Saturday, May 29, 2004

Monks 3rd week in the row! Maha! Next week I'm going down again. Seriously I'm bored of the place. Repeated music most of the time. Boring. Then maybe Chinablack on the following Monday. God. I'm clubbing like mad. Its draining lil cow's bank. Heh heh. Thanks sweetie. I love you! *muacks.

I'm still pretty worried about school. Its 9 fucking modules darn it. I will survive. I will! I think. Maha! Oh well, a challenge God has given and I will do well this semester! Work has been post-poned to 14th June. *mutters. So darn pissed but oh well.

Basically everything is going good for me. Just that the insomnia is still as bad. When without sleep for one whole day again the day before yesterday. I think I seriously need to see the doctor. Its getting real crazy. Lil Cow asked me this: "When are you going to stop smoking?" Drea: " Errrr. Good question dear. How about you?" Lil Cow: " Errrr. Soon soon." Mahaha!

I'm missing everyone! My darlings, my iRc pals, msn peeps and everyone else! I miss yall!!
My darlings; Ryl: I miss you my dear. I hope everything turns out fine soon. Be strong, I know you are. Love you darling.
Quek: Ducky! Next week Monks yeah? Long time since I clubbed with you. Love you loads! Take care and don't work too hard!
Keke: Ho Hei Hei! I miss you like crazy!! We haven't seen each other for how long? A couple of weeks yeah? Hope you're doing fine slacking at home and I can't wait to see you again! Love you babe!
Shaun: Hey dude, hope you're recovering well. Take care and I'll visit you with the rest soon.
Sel: Darling! Nice clubbing with you just now! Hehe. Missed ya loads. Glad you're still doing fantastic! Oh oh oh. I want Shredded Chicken Noodles. Please de-bone it for me ya? Mahaha! Love you so so much! Take care and we'll meet up soon again ya? *muacks.
Eddy: Sharon Chia! Muahaha! Another time for Monks yeah? Meanwhile, please take care of yourself and cheer up yeah? Chicken Rice soon too kay? Love you!
Lil Cow: Pigggggy! Heh heh. This pigggy can't wait for you to cook for me. I'm soooo hungry. Hehe. Thanks for everything. I love you! *muaccckss!

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Timetable is out! Well technically not really. Got some "secret" way to search for it, so I guess nothing is really official yet. But if it is, I'm in the same class as Ryl and Adele! Yay! Luckily I'm not alone man. If not there wouldn't be anyone to cover my ass and take notes for me when I skip lessons. Heh heh. :p So who else is in 2t03 this semester? Can't wait to find out. I hope no free riders in my class please. Or I will have another enemy this semester.

I've got 2 CDS and my timetable is FULLY packed like fuck. 10 modules hello! Including the 2 CDS of course. I've got Public Speaking and Socioloy. Yippee! I'm gonna have to drop one. Cause the timetable is fucking crazy. School starts at 9 on Mondays, Tuesdays and Wednesdays. 8 on Thursdays and 11 on Friday. What The FUCK. Chee neh. Its fucking early please. Was complaining to Quek and Bessy like fuck. Last semester with one day of the week starting at 9, I'm already like taking cab almost every week. Now what?! Everyday. God save me someone. The worst part, I end the earliest at 5 pm! KNN CCB. I will be in school the whole fucking day. And NO LONG BREAKS. Its lesson after lesson after lesson. Seriously, its that bad. I'm going to DIEEE.

Then I'm starting work on the 7th of June. Please hello! I'm supposed to work when school reopens. How the fucking hell am I supposed to work with such a timetable. I have fucking 9 modules! Last semester with 5 modules, I was so stressed that Reservior became my second hang out. Now what?! I'm going to so so die. Like major please. I really hope I'm going to be able to handle the madness.

