I'm going to miss being 18

Being 18 has brought a whole lot of eye openers to me. Able to club legally, buy ciggs and smoke legally blah blah what not. Then suddenly I realise, Andrea its time to grow up now. Hai. Can I don't grow up? I'd rather stay this way forever. Really. With all my friends around me now. I mean, you'll never know what's going to happen 10 years down the road. I may lose contact with some of my friends and what not. Then soon, (actually in less than 6months) SIP is here and ready for me then another 1 year later, ta daa, I graduate. Bahhh. I'm going to miss school. I want to do my degree, but my family has no bling bling. So yeahh, working comes first for me. I console myself by saying, experience and passion in the Tourism industry is worth more than a mere degree. I know, dream on yeahh. Fucktard. Bahh.

New Year Resolutions (let's just have 3):

1. Wake up dammit Andrea! Wake up!!
2. And stop biting those fingernails. Or those fingers for that matter. (no more nails)
3. Learn to treasure everything around you girl! Not everyone is so lucky. You're problems are pea sized compared to those in the third world countries.

So in this beautiful 2004 I would like to say:

`My dear Beefy, thanks for everything. Although being seperated for 2 months was a painful process for both of us, I believed it made us stronger and understood each other better. Thank you for all the memories the past 1 year and 9 months. Je t'aime Beef.

`My bestie Queky, I know you will be always there for me and I'll always be there for you. Thanks for the shoulder and my phone calls to you at 0300 in the morning. Love you loads my bestie duck! -hugs.

`My bestie Sel, we hardly get to meet up but like you said in your 4 days late Christmas card, you're also someone I keep close to my heart. Thanks for all the wonderful times spent together. Meet up soon sweets! -hugs.

`My darling Leong, I know you've been through a rough patch. But always remember I love you! I'll always be here for you no matter what, trying to crack my "first" joke. Love you darling!

`My darling Ryl, I'm so glad I met you in Poly. You've made my Poly experience thus far so fun by leaps and bounds. Please take good care of yourself and promise we'll never lose contact. Love! -hugs.

`My darling Chy, one of the first few who insisted during Orientation that I was Carol Tham's sister. I'll always remember that. Heh. I missed you blur antics terribly. Thanks for being you, I love you the way you are. -hugs

`My darling Marilyn, though we've only gotten close not long ago. I seem to be able to tell you everything. No matter what happens, I'm here. I'll miss smoking at reservoir with you once I graduate! Hah. -hugs.

`My bro Shawn, you've been like the doting older brother I never had and probably one of the sweetest guy on earth. Thanks for being so tolerant of this lil sis of yours and stop irritating me in 2005! -hugs.

`All fellow Tourism mates, to everyone out there esp Ryna & Gang, Mel, Dele, Mahathir & Gang, Nel & Gang, I love you guys so much. Thanks for bringing so much laughter and joy to the classrooms, labs and lectures. Good luck for 2005!

`To all my other friends, thanks for everything too! Good luck and god bless for 2005.

`To Jesus, thank You for making my life such an eventful one. The ups have made me so happy and the downs have made me stronger. Please keep the world a safe place to live in. I pray for world peace! Hah. Love you too!

Fucktard

Fuck fuck fuck. Fuck the bloody insect. Yeah, a human who looks like an insect. Fucktard.

Please Pray

Guess everyone has heard about the 9.0 Richter Scale earthquake in the region already, causing the tsunamis which have taken away thousands ans thousands of lives. I really am thankful that everyone in Singapore is safe. That it did not affect us. At the same time, please pray for all the people who have lost their lives or who are injured in India, Sri Lanka, Thailand, Malaysia, Maldives and Indonesia.

Shall digress here. I'm sick again. Like for fuck's sake how many times must I be sick. The fever has been going on and off. Fuck please. I've missed so many tutorials already please. God. Didn't even go for work today. Bahhh. Time to go watch the telly and stone my way through and study for POM. Dammit.

Joyeux Noel

Merry Christmas everyone! Hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas this year. :)) Let's get down to the details of my Christmas.

Handphone rang about 0700, looked at the number then I remembered I was on standby for work in the morning. Damned. At 0900 I finally reached town. Dang. With only 1 an a half hours of sleep the night before, I was a literal walking zombie. Made myself an extra shot Latte and sat down with a Ciggy. Thank god it was Roger's shift or else I wouldn't be able to get a smoke break (No.1: Without Asking, No.2: "Free Flow" of Coffee) the moment I arrive for work. Stoned my way through until lunch break then headed over to Singtel to get my Christmas Cookies from Shawn! :) After which, stoned the remaining time away till I went to meet Ryna to collect my present from her! Thanks for the CD girl! So sweet of you. So yeahh, spent Christmas Eve's morning stoning away.

Fell asleep on the bus on my way home. I felt like I haven't slept for eons. Hah. Lazed around till about 1900 plus then left for town. Talking about town, according to my plans, I had no intention or what so ever not to head to town. I regret not keeping to the original plans. So town was fucking jammed pack, and I really mean fucking. Like for fuck's sake, the whole population of Singapore was there please. Aunties, Uncles, Mutts, Minahs, Ah Lians, Ah Bengs, Bangladesh, Thai, China workers, tourists blah, you name it.

So I decided to be all so smart and stop at Somerset bus stop instead of Orchard as there was a major jam. In the end, it took me half an hour to walk from Somerset to Orchard. By the time I got to Orchard, I was cursing and swearing at everyone, including Aunties and Kids, my head was pounding like mad as it always does when there's a huge crowd. Luckily I bumped into my darling Marilyn outside Topman, she was waiting for Junior and I was waiting for Beef. Crapped for awhile then our wild cat left for Zouk. Beef and I decided we were staying where we were and asked Leong to walk over after she finishes work. Took Leong 20 mins from Mango, Shawhouse to Topman. God. Then we decided that we were all hungry and headed to Coffee Club aka. where I was working less than 6 hours ago. Took us about 20 mins this time as we walked by the back. Thank god I thought of it.

Ordered 2 Christmas set meals and the 3 of us pigged out like there was no tmr. Haha. It was fun. Leong and Beef were fighting over the Fondue, leaving the Mudpie all to Andrea. HEH. Left around 30 mins past midnight. This was when all the DRAMA started. Everyone on the streets were spraying the snow thingy ever since I got to town. Leong and I were kinda allergic to the scent of the spray or the gas that emits from it and plus it was literal soap. So all we had in mind was to siam it. BUT some fucker sprayed right into my eyes, then another fucker sprayed into Beef's face and our everdearest Beef almost fought with this Ah Beng. So from that moment on, our moods just went downhill. Tired, pissed and in urgent need of answering nature's calls (Leong & Beef) we cabbed to Quek's place.

I shall not even mention the cab fare. Like what Beef said, really Merry Christmas to the Cab Uncle man. By the time we reached, it was almost 0200 plus. On our way there, my sister called me crying, which got me so fucking worried. Shall not say what it is about as I think she wants it to remain as private as possible. Played with Mumley (She's so fucking CUTE LA), then played Pictionary. It was so funny, I had such a good time but I was dying for the bed. Heh. Leong, Beef and I slept on 1 bed. I repeat, 1 SINGLE bed. Honestly I was rather comfortable and I do not remember snatching the blankie from you Leong. Haha.

Was awaken by I can't rem who around 1100 plus in the morning. Like what? 5 hours of sleep only. Yall bloody hell can't let me sleep in peace right?! Tsk. Had breakfast and then played my first game of Mahjong. Haha. I quite get the concept of the game. Pretty much like Dai Dee honestly. Which only means, I'm terrible. Stacey came over, played somemore then went down for late lunch. Then headed to Stacey's place for more Mahjong, Beef was complaining like hell by now as she did not enjoy the game at all. Slacked here and there blah blah then left Quek's place around 2100 plus.

*yawns. Its been a real DETAILED account of my X'mas & X'mas Eve. Now to enjoy my V.C Andrews Book from Beef. Then to sleep. I don't want to work tmr. *grumbles.

Dear Santa,

I've been such an Angel this year. Please fufil my wishes as mentioned in the previous posts. Thank you! Oh, give Ruldoph a hug for me. Oh oh, please make Beef believe in you. If she doesn't its okay. I do. :))

Merry Christmas everyone!

A New Layout For A New Year

Finally I'm done with my new layout. I thought I would take 2 weeks + buttttt. I did it in 3 days! So proud of myself. After blogging for a year plus, finally am able to do a simple and clean layout from scratch by myself. Of course I had a hard time. Bahhh. But its over and done with. At least I know noone has e exact same layout. Wheeee~ *beams. So anyhoos, took away the tag board. As those who have been reading my blog for a long time, I didn't actually have a tag board but got it for my previous Sassy Chic Skin as the image required one. So yeahh. Its back to my dear old trusty commenting board. Its under every post for those who do not know.

It's Christmas Time In The City
-- edited (Due to Beef's non-disclosure of her Job locations.)

Beef's finally got a job! Well, technically not yet but she has one confirmed one and another in the process of selection. Finally after slightly over half a year. At least she's got a job to usher in Year 2005! :))

So anyhoos, yesterday met Beef after AirBusDist Lab. Boy was lab brain wrecking, the 1 million types of codes to remember for Amadeus is nuts, BUT I enjoyed it. :)) Been looking forward to Airline Business what. So we were roaming around town till about 8 plus when I remembered Dear Sel had some performance in front of Ngee Ann City. Went to check that "long lost" bestie of mine. Haha. So cute, she looked 16 years old dancing away on that stage. Haha. Even Zhenhui agreed with me. Had dinner with them after that. It was good. So glad to see you my sweets. After like almost a month plus. Miss you so! Please take care of that cough yeahh. We'll meet up with Ducky soon. :))

After procrastinating for half the day on whether to go down to Monks to meet Leong, we went down. Lol. Haven't been there for like half a year? The place is still rather like a ghost town. Everyone there was familiar. The usual regulars. Initially the plans were to just go down, sit outside, check out the place then go home, BUT we went in anyhoos. Hah! Bumped into Dear old Peline there, its always nice to see old friends, considering I knew her since Primary 5 or 6. Danced a lil here and there then left around 0120. Music was good did I mention? Heh.

