Sweet Temptation

Mambo-ed at Zouk last night. To be precise, I stayed watching Mambo for like what 10 minutes and we were off to Phuture.

Yes, Phuture was fucking packed. What's new right?

On the 'Guest-List' were: Mandy, Ling, Marilyn, Jerms, Ryl, Chy, Kailing, Sharon, Daniel, Jem, Joseph, Stewart, Jo, and plenty of others.

It was a whole night of crazy dancing. Literally non-stop. I suffered at the end of it, bloody feet and legs aching like hell.

Here's my favourite part. Ryl and I share the same eye-candy. Okay okay, how about, she saw him before and this is my first time seeing him.

Waahh. Dammit cute please. Player though. Hah. Friend's friend. Shall not say who.

That cute smile and those tapered pants. My type. *winks.

Throughout the night, Chy and Ryl encountered many buayas. Like Jem mentioned, he felt like some body guard.

Ryl would suddenly tug me to dance with her when I'm taking a smoke break. That only means buaya alert.

Tsk. Men. Why can't they just let me smoke in peace. Arse.

So yes, as usual, noone buas yours truly. Its a good thing I guess. *shrugs. But why noone?! Get what I mean? Okay, never mind.

Bunked over at Ryl's again, this time with Chy. Haha. 3 mad girls.

Downside of the night, I was deprived of my free flow. Which meant, no alcohol. Fucktard.

Anyhoos, I know what song shall be Andrea's song. Ooh Wee from Honey's soundtrack please. I've always been in love with Ooh Wee. Ooh Wee. Okay not funny.

Clubbing soon anyone? Ladies night please. I'm in need for free flow of alcohol.

A sleepless night,
A message typed,
Left Unsent.
*imissyou.

That Song

*yawns. I'm still feeling tired after almost 16 hours of sleep. Hah. Record still stands at 20 hours. *grins.

Woke up around 1915. Realised I had a couple of miss calls and messages. I slept through all that when it was right next to me and on its loudest.

I was that tired. Haha.

After contemplating, met Quek at our usual secret hangout. Okay, not so secret. Its right opposite school. Haha.

Machiam meet for secret rendezvous please. Under some void deck. Lol.

We were chatting about stuff and spending quality bestie time with one another as her SIP starts in about 9 hours. Good luck and don't screw up. Heh.

*sob. This means I have lesser time with you Queky! We're meeting for dinner. Your treat. Hah.

I was telling her about one of those random conversations with Ryl on Saturday.

When I hear Jamelia's Superstar, I think of Ryl. When I hear Rupee's Tempted to Touch, I think of Marilyn. When I hear anything Britney, I think of Queky and Jerms and so on.

I then asked both of them. What song reminds yall of ME? Both goes. Oh ya! What song ah?

Apparently, neither of them can think of any song.

So someone tell me, what song reminds you of ME? Haha.

Sorry about your phone Queky. I really didn't hear what you said. See you tomorrow at my work place ducky. *guilty smile.

Liberation

I'm a free lil lady! *beams widely. The fucking exams are like finally fucking over. *hops around in circles and waves arms madly.

Okay, I'm lil insane cause I haven't slept for 32 hours straight. Right after the entry, I'm hitting the pillows, bolsters and hug my bao bei's.

Considering I'm not working tomorrow, I can sleep till the sun don't shine and the stars burn my butt. Pure ecstasy and bliss. :D

Paper today was well, not exactly very good, but considering I only read through the notes like 4 hours before the paper, it was better than expected I reckon.

Lunch with the gang after the paper at TM's BK. It was nice. Finally everyone is like paper free (with the exception of Jem. Good luck by the way) and so relieved.

Finally got some well deserved girl talk with the girlies of the gang (Chy, Ryl, Keke, Becks and I). We need to continue the conversation girls. Coffee, tea or me? Haha. Soon yeahs?

