Monday, May 16, 2011

21 Days to Hello

When you see this, I just want to say, "Hello beautiful, I love you".

Monster B.

Saturday, March 05, 2011

"Damn baby
You frustrate me
I know you're mine all mine all mine
But you look so good it hurts sometimes"

Wednesday, March 02, 2011

More Than A Summer Fling

67 days of happiness.
Approximately 84 days before I find that happiness again.

At least I know, it was more than a summer fling.

`Spinning: Taylor Swift - Back To December

Friday, December 31, 2010


10 whole months of disappearance and here I am 2 hours before the year ends.

In 2010,

I quit World of Warcraft.
I finally passed Commercial Law.
I visited Godma in Nagoya, Japan and the Harajuku girls in Tokyo.
I went to the land of Dim Sum and ate and ate and ate.
I finally saw snow.
I had my first major fight with my mum.
I fell back in the abyss of World of Warcraft again.
I did better in my 3rd semester than I ever have before.
I quit World of Warcraft, again.
I finally visited Jac in Perth, Australia.
I went to my first rave.
I got my heart broken.
I got dead drunk on the same week as I did in 2009.
I stopped having expectations.

2010 was a year of unexpected up and downs, laughter, tears, joy, new friendships, old friendships rekindled and more than words could ever describe. As much as I'm having mixed feelings about entering 2011, I can't stop time and I don't know anyone with a time machine.

Goodbye 2010, Hello 2011.

`Spinning: ATB - Beautiful Worlds

Saturday, February 27, 2010

And We'll Dig Deeper

I believe this is the longest hiatus I have taken from blogging. -dusts away cobwebs-

What has kept me away from blogging? Yea, the crazy schedule of trying to balance WoW with school, friends and family and what other nonsense. After dropping full time raiding for 2 weeks, I've wondered how I managed to squeeze WoW into my life or rather squeeze life into WoW. I know it sounds bad but that's the way it is I guess.

The enthusiasm I had for school in the first semester has somewhat disappeared along with the end of holidays. I find myself struggling to NOT procrastinate this semester. God yes, my procrastination has peaked to another level.

Believe it or not but with full time raiding I seemed to procrastinate less with the limited real time I had left outside the virtual world. Gone were the days where the moment I turn on my comp, first thing I do is, log into WoW then plan the rest of my day according to WoW.

Now that I have so much time, I find myself doing the stupidest things online, waiting for 2 days before assignment is due before I start. I don't even panic when I haven't started doing it the day before.

Come to think of it, I don't even know what the hell I do online. Facebook to check for updates, Yahoo's news to read the daily news, Superficial, Newmoon.Org and Eclipse.Org for my Hollywood gossip, Purseblog for my dosage of branded bags and, that's about it honestly.

Which is retarded since I did all of the above coupled with raiding full time, doing dailies, waste of time achievements when I was bored, read about 5 WoW related sites and I always managed to balance everything fine. Okay I may have struggled but I always did most of my things before hand and turn up for class. Sigh.

I am still struggling even with more time on my hands. I guess the problem was with myself, not WoW.

-emo nemo-

`Spinning: Paramore - Brick by Boring Brick

Sunday, October 18, 2009


While a quarter of my generation of Singaporeans is busy queueing outside Zouk for Paul Van Dyk, here is yours truly, taking a break from mugging. MEHHHHHH. -grumbles, mumbles and whines-

These are the reasons why exams have officially fucked my life and why I'm officially fucked for exams:

1. PVD is in town and I am stuck at home mugging.
2. My study schedule for this weekend consisted of 6 solid hours on Employment Relations, of which, I've fulfilled 30 minutes of.
3. My sweetest and dearest Grandma was hospitalised on Saturday morning which sent the entire family (All 40 plus of us; Yes I have a huge family) into a maniac panic.
4. Saturday and Sunday burnt at hospital taking care of Grandma, thus no studying done (see point 2).
5. Officially have 1 week left to study and I've practically done.....nothing.
6. I'm craving steamboat like crazy but have no time for long meals till exams are over.
7. Singapore releases New Moon a fucking week later as compared to Malaysia which releases it on the 23rd of Oct. My plans for taking a road trip to JB to catch New Moon are officially screwed over.
8. My plans to dress up as Cat Woman for Halloween are also royally fucked.
9. Plan tonight was to catch up on whatever mugging I've missed out over the weekend but believe it or not, hospitals are mentally and physically draining, my eyes are threatening to close as I type.

To summarise, exams fucked my life and I'm fucked for exams.

Additionally I would like to say that, anyone who asks me out before my exams are over, CAN GO AND DIE.

And, if you don't like this, BITE ME.

`Spinning: Dave Armstrong & Redroche Feat H-Boogie - Love Has Gone

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

When Everything Becomes Nothing

If I say I'm exhausted right now, it is pretty much an understatement. As I type, I am about to rip all of my hair out, stab myself in the throat and throw myself off this building. GAHHHHHHHHH.

Yes, I am extremely stressed out and just plain exhausted. This exhaustion is also making me fall sick. Migraines and headaches have been haunting me like a leech. -goes on and on and on-

WoW is starting to feel like a commitment not a game anymore. I think it's the officer effect. Responsibilities oh responsibilities. Well, at least I'll be on break from it when exams come and when Silly and myself take a well deserved holiday after my exams.

Last assignment before the 1 month study break then exams then HOLIDAYS. Fuck why won't time pass faster already.

I don't have time for anything at all. Starting to feel a little suffocated. Need a manicure, pedicure, waxing, threading, shopping and the list goes on.

On the upside, Tong tong is back this weekend! YAY! Can't wait to hang out with Silly, Tong and the Ninis, doing absolutely nothing but chugging down alcohol, gossiping till dawn breaks and just, doing nothing.


`Spinning: Haji & Emanuel Ft. Beverley Knight & Bryan Chambers - The Pressure