Beef dragged me outta her bed at 0800! As she had the 2nd interview at TTSH. After the interview, headed for a Rabbit hunt. Beef has been wanting one for the longest time, especially after the 'ugly' Duey. Managed to convince her to catch The Polar Express! Wheee. It was a really good movie. The graphics were fantastic, the storyline better still. Puts you in the X'mas mood. So anyhoos, was uber tired headed back to her place to sleep then cabbed home. *yawns. I still have to do my tutorials, Beef's X'mas present and discuss the details of the X'mas Eve outing with Beef, Duck, & Leong.

p.s. : Leong, Good luck with you know what. *grins.

The Name is Cohen

The O.C. was devastatingly upsetting. Note: I used devastatingly. As most of you would know, I'm such a HUGE fan of O.C. (I'm even on the Fan Mail list) Today was the Season Finale. *sob sob. Believe it or not, I cried. But oh well, America's already showing the 2nd Season, 6th Episode! Like hello. Channel 5, please bring back The O.C. latest by next Jan. Please please please. Although I already know what's gg to happen but still! How about I give you guys a sneak peak. Ryan, Marissa, Seth and Summer all have new partners. 2 hot dudes and 2 hot babes. *grins.

School has been like crap for me. Why? I've missed 2 Accounting lectures already. And neither did I turn up for tutorial. There's actually another tutorial class tomorrow but I can't make it cause my AirBus lab clashes. Oh well, there goes my attendance. Bahh. My New Year Resolution No.1: Wake up when I have to. Lol.

Met Beef at City Hall after French today. Did I mention, my French test is so dead. Oh well. The Beef finally bought her Vans from Far East (with Leong) before I met her. Then we headed to buy my VNC Patent Black Flats! I've been wanting to get them since last semester. Yay! I finally got them. Wore them immediately and now. I have 2 blisters. Bahhh. Bleeding please. Ouch. The sacrifice for beauty.

All I want for Christmas is ...

1. Nokia 7610 (Red & Black)
2. $400 ($50 will do)
3. iPod Mini (Gold)
4. VNC Black Patent Flats
5. Mango Cardigan (Mid-driff;Hot Pink;Purple Strings)
6. Homade T-Shirt (Black & White Striped)
7. Bros Product Bag (At 2cm;Far East)
8. V.C. Andrews; Black Cat (Kinokuniya)
9. A nice, pretty lil Skirt
10. A nice, filling yummy Christmas Dinner

:))

Mediacorp?!

Diao. Just received this weird phone call from Mediacorp studios. Asked if I was interested to be a model?! Part-time actress?!(The kind you act in a really small role or don't even say a line) Hello!~ I can't act for nuts nuts nuts. Are they serious or what?! Where did they get my number in the first place?! Anyhoos, rejected them. Acting ain't my cup of tea. Remember how I freaked out about Drama for Arts Appreciation? Yes, ask my fellow groupmates for the drama thingy. My acting was damned sad. Lol. So yeah, could be my claim to fame. But I decided to give it a pass. :)

School has been good so far. Rather relaxing., Heh. Can see a few other school mates staring my way. It ain't my fault that I have only 4 modules and 1 CDS. HAH. Had my first French tutorial this morning. I'm so dead. Having a real hard time with the pronunciation of the words. All I can remember is Je M'applle Andrea, Et Toi, Bonjour, Bonsoir, Comment Ca Va, Ca Va Diem, Merci. Don't even know if I spelt them wrongly. Like good luck for my vocab test in 2 weeks.

This entry is specially for my Beef. Heh. Before she says I don't reciprocate. Lol.
Dear Beef,
Its been coming 1 year & 8months, meaning we've known each other for about 1 year 9 months? Lol. Thank you for the ups and downs in the relationship, for making me so happy and tickled by your jokes (which I hardly find funny anymore) and for letting me learn many things I did not know about myself. Its been a great year and a half with you. Through the joy and the tears, I hope this lasts as long as fate and destiny allows. Thanks for all the yummy food and beautiful gifts, each and every one holds a different meaning to me. Okay, errmm, I am at a loss for words but I guess you know the message I'm trying to put across. I <3 You!

The Adventures of Sulking outside Zouk

After watching Singapore Idol Finals with Beef, Quek and Leong at Leong's place, we left for Newsroom Bar. After Beef's 3rd Gin Tonic, Quek's 2nd Whiskey Dry, My 2nd Beer and 1st Whiskey Dry, Leong's 5th (I lost count) Shot and god knows how many other cup of god knows what, we headed to Zouk. So Beef and Leong were all giggly on the cab. The two morons couldn't stop laughing at NOTHING. So I was pretty sure both of them were really high, which I knew was an understatement 10 mins later. We reached Zouk and were welcomed with a mammoth queue. Saw Ling, Mandy and Jasmine and they were leaving so we took over their position towards the front of the queue. Suddenly, Beef and Leong were leaning towards the railing, Leong started puking and Beef kept screaming she wanted to sit down. Leong sat down and puked. Beef was brought to the other side by me where she lay on the ground. I had the worst luck when I bumped into the ex from hell. Then Quek ran to get water and 2 whole bloody hours was just spent OUTSIDE Zouk. Not to mention, both started crying when I scolded them and Leong had to puke on my hand. Then started crying that she wants to go home. So home it was. BAH. My last time clubbing before school re-opens on Monday. Beef and Leong you both owe Quek and I BIG time. But I still love you both. -hugs. So yeah. The adventures of sulking outside Zouk. Hahaha. I was freaking furious. Ask Queky my Bestie. Thanks for everything anyway Bestie!

Finally got the finalised timetable. Yay! Its pretty much the same. I'm in 2T02 and I've got French for CDS. Whoopee! Anyhoos, there's lessons on Monday cause Airline Business Tut and Labs start on the first week, just like all CDS. Bahh. Oh well, I'm off to watch Amazing Race.

The Last Week Of Holidays

Bah. Its already the last week of school holidays. Don't be mistaken, I'm thrilled to go back to school and finally see all my dahlings. :) But the thought of not being able to sleep till 7pm on weekdays without receiving a warning letter from school is devastating. :( Oh well, I will just have to wait till the next semester break in April 2005. *whines. Oh whatever, there's still one last week to go. Plus if the "illegal" timetable was accurate, I don't have lessons on Monday. Which means I don't have to go to school on the first day of school. Lol. Yay! Anyhoos, I pray and I pray I'm getting French for CDS.

Enough about school. Haven't been blogging much. I see mould growing about already. Haha. Anyhoos, Beef's com is down so I doubt she'll blog too. (out of point) There's pretty much nothing for me to say. If you wondered why my previous entry was all so weird. Cause I decided to try to be funny. HAHA. Well, *ahem it wasn't successful. I'm just not a humorous person. I hardly laugh at jokes and I don't crack any. Oh well. Read my boring blog if you want to.

I seemed to have been working forever and the pay hasn't come. Crap shit I tell you. I hope it comes in on Friday or Saturday and NOT Monday. Tralalala. I love the season of celebrating. Whee. Shall post my wishlist soon. Heh. Phuture/Zouk on Wednesday my dahlings? ;)

At the supermarket.

Me: Walks to the ice cream section and goes "Wahhh. Ben n Jerry's ehh. I want."
Beef: "Orh"
Me: "You know today I read Cheryl's blog right. Then this guy bought her Ben n Jerry's, Flowers and Fried Noodles then left it at her door step after ringing the bell. So sweet right."
Beef: "Orh"
Me: "Wth. You're my Gf and you've never done anything like that before!" *storms off.
Beef: "Then ask that guy to buy stuff for you lor"
Me: *mutters. But then again, my doorbell doesn't work. Ahahaha.

Later in the Cinema.

Me: "I'm craving for the ice cream leh"
Beef: "Just now don't say, I buy for you"
Me: "Wtf. You also never say you're willing to buy it for me" *diao~
Beef: "You didn't say you want"
Me: -_-"" "You willing to pack 10 bucks for a tub of ice cream meh?"
Beef: "What?! Its 10 bucks?! Sorry not buying already"

Talk about being stingy. Stingy Beef! Heh. So, Funny Beef? Try already okay.

2T02

Oh wheee. The "illegal" timetable is out! Yes oh yes. Like finally. The "illegal" timetable says I've got French for CDS. Like OMG. Finally OMG. Totally OMG. I sense a bimbo act going on. Anyhoos, yeahh. The timetable seems pretty okayy. I don't have any complains till school actually starts. Miss "Dory" Tan will be teaching us again! Heard that Year 2 Tourism peeps?! Whee. God I love her. She's teaching the module I've been waiting for too! Like double happiness please. Ahaha. Airline Business Distribution, I can't wait! There's this other weird module too. MEIT. Can someone tell me what in the hell is it?! Anyhoos, this semester there's Airline Business, POM (Principles of Mgt), Mgt Accounting, MEIT and CDS. Whee. 5 modules only. Relax one corner already. Whee whee. I'm so excited. Don't ask me why. This happens everytime I get the timetable. Ahaha. I forgot, who else is in 2T02?! Quick quick. Taggy me or message me my fellow classmate to be. Lil Ryl Ryl and Nel Nel are in the same class too. Wheee.

// i love my boo*

Shudders

The movie Shutter should be renamed Shudders instead. Watched practically half the movie only. Brr. Still getting the shivers. Great storyline but a tad too scary for my liking. Go watch it anyhoos. A movie not to be missed by freak show addicts. :)

Finally got to spend some quality time with Beef. Although I'm feeling so tired now. My sleeping hours are back to normal. Not really normal cause I'm sleeping around 1 am and waking up before 12pm. That is not Andrea. So its not really normal for me. Heh. But anyhoos, its supposed to be good ain't it. Speaking of which, I'm feeling sleepy now. *yawns.