Towning with Joseph after that. Let's sum it up. Hitch, Sakae, Mc Cafe and Beer. It was good. Thanks pal for spending time with me and cheering me up (this you might not know), really appreciated it. :)

I'm one busy lady the next 2 weeks;
Monday, 28: Work 1500-2300
Tuesday, 29: Signing Contract with TTG 1600, Work 1700-2300
Wednesday, 30: Clubbing with the Tourism Gang (Tentative)
Thursday, 31: Becks Belated Birthday Celebration
Friday, 1: Clubbing (Also Tentative)
Saturday, 2: Lil Princess Ryl's Birthday Celebration
Sunday, 3: Work 1500-2300
Monday, 4 to Thursday, 7: Chalet

Yadayadayadayada. My my. Nothing is confirmed as yet though, cause I'm dead broke. Hah.

Oh by the way, V.C. Andrews - Child Of Darkness is out. Anyone wants to get me it? *hints to Quek. *grins.

Keeping myself busy is a method to stop myself from thinking.

The Internet

I know why I can't study. Cause the computer is on and I'm connected to something most humans cannot live without ; The Internet.

I wonder how the world will do without Internet.

That was so random. Anyhoos, meeting Queky again at 0600. We're a mad pair of besties.

Okay. Its 0440, I have yet to start. Now I AM GOING TO START. I mean it. Byebye.

Miss Abnegation

Differences by Ginuwine has been stuck in my head. The song just goes on and on. I want it to stop.

Had 10 hours of sleep. Actually I think it was more than that. I had a hard time falling asleep. I couldn't stop thinking, thinking about what you said.

Woke up around 1700, ate, changed and all then left my place for Mass at Holy Trinity.

Yes, I'm not Catholic but I decided to accompany Quek for mass. I missed mass. As weird as it sounds, I miss it.

After 12 whole years of receiving my kindergarten, primary and secondary education in Catholic schools, I'm too used to mass.

It was good, although we were really late. Blame Quek, not me. By the time we got there, they were already at the 10th Station.

Quek's out zouking and I'm supposed to be studying for MEIT but I haven't started a single chapter. How wonderful.

You got me thinking. Maybe I'm never ever satisfied. No matter what you do, I'll never be pleased with you.

You forced me into a decision that I regret now. Couldn't you just be patient and wait? No. Maybe its better this way.

I may be a bitch, but this bitch has never loved anyone like you and probably never will. So many things left undone. Birthdays, the 2nd year and that trip that is never going to take place.

For now, take care of yourself, Tum and Bit. I love all of you.

There's no turning back.

Those Sexy Geeks

Home alone. Bahh. Mum and Boyfriend out for some chalet, Lil pain in my arse sister towning. Exams reduce me to a "no-lifer". Hah.

Three papers down, one fucked up MEIT left. How I hate events and that's what I'll be doing for SIP. Irony.

AirBus was okay I reckon, considering I only studied for an hour. Minus the fact that 10 marks are gone (Question 6.2) cause I could not remember what the factors were and tried to bluff my way through. Didn't work though. The answers are too different. *mumbles.

Lunch with my favourite girls after the paper today. Did some catching up with Glam Queen aka Marilyn. I've missed hanging out so much with you girl. We must do coffee after the papers just like we did before. -hugs.

Of course not forgetting the ever so irritating Chy and Lil Ryl. I love you both to bits too. Haha. Thanks for talking to me and laughing at Marilyn's flaming acrylic nails. HAHA. That was classic.

Didn't feel so good on my way home. Guess it was the scorching sun and lack of sleep. Felt a lil dizzy and weak. I just hope its not the low blood pressure. Been feeling faint of late. :|

My bed it was the moment I got home. I need some well deserved sleep. Seriously. Prolly going to sleep early later.

Now for the most exciting part of this entry. Or maybe the most outta point part. *drumroll. Haha. My darling tomato Mel and I (carrot) have the same taste in men!

Those sexaye hollywood geeks! Think C.S.I and The O.C.. Haha. Adam Brody and Eric Szmanda. *drools.

Think smart, goofy, absolutely gorgeous and beautiful smiles. Fwah. I'm going to have a heart attack already. Haha.

But sadly, these men only exists in Hollywood or maybe they just don't exist in Singapore. If you know of anyone who meets the criteria, please contact Tomato Mel and Carrot Andrea aka "The Geeksies". Thankyouverymuch.