Chy is not in the same class as me for the first time! *whines, weeps and throws a tantrum. My darling from Sem 1. I'm going to miss your falling asleep in class and dropping almost every other thing every single day! *whines. I hope you get good classmates this sem but at least you've got Mel with you. Ryl Ryl is in the same class as me for the first time. I hope I get some of your smart genes and do better this sem. Maha! So who's in 2t03? I'm in 2t03! Excited? I am.

Sunday, May 23, 2004

Venue: Taka foodcourt

Scene: We peeps were havin dinner..me n drea baby, the creamy OMU rice.Eddy..pig's organ soup w/o the organs.And SelHam..rice wit dishes.

A conversation we had went like this:

SelHam: I went to marina south wit my frens..we had steamboat, the zhen fa huo hai xian. The prawns were alive! u noe how my fren killed them? *selham all excited* she plucked at their feelers..n poked a satay stick thru them!

Everyonelse: eeeeeee...*twists face in disgust in unison*

Bessy: Why didnt u just drown the prawns? *actions a big bowl of water and the dumping and pushing of prawns into da water.

Everyonelse: hmmm.. *portray thoughtful expressions on their faces and agree*

(5 seconds later)
Bessy: You noe...PRAWNS SWIM IN THE WATER!

(everyone stares)

(drea n eddy erupts in laughter...)

(selHam..stares in space..............)

MUAHAHAHAHA...get it??do u get it??this is bessy presenting injected humour on this blog, on behalf of drea.




Saturday, May 22, 2004

Just got home from Monks. To be precise just got to lil cow's place. :D Clubbing was good. Met Yip, Nick, Ching Yen and a whole lotta other people. Before that was towning with Rooster, Cow, Duck and me myself lil miss Piggy. Maha! Yes, shocked that the Cow and Duck are talking? Well, nothing is impossible in this world ain't it? They got along so well that they had a hell of a time laughing the shit outta me. Go on, tell the whole world my new middle name. So finally Drea's funny? Fuck you two suah. Maha! Now its time to play with water.

Back from a nice cold shower. Currently eating Tom Yam cup noodles. Darn it I'm fucking hungry. Hrmmm. Should be meeting Eddy, Dawson and Sel tommrrow for Cheeken Lice. Heh heh. My favorite! They don't call me a wild boar for nothing ya know? I'm sitting here wearing my KC P.E. uniform drinking from a cup that has a IJ logo. God, don't I love my School. Miss those crazy bitchy KC days.

Bessy's grandmother just molested me! She smacked my butt! Maha! Cute ass you reckon? Lol. Enough of self indlugence here. Lil cow is half dead lying on the bed, and I'm still hungry! Shall go look for more food. Maha!

Life is often unpredictable. One day you're happily in love with someone, the next day she's gone. That's life. You never know what's going to happen and anything can happen. "Yesterday" was our 1st Year, 1st month anniversary. Happy anniversary sweets. Crazy things have happened the past two months while we were apart but I hope it has made the relationship stronger. I Love You.

// Baby i love you ( i love you too )
You know i need you
Gotta have you ( what )
Cant be without you ( J.lo )

[R. Kelly]
Its like downtown New York in the middle of traffic jams
all i really want you to know is who i am
find me low key in the back of the club, or with some fine females, rollin on dubs
you and me big pimpin on a shopping spree in L.A
papparatzis and critics who give a damn what they say

[J.Lo]
Boy i never knew i could feel they way i felt, when i met you i could never forget you
and boy when you look my way i realize more and more i adore your pretty eyes
what i wanna know from you is do you wanna share my love's bliss
i long for the day when im feeling your kiss can you love me for a lifetime for just in one night im helpless for you
baby but its alright.

Baby i love you ( love you )
Baby i need you ( need you )
I gotta have you ( i gotta have you babe )
Cant be without you( be without you )
Baby i love you, ( yeaahhh )
Baby i need you ( need you )
I gotta have you, ( i gotta have you babe )
Cant be without you

[J.Lo]
Papi, i got something to say to you
Blessed and cursed on the day that
i felt the power of you inside me it was strong and i loved it,
And there comes a time in our lifes when things change, its a brand new day.
And baby ill spend it with you.
what i wanna know from you is do you wanna share my loves bliss
i long for the day when im
feeling your kiss, can you love me for a lifetime but just in one night im helpless for you
baby but its alright.