My life is so monotonous. Nothing much to update about. Just decided to blog before my blog grows all mouldy like the Beef's one has. Heh. My Beef's just so sweet. Made her blog to rid the moulds on her blog. The entry was dedicated to me and my bad habits. Ahaha. But still so sweet lah. Another day it will be my turn to do so okay? *muacks.

Haiyah, when is the time table coming out. This holiday seems to be never ending. Tsk. *whines. When is 7610 going to drop its value. Haiyahh. *whines more.

I miss Queky, Ryl, Leong, Marilyn, Shawn the older brother I never had, the hectic school life and my bed. Heh. :)

Finally!

Mum finally went to get my SIM card replacement while I was at work. Like finally. 1 whole week of torture without a cell was horrible. Argh. Couldn't even contact my precious Beef. It was probably the longest time not contacting her when we're together. Anyhoos, got e SIM card yet to get my very own cell. Bahhh. Temporarily using Beef's old cell. Bahh. Better than no phone. 7610 please drop your price pleaseeee. *prays. So anyhoos, everyone please message me your number or reply to my bulletin in friendster (if you wish to save 5 cents). Thank you! :)

So I've been working like a damned buffalo the whole week. Finally not working for 2 days and finally I can spend quality time with Beef. Ahaha. Buffalo and Cow. Ahaha. Okay, not funny. Bahhh. Been station I/C for the past two days. I enjoy being in charge. Wheee. Bully those I do not like. Heh. Did Cashier today too. Cashier's fun. But scared the amount doesn't tally when they do shift closing. Today was perfect, the amount in the drawer tallied. Yay!

Here's wishing Selamat Hari Raya to all fellow Muslim Singaporeans! Collect more "Ang Baos" ahh. Ahaha. That's probably the only other thing that I think of other than Reunion Dinner during Chinese New Year. Lol.

Good Morning Singapore!

Well, its 9am in the morning and I'm awake! No I did not come back from work. I just woke up unknowingly. Goodness. Just couldn't sleep. Kept waking up. Had this terrible dream about a stapler bullet stuck between my toes. God. Painful can. Could literally feel the pain. Maybe something was biting me in real life. Bahhh.

I'm like soooo bored. There's noone online to talk to me and I'm hungry. Bahhh. Downloading Adobe Photoshop Trial so I can finally get down to doing my very own blog skin. Having trouble with finding the proper French Kitty Image though. Bleah. Someone get me her book! French Kitty I mean.

Work later at 3pm. Crap shit. My pay this month better be a solid 700 bucks. So I can finally get my 7610. *groans.

Happy Deepavali?

Happy Deepavali my fellow Hindu friends. Not that I have any? None I can remember anyway. Lol. Finally no work for one day and I managed to meet up with Beef after 4 days of literal no contact what so ever. Yes no Hp still. Wtf. Chee. Anyhoos, digressing here. Met Beefy at Bugis rather late. Sorry Beef. Dragged her to watch Shark Tale with me cause I never get to watch the movies I want without dragging her to it. Then when the movie is over I'll ask if its good and it'll never be good enough for that cow. Hmph. Anyhoos, I thought Shark Tale was good. So cute the fishays. Haha.

So basically my life has been work work work work work and more work. Nothing interesting to update about. Bahhhh. I miss everybody.
Starting from my Beef baby. Haven't been spending time with you sweets. Now without my hp, it just gets worst. Well, next week I'll have more time with you. Anyway, love you loads. Muacks. -hugs.
Queky ducky! My No.1 Bestie. Whey, I also miss you! Argh. Meet up soon okayys? -hugs.
Sel Darling! My other Bestie. Haven't met you in EONS girl. Missing you loads. Must meet up soon before school starts and all of us start getting too busy with school stuff. Love you sweets!
Lil Ryl! Ah Ryl. I miss you plenty plenty wor! (excuse the english) Can't wait for school to start so I can see you everyday! I know you miss me too!
Marilyn darling! My ma la guo. Hope you're still not upset with me. Hai. Anyhoos, sorry cannot contact you. If not meet up for coffee or something. Hope school starts earlier or something then can finally see you!

ps: I chanced upon this blog which happens to belong to this avid OC fan. Check the blog out here if you're a OC fan just like me. Loads of stuff. <3

FUCK. I LOST MY FUCKING HP. LEFT IT IN THE TOILET AFTER WORK AND WHEN I REMEMBERED 2 MINS LATER, I WENT BACK TO FIND IT, IT WAS FUCKING GONE.

TO THE FUCKING FUCK FACED CHEE BYE KNN LPPL KIA WHO FUCKING TOOK IT, I HOPE WORMS MANIFEST IN YOUR STOMACH N YOU GET THE FLESH EATING DISEASE. FUCKING RAPED N BURNED ALIVE BEYOND RECOGNITION, TILL YOUR BONES ARE ALL GONE N MISSING FOREVER. AT THE SAME TIME, I HOPE YOUR WHOLE FAMILY DIES ONE BY ONE. DON'T EVER LET ME SEE YOU OR FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE OR I WILL WHACK YOUR BALLS/G-SPOT OUTTA YOU N BURN YOUR FUCKING CURSED HAIR. GOOD LUCK N MAKE SURE YOU PRAY DAILY THAT THIS CURSE DOES NOT COME TRUE.

Told my mum and she said I deserved it. Like what the fuck right. Now she refuses to go get me a new SIM card. She said see how. Like hello, its not as if you paid for my phone right? I've been using the same fucking phone for 2 years already. Fucking get me the SIM card fuck. FUCK. So ya, if you're unable to contact me at the moment, contact Beef. If you don't have Beef's number, get it from Queky. If you don't have Queky's number. Then too bad. Fuck.

P.S Beef updated n cursed e person too. Go check it out.

Revamp? No Revamp?

I love my current layout to bits. Its so me. But I'm getting a lil bored of it? So tempted to change it. Considering to do my own layout. But it'll take eons to get done. Even if I do one, it'll be a French Kitty one. My sis did her own French Kitty layout. That neh neh. I introduced French Kitty to her. Shall think about it. I can hear Beef going Bye bye Kitty already.

Didn't go to work. Don't ask. Just didn't.

The Great Night Out

So plans were made a week ago. I specially scheduled not to work just for this supposed great night out. But didn't turn out all so great overall. But yeah, I danced, smoked and drank my fair share, all for free. Oh well.

Basically, met Quek at Shaw Towers around 9 pm. Was together with Beef already and were walking around before we met Queky. So headed to Chinablack and vooom. The queue was fucking long. So oh well, queued for about 45 mins? Then as we were heading in, the bouncer told Beef and Queky that they had to pay Men's cover charge. Grrrr. Oh well, after contemplating, both decided to pay the god damned 18 bucks each. Went in and some things went wrong. Shall not mention what went on. Anyhoos, then Marilyn came after work. Biggest apologies to my darling Marilyn. Sorry to head off to Zouk. I had to. I hope you understand. I promise I'll make it up okay? A promise is a promise. Drank, danced then I had to leave for Zouk. Pssst, Quek left for Zouk earlier. Zouk was it. Reached there around 1am. Then the bouncer didn't want to let me in. He was convinced it wasn't my I/C. I even showed him my bus pass, repeated add, Chinese name, blood group. I think he was just trying to be funny. I mean, do I look that different from 3 years ago? So finally got in, met Leong, Jem n friends, Queky, Ryna n Alvin. Even saw Faye, Manda, Nicole Mok. Not to mention I saw Peline, Stephanie Chew (at Zouk as well) at Chinablack. Machiam KC gathering. Now we know, all KCians are wild partayy chicks.

After Zouk, headed over to my work place with Ryna, Alvin n Friends, Queky n of course Beef. Crapped a lil and the rest left to head home leaving Quek, Beef and I. Pretty much stayed till 8 am. Zzzzzzz. Oh whatever. Pay's in. Its pathetic cause I was busy with exams last month. Boo hoo.

Zouk Out anyone?

Second Last

Oh yes. Its the second last month of the year 2004. I can already feel Christmas coming. My favourite holiday of the year. Whole stretch of Orchard Road is beautifully decorated, Christmas carols are played almost everywhere, weather is nice and cool, presents and more presents galore. It also means that my darlings, I'm expecting Christmas presents okay! If no present at least a card! Only Quek and Beef are special, they have to give me presents. Ahahaha. Quek is going to kill me. I think I'm getting too excited about Christmas too soon. Its only the first day of November. Anyhoos, there about 1 month and 5 more days till school reopens so enjoy the last month of holidays while you can everyone.

Anyhoos, attention to my poly mates. Especially those from T04 in Year 1, Sem 1. Remember during orientation, everyone insisted that I was Carol Tham's younger sister? And told me what? To just admit it and not lie?! My surname is Lim not Tham. Goodness. I do not look like her for god's sake. If you don't know who Carol Tham is, she's the lead actress in the Channel 5 drama series 'Restless' (click to view pictures). The one where she was constantly in black. If not catch her on Channel 8 at 5.30pm in the afternoon where she is acting as some Thai girl. Even Beef says I do resemble her. For the record, I do not look like her. *insulted.

The Craziest Halloween

Been too busy to blog lately so sorry everyone! My Lil Ryl, I'm not acting busy, I am really busy. Haha. Love you girl! Work the whole week was okay I guess. Finally did bar proper for a whole shift. Pretty much know how to do all the drinks now, Mexicano blah blah.