Lalala

Goood Morning. Yes its me yet again. Hah. Bored to my wits end.

Studied one full solid hour of AirBus and come to think of it, its not so bad cause I paid attention for AirBus and AirBus only. Hah.

Plus, the notes are like so little. I think in total only about 6 sets? Just as long she doesn't require us to study from the optional text cause I didn't buy it.

Plus, as sweet and nice Dory Tan is, her papers are always killer papers and she never ever gives tips. Knn. So I don't know. Blah.

Enough about AirBus. So its obvious I'm not going to sleep again. Cause I rather stay up and study. Everytime I sleep before a paper, I can't remember anything when I wake up. Hah.

Waiting for my bestie Quek to reach home change and all then we're prolly meeting around 0500 or something. Which means I have to walk to school cause I'm like broke and I'm meeting her opposite school.

Then she's going to treat me Macs $2 breakfast cause she's also broke but she'll pay by her ez-link. Hah. I just love my bestie. Remember, noone will ever take your place in my heart. You'll always be my bestie.

Btw, can you like bloody put a nicer picture of me in your friendster account hello. Not some picture taken at 0400 in the morning, in a cap and trying to act cute. Ruin my reputation okay ducky.

Continue with AirBus now. Taaa.

Random

Talking to Kerrie on Msn just now and I came to a conclusion. The men don't get it. Okay, random thought anyway.

I've been blogging like mad, only way to "de-stress" I reckon. Considering noone is nice enough to offer me a nice drag. *sulks.

Reading Xiaxue's just now (if you don't know who she is, go read her blog la), I don't understand why she's so famous sometimes. I mean, I do read her blog often enough, some of her entries are funny and entertaining but sometimes she can be real rude.

I don't mind getting an endorsement deal or my picture posted on a fellow famous blogger's (from the other end of earth) blog etc. Who doesn't man. But her blog is always interesting la, it does reflect how irritating some Singaporeans can be.

Blah, this is damned random anyway, just cranky and what not. I don't want any Xiaxue Fans to go mad and start screaming at me. She writes well, really. :)

Differences

Fucktard. I'm real cranky. Someone be an angel and get me a drag. Just 1 please?

Everything is going wrong at the wrong time. Been there done it but does history have to repeat itself?

Choices to make, friendships to fix, exams to worry for, results to panic about, money to fret about. Fuck everything.

I want to say goodbye world now. I don't want to go through the whole process again, I can't take it cause Drea will never be fine. So all you fuckers stop telling me that I'll always be fine cause I'm strong. Everyone is so wrong, so wrong.

You never thought you'd be alone? Hah. Truth hurts and I've always been alone. As much as I fear being alone, half the time, I'm alone. Yes you would say you're always there for me and no I do not deny that. Its always because of this we quarrel. After knowing each other for so long, this is the second time we've quarreled and its all over the same thing. I do believe you. I do but its just sometimes, I feel that way. Get to the bottom and ask me why cause maybe then you'll understand. I've always been here for you. I'll always support you no matter what choices you make. You know that's true. I've never judged you like the rest do and never will. If you say I don't trust you, ditto to yourself. I know what I can say to others and what I can't. There are some things people don't know about me and you're the only one who knows cause you're my best friend. Only you understand me. So if this is the time you wish to abandon me, then maybe I've been so wrong, all so wrong about you.

Not Just Yet

I'm so sleepy. I think 5 hours of sleep in a day during daytime isn't enough. *yawns. Slept around 0800 this morning after a whole morning of very unfruitful studying.

I was so tired I couldn't get outta bed and by the time I did, it was 1330 already. Which meant I had 40 minutes to get to school including changing etc. Which was obviously not enough although I stay so fucking near. Blame the damned reservoir. Left at 1400 and reached school just in time to hear the invigilator go : "You may start now"

Which is also another reason why I couldn't finish my paper causing me to lose 8 fucking marks for no fucking reason. If only I went for reading time instead of cramming last minute outside. What in the world was I thinking.

I guess the paper was okay. Passable but I see my A grade sprouting wings and flying away already. Hah.

