastics celebration thingy or whatever on Central. Carly Patterson performed! Omg! So happy please. She was wearing a purple leotard. So pretty~! Okay enough about her. Everything about Andrea now is Carly Patterson. Hee.

Had the last APEL lesson today! Oh yeah! Which also means that the semester is coming to an end. Gosh time flies. Next semester we would be Year 2, Semester 2 and before you know it. SIP. *faints. Skipped BESE lecture with my two sisters. Namely Chy and Ryl. Love you two darlings! Talked about some stuff that has been happening around us *wink wink. Crapped then Ryl fell asleep again. OB lecture was boring as usual. I mean what's new eh?

Met Beef or Pau Tan after lessons. Headed to meet Suzanne for a hair cut. Pau Tan thinks Suzanne is a lil mad today. The reason? She cut Pau Tan's hair so short at the back hence the name Pau Tan as Beef insists she looks like a Pau now. Hahaha. As for me. She was like I cut the length of your hair ya? So I was assuming just cutting 2 inch at most. In the end? Snip snip. I've got short hair now. Thanks arh. Knn Ccb Mfs Wth Wtfh. I've never had short hair for 13 years already! *screamms. Its still the same in front just that the back is short! *weeps. I miss my long hair. But I least I don't need to tie it for work or BESE anymore. Oh bugger. Had Sakae Sushi for dinner after that. Yum yum. So darn full ate so much today. Let's review what Drea ate today.

- Lagsana (Mensa)
- Fish Nuggets (Mensa)
- Chocolate Ice Cream (CCN Day Stall)
- Mint Ice Cream (CCN Day Stall)
- Sakae Sushi (Total 10 plates each)

Pig eh? Lol.
Make up Accounts tutorial tomorrow morning at 9am. Dammit. Haven't done tut yet. Crappp.

Haven't been blogging for a real long time. I haven't even been online since the last time I blogged. Pathetic eh. I even forgot to sign up for the bloody CDS. Someone kill me please. I just did it an hour ago. Chose French, Creative Writing, Psycho, Colour and Compo, and Law.

Was blog reading before I came to blog. Seems like most people are either blogging about the Olympics or Singapore Idol. Oh well, as we all know Li Jia Wei lost the bronze medal match. Lost terribly to be precise. A sad 4-1 set. Bugger it. Too bad for the money she and Susilo could have used for their wedding eh. Heh. But who cares about them. More importantly, Carly Patterson won Gold for All-round Individual Women! Yay! *jumps about. For those who do not follow Gymnastics. Carly Patterson is this really pretty USA girl. Nice bodyy too. I mean she's a gymnast so duhh. Oh well, I liked her since the team competitions, her winning the individual gold was like omg please. She performed well that night so kudos to her. Enough about Olympics.

Had work yesterday till 11pm. Saw Denise at Coffee Club again. Goodness girl, avid Coffee Club fan ehs? Anyhoos, met Beef, Leong, Jem, and Stacey after work. Wanted to eat at OFC but they didn't allow. New rule, staff not allowed to dine in. Especially during peak hours. Fuck right?! So I went to Swensens instead. Was starving. We were debating on where to go after I finished eating. Some said bowling, pool, arcade, dbl o. Blah blah. But in the end? Went down to Hard Rock. Muahaha. Its a Saturday what. Which meant Ladies Night plus two free drinks. *grins. Due to the fact I ate too much at Swensens. Then downed 3 glasses of whiskey dry. I felt all pukish. Too full. Danced here and there. Saw Jaja. Then puked a lil. Goodness. Took a bad home with Stacey after that. Basically just plonked myself on my bed and I was a goner.

Oh wells, tomorrow is another day of school and work for me. Exams and project datelines up and coming. *sighs. Did I mention, I only got 37.5 for accounts. Fuck cann. Missed my A by 2.5 marks. Cheee ****. Argh. Was talking to Wei Shu and Cai Ling at work. They were complaining about the same thing too. Oh bugger.