Halloween. I should have been out dress up like a monster of some sorts and shaking my booty away in a club. But I was working my butt off like a monkey. *mutters. I'm okay with working. I don't mind as it is for the bling bling, but last night was the most horrible graveyard shift I have ever done at Coffee Club. Firstly its a Sat night, so the crowd usually doesn't stop till about 2.30am but last night, the crowd didn't stop till 4.00am. Secondly we were bloody shorthanded as 2 staff were on M.C. Thirdly, the previous shift made a whole fuck shit of crap and when we took over it was disastrous. There were a couple of customers all decked out in costumes. Quite a sight I must say. Oh by the way, I just came home from work. Time now is 8.44am. Zzzzzzzzz. Basically my life now is (in order with the first being the most frequent), Sleeping, Working, Eating, Meeting Beef, Playing Harry Potter on Gameboy Ad and Reading trashy novels.

I'm going to take this chance to say sorry to my lil Beef. -hug hug kiss kiss. *grins. Then there's another thing. Pretty shades. Yes, I'm talking about sunglasses. I saw a fantastic pair that can finally reach my 'invisible' nose bridge. Yes I've got no fucking nosebridge, well literally. I want those Gucci shades. Its fucking 300 over buckaroos. I'm never going to get it. But Christmas is coming, anyone feeling generous or too rich? *winks. Then about another pair of pretty shades. Beef's less than 6 months old Adidas shades. The all so nice and expensive ones. I broke it. Guilty as charged. I promise I'll buy you back another pair okay? For the time being use your funkayy shades. The retro one. Heh.

Got to go sleep now. Eyes are shutting. Tata~ Hope to see whoever on Wednesday at Chinablack. Finally I'm clubbing. Finally.

The damned exam results

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Yes the results are out. Chee neh pok. Well, I passed overall so yay to that. But the results overall like chee neh fuck. Seriously. I did better last semester. So bugger it. No supp and I'm glad cause it means I don't ever have to see Zhang Wei ever again! (hopefully). But overall still at the top 26%-50%. So yeahh. At least I'm still there. I have to buck up next sem cause I have yet to see an A, don't even talk about smelling a Z.

Missing the old times

Met Beef at City hall today, did some walking around then decided to catch The Ouija Board (however you spell it). Bought tickets for the 9.15pm show then we went for dinner. Was contemplating Macs over the foodcourt but we chose the foodcourt in the end. When we finished dinner, we realised it was almost 8pm. Which meant Singapore Idol was starting. So what we did was stay in the foodcourt. As the foodcourt at Suntec has TV Mobile, which means we can watch Singapore Idol till it was time for our movie. Lol. Cheapskate ehs.

Work yesterday was rather crap shit. Was late for an hour. But that wasn't the worst part. Some of my managers were rather unhappy with my hair colour but they let it pass. Then guess what. Now they have 60 part timers on hand. Like fuck right. 60 is bloody hell a lot. So pretty much these days I work with people I don't know. Those who know me well enough would know I won't bother socializing with them. Its either they introduce themselves or I pretty much ignore them. I miss my old colleagues. Even Ali the Steward thinks it was more fun last time when my old colleagues were around. I miss mummy, shah, larry, clarence, derek blah blah blah. Work tomorrow again. 8 bloody hours of torture.

Anyhow, Happy 1 year, 6 months Anni Beef! Love you loads and always will! -hugs n muacks.

<<2046>>

Yes, I watched <<2046>> today. After dragging a very unwilling Beef along. Its a very complicated show. But basically its about this guy's life and how he wrote a story titled <<2047>> based on his life experiences. Quite cool. Its a long movie though, a whole 2 and a half hours. But overall, its good. For those who do not know, <<2046>> is actually a hotel room number, not the year <<2046>>. Oooh, not to mention, Kimura looks good. *grins.

Didn't go to work yesterday. I was just too tired. Feel really bad about it. Anyhoos, 3pm - 11pm tmr. So what the hell. Not to mention it would be the first time I'm working since school ended. I think I've been relaxing too long. Its time to earn some bling bling.

My poor Gran is sick. Pretty worried about her. Went to her place yesterday and she was down with a high fever. My mum pretty much panicked, which I've never seen before so it got me really worried. My Gran's already 70 plus she had breast cancer before so I pray she'll be fine soon. Shall visit her before work tmr.

My mum found out about me smoking. Actually she suspected for awhile already. She just decided to let it pass when I said no. Oh well. She didn't scold me, she was just upset about me lying to her I guess. But wth. I shall stop slowly if I can. If I can that is it. Shouldn't be a problem. Just wished I wasn't working, cause everytime I work, I need to smoke. Damned.

Anyhoos, results will be out on the 23rd October, Saturday. So good luck everyone!
ps. I hope there will be no supp papers for me.

The Great Darlings Meeting Day.

My eyes hurt like crap and I can't stop rubbing them. Then there's my nose. Leaking like a tap. Thanks. All these have to happen when Beef ain't in town. Yes, the wealthy Beef is on holiday yet again. Sheesh. Every single school holiday, she's outta town. The Beef's on cruise. Will be back tmr morn. So yeah. Not as bad. Plus, incentive for me. I'm using her 7200 while she's cruising away.

Just got back from Parkway with my mum. She decided that we should have dinner out since it was just the two of us and she was lazy to cook. Reached Parkway around 7pm. Headed for dinner first as she complained of being hungry. Decided on Thai food over Sakae Sushi. Yum yum. The Tom Yam soup was just sooo good. Walked around and bought a couple of things. One of which was a lip balm which I desperately needed. Chappy lips.

Back to yesterday. I had such a eventful day. It just felt so accomplished. Met Beef at ICA around 9 plus 10. After 67 missed calls I had. I slept through the 67 missed calls she gave. I was supposed to stay up to meet her early. But I fell asleep. Was too tired. Heh. Then after doing her passport, we took 16 down to Tiong Bahru Market for brunch. Where Beef had a feast. Prawn noodles and fried intestines porridge (eewww). After that, headed to town. Walked around till it was almost time for me to meet Marilyn. Gave Beef some strict rules that she has to adhere to while on Cruise before we bid farewell. Lol.

Met my darling Marilyn and we headed to Spinelli's Heerens for a drink. Before we knew it, we spent almost 2 hours chatting and talking about stuff. Then went to her hairdresser's at Far East to do her hair. The darling dyed her blond streaks purplish red and re-dyed the black parts. Too bad I had to leave before everything was completed. Darling, please take good care of yourself yeah. Club together next week or something. Rem what I said to you yeah. Call me anytime. We'll go out for coffee or clubbing soon. -hugs.

After which at 6pm, I rushed down to Scotts to meet my other darlings. Quek, Sel and Zhenhui. *grins. We then went down to Coffee Club, Orchard Fountain Park aka my work place for dinner. By the time we strolled there, it was about 7pm then we left around 9.15pm. Had hell of a time. We ate soo much, laughed so much and spent so much on the bill. Fuck please. 4 of us totaled $77.10, which was after my 15% staff discount. *fainted. But we had so much fun. It was all worth it. Walked to Cine cause Quek wanted to play some arcade which we did not play cause Quek complained about how boring the games were. I suggested going home as I was really tired after only 1 hours of sleep and being out the whole damned day.

So I guess I've accomplished meeting up the people I need to meet. All my darlings. Next week, its time to work work and work. How great. Saturday, Coco Latte anyone?

Wimbledon

Finally caught Wimbledon at Bugis today, after persuading the Beef that it was a good show and I had to watch it cause my idol, Kirsten Dunst was the female lead. Well, I'm absolutely satisfied. Good show for the tennis maniacs as well. Kirsten Dunst is just such a babe. *drools. Was telling Beef after the show that I felt like playing tennis (after effect of the movie). Then I remembered the reason why I do not play tennis is because I'm afraid of the damned ball. I mean, a bloody freaking huge and hard green ball going at an average of 100mph. I do not want a bruise anywhere on my flesh. Enough on tennis anyway.

Towned last minute yesterday. Headed to the library for my weekly dose of books. Considering to upgrade my library membership to the premium one. So I can borrow 8 books instead of 4. Shall see how. Beef borrowed books for the first time. Miracle. *grins. We totally read different books. She prefers thinner books with bigger words. My lil kiddo. I have Lord Of the Rings on my hands and 3 other typical trashy bimbo novels. I can never get my kind of books at the library. They only exist in Borders and Kino.

I want to club soon. Up for any Latte anyone?

Last Min Weekend

I'm sooooo tired. Its been a whole weekend of last min decisions. Haha. First I did my hair on Saturday instead of Friday. Basically, I have blonde "streaks". Technically not streaked cause only the left side is bleached. Er, hair's spikey again. See it for yourself. *grins. I'm quite happy with it. Although it gives me a slight ah lian scream. *grumbles. I'm going to avoid any ah lian looking clothing now.

Then on Friday, I stayed over at Beef's place. Like real last min. Without asking my mum, I just told her I wasn't going home. *grins.

Saturday, clubbing plans were cancelled at first which got Leong, Beef and I real pissed cause everyone cancelled out on us last min. So on Saturday night. While waiting for Quek to finish work, Beef and I were just sitting outside Tangs and chatting. Suddenly my phone showed a msg. It was from Lil Ryl and she asked if I was clubbing cause she wanted to club. After about an hour's of deciding. We were at Cheekys drinking Latte. Think unsinkable sinks and retro. (private joke) Left rather early, around 2 plus. Quek and I then took 65M home. Didn't really dance or drink. Just a glass of Whiskey Dry and that was it. Just wasn't in the mood for clubbing plus I wasn't dressed for it. Leong, Beef, Quek and blah, must plan before hand and club proper next time round okay?

So that's basically my weekend. Which also signifies my pay is gone. Thanks. Next week, its time to work work work and work my ass off till school re-opens.

Time to get yer hookers heels out and parttttyyy.

Technically Drea does not own a single pair of heels. Yah yah, go on, how can a girl have no heels. I only have 3 pairs of slippers, 1 pair of shoes and 1 pair of court shoes? I'd much rather party in my havianas. I don't see the need of heels cause I'm of average height (5'4), my poor lil feet get tortured and you can't run in them.

Oh Yes! The dammit freaking fucking exams are over. I don't even want to talk anything about it. Its over and done with I can't do nothing about the results anymore. *wriggles butt.