Throughout the whole paper I could feel my head pounding like mad. Should have taken my Ponstan and Antacid before the paper. I'm still feeling a lil headachy. Argh.

Simpang after the paper with the gang. Had prata and shared bryani with Ke. It was good. *beams.

Did I mention, I'm zero for the rest of the month. Any donations anyone? It also means, I have no more cigarettes. It also also means, Drea's going to be one cranky bitch.

AirBus on Thursday and MEIT on Saturday then I'll be exam free. I've had about enough of studying already. It drives me nuts.

My mind's not made up. Not yet.

Desperate Student

One down, three to go. Accounts is finally over. Finally! Yay! I really hope its finally over for me. Don't want no supp paper. Pleaseee.

Anyhoos, didn't sleep the whole night. Went for the paper a lil bleary eyed and what not. Main invigilator was a fucking bitch and no its not because I was cranky.

The paper was hmmm, how shall I put it. It wasn't very very very hard but it was very very very tricky? Lol. Am I making any sense here? I don't know. It was manageable but a little confusing especially Question 4. Oh well.

All I need is a C+ or a C for the paper and Mr.Chng will let me off. *crosses fingers, toes and nose.

Came home after lunch with the gang at Mensa and went to bed immediately. I never knew sleeping was so nice. Hah. Slept all the way till 1900 then wake up call from some bugger and my mum. Heh.

Dinner while watching Lord of The Rings then it was Desperate Housewives. I feel like I'm on school holiday already. *dang. I'm not.

Time to find inspiration to start on POM now.

High

I'm feeling high now. High on caffeine, nicotine and sugar that would be. Time check: 0435. Whee. I'm mad. To be precise, I'm totally stressed out.

I only started studying at 0215 and stopped about 20 minutes ago. Which is about 2 hours of accounts. Minus stoning, day dreaming, chewing on my nail (which are mostly gone now) and watching the re-run of The Bachelor, I think it was only an hours of study.

I only managed to cover another 3 tutorial questions which is pathetic cause the paper is in 5 hours time and I've yet to even do the bloody past year paper. Fuck.

I also have no idea on how to do the bottom up approach. I know its the reverse of a Profit & Loss statement but I just can't get it right. Fuck.

Then I have yet to memorize all the bloody fucking formulas and theory. Fuck fuck fuck.

This is the result when you don't bother to do tutorials, attend a single lecture and start mugging only 2 days before.

Andrea what the fuck are you thinking.

Life Of A Pig

*yawns. I got up around 1600 with the courtesy of Mr. Joseph. Lol. He had a feeling I was still asleep instead of studying for accounts and boy was he right. Thanks anyhoos. :)

So its already 2300. I haven't fucking started. Someone shoot me please. Been feeling tired and sleepy since I woke up and all I've done so far is have 3 meals in 2 hours.

I've had the most fattening food today. Chee Kueh when I woke up. Then an hour later, my mum cooked Chicken Rice. So fucking full can. Right after that I had 1 huge serving of Chocolate ice cream.

So I'm currently feeling very bloated and what not now. I just hope my gastric doesn't work up.

Sleepy dehhh. I've caught some disease of fatigue man. Paper tomorrow at 0930. Everyone please wish me luck, I really need luck for Accounts.

Crash Course

Only had 3 hours of sleep the night before. Studied till 0600 with Lil Ryl, although she slept about 30 mins before I did.

POM is still not completed. *pulls all hair out and screams in frustration and pain. So many things to remember, so little time and brain cells.

Woke up bright and early at 0945 to accompany Chy and Ryl to Ritz to sign their contract. Which reminded me, that bloody woman has yet to call me to sign the contract. She said mid-march and its already the 20th. She fucking better not screw me up or I'll fuck her upside down. Not literally of course.

Side tracking there. So anyhoos, the 3 beautiful and glamorous ladies then headed down to Tau Pok's place at Admiralty (Is that how you spell it?). Wanna how far can? A place where the rabbits don't shit. Lol.

Had a crash course on Accounts in 9 hours. To be specific, minus the stoning, crapping, smoke breaks, food breaks and toilet breaks, I think in 6 hours. I managed to go through everything except the last chapter.