Carly Patterson
Olympics Athens, 2004
Gold, All-Round Individual Women

Oh bugger. Its 6am in the morning and I'm still awake. I think the term break of working graveyard shift has officially drove my biological clock mad. Or like my collegue Clarence calls it chicken clock. Whatever. Haha.

Didn't turn up for school yesterday. Wasn't feeling good after not sleeping for 48 hours. I think my body just broke down after all the mad torture I've put it through. *pats self. I slept for 15 hours straight. Had fucking bad gastric and throbbing headache. Just wanted to find a coffin and bury myself at that point of time. The best way was to sleep it away. Woke up around 9plus at night. Heh. Had my 3 in 1 meal then watched tv till about 4 plus 5? For those who don't know. I'm an avid Olympics fan. I just love the Olympics. My favourite? Gymnastics! Wooot~! Plus, I can't help it that gym events are live at 1am to 4/5am right. So was watching the finals just now for team gym. China was so damned disappointing this year. The placed 7th out of 8. Aussie was 8th for the record. Romainia was 1st, which was kinda expected. USA suprisingly took 2nd place and 3rd went to Russia. I loved the uniform for USA and France during the finals. So pretty. Gym just reminds me of ballet. The rosin, the pointe of their feet and some of the movements. Just so graceful. I miss dancing. Its been about 3 years already. *sighs.

Bloody mum just came out and screamed at me for turning day to night and night to day. Hello fuck it. I don't want it to be like that too right. I'm the one suffering not you hello. Damn it. Bloody parentals. That day she was complaining about me working graveyard. First you want me to work, now you complain. Plus, it was the holidays. It ain't as if I'm working during school right?! *growls.

Anyhoos, this semester I'm really disappointed with myself. My lack of commitment during projects. I've missed so many sessions and am feeling darn bad. To think I hate people like that. I have to buck up. Can't disappoint my darling group mates. For the fact that I have such wonderful group mates this semester. Sorry my dears. I promise to buck up. A promise is a promise.

Just remembered something my sis told me. Singapore Idol final 30. There's this girl called Jane Chia, she's 16 this year. Seline do you remember her?! Muahahaha. Okayy. The story goes like this. Jane is from my primary school and was a friend of sorts to my lil sister. She was in primary 6 and I was in sec 2. According to my sister at that time, she was a big bully in school and was a lil ah lian wannabe kind. So it happened that she confronted my sister and bullied her of some sorts. Then I was obviously not very happy. So Sel darling, Adah and I went back to KCP to visit teachers one day. Then Jane came to us and said, What are you doing here? Get out, this ain't your school anymore. Grrrr. Three of us blew our tops and scolded her in the hall. Muahaha. I also scolded her about my sister, told her if she did or said anything to my sister, she'll get it from us when she comes to KC. Which she didn't. She went to some neighbourhood school or something. Omg la. Those were the days man. Jane avoided us everytime she saw us then. Adah once said Jane tried sucking up to her all. Muahaha. All rights. The girl was 12. Now she's 16. If she's good, I'll support her cause she's from KCP. KCians rock my socks!

Time to go get ready to meet beef for breakfast at Coffee Club. My work place. Muahaha. No, I don't get sick of that place. I need to get a mc too. Bugger.

Its been a very trying week for Beef and I. Very. I'm sorry for the way I treated you and the mean stuff I said. I don't know what's wrong with me these days. I'm just tired and distracted by almost everything else. Mentally and physically I'm gone cased-ded. Dead. Died-ded. Too tired to do almost everything. Haven't slept for 48 hours already. I hardly feel sleepy. There's so much to do. Sometimes, I just wished I could crawl into a worm hole of sorts and hide there forever. I wish.

