Patterns

It's a Tuesday night and I am bored. As most would know by now, Tuesday nights are maintenance night for WoW. Thus the boredom. -yawns-

Birthday was oh so normal, like I expected it to be and glad it turned out that way. WoW-ed the entire birthday morning, watched ANTM online in the afternoon, dinner with the family and promptly knocked dead asleep at midnight.

In fact these days, I can barely hold out till 1AM. I know, I finally can sleep and get up at normal times like most normal people. -pats self on back-

Saturday, headed to Zouk after much persuasion. Had 1 Flaming Lamborghini and I was knocked out dead. No I wasn't drunk but very high and very sleepy. Which is the worst combination ever because when I'm close to drunk, all I want to do is sleep. So Silly dragged me home at 1AM. Hahaha. Epic fail I know.

Sunday, I went to the zoo zoo zoo, how about you you you? -lame- Anyhoos, I was awake at 8.15AM sharp, dragged Silly out of bed and gave Afi and Bessy the wake up call of their life. ROFL. Zoo could have been better if not because of the damn weather which showered here and there occasionally.

So I would say, the birthday weekend wasn't so bad after all. Just a teensy bit boring but I suspect that just comes with age. -mumbles-

Everything is getting so routinely perfect but sometimes perfection hurts. Bah. When it's bad, I complain, when it's good, I complain as well. Someone kick me already.

Suspect PMS is in the work. Feeling emo, grouchy, grumpy. BAH. I shall head to bed with my library chick lit.

`Spinning: Flo Rida Feat. Kesha - Right Round

22/23

In approximately 5 hours time, I turn 23, thus, I am in a foul mood.

Yes, I've never really enjoyed my birthday, but of course, I appreciate the efforts of people who make plans for me, being exceptionally nice to me etc because it's my day. But sadly, I rarely still enjoy it.

Something came up while Silly and I were chatting and it completely annoyed me. I'm not blaming you here Bei. I just find it annoying that people still talk about it.

Doesn't anyone get it? When I was with HER, I wasn't ME. So I did a lot of things that were out of character for me. And yes, throughout the years, I have changed, a lot. I maybe be a tad bit colder and much more cynical than I already was previously, so, live with it.

I don't like bringing up the past, because that past in particular, isn't something that I am exactly proud of. So I'd appreciate that people don't bring it up, not in front of me at least.

I'm happy where I am now, with Silly and that's all that matters to me.

PS. Happy Birthday to me.

`Spinning: Guru Josh Project - Infinity