Towning today with Beef after we went for her interview at CIAS, Changi Airport. Total crap shit waste of time. Firstly, she's over qualified for the job. Secondly the pay's like fuck $1075. Thirdly, its 8.30am to 6pm, 5 and a half days week. No way. Pathetic. The job scope is even worst. Even I can go apply for the job. Lab Tech my arse. More like Lab cleaner.
(injected remark here by Bessy who posted tis blog entry for Andrea.no u cannot apply for e job dear.for '0' levels, 1-2 years of lab experience is required.tsk.)


So poot poot our way to town on 36, went past KC and all I have to say is I miss my fellow cheerleaders and painting. First destination of town was......Coffee Club!! Time to collect my pay. Wheeee~ Half of what I got last month. Nevertheless its still money ain't it? Booked an appointment with Sussane tmr to cut and highlight my hair. Does green, pink, red or blonde sounds better? Shall decide tmr. Although I'm banking on green.*grins. Then we went window shopping, its been like eons since I was in town. I mean I'm always at town to work but not to shop. Didn't see anything to my fancy though. Shall save the money up for my allowance then. For dinner, I treated King Beef to Jap food at atrium@orchard. *grins. I didn't come out with a single cent. The i-chq thingy. Not bad. Was so darn full. Left for home after that cause both of us were so tired.


Anyhoos, before I forget, Happy Sweet 16th to my lil sis. Sorry I made you cry on your birthday, learn to speak to me nicely and I won't scream at you. You of all people should know my temper. Anyway, hope you have a wonderful year ahead and please study hard. Hope to see you do Hospitality and Tourism cause its what you want anyway. Take care love you lil girl.


I'm not going to work till the week after cause its time to rest and my plans are all laid out for the weekend. Tmr, haircut and towning with Beef. Sat, clubbing at don't know where with Ducky. Erm so far she's the only confirmed one. Lol. Beef will be on if I'm on with it. *grins. Shall ask Sel darling and Beef's friends and all. Its time to party. *wriggles butt.

3 down, 1 to go

Oh yes. Accounting, Applied Research and Organisational Behaviour is over and done with. Applied Research and OB was okayy. Should be able to pass. Accounting was disastrous. Nevertheless, I'm just glad its finally over. Like finally. Left with Marketing tmr. Hope it goes well. Haven't started studying for it yet. Shall start later.

Been taking cab the past two days. Wanted to be early for reading time so oh well. My sleeping hours are all messed up once again. Like wth. I nap in the afternoon to make up for the time spent studying into the wee hours of the morning when I'm supposed to be sleeping. Feeling all so sleepy. Shall go nap a lil after this. Heh.

Although I hate Simple Plan (which happens to be my lil sis's no.1 idols) but the lyrics of this song is good. Just dislike the tune. Punk/College Rock, ewwww.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok!
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like!

// je manque et aime mon boeuf de roi*

Monday, 4th October
Accounting For Hospitality and Tourism
0900 hours - 1100 hours.
(I'm dead. I haven't started on Accounting.)

Tuesday, 5th October
Applied Research for Hospitality and Tourism
0900 hours - 1100 hours.
(Omg. I Love Zhang Wei so much. I hope this is my last tribute to her.)

Wednesday, 6th October
Organisational Behaviour
1400 hours - 1600 hours.
(I just hope I maintain my damned B)

Thursday, 7th October
Tourism Marketing
0900 hours - 1100 hours.
(I had better do well for this damned module.)

ur only form of privacy has been invaded.

*parks spaceship on your nose*

study hard or i'll zap you to pluto wit me.
i'll be right here if u need me.
love you.

guess who?
feeb

Dear God,

Please pray hard for Andrea.
She hasn't studied yet and its already Thursday morning.
Please kick her butt hard and make sure she starts right away.
Or she would have to do Supp, which she will regret.
She has only compiled her notes so far.
She hasn't even gone through them.
Considering the number of times she skipped lectures,
She's heading for doomsville.

Been working pretty much. Not going to work tomorrow anymore. Andrea the Princess is officially sick. Suddenly at work yesterday, I started feeling dizzy and puky. It was a Monday and Coffee Club was full house. Are people mad or mad?! Its a Monday night. Go home for God's sake. Goodness. We were pretty understaffed. Guess they didn't expect a full house either. Jo and Darren let me off earlier and I cabbed home. Asked Mummy to wait downstairs for me to pay for the cab fare. Oh oh. I must mention. On Saturday, I ended up doing graveyard shift. Roger and Hisham psycho me into it. Lol. Did bar for the graveyard shift. Lucky Nisha was patient enough to teach me e stuff. Didn't have time to learn all the drink though. Just the basics. Did barback after that. Exhausting but it was fun.

Went to Beef's house to stayover on Sunday! Finally I got to watch 13 going on 30. My Jennifer Garner. Ooooh. What a babe. *drools. Anyhoos, I was Princess for the night. Beef kept saying I was in denial. Oh whatever. I AM always in denial. Abnegation hello?! Headed to Toa Payoh Central before work yesterday. Had Swensens baked rice. Yummy. Ate so much till I felt sick. Hope it didn't contribute to my dizziness at work.

So it obviously shows that I haven't started studying. Not to mention, my Marketing notes are half empty. Hehs. Will have to call Ryl or Chy later I guess. *grins. Basically I haven't even compiled my notes. Oh well. Going to start soon. Soon la huh. Lol. Time for a smoke.

*edited--

Just found out my marketing coursework grade. D+. I am utterly disappointed and I do not understand why cause I did so much for marketing. I shall just double check with Ms Chia about it.

Fuck.

Pissed. Tired. Stressed. Pms-ing.

Best of Blue concert was fucking boring. Left halfway. Complimetary tickets anyhoos.

Didn't do my BESE final assignment. Which means I'm going to fail BESE. God bless me.

Half my marketing notes ain't complete.

At least I got a B average for most of my coursework grade.

I hate school. Considering on dropping out.

Whatever bitch. Piss off.

*edited--

Haven't really blogged in awhile. Been really tired. I really am exhausted. Can't wait for school to end.

Met Beef on Saturday. Headed to Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao for dinner as I had some voucher thingy. We ate sooo much. But it was free, so we just ordered and ordered. Haha. Blasted fun. Beef wanted to do some shopping, so off to Far East it was. She's such a shopaholic. She wins me hands down. 80 bucks in 10 mins?! She bought a pair of pants and a t-shirt. Tsk tsk. Felt greedy and got a double scoop of chocolate ecstasy. Heaven. There's nothing like Chocolate ice cream. *grins. Beef didn't want to head home so early as she wanted to save explaining the paper bags. Lol. So went to borders. Saw this really nice book. Can't remember the title. Almost bought it. But, I got a paper chase bag and pen instead. All for 12 bucks! Thanks to Tits for the staff discount. *smiles.

Didn't sleep the whole night and left my place at 5.15am for the terry fox run. The earliest bus was at 5.50am. Which was impossible as I had to be at habourfront at 6.15am. So crap shit. Took a damned cab to tampines interchange. It cost me a whole 5 bucks. Freaking expensive. After the run, slacked around with tourism peeps. Met Beef and Leong around noon. Tanning. Leong left after what? 30mins. Wet blanket. Was so tired from exhaustion that I fell asleep for an hour or so. So I wonder was Beef was doing while I was asleep. Hmmm. Headed to town for awhile then went home.

My bank is almost empty already. Spent a whole fucking 50 bucks on MCs just within 2 weeks. I'm never going to get my 7610. I don't see it coming. Shall just stick to my lovely phone. Hardly even bought myself stuff. Just the small bag and pen.

Been so depressed these days. Tears come and go as they like. I miss having time for myself. I miss Sel and Quek. I miss spending quality time with Beef. I miss being me. I keep so many things to myself these days. I don't like to talk about it anymore. Because noone ever understands. Sick and tired of explaining. I am just who I am. I'm sensitive. To everything. When people around me whiper. I got nuts. My thoughts go wild. I hate whispering. Its rude. I assume too much. That who and who might be talking about me. But its cause half the time I'm right. I'm always right when it comes to stuff like this. Never been wrong. I've been through stuff many haven't. So don't tell me what to do or not to do. School was crappy today. Has always been crappy. Will always be crappy. Don't even want to talk about it. My whole education life will always be screwed. Always. Cause, noone ever understands me. Only Beef, Quek and Sel do. I believe, for the rest of my life, they will be the only ones who love me as I am. I love you guys. Miss ducky and sotong loads. Meet up soon. Clubbing yeah?

This is me. Take it or leave it.

'Is there a club for unhappy people?' Samantha said eagerly. 'I'd like to join.'
'You're already a member, kid. It's called the Human Race.'
- The Hen Party, Kath Kincaid.

Flashback to Sunday. Slept all the way to 3pm. Felt so good to sleep so long. Wheee. Met Beef in the evening cause I decided I was way too tired to work again. So I didn't work for the whole week. *grins. Met her at City Hall, did the usual walking around. I decided to be a pig so we headed to Nooch for my favourite Tom Yam Glass Noodles. Yummy.

Remembering yesterday, Monday. Dragged myself to school for a final AR meeting. Then it was the damned AR interview at 10am. First class, 3rd group to do the damned interview. It was a disaster. But thank god I managed to understand her question and she managed to understand me. That's all I ask for. Went home to grab my work stuff and headed to meet Beef and Gui Feng for awhile. At LJS for dinner. Yummy. Then work was it. Work was okay. Just really boring. I miss all my old colleagues. They were so much fun. Almost had to do bar. But it was too busy, so they can't afford to ask someone who doesn't know the bar well to do. But I did the deserts. *beams. Asked Audrey (Senior Marcomm Manager) the bitch about internship. Apparently she was from Tp - Tourism. What a disgrace. Anyhoos digressing here, Coffee Club does take in interns. So anyone interested in Coffee Club for their internship, let me know. It would be my last resort.