Baby i love you ( i love you too )
You know i need you ( j.lo )
Gotta have you (pied piper )
Cant be without you ( j.lo )

[R. Kelly]
Its like downtown New York in the middle of traffic jams
all i really want you to know is who i am
find me low key in the back of the club, or with some fine females, rollin on dubs
you and me big pimpin on a shopping spree in L.A
papparatzis and critics who give a damn what they say.
rear-drop-top bentley on somebodys highway,
who let me jump in some club on his vallet
got alittle smoke, got alittle drinks sittin in V.I.P
got alittle buzz on my hands up honeys feeling me
got that criss sittin on ice like a gansta lean
hands surrounding them dice like security
at the party in the Ritz Carlton's penthouse suite
all my thugs and me breath smelling like hennesey
got a few friends flying in from San Diego
its a suprise party for my homie J.Lo
I need you ( baby i love you )
I gotta have you babe ( baby i need you )
baby i love you ( i gotta have you )
ooo i swear i do ( cant be without you )
(baby i love you )
oooo (baby i need you )
Ladies do you know what im talking about when a man gets inside yo soul and just takes control*

Thursday, May 20, 2004

Average Everyday Sane Psycho

I'm back! Okay maybe not. I'm at the lil cow's place to be precise. Been dying to blog and go online. Like major please. Anyhow, let's track back to what I've been doing for the past week or so.

Thursday, 13th May: Met up with the gang and headed to Marina South for Bbq Steamboat. Fabulous stuff I tell ya. Ate and ate and ate and had so much fun. I was the first to K.O at around 2200, soon after everyone K.O too. But, we ad three lil piggies that went on eating all the way till 2300. We were literally the only table left there. Maha!

Friday, 14th May: Met up with Sel, Eddy and Cow and headed to monks. By midnight, we had a very high Bessy Tan and Sharon Chia. Muahaha! Sel and I were the only sober ones left so we ended up trying to take care of the two. Xiao Ping joined us a lil later. Danced alot that night and I didn't spent a single and I mean single cent. Eddy paid for everything. Maha! Thanks mate! Take care and hope to see you tommorrow! Sel, I miss you already! We'll meet up soon.

Saturday, 15th May: Cow and I slept till about 4 then headed to TM in the evening to meet Xiao Ping and Farhani. Slacked around till 2300 plus, Cow and I headed home while the other two headed for more clubbing. Tsk tsk.

Sunday, 16th May: Towning with Cow and I went to cut my hair! Like finally. Not much of a difference though. Heh heh. Can't really remember what else happened. :p

Monday, 17th May: Towning again. Met up with Shawn and Quek first then met Cow and Xiao Ping after their gym session. Walked around, crapped and bullied Xiao Ping. Maha! Met up with Stacey and friends and played some pool before meeting Quek again to head home together.

Tuesday, 18th May: Decided to be a good lil girl and went to my grandma's place. Had a feast as usual. :D

Wednesday, 19th May: Met Cow and Xiao Ping at Bugis. Walked around as usual then sent Xiao Ping off to work before heading to town to meet Leong sweets and Jamie. Missed you so much!! You better go on friday I tell ya! Miss dancing with you!

So pretty much that's about it. Maha! Been quite busy as Quek would say. Constantly towning. Finally its back to the towning days after about 2 months. *beams. Been eating ice cream everyday. Another bad habit other than smoking. I think I'm going to grow fat soon but I don't care. And no I don't diet, cause I think its stupid. No offense to those who diet. I miss the gang! Keke, Shaun, Jem, Chy, Ryl, Becks, Yvonne, Quek and etc. I miss yall! Meet up soon again ya?! I know its going to be hard as all of us are working and busy. But I really miss you guys! Oh oh oh. I'm going to start work on 1st June. Like finally right?! I rather be working than doing nothing all day long. Okay, its a rather long entry already. I guess I'll stop here. Till next time. Don't miss me. *winks.

