I don't try to be beautiful; I am.

So I'm fucking sick. Supposed to go towning with Leong sweets but I woke up feeling like fuck so I cancelled the outing. I'm sorry dear, was looking forward to spending the day with you but I couldn't. Slept at 6 in the morning as usual, woke up around 5 or so. Haven't really eaten anything cause I don't feel hungry. My gastric is at it again. *mumbles.

I literally have nothing to say except, I need to smoke. I must go out tommorrow! Yes, I still need a job. Recommendations anyone?