Today, couldn't get up for Marketing tutorial at all. Slept till 11. Then woke up and headed to school for Saffron. Well, it took us 2 hours to complete the 4 course meals. Why? There was some screw up apparently. We waited almost 1 hour for our main course. In the end, they gave us another complimentary mocktail to compensate. Marilyn sweets ate so much bread rolls, including mine to stop her hunger pangs. I had the Asparagus wrapped in bacon thingy for starters, 2 Summer Breeze, Dory fillet with Rosti and the ever and only wonderful desert. Some caramel bananas in DARK chocolate mousse thingy. That was the only best part I swear. Overall, its okay. Shall give some credit for the fact they are students just like me. Good job overall guys! Service guys, just smile more okay? It will help. :D OB lecture was as usual boring. Zzzzzzzz. Met up with Beef at TM. Went to watch The Terminal. Nice movie. Go catch it. Really funny and tugs your heart strings. Bumped into my darling after the movie. Darlingggg, it was so good to see you. Apparently, darling was in the same cinema watching the same movie. She was at Bugis on Saturday too. Haha. Stop stalking me already, I know you love me. Hehe. Went to macs to chat for awhile with darling, beef, and bro in-law. Haha. Happy Birthday Bro in-law aka Zhen Hui!
Its going to be a horrible Wednesday and Thursday cause Marketing is due on Friday. Someone save me.

App Res is almost done! Almost! Just a weeny weeny bit more. I'm so damned exhausted. Facing this darn screen day in day out. Just about to faint any moment. Dread Marketing like hell. Then there's still Comm Skills. Sweet. *spits.

Met the Beef after project today. Cancelled work again. Was just to tired to work on a Sat when its usually full house. Rushed for a movie at Bugis and sneaked macs into the cineplex. We caught Raising Helen. Its a nice show. Funny yet sad at times. Beef was being such a pig and she decided she wanted to eat Swensens. So oh well. Swensens was it. We didn't even get time to walk around. After that I rushed home and here I am. Its like rushing here and there everyday. I don't even know how to relax anymore. The only time I get to relax is when I smoke.

The stress really got to me on Friday. Broke down and cried to Marilyn. I just couldn't take it any longer. Thanks sweetie for listening to me. Love you loads. I'm really disappointed with myself this semester. I've got 3 warning letters in total. Been such a sleeping (literally) group member when it comes to App Res. Sorry to my group mates. No worries about the attendance thingy. I'm totally fine with it. Its only fair to all of ya. Its just so tiring to juggle so many things at one time. I just wished that there was one more of me. Just one more.

Was fucking late for BESE tut, to add to my misery, I had a major bad hair day. Fuckerr. Missed the second half of App Res Lec. Fucking boring as usual. Headed straight home after that, took a bath, changed and rushed back to school. Continued doing App Res project. I hate SPSS. Fuck shit crap. So obviously I'm in a real cranky mood. Why? Cause everyone who is in a bad mood, takes their shit out on me. Like I'm some full time punch bag. I'm human like everyone else, I have my limits too okay. Argh whatever fuck. I need my ciggarettes badly. Fucking stressed up. Chee neh.

Played table tennis today. Fuck can. I have perfect vision but I can't seem to see the damned orange ping pong ball. Like I'm fucking blind. The irony of it. I keep missing the damned ball. Swimming or a nice long run instead anyone? Ball games aren't my cup of tea.

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. Sick of school. Sick of work. Sick of getting fucked for no reason. Sick of every single one of you.

I have no life. Its just school school school everyday. This morning I woke up late. Then I rushed to bathe. Halfway while bathing, I noticed something moving in the toilet bowl. Fuckk. A damned lizard. I'm terrified of them. So i flushed the toilet hoping it would drown or something. It didn't die until 1/2 hour later. So I wasted 40mins in the toilet trying to kill the damned pest as I was afraid it would "molest" me. Hahahaha. Project the whole damned day. I hate App Res. *sighs. Decided to meet Beef for awhile. Haven't been talking to her on the phone or meeting her. Too busy with the projects and by 10pm every night. I conk out. Feeling darn sleepy now too.

Haven't done shout outs in a long while. So here goes.

//Beef* Baby darling, cheer up yeahh. She will learn to understand one day. Don't worry too much about it for the time being okay? I love you loads. Sorry for not being able to spend time with you recently. Take care. -hugs n muacks.

//Quek* Duckyy! Hope you like the Volcom t-shirt Sel and I got you. Drea has good taste okay! I personally like the shirt. Too bad there wasn't a xxs size, or I would have gotten it. Haha. Anyhoos, take care and I'll see you soon. -hugs.

//Sel* Darlinggg. I miss you loads. Meanwhile, take care of yourself and hang in there. Soon, the exams will be over and so will the projects. Then we can go clubbing together yeahh? Haven't clubbed with you in months. Love you loads. -hugs.

//Ryl* My lil angel Ah Ryl! Haha. See you every single day in school but I still miss you nutty antics. Haha. Hang in there for Comm Skills, Marketing and App Res. It will be all over soon. Take care of your health and I love you! -hugs.

//Dele* My fellow groupmate I love you! The nuttiest, healthiest and weakest. Haha. Cause you're constantly bullied by Nel nel and Ele Fan. Poor girl. Anyhoos, thanks for being such a fantastic friend. Love you loads. See you tomorrow! -hugs.

//Mels* Melissa Chew Piao Liang. Wheee. My fellow vegetable. Tomato. I'm a mixture of Carrot and Pineapple. Anyhoos, thanks for being you. Love you for the way you are. Please stop whining about being fat blah blah. Rhino, elephant what nots. I will Slap you I tell you. Haha. Love you tons! -hugs.

//Marilyn* My dearest bitch. Ma La Guo. Hahaha. I know things aren't exactly going your way now. Cheer up okayys? All of us are here for you. Dele, Mels, Ryl etc. We all love you no matter what. You're a strong woman, you know that and so do we. Stay that way okay? It will blow over soon. Love you loads. -hugs.

//Shawn* Hoiii. Always bullying me. See I'm such a nice lil sister. HAHA. Anyhoos, miss you mad antics like mad. Lol. Guess cause I'm darn stressed out and can do with some irritation and a nice massage. Anyhoos, take care and I'll see you soon. -hugs.

In Lab 10 supposedly doing Marketing *looks over shoulder. but we aren't of course. Hee. Ah Ryl is next to me blogging too. Wheee. Oh well. Marketing is due next Friday, Applied Research is due on Monday. Blah blah blah. App Res is a major disaster. Goodness gracious me.

Cancelled work yesterday. I was just too exhausted to work anymore. Ended up meeting Beef. We hardly get to spend time anymore. So might as well meet her. Headed to City Hall area and decided to shop for Quek's present. Haha. Found the perfect present just as Beef found the perfect t-shirt. Now she's blaming Quek for making her spend money on a Volcom t-shirt. Ahahaha. Check out the blog for her apology to her ATM card. Lol. Lame shitters. Feeling sleepy and crappy. There's still BESE and OB lecture after this. Crap shit. Then we're doing App Res project. Bugger. A month more to go till its the holidays. Hang in there everyone.

A poem by Russel Kelfer given to me by my darling Dele Lee Siew Mai. Love you babe!

You are who you are for a reason.
You are part of an intricate plan.
You're a precious and perfect unique design,
Called God's special woman or man.

You look like you for a reason.
Our God made no mistake.
He knit you together within the womb,
You're JUST what he wanted to make.

The parents you had were the ones he chose,
And no matter how you may feel,
They were custom-designed with God's plan in mind,
And they bear the master's seal.

No, that trauma you faced was not easy.
And God wept that it hurt you so;
But it was allowed to shape you heart,
So that into his likeness you'd grow.

You are who you are for a reason,
You've been formed by the Master's rod.
You are who you are, beloved,
Because there is a God! :)

With regards to my previous post, the English was not that bad. Not atrocious. There are worst out there. I guess I was just worn out and cranky. Thus the exaggeration. Finally OB project is done and over with. Only left with OB presentation, App Res, Marketing and Comm Skills. So much with the word only. Not to mention the online quizzes and App Res class test and Semester Exams. Got the exam timetable already. 4th - 7th. Straight 4 days of torture. God.

Went to school for project today. *groans. Saturday and I still have to go to school. No choice, OB presentation on Monday. Had lunch with the group at Ang Keong. Yummy Wan Ton Mee. Everyone was so stuffed after the meal. Ele Fan had Chicken Rice and Ban Mian, Dele Lee Siew Mai had Da Pau, Da Jie Jess had Ban Mian, Nel Nel had I can't remember what, Cheryl had hokkien mee and Lontong (shared with Nel) and also everyone shared 12 Tutu kuehs. Goodness, that was how much we all ate. Headed home to grab my work stuff then rushed to work. Work was terrible today because of some unseen turns. 2 colleagues quit. Cai Ling and Wei Shu. My two hospi girls. *sighs. 2 lesser people to chat and gossip with at work. The new manager was such a whore. Shall not even talk about it. If you want to know about the big hoo haa screaming scenario, come to me and I'll tell you about it. My blood boils thinking about it. The only nice part about work was that Jac and Quek came to visit me. Quek had Slipper Lobster Linguini (Aglio Olio Style) and Muddy Mud Pie, Jac had Slipper Lobster Linguini and Chocolate Truffle. Glad they enjoyed the creme de la creme of the Coffee Club menu (my recommendations of course). Beef came to pick me up from work, headed to 7-11 to buy instant Chicken Bryani. Ate and drank then took the 2nd last bus home. So tired.

I finished my 4th novel in the week. So on average I read 2 novels every week, in 1 month I read 8 novels. I so proud of myself. I love reading. *gleams. Oh oh oh. I finally got my pay. Not really a lot but three times as the previous one. I think they didn't pay me for some hours. Shall calculate it later. Going to save half of it for my 7610. The other half of the half will go to highlighting my hair. The rest? I don't know. Nothing much I want to buy now. I'm so tired. Working tomorrow 5pm - 11pm. *stifles a yawn.