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

My cable access is down! *sulks. I hope my mum clears the bill soon enough cause I'm dying of boredom at home. No Ching ching = No towning or Expensive slacking. Everything's budget budget budget. *mumbles. So how do I manage to blog? I'm at the ducky's place. *looks over shoulder. Urh. She's asleep as usual. Before she calls me an ungrateful brat again. Quek is the best type of friend you can ever have. Go on grab a Quek, while stocks last. *winks.

So yesterday was TV day for me. Was glued to the light box from 7.30pm till midnight. Got up from the couch for toilet breaks and ice cream. Other than that, my eyes were glued. Survivor All Stars ended on a rather nice note. Technically it hasn't ended. There's still the Viewer's choice million buckeroos to give away. I voted! I mean, I'm such a survivor fan, how can I not vote. I voted for The Shii Devil. For non-survivor fans, that would be Shii Ann. The asian kick ass chick. Why do I think she deserves the second million bucks? She stood tall and won the immunity when she knew she was getting the axe. That was really amazing. The way she preserved and stayed strong even when she was outnumbered. *applauds. Then The O.C.on thursday. I think I'm going to miss it. *wails. I don't miss O.C. for anything!! But its Keke and Yvonne's birthday. I mean I did consider not going but everyone WILL kill me. Ahh fuck suah. Ducky's going to tape it for me. :/

I've been quite happy. Comparing to the last couple of weeks. Yes I've been rather happy the past few days. I guess I finally sorted out everything. Sorta a load of my mind although I'm still suffering from serious insomnia. Exam results rather okayy. I mean, Andrea had no supp paper. Its worth celebrating okay! Looking forward to school reopening on 21st June. I mean, fresh blood to check out. The fresh blood had better be of good quality although the better quality ones usually come from HTM and Marketing. The truth is, that's where all the happening people are. I'm not being biased (okay maybe a little) but that's what I truely believe. Maha! So yes, stop asking me if I'm single now. Yes I'm single and available. Lol. No I'm not dating anyone. I'm over the lovey dovey crap for now. Its just me me me and me. Yes I'm over you you you you, yes you! I don't care anymore cause you ain't worth it. Not one bit. Like seriously. I don't need someone who doesn't know what he wants. He wasn't man enough for me.

I still need a job. Cash strapped. Major. Need the moolahs and ching ching. Help! I need new clothes, new shoes, new this and new that. Read: Need not want. Bahhhh. The trouble of being penniless. Most importantly I need money to help my mum to pay as many bills as possible. Sounds more like a need now? I know what else I need. I need to smoke. Later go buy. Fuck suah already.

I like my new layout. Don't you? So Andrea. *winks.

Sunday, May 09, 2004

Happy Mother's Day to all mummy's out there. I would like to tell everyone that, I Love My Mummy! *beams. Oh well, she wouldn't be seeing this but bahh. Fuck suah. Anyway, I wrote my mum a love letter last night since I couldn't get to sleep. Left it on the kitchen table for her to read it in the morning. So when I woke up, guess what?! She's cooking Tom Yam for me. Awwwsh. Ain't my mummy lovely. All I did was write a letter of thanks, sorrys and telling her how much I love her and I get a feast! Mahaha. :D

To my "disciple" Ah Ryl. I'm so proud of you! You changed your own blogskin! *beams. Its easy ain't it? To my blog's No.1 fan Sus. Thanks for the support and yes we'll be hunting for fresh blood next semester together. *winks.