In Lab 7 for App Res now. Zhang Wei is still such a biatch. Bloody bugger. She locked the coms just now. Never in my 1 year plus of Tp life has any any tutor done that. She's the first. Stupidd. Fucking boring. First day of school and 9am in the morning we see her fucking face. Fuckkk. Argh. Biatch biatch biatch. *growls. Doing the stupid SPSS thingy now. Fuck shiat biatch. Fucker.

I'm upset with what you did. I don't know how to bring myself to forgive you. I don't know okayy. I'm tired. Tired of tears and trying. But I still love you so.

Haven't been blogging for eons. Bloody shiat. My whole term break has been spent by working. Sweet. *mumbles. Graveyard shift, if not extend till 2am cause they were short handed. @!$*&^#@. Oh well, didn't mind extending anyhoos. Nothing to do when I get home. So might as well work and have fun with my darlings at work. Love em! Yesterday when I fell asleep around 8am after graveyard, I dreamt about work. Fuck right? 24hours, awake Coffee Club, asleep also Coffee Club. Wtfh. But the irony is that, I enjoy working. It keeps me busy. So I don't have to use my brain to think about anything else in the world. Oh whatever.

School's starting tomorrow~! *whines. I don't want to start school cause I haven't done anything yet. Nothing. My BESE stuff has yet to be done, tutorials and the darn App Res Survey~! Omfg. So fucking screwed. Woke up at 6.30pm just now. Muahaha. But I slept at 7am this morning okayy.

Haven't gone out with lil Beef for a whole week already. Actually 8 days already. I miss my Beef. That's how busy I have been. Siann. Tomorrow I'm working too. But at least, for the following week, I'm only working on Monday, Thursday, and Saturday. Oh well. Must start cutting down working once the projects and exams come around.

I miss my school darlings! Ryl, Chy, Marilyn, Keke, Kai, Jem, Dele, Tomato and etc. Can't wait to see yall tomorrow!
I miss my besties! Quek and Sel! Miss you both like mad. Meet up in school soon. Love yall loads!
I miss my Beef!

Fucking pissed with my mum. Bloody biatch. Bad day. Bad holiday week. Working graveyard shift tmr again. At least work keeps me busy. Haven't even clubbed. Fuck fuck fuck. I need to be alone.

9th August & 10th August
Woke up 4ish. Slacked around my house. Watched the parade and Singapore Idol. So darn funny. My sis and I were laughing like mad. *grins. Then left for work at 9.30pm.

Started work at 11.00pm. All was going well. Damned busy though. Crapped around with my collegues. Haha. I love them. If it weren't for them. I'll probably die. Graveyard shift was okayy. Boring but fun in a way. Had to work double shift which meant I worked till 3pm yesterday. Freaking 16 hours straight. Almost died. Around 8am in the morning I started getting real tired. Aching all over like fuck. Stupid. Requested with my manager to go back at 2pm but no, he didn't allow cause the lunch crowd was there. Lucky my superviors were sweet enough to keep giving me breaks, or I would have just died there. Fucker manager. Got a msg that scared the shit outta me! Darling, please take care at the hospital. Would have visited you but was too tired after work. Love you loads darling! -hugs. Went home at 3.00pm. Fell right asleep the moment I hit the bed. Woke up to my mum's phone call around 9.30pm. Watched a lil tv. Ate dinner. Then Beef msgd that she was back! *beams. Fell asleep at 12am before I even got to hear her voice. *sulks. So sorry dear. Too tired.

Got up at 6.00 am. Bloody fuck. So darn it early. Been so busy the past two days that I had no chance to come online. Totally. Bugger. So many things have happened while I was busy working. Didn't know much till like what now? Crap. I hate to be missing in action. Gotta work later from 12pm to 11pm. Fuck man. Another 11 hours. Tommorrow the graduation thingy. Which mean I fucking won't see Beef till tommorrow. Ahhhhh. I miss my Beef~!

I need to bloody club. The holidays are almost over. Haven't done my presentation stuff, tutorials, and bloody projects. God, can I quit school and work? Basically, can I just quit being me. Fuck.