I'm tired.
I'm stressed.
I'm fucking freaked out.
I hate Tourism Marketing.
I hate Organisational Behaviour.
I hate missing project meetings.
I hate people with atrocious grammar.
I hate school.
My back is aching like fuck.

I love Myself.
I love Beef.
I love my besties, Quek n Sel.
I love my darlings, Chy, Ryl n Marilyn.
I love my groupmates.
I love my sister and mum.
I love my cigarettes.
I have yet to learn to love my life as a whole.

I miss my bed.
I miss Beef.
I miss my besties.
I miss my darlings.

Its fucking 5.09am in the morning and I'm obviously not fucking asleep. Another sleepless night for me, and its BESE at 8.30am. *groans. Did my work from 1am to 4.30am. Half the time trying to figure out the atrocious use of grammar. I was about to pull my hair out. Fuck. Only Ryl and Ele Fan would know who's English was driving me to my wits end. God. Then I realised. The answer was irrelevant to the god dammit fucking chee bye question. I wanted to die. That killed all inspiration to continue. At that time I had yet to do OB. I'm not saying that my level of the English language is fantastic but simple grammar? Hello. I wonder how some pass their English O' Levels. I pity the poor English people who have to go through all those horrible and not to mention head banging scripts during winter. I have barely started on OB and I have no idea what in the name of God to do for OB. Someone help me.

Didn't feel good the whole damned day. Fuck. Keep coughing till I puked or wanted puke. Dressed simply in my Roxy t-shirt and shorts, I headed to school. Comm Skills consultation was so boring that I was dozing off. Had to struggle to keep my poor eyes open. At least I got an A for the Application Letter, Resume and Interview. Phew~ Did marketing project after that. After draining our brains out for about an hour or so. We realised we did extra work. Bug it. Wanted to go home for dinner then dang~, Mum not coming home again. 3 days in a row already. But its good. I love it when the parentals aren't home. *grins. So had dinner at KFC with Ele Fan, Aaron, Sus my loyal blog fan, Dele lee siew mai and cat absuser Jerms. My darling Ma la guo came with us while waiting for her dad. Haha. Funny people. Kept joking and laughing. Sus and Aaron were talking about "GUY" stuff and refused to tell me what they were talking about. Neh neh shait you both. What one night stand with *ahem* all. Tsk tsk. I tell her then yall know. Hahaha. Anyhoos, had fun. Thanks guys. Tomorrow, gonna go out with Sel, Zhen Hui, 'birthday' girl Quek and my darling Beef. Hehs. For now, OB and marketing project. Bugger.

Happy 19th Birthday Quek!
My dear Quek. You're 19 already. Soon you'll hit the big 20 like Beef did. Haha. Anyhoos, I know its been quite a tough year for you. Just remember I'll be here no matter what happens. Be it the ceiling comes crashing down or you strike 4D, I'll always be here. Haha. Hope the coming year brings you more joy and less tears. Its also time to grow up! Be a good girl and love the ones who love you loads. For example, your sweet pea. Haha. May you have a wonderful Birthday and I'll get you your present once I get my pay. Love you loads always. Happy Birthday once again. -hugs n muacks. :D

I'm exhausted. Got back from work around 12.40am. Work was okayy. Except it started getting busy around 9 plus. For a Monday night, it was darn busy actually. Almost full house. Enough about work anyhoos.

Its already 2.15am in the morning and I haven't done my school stuff yet. Bugg it. Came home rested, ate late dinner and checked some stuff online. Dammit. I'm lagging behind in school work. Trying my best to juggle between work, school and personal stuff. Sometimes its so tiring but I have my darlings to support me. My darlings in school and at work. Not forgetting my Beef. Love yall loads. :)

Its pay day for me this week. *beams. Hope I get a nice lump sum so I can save for my handphone and do some shopping. I haven't bought anything for myself in eons. Time to get my ass cracking on school work. Tata.

I'm staying over Beef's place. She's currently on the phone with Puss aka. Stacey. *snore. So darn full. Ate so much junk. Beef's trying to get me fat. *sulks.

Lets see what happened the past few days. Watched Catwoman on Thursday after lesson. Meeooowww. Heh. The show was not bad. Not fantastic though. I enjoyed it thoroughly cause there were so many cats. All darn adorable. Especially Midnight the Egyptian Mau. So pretty. Dammit. I want a cat too. Argh. My fucked up mother obviously doesn't allow. *growls. Had a huge quarrel with my mum on Tuesday. I don't even want to talk about it. She thinks I'm going to get kicked out of school when hello! I'm doing perfectly well in school. Fucker. Argh. Just not perfect enough for her.

Anyhoos, didn't go for CCN day today, instead I met Beef today in town with Puss. Then Puss went off to somewhere I have no idea where. Walked to Far East to satisfy my craving for Chicken Cutlet Rice. Yum yum. I've been craving Chickens like hell. Boo to the Bird Flu. Went to look for my Cousin Shawna at her workplace Xhybrid. Wished the ol'lady Happy 19th Birthday. Haha. Love you to bits girl. Walked about then headed to Orchard Library to do my usual returns and borrowing of books. I have 4 fresh off the library shelves waiting for me to feast my eyes on em now. Heh. Headed to Coffee Club - OFP, my workplace to do my next week's schedule. Saw Denise that avid Coffee Club fan. Ahahaha. Working from 6pm to 7am tomorrow. Bug it. Buttttt. There's something I'm looking forward to. My darling Sel is coming down to Coffee Club to have dinner tomorrow! Whee~ I can see my darling. Too bad I'll be working. But anyhoos, I'll still get to see her. Argh. Gotta wake up early tomorrow for the Marketing Field Trip. Arggghh.

Sometimes, in life. We have to be sensitive to the people around us. Their feelings. I do agree with you that you can't be sensitive to everyone as you still have yourself to think about. But to your loved ones, they do deserve some sort of treatment comparing to the rest. I hope you think about what I said. I wouldn't bother if you were my best friend. Love ya loads.

Didn't want to blog but oh well. Had some stuff to blog about so might as well eh. Was watching some gymnastics celebration thingy or whatever on Central. Carly Patterson performed! Omg! So happy please. She was wearing a purple leotard. So pretty~! Okay enough about her. Everything about Andrea now is Carly Patterson. Hee.

Had the last APEL lesson today! Oh yeah! Which also means that the semester is coming to an end. Gosh time flies. Next semester we would be Year 2, Semester 2 and before you know it. SIP. *faints. Skipped BESE lecture with my two sisters. Namely Chy and Ryl. Love you two darlings! Talked about some stuff that has been happening around us *wink wink. Crapped then Ryl fell asleep again. OB lecture was boring as usual. I mean what's new eh?

Met Beef or Pau Tan after lessons. Headed to meet Suzanne for a hair cut. Pau Tan thinks Suzanne is a lil mad today. The reason? She cut Pau Tan's hair so short at the back hence the name Pau Tan as Beef insists she looks like a Pau now. Hahaha. As for me. She was like I cut the length of your hair ya? So I was assuming just cutting 2 inch at most. In the end? Snip snip. I've got short hair now. Thanks arh. Knn Ccb Mfs Wth Wtfh. I've never had short hair for 13 years already! *screamms. Its still the same in front just that the back is short! *weeps. I miss my long hair. But I least I don't need to tie it for work or BESE anymore. Oh bugger. Had Sakae Sushi for dinner after that. Yum yum. So darn full ate so much today. Let's review what Drea ate today.

- Lagsana (Mensa)
- Fish Nuggets (Mensa)
- Chocolate Ice Cream (CCN Day Stall)
- Mint Ice Cream (CCN Day Stall)
- Sakae Sushi (Total 10 plates each)

Pig eh? Lol.
Make up Accounts tutorial tomorrow morning at 9am. Dammit. Haven't done tut yet. Crappp.

Haven't been blogging for a real long time. I haven't even been online since the last time I blogged. Pathetic eh. I even forgot to sign up for the bloody CDS. Someone kill me please. I just did it an hour ago. Chose French, Creative Writing, Psycho, Colour and Compo, and Law.

Was blog reading before I came to blog. Seems like most people are either blogging about the Olympics or Singapore Idol. Oh well, as we all know Li Jia Wei lost the bronze medal match. Lost terribly to be precise. A sad 4-1 set. Bugger it. Too bad for the money she and Susilo could have used for their wedding eh. Heh. But who cares about them. More importantly, Carly Patterson won Gold for All-round Individual Women! Yay! *jumps about. For those who do not follow Gymnastics. Carly Patterson is this really pretty USA girl. Nice bodyy too. I mean she's a gymnast so duhh. Oh well, I liked her since the team competitions, her winning the individual gold was like omg please. She performed well that night so kudos to her. Enough about Olympics.

Had work yesterday till 11pm. Saw Denise at Coffee Club again. Goodness girl, avid Coffee Club fan ehs? Anyhoos, met Beef, Leong, Jem, and Stacey after work. Wanted to eat at OFC but they didn't allow. New rule, staff not allowed to dine in. Especially during peak hours. Fuck right?! So I went to Swensens instead. Was starving. We were debating on where to go after I finished eating. Some said bowling, pool, arcade, dbl o. Blah blah. But in the end? Went down to Hard Rock. Muahaha. Its a Saturday what. Which meant Ladies Night plus two free drinks. *grins. Due to the fact I ate too much at Swensens. Then downed 3 glasses of whiskey dry. I felt all pukish. Too full. Danced here and there. Saw Jaja. Then puked a lil. Goodness. Took a bad home with Stacey after that. Basically just plonked myself on my bed and I was a goner.

Oh wells, tomorrow is another day of school and work for me. Exams and project datelines up and coming. *sighs. Did I mention, I only got 37.5 for accounts. Fuck cann. Missed my A by 2.5 marks. Cheee ****. Argh. Was talking to Wei Shu and Cai Ling at work. They were complaining about the same thing too. Oh bugger.