Saturday, May 08, 2004

Towning today. Had loads of fun. I'm in a pretty good mood still. *beams. Met up with Quek first for lunch and headed to buy my bag. On our way there, we bumped into Sel Darling and Zhenhui! *beams. So happy to meet you both! So we headed to the store and while I was deciding to buy which bag, Zhenhui was eyeing a nice Spain Jacket which cost 139 bucks. After some thought he went, okay I'll take this. Rich man. Bought the France (white base and blue trimming) Adidas Bag from the Adidas Concept Store at Pacific Plaza. Not bad, we spent 200 bucks at the store at one go. I feel good man. :D

Met Shawn for dinner later. While he was busy filling his "empty" stomach with Cheeken Carler Rice, I was wondering if I should have bought the Spain (orange/red base and yellow trimming) Adidas bag instead. Plus, everyone said it was more "Andrea" and eye-catching. After much consideration and "marketing sales talk" from Shawn. I changed the bag. Hehe. I'm SO HAPPY. No regrets man.

For my happiness today. Especially the bag, its all thanks to tox! Thanks for the present! I love it like hell!! Thanks thanks thanks thanks! Love you loads and I owe you one. -hugs and muacks. Shawn, thanks for your company too! Had loads of fun! Marilyn and Derek, thanks for bumping into me! Made my day too! Love yall! -muacks! I'm a very happy girl. *beams.

Friday, May 07, 2004

Managing Business Systems: C+
Macroeconomics: D
Tourism Destinations: B
Travel and Tour Business: B
Arts Appreciation: C+


So nooone posts their results online but I'm in such a unbelievably happy mood now. That nothing and noone can spoil my mood. Well, my results ain't fantastic or anything. Its quite okay for me. The fact that I hardly studied and never did tutorials just covers everything up. I passed Macroeconomics! Although my aim for Arts Appreciation was an A. But bahhh. I passed everything. No supp!! Wheee. Shawn, you owe me a double or is it a triple treat now? Wheee~ I don't ask too much from myself. Why get upset over results? What's done cannot be undone. Live for the moment. :D
Stayed at home the whole day. Pretty much sleeping the whole day that would be. Finally had a good sleep. Not a exactly peaceful one but at least I slept.Woke up around 1600, ate and went back to sleep at 1700. Talk about being a pig. *grins. Woke up after that and ate, ate, telly watching and ate. Of course Andrea wouldn't miss The O.C. for anything in this world other than Adam Brody aka. Seth in person of course. *winks.

So the neverending story starts playing again. I'm to get into character and try to act again. So I hate acting. But I love my friends. Don't blame me for being cold, blunt or even mean. I've had my fair share and I'm almost done with it. I'll do as much as I can but no promises. How this story will end or will it even end this time round, I don't know. I'm sorry for everything and the circumstances yall are caught in but that's the was life goes. Love you both. I'm here. Ears to listen, arms open for hugs and shoulders to lean on.

I wanted to say something on my blog but I forgot. *ponders. (10 mins later) I was here to whine!! Results are supposedly out tommorrow or on Monday. *grumbles. Help me someone. I miss school la fuck suah. I miss Cheeken Carler One. (For tp-ians to be, you'll find out the joke soon) I miss cutting lectures and being late for tutorials. I miss the com lab (although my matric card got confiscated once for eating) I miss everyone. I miss school. *whines.

Thursday, May 06, 2004

Had a great fun with the gang today around ECP area. Well, not the complete gang though. Jeremy aka. Jem, Trevor aka. Trev, Shaun aka. Brother bear, Rebecca aka. Becks, Kerrie aka. Keke and of course yours truly Drea :) (pssst: I was the only tourism student, the rest were hospitality. But I still love yall as much or even more)