For the past 24 hours, I've been suffering from diarrhea. I'm dying. Its not that serious, but the pains in my stomach is literally unbearable. *sulks.

Anyhoos, mid-sem tests are finally over! Wheee~ OB paper today was easier than expected. Should be able to pass considering I hardly studied. At least I think so. Ah fuck it. We shall wait and see how badly I do.

Could not be bothered to dress for the test, I looked like crap literally going to school in my comfy Ralph Lauren polo, Jeans and flops. Hair tied up and zero make up. Bet my eye bags were bad. Was planning to head home to sleep anyhoos. So wtf right? Headed home straight after the paper. Asked my mum to buy food and by 11 I was soundly asleep. Was sleeping so well till my mum answered Beef's phone call for me at 3pm. Woke up, ate, changed etc then headed to town to meet Beef.

Reached town around 6pm. Walked around searching for shades that Beef wants to get. Like she doesn't have enough expensive shades already. Then had dinner at Swensens Crown Prince. Baked Rice and Sticky Chewy Chocolate. Yum. Went to Dhoby Ghaut to play arcade again. Haha. My stomach constantly forcing me to rush to the toilet. Bugger.

Met my mum while walking home and guess what? My terrapin laid 2 eggs! But one was crushed unfortunately. Let's hope the surviving one hatches and I'll have a baby terrapin!

Going to watch The Village tomorrow at 630pm. Can't wait. Ooooh. Its partyy time. Holidays are here. Enjoy everyone~!

*yawns. Fucking slept two hours only. The paper was bloody fuck. I don't even need to think about an A. Can fucking go to hell. Balance sheet couldn't balance and the god damned difference was what? 60 over k. Chee neh shiat. *growls. Enough about the failed paper.

Headed to town with Marilyn after the paper. Met her bf first, then the crazy two of us walked about window shopping at 12pm. Muaha. Tried clothes, crapped blah. I love you my darling! *muack. Then met lil Beef around 1230pm, ate brunch. Yum yum. Then went to cine for awhile and I couldn't take it anymore. She came over to my place, I fell asleep around 4pm then she left around 8pm. Anyhoos, it means I haven't studied yet. There's O.C later, which also means I won't study till..... 12/1am? Ahhhh fuck it. I'm too tired to continue. Its the fucking last paper. I just have to hang on.

Bugger. I only studied for an hour. Did the extra practice questions. Goodness me, I had so many careless mistakes that I was about to commit suicide. Bye bye my A grade. *wails. I hate accounts. God how much I detest the module. Fuck shiat crapp. Arghh. Not planning to sleep tonight. Or at least sleep for 2 hours. Typical. Couldn't sleep till 7am yesterday anyhoos. So what the hell. Staying up has never been a problem for me. Went to town and did the one hour studying. Half the time not studying anyhoos. Fuck. Jr Beef and Jr Bean finally evolved to adult tamagotchis. Now the next task would be to mate them. *grins.

I fucking need to club. But Beef's going to KL on Sunday which means she can't club on Friday or Saturday. Fuck. She's only coming back on Tuesday. Which means I can't club till next Wednesday?! Fuck shit. I have to go somewhere, somehow. Argh. I'm so pissed. Now I have to solve the mystery of the music that I cannot hear on Ryl's blog. It appeared out of no where, Kai and Ryl hear it. But I hear nothing. Scary.

Now Study study study! *mutters and curses under breath.

Sudden change of plans. Didn't go visit lil Anabelle in the end. Had to work. So went down to OFC (Orchard Fountain Corner). Met all the staff, full-timers, part-timers, superviors, outlet managers, you name it. Everyone was there. Went through theory, tried the different cakes. Talked, crapped, smoked, talk more rubbish and more crap. Basically all of us just went there to slack. The outlet officially opens on Thursday around 1 pm.

Its already what? Wednesday morning and I haven't started studying. God I'm so fucking screwed. Oh well. Nothing's new about Andrea. Shall go start studying now. Not! *grins.