No I didn't get a chance to practice. Only did 1 question. Nevertheless, I'm very proud of myself as now I'm no stranger to accounts. Lol. I mean, I went through all the lectures with the help of Jem, Stewart, Chy, Ryl and Joseph in 6 hours. That's better than going for lectures every week man.

So as tired as I am, I'm going to stay up for as long as my body can take it.

Give me some time.

Charlie's Angels

I'm at Lil Ryl's place now. Bunking over. Heh. To be precise, staying over night to study. Chy just left awhile ago to head home and boy I'm glad we managed to get some POM done.

Although on my part it wasn't alot, at least its something. Its already Friday and my studying is getting no where.

Disappoinment and worry sets in. I don't know what's wrong with me. I haven't studied nor do I feel like. But looks like I have no choice. *sighs.

Life is unpredictable. You'll never know what happens tomorrow. Or like Joseph says, "Life's a bitch and then you fuck it". Hah. My version is, "Life's a bitch and then you die". Lol.

I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Is it anyone tryin' to find me?
I want somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
I want you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you...

I'm looking for a place
I'm Searching for a face
Is anybody here I know?
Cause nothing's going right
And everything’s a mess
And no one likes to be alone

I'll always treasure the memories. Thank you for everything. Love you always.

Maybe That's What It Takes

I'm fucking screwed. Yes, I haven't studied at all. Minus the 2 chapters of POM. Other than that, its zero.

I've been thinking a lot. I can just lie in my bed for hours stoning. My favourite is of course standing by the kitchen window in the wee hours of the morning in total darkness, taking a nice long drag.

Maybe some things aren't meant to be. Maybe after almost 2 years, we were lying to ourselves.
I don't know what to say or do. Maybe not saying anything would be better. I just hope I don't regret my decision. I'll always miss you.

Untitled

Yes, no title. Cause this is an uncalled for entry. I'm just bored to tears. There's absolutely nothing to do online and absolutely noone to talk to either. Fuck.

My bestie is rushing her project so I can't really talk to her. I hate nights like these, when you really need to talk to someone, there's noone. Fucktard. Wait, then again, there's always noone to talk to me.

My notes seem to be staring back at me like I'm such a huge moron. Fucktard again. *screams.

Then there are two huge lizards on the ceiling and I'm freaked out big time. Fuck.

Plus, I'm hungry and there's no food. Unless, its maggi mee again. FUCK.

I also really hate school like fuck. Really. The 2nd last semester exams. Amen to that.

Yes, I'm feeling cranky, pissed, stressed and fucked up. So excuse yourself. Everything has to go wrong at this time and its always this time of the year.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

All That Jazz

Woke up bright and early at 1630 today. Heh. The pig is in action. Lol. Okay enough of bullshitting.

Airline Business & Distribution coursework grades are out on OLE. After looking through a whole bunch of matric card numbers, I finally saw mine. Bloody C+. Why no B?! Neh neh sai. Its definitely because of the first 2 Amadeus tests where I screwed up my PNR's. *grumbles.

Enough about bloody grades. Headed to City Hall to meet her. Then decided to go to Esplanade to chill and to check out the Mosaic Festival at the same time.

We were just in time for the outdoor theatre performance by Asha (Local Jazz & Soul Singer). 45 minutes of sensual soul & jazz. Sweet. Someone was falling asleep though. *grins.

Been doing a lot of thinking. I really hate my life, really I do. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. Tired of trying and tired of myself.

I have yet to start studying. Fucking behind time. Did I also mention that half my nails are gone. Its the stress from everything. Its driving me nuts.

Playing loads of chill out, lounge, jazz and soul to calm my angst and stress. I guess that's the only way out.

Memories Seep Through My Veins

Its only 2216 and I'm already feeling sleepy. Something must be really wrong, I mean, I never feel sleepy at this time of the day. Its ridiculous. I usually only feel sleepy around 0400.

Okay, its a good thing I reckon. Sleep early, wake up early? But I know I won't be able to achieve the latter. *grins. So I shall stick to the usual. Safer so at least I'll get some studying done.