I literally dragged myself outta house without any sleep but when I got there, it seemed like I was the one who looked most awake! Headed straight to ECP, met Becks there and we had Macs for breakfast. It started to drizzle a lil so we decided to head to Parkway for some pool. Play for an hour or so. Keke learned how to play pool and boy it was hilarious! Haha. Silly girl. Walked around Parkway for awhile which resulted in Jem buying this very nice Addidas t-shirt and Becks buying a pair of nice and not to mention cheap slippers from Charles and Keith. Being piggys, walked over for Katong Laksa. *drools. Fantastic stuff I tell you. Everyone was pretty tired so we headed home and took pics in the bus! :D

Was so tired from not sleeping for 24 hours. Got home, watched a lil telly and snuggled under my covers till about 2200. *yawns. Came online to upload the pics. Pity some of the pics are in Beck's digi. Thanks guys for tiring me out. I thought I never would feel tired again. Love yall loads. *muacks n hugs. Pictures here.

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

Start: 0636 hours

0100 hours: Went offline as I was having a major headache, decided to do some reading.

0330 hours: Headache was unbearable. Took a panadol extra, a nice fag and started reading another novel.

0430 hours: Gastric was giving a lil problems, half tempted to pop some gastric pills but decided that some instant noodles would help more since I've hardly ate anything in 48 hours.

0500 hours: Finished the instant noodles and continued reading. Pondering if I should try to hit the covers and take a snooze.

0530 hours: Flicked off the lights, laid on my bed and hoped I would fall asleep.

End; 0645 hours (now): Blogging and going to prepare for ECP outing later at 0800 hours.

That's how the past week or so has been for me. I don't even know what it is like being tired anymore. Passed the point of exhaustion. Going to meet Shaun, Jem, Keke, Yvonne, Trevor, Becks and Ron at Bedok Interchange at 8am. Yes, I'm going to ECP without any sleep. Good morning folks. Bahhh.

// I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
Sometimes some people get me wrong, when it's something I've said or done
Sometimes you feel there is no fun, that's why you turn and run
But now I truly realise, some people don't wanna compromise
Well, I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies, and
Well I don't wanna live my life, too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away

Well, I'm so tired baby
Things you say, you're driving me away
Whispers in the powder room baby, don't listen to the games they play
Girl I thought you'd realize, I'm not like them other guys
Cos I saw them with my own eyes, you should've been more wise and
Well I don't wanna live my life, too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady*

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

I don't try to be beautiful; I am.

So I'm fucking sick. Supposed to go towning with Leong sweets but I woke up feeling like fuck so I cancelled the outing. I'm sorry dear, was looking forward to spending the day with you but I couldn't. Slept at 6 in the morning as usual, woke up around 5 or so. Haven't really eaten anything cause I don't feel hungry. My gastric is at it again. *mumbles.

I literally have nothing to say except, I need to smoke. I must go out tommorrow! Yes, I still need a job. Recommendations anyone?

Monday, May 03, 2004

Happy Birthday Jem!! Although you can't see this but I love you! Hope you're enjoying yourself now! Almost forgot about your birthday. Lol. The gang's at Chocolate Bar celebrating now. *mutters. Wanted to go join them, but I was at Quek's place slacking with Shaun and I was wearing hot shorts so yeahh. To late to go home and change and plus, I'm like major broke. I want to be there! *whines. Shaun's already asleep that pig and here I am blogging away. *mumbles. Anyway, hope yall are having fun and sentosa soon yeah? I miss everyone!

My stomach is at it again. Haven't eaten a single thing other than maggi mee and a lil of Quek's pasta. Don't even feel a tad bit hungry. I think I shall go make some Mac n Cheese.
Announcement: Yip and I are Hot hot hot hot hot hot stuff! *whispers: I'm the hottest. I can see many going "Urh, whatever" already. Lol.

I'm still sick. I feel like crap. The worst part, I'm stuck at home. Home alone. *grumbles. I hate being alone. Especially when I'm sick. So I'm a big baby when I'm sick. I hate being sick, I hate being alone. Fuck suah. Stop asking me to see the doctor already. I don't go to doctors until I'm near my deathbed. So the fear of being alone is here. Now, I fear dying alone.