Anyhoos, Good Luck to Everyone. Love yall! It will be over on Friday! Hang in there! -hugs.

Outrageous
When I move my body
Outrageous
When I'm at a party
Outrageous
In my sexy jeans
Outrageous
When I'm on the scene
Outrageous
My sex drive
Outrageous
My shoppin' spree
Outrageous
We on a world tour
Outrageous
Let's be it, girl
Outrageous

Thursday, 5th August 2004
Accounting for Hospitality and Tourism
0900 hours to 1000 hours
LT 23

Friday, 6th August 2004
Organisational Behaviour
0900 hours to 1000 hours
Room 05-02/03

Took a Ciggarette from my mum. God it feels so good. Didn't smoke for the whole day. Okay, I'm a chain smoker now. So what? Now bug off.

Woke up around 4pm today. Heh. Was supposed to meet Beef in town but work was cancelled and both of us are down with flu so headed over to her place instead. We had to meet so our tamas could meet also. Haha. Beef's tama looks like a strawberry and mine looks like it has hair. Cute. Reached her place and spent the next couple of hours playing with our tamas and watching tv programmes. Had dinner at her place, watched some tv programmes again then I headed back home.

Beef's complaining about how fat she is. That she's going on a diet just because her mum says she's fat. You guys should know what I think about diets. Okay, maybe because I can finish 3 plates of rice in one meal and not put on much weight. But still! She's not going to eat fastfood, and we haven't been eating fastfood for 2 weeks already! I'm dying. I need my ljs, macs, bk and mos. Please. I need my ljs especially. Fries. *drools.

Beef's graduation is tommorrow. I wish I could go. I obviously cannnot. Bahh. Shall head to my grandma's place. Visit my lil baby cousin Anabelle (I named her!). I need to start studying by tommorrow. Omg lazyass bitch Andrea.

Did I mention, I need to fucking club. Two bloody weeks already. Friday, I must club. Anyone up for clubbing? :D

Its a sunday and I'm home alone. My sis just went out to the airport for dinner, my mum and her bf are out working. Beef's out with her parents and I'm all alone. *sulks. I'll have to make dinner for myself later. So lazy to cook please. Ahh well.

Yesterday met up with Bestie Sel, Zhen Hui, Ching Yen and her new bf Jeremy. *grins. They came to meet Beef and I while I was eating Chicken Rice at Far East. Yum yum. Then headed to the toy shop at level one to buy my long awaited Tamagotchi Connexion! Wheee! Finally got it. I've got the Pink one (named, Bean) and Beef's got the black one (named, Beef). Bestie Sel got hers quite awhile ago and she also forced Zhen Hui to buy one too! *grins. Sel has the light blue (named, Silly) and Zhen Hui's one is white (named, Sunny). Lol. At least I'm not the only one buying it. Yeah I know. So childish. Deprived childhood can? I think its nice and that's that. If you think its crazy and childish, your entitled to your opinion and I'm entitled to mine. Click here to view how my Tamagotchi looks like. <3

Watched Connie and Carla with Bestie Sel and Bf Zhen Hui. The show was okayy. Nothing fantastic. Not really funny. Rather erm Duh~. My sis said when she watched the show she fell asleep. Lol. My sis's going to get her Tamagotchi soon too! Whee~! More friends! Whoever's going to get one or already has one. Tell me! Then we can make our tamas friends! Lol. Goodness me. Yes I'm currently Tamagotchi Crazy. Bugger. Life's boring enough. Plus, I've always wanted a Cat. This lil digital Chick shall make up for the Cat. I wonder what happened to my old Tamagochi's. I think I had 3?

Oh whatever. Work tommorrow. Some meeting crap. No uniform, which is good news. Happy studying everyone! I'm so screwed with accounts. Having trouble with telling the Current Liabilities, Long-term Liabilities etc etc accounts apart. Bugger.