Met the guys, Jem, Shaun, Joseph and Ron in school to study today. At least I managed to complete my accounting notes and about 2 chapters of POM. Better than sleeping in at home till 1700. Heh.

Maybe the thought of studying is making me sleepy? *shrugs. I really have no idea man. *yawns.

Anyhoos, was looking through my archives after I blogged yesterday, or to be precise, this morning, and I realised something. Its usually in the month of March, April and May I start feeling depressed, lonely and what not. I have no idea why.

Sometimes I don't know if I should look forward to my birthday every year, or not look forward to it. Seriously. I don't need any presents, I just need some peace in my life. That I can stop worrying about money, love, friends and what not. I've had enough for the past coming 19 years.

Okay, this blog entry is ending here. Sometimes, some things are better left unsaid.

A Thousand Miles

This blog title reminds me to two things. Namely, blasting A Thousand Miles in Clair's Electric Blue Peugeot Convertible (aka White Chicks) and I'm probably a thousand, no million miles away from starting to get my ass down to studying for the exams.

So, Clair, get your ass back from US so we can go clubbing together with Leong and Bessy and go mad. Haha.

After this semester exams, its no exams for 6 months. Wheee. I'm a happy child. Note that I didn't say no projects cause I'm in events and its probably going to be a hell of a 6 months. *mutters.

Eh, shit, just remembered if I have no supp papers, I'll still have to go back to school everyday for bloody vacation CDS. Fucktard.

Side track now. Work yesterday and Sunday. Missed Coffee Club (OFC) people loads. Had a nice time crapping with most of them especially those I haven't seen in months due to different work schedules. Heh. Overtime till about 0200 on Sunday. Waited for Jo (Manager) and then cabbed back for free.

Anyhoos, feel like doing a shout out to all new, old and close friends.

My Besties; Sel, Quek & Beef
Ms Han, I haven't seen you for months and your Birthday present is almost 3 months overdue. Please meet up right after exams. Queky ducky, thanks for always being there no matter what time in any terms, financial, emotional and physical (Pillow)? Lol. Smelly Beef, I love you no matter what. I'm so proud you have endured my bluntness and short temper for 2 years. -BIG HUG to my besties.

My Darlings; Ryl, Chy, Marilyn, Leong & Shawn
Darling Lil Ryl, so glad you're always there to give me the lil push I need in school and for comforting me especially throughout the crazy SIP period. Chy, I really miss your blur antics during lessons. Let's pray the Charlie's Angels are in the same class in the final semester. Marilyn my glam queen, although we've known each other for about 6 months or so, we've bonded like old friends. Its comforting to know someone thinks and speaks like me. Ms. Cow Shit Leong Cheryl, HAHA, I love you soooo much. Cause we're both such bitches and please start pulling up those socks of yours or NUS is going to give you a nice kick in your ass. We need to club together soon! Mr. Low Tze Kheng Shawn, the older brother I never had. Thanks for meeting me so impromptu that day, you'll always be kept close to my heart so stop speaking like you'll be gone for good, you're just going to serve our nation. Lol.

The Gang; Jem, Joseph, Keke, Becks, Shaun, Trev & Ron
The group that kept me together during my down and out days. I've had the greatest time with you guys in school. Thanks for always bringing a smile to my face. Love yall loads.

The Sterotypical; Mel, Jerms, Dele, Tracy, Mahathir & rest of tourism peeps
Ms. Tomato Tai tai in the making, Mr. Britney Spears, Ms. Lee Siew Mai, Ms. Ah Lian, Da Jie, Mina, Bangkwang, Mr. Elefan, Mr. James Bond Taufik Lee etc. Thanks for cracking me up during lessons and lectures. How about this? Stop irritating and teasing me (esp the guys).

The Really Old; Ryna, Tannia & Amanda
Many things have happened in the past couple of years. No matter what, to me, we'll always be friends. From the crazy times in our pretty blue pinafore to the worst times that tore us apart, thanks for the memories, I'll always treasure them and Manda, you're the longest friend I know, its been what? 11 years? And we're still in the same school. Technically speaking. :)

Grasping Time

Blogger is currently a lil screwed and this entry had better not disappear.