// If only you were here with me*

Sunday, May 02, 2004

I despise the pleasure of pleasing people I despise.

Just about to launch on a verbal war with a mad bitch on my blog before I decided that I have better things to do and ain't going to waste my time someone who is mentally deranged. I thought I was the mad one. Just to let you know, I have better things to do than link and link and link and link to your blog. I've got my own methods. You ain't worth my time linking. Oh by the way, my condolences goes out to you. Work harder to get her heart. I'm sure she will be touched one day.

I'm sick. Yes I'm sick. Crazy flu + headache + stomach ache. I'm aching all over as well. My right ankle had to give me problems after what? 2 years. I predict a fever and I'm always right. Didn't sleep until 7am this morning. Spent the whole night reading. Finished the novel Quek bought me already. Just started on a Jackie Collins that my sis borrowed from the library. Its not that I didn't want to sleep. I couldn't! Woke Quek up from dreamland around 4am, sorry darling. Thanks for talking to me anyway. Enetation is down again. Wonder how long its going to take for me to see the comments again. So yeah, use the bloody tagboard.
I read something that wasn't really for my eyes I guess. Well its a public blog so everyone can see it right? Its crazy. The kissing, the sleeping, the cutting and what have you. Then you tell me "I lead a independent life now" Oh fuck off. Its either you're lying or you decided to tell me the "good" side of the story. Just one thing I have to say. Don't unknowingly drag me into it. Do your flirting and kissing somewhere else and be discreet. Don't get me involved. I'm the "evil" ex now. Piss off. After meeting you for dinner that day, I thought maybe you didn't change that much after all. Now I'm wrong. I don't know you anymore. Good luck. You would probably be the first ex I refuse to speak to. You have disappointed me time and time again. Even after breaking up, you still continue to do the same. I'm over and done with this. I'll just pretend nothing happened. That I never loved you that much. That I almost wanted to hug you and make things back the same when I saw you yesterday.

Saturday, May 01, 2004

Didn't want to blog actually but I had better do so before Quek calls me a ungrateful lil punk ass brat. :p

So towning again today. Met Quek for lunch at Pastamania again. Lol. I love going to Pastamania @ Scotts with her cause she gets staff discount and the chefs there are real generous with the toppings. I had 5 extra prawns in my pasta and my lunch was all paid for by Quek! *beams.

Went to look for lil Ryl who was working. To kill time while waiting for Ryl to finish serving her customer, I went to try this 114 bucks Daniel Yam cocktail dress. Was wondering if I could fit into size S went Quek went, you think you're very fat? Grabbed the S and went into the changing room. Holy crap please. I mean yes I could fit into the S but it was rather small and uncomfortable. So I'm a M. *mumbles.

Headed down to Kinokuniya to buy Ryl's Bridget Jones Diary for her and Quek gave me a surprise! She bought me V.C Andrews - Celeste! *beams. I lurrrvveee you ducky! Thanks for the book! :D

Hung around for awhile then met Ryl during her break. Ryl couldn't finish her food so me being greedy as usual, did a wipe out on behalf of Ryl. :p Headed to Pacific Plaza and spotted the Addidas bag that I'm dying for. Quek bought herself a belt from Quicksilver and Quek, I still like the brown one better. Ah well.

The people from Coffee Club still haven't called. *frowns hard.
Coffee Club interview today. Went well. Hope I snag the job cause I need a job desperately! Pray for me people.

After being left alone in town first by Quek then by Shawn, I met up with Yip, Sab and Nick after the interview for awhile. Then met Bessy for dinner. Nice meeting up with people I haven't seen in awhile. Thanks for the company guys! Love yall! -hugs.

Having a slight headache now. No idea why. Guess its the late nights and all, getting to me. Been back in action on irc, playing trivia like the good old days. My trivia skills are getting good. Guess I'll just keep myself with trivia and books.

// At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, your haunting me
I guess I need you baby*