The last week of school has come to an end, for me at least. The tests and projects are finally over and done with: Yay. But, semester exams are 1 week away : No Yay.

Yes, I'm feeling a lil cranky and crappy at the moment. So excuse yourself.

Coursework grades were returned for Accounting & POM. How was it you would probably ask? Two ends of a 1 mile rope I would answer.

Got quite a shock for both. Never recieved both grades for coursework before in the past 2 years. POM - A, Accounting - F.

I was shocked. My previous accounting coursework grade was a B. Although I failed my class test by 3 marks, I passed my mid-semester test. So why did I fail. I have a slight idea why so.

Attendance and Participation. Everytime I do my tutorial, Mr.Chng doesn't check. When I don't (which is most of the time), he checks. *grr. And of course, Lecture attendance. I've been to 2 lectures out of 12? How hardworking ehs.

I'm disappointed. So is Mr.Chng. He was like, what happened to you. *sighs. It all boils down to waking up.

Good news? I had a borderline fail so I'm given another chance to redeem myself. He would alter my coursework grade to allow me to pass on 1 condition. I must get at least a C+ for the main exam, if not hello supplementary paper & a P grade, bye bye vacation CDS.

Now I'm freaking out about MEIT coursework grade. I hope Mr.Ram doesn't fail my coursework. My tutorial attendance has been based on MCs.

I need to attend a time management course. Or to be precise, a how to wake up course.

Karma

I seriously believe in what goes around, comes around. I hope I'm sensing good karma now then.

Okay, was just rambling nonsense. Let's recap the past few days.

Friday: Headed to Chinablack for my everdearest Marilyn the glam queen's birthday celebration. Hope you enjoyed yourself dear. Had a nice time with my Lil Ryl, Beef, Queky, Fan, Mr James Bond Taufik Lee (he calls himself that), Mandy, Ling and Qi Yuan.

Saturday: I slept till 1900 hours. Yes I'm such a pig. Beef had to go back to the hospital cause of some urgent case (she sounds like a doctor huh, I'll like to keep it that way). So I continued sleeping. Hah!

Sunday: Shopping with Ms. Beef Tan. She went mad. Everything she saw was nice and I bet she's going to get that white Adidas watch. Where's my fair share of presents?!

Was a good girl today, stayed back after lessons to complete the Amadeus Revision practical. Now I have to hit the books for French. Study week next week. *sigh. 1 more year to go. To be precise, I've only got another semester with my poly darlings. I will miss yall so much.

Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Lady luck hasn't been on my side. The placement for SIP has driven me to the point of desperation. Don't be mistaken, I've got a placement already but its something I never ever did wanted to do.

I can't believe that Felicia (TTG's HR Manager) is such a bitch without professional ethics. She told me one thing and now I'm stuck with events. I rejected Ritz and Valuair for her and she goes back on her word.

So I guess I'm going to suffer at TTG alone for fucking 6 months. I just hope I'll enjoy it a teeny bit at least. You never know what's on the other side of the hill.

Projects are finally over and done with. Amen to that. Its about time to start mugging. This semester has been crap for me. Or how about, I've been crap this semester. Now that sounds more appropirate.

Chinablack tomorrow for my dearest Marilyn's birthday. I need to club and let my hair down. A dosage of fun is always appealing just before the exams.

Life is such. Welcome to the real world Andrea.

Its All About Timing

I've been popping so many ponstans' and antacids' that I've lost count. The pain's the worst in the morning. Bloody period. You men have it easy. *growls.

TTG called in the morning to confirm my placement and I said okay. 1 hour later, Ritz calls me with an offer. Tell me, should I just shoot myself. Fucktard, you could have called me earlier right.

Forget it, like Queky says, next time I can say, Oh I rejected Ritz Carlton. Mahaha. :)

Then with the craziest timing, electricity got cut. Fuck I hate financial problems.

So anyway, I'm kinda rushing French now. The last of my projects. Yay! I've been so bloody tired lately, no idea why. Byebye projects and hello exams.