Carly Patterson
Olympics Athens, 2004
Gold, All-Round Individual Women

Oh bugger. Its 6am in the morning and I'm still awake. I think the term break of working graveyard shift has officially drove my biological clock mad. Or like my collegue Clarence calls it chicken clock. Whatever. Haha.

Didn't turn up for school yesterday. Wasn't feeling good after not sleeping for 48 hours. I think my body just broke down after all the mad torture I've put it through. *pats self. I slept for 15 hours straight. Had fucking bad gastric and throbbing headache. Just wanted to find a coffin and bury myself at that point of time. The best way was to sleep it away. Woke up around 9plus at night. Heh. Had my 3 in 1 meal then watched tv till about 4 plus 5? For those who don't know. I'm an avid Olympics fan. I just love the Olympics. My favourite? Gymnastics! Wooot~! Plus, I can't help it that gym events are live at 1am to 4/5am right. So was watching the finals just now for team gym. China was so damned disappointing this year. The placed 7th out of 8. Aussie was 8th for the record. Romainia was 1st, which was kinda expected. USA suprisingly took 2nd place and 3rd went to Russia. I loved the uniform for USA and France during the finals. So pretty. Gym just reminds me of ballet. The rosin, the pointe of their feet and some of the movements. Just so graceful. I miss dancing. Its been about 3 years already. *sighs.

Bloody mum just came out and screamed at me for turning day to night and night to day. Hello fuck it. I don't want it to be like that too right. I'm the one suffering not you hello. Damn it. Bloody parentals. That day she was complaining about me working graveyard. First you want me to work, now you complain. Plus, it was the holidays. It ain't as if I'm working during school right?! *growls.

Anyhoos, this semester I'm really disappointed with myself. My lack of commitment during projects. I've missed so many sessions and am feeling darn bad. To think I hate people like that. I have to buck up. Can't disappoint my darling group mates. For the fact that I have such wonderful group mates this semester. Sorry my dears. I promise to buck up. A promise is a promise.

Just remembered something my sis told me. Singapore Idol final 30. There's this girl called Jane Chia, she's 16 this year. Seline do you remember her?! Muahahaha. Okayy. The story goes like this. Jane is from my primary school and was a friend of sorts to my lil sister. She was in primary 6 and I was in sec 2. According to my sister at that time, she was a big bully in school and was a lil ah lian wannabe kind. So it happened that she confronted my sister and bullied her of some sorts. Then I was obviously not very happy. So Sel darling, Adah and I went back to KCP to visit teachers one day. Then Jane came to us and said, What are you doing here? Get out, this ain't your school anymore. Grrrr. Three of us blew our tops and scolded her in the hall. Muahaha. I also scolded her about my sister, told her if she did or said anything to my sister, she'll get it from us when she comes to KC. Which she didn't. She went to some neighbourhood school or something. Omg la. Those were the days man. Jane avoided us everytime she saw us then. Adah once said Jane tried sucking up to her all. Muahaha. All rights. The girl was 12. Now she's 16. If she's good, I'll support her cause she's from KCP. KCians rock my socks!

Time to go get ready to meet beef for breakfast at Coffee Club. My work place. Muahaha. No, I don't get sick of that place. I need to get a mc too. Bugger.

Its been a very trying week for Beef and I. Very. I'm sorry for the way I treated you and the mean stuff I said. I don't know what's wrong with me these days. I'm just tired and distracted by almost everything else. Mentally and physically I'm gone cased-ded. Dead. Died-ded. Too tired to do almost everything. Haven't slept for 48 hours already. I hardly feel sleepy. There's so much to do. Sometimes, I just wished I could crawl into a worm hole of sorts and hide there forever. I wish.

In Lab 7 for App Res now. Zhang Wei is still such a biatch. Bloody bugger. She locked the coms just now. Never in my 1 year plus of Tp life has any any tutor done that. She's the first. Stupidd. Fucking boring. First day of school and 9am in the morning we see her fucking face. Fuckkk. Argh. Biatch biatch biatch. *growls. Doing the stupid SPSS thingy now. Fuck shiat biatch. Fucker.

I'm upset with what you did. I don't know how to bring myself to forgive you. I don't know okayy. I'm tired. Tired of tears and trying. But I still love you so.

Haven't been blogging for eons. Bloody shiat. My whole term break has been spent by working. Sweet. *mumbles. Graveyard shift, if not extend till 2am cause they were short handed. @!$*&^#@. Oh well, didn't mind extending anyhoos. Nothing to do when I get home. So might as well work and have fun with my darlings at work. Love em! Yesterday when I fell asleep around 8am after graveyard, I dreamt about work. Fuck right? 24hours, awake Coffee Club, asleep also Coffee Club. Wtfh. But the irony is that, I enjoy working. It keeps me busy. So I don't have to use my brain to think about anything else in the world. Oh whatever.

School's starting tomorrow~! *whines. I don't want to start school cause I haven't done anything yet. Nothing. My BESE stuff has yet to be done, tutorials and the darn App Res Survey~! Omfg. So fucking screwed. Woke up at 6.30pm just now. Muahaha. But I slept at 7am this morning okayy.

Haven't gone out with lil Beef for a whole week already. Actually 8 days already. I miss my Beef. That's how busy I have been. Siann. Tomorrow I'm working too. But at least, for the following week, I'm only working on Monday, Thursday, and Saturday. Oh well. Must start cutting down working once the projects and exams come around.

I miss my school darlings! Ryl, Chy, Marilyn, Keke, Kai, Jem, Dele, Tomato and etc. Can't wait to see yall tomorrow!
I miss my besties! Quek and Sel! Miss you both like mad. Meet up in school soon. Love yall loads!
I miss my Beef!

Fucking pissed with my mum. Bloody biatch. Bad day. Bad holiday week. Working graveyard shift tmr again. At least work keeps me busy. Haven't even clubbed. Fuck fuck fuck. I need to be alone.

9th August & 10th August
Woke up 4ish. Slacked around my house. Watched the parade and Singapore Idol. So darn funny. My sis and I were laughing like mad. *grins. Then left for work at 9.30pm.

Started work at 11.00pm. All was going well. Damned busy though. Crapped around with my collegues. Haha. I love them. If it weren't for them. I'll probably die. Graveyard shift was okayy. Boring but fun in a way. Had to work double shift which meant I worked till 3pm yesterday. Freaking 16 hours straight. Almost died. Around 8am in the morning I started getting real tired. Aching all over like fuck. Stupid. Requested with my manager to go back at 2pm but no, he didn't allow cause the lunch crowd was there. Lucky my superviors were sweet enough to keep giving me breaks, or I would have just died there. Fucker manager. Got a msg that scared the shit outta me! Darling, please take care at the hospital. Would have visited you but was too tired after work. Love you loads darling! -hugs. Went home at 3.00pm. Fell right asleep the moment I hit the bed. Woke up to my mum's phone call around 9.30pm. Watched a lil tv. Ate dinner. Then Beef msgd that she was back! *beams. Fell asleep at 12am before I even got to hear her voice. *sulks. So sorry dear. Too tired.

Got up at 6.00 am. Bloody fuck. So darn it early. Been so busy the past two days that I had no chance to come online. Totally. Bugger. So many things have happened while I was busy working. Didn't know much till like what now? Crap. I hate to be missing in action. Gotta work later from 12pm to 11pm. Fuck man. Another 11 hours. Tommorrow the graduation thingy. Which mean I fucking won't see Beef till tommorrow. Ahhhhh. I miss my Beef~!

I need to bloody club. The holidays are almost over. Haven't done my presentation stuff, tutorials, and bloody projects. God, can I quit school and work? Basically, can I just quit being me. Fuck.

For the past 24 hours, I've been suffering from diarrhea. I'm dying. Its not that serious, but the pains in my stomach is literally unbearable. *sulks.

Anyhoos, mid-sem tests are finally over! Wheee~ OB paper today was easier than expected. Should be able to pass considering I hardly studied. At least I think so. Ah fuck it. We shall wait and see how badly I do.

Could not be bothered to dress for the test, I looked like crap literally going to school in my comfy Ralph Lauren polo, Jeans and flops. Hair tied up and zero make up. Bet my eye bags were bad. Was planning to head home to sleep anyhoos. So wtf right? Headed home straight after the paper. Asked my mum to buy food and by 11 I was soundly asleep. Was sleeping so well till my mum answered Beef's phone call for me at 3pm. Woke up, ate, changed etc then headed to town to meet Beef.

Reached town around 6pm. Walked around searching for shades that Beef wants to get. Like she doesn't have enough expensive shades already. Then had dinner at Swensens Crown Prince. Baked Rice and Sticky Chewy Chocolate. Yum. Went to Dhoby Ghaut to play arcade again. Haha. My stomach constantly forcing me to rush to the toilet. Bugger.

Met my mum while walking home and guess what? My terrapin laid 2 eggs! But one was crushed unfortunately. Let's hope the surviving one hatches and I'll have a baby terrapin!

Going to watch The Village tomorrow at 630pm. Can't wait. Ooooh. Its partyy time. Holidays are here. Enjoy everyone~!

*yawns. Fucking slept two hours only. The paper was bloody fuck. I don't even need to think about an A. Can fucking go to hell. Balance sheet couldn't balance and the god damned difference was what? 60 over k. Chee neh shiat. *growls. Enough about the failed paper.

Headed to town with Marilyn after the paper. Met her bf first, then the crazy two of us walked about window shopping at 12pm. Muaha. Tried clothes, crapped blah. I love you my darling! *muack. Then met lil Beef around 1230pm, ate brunch. Yum yum. Then went to cine for awhile and I couldn't take it anymore. She came over to my place, I fell asleep around 4pm then she left around 8pm. Anyhoos, it means I haven't studied yet. There's O.C later, which also means I won't study till..... 12/1am? Ahhhh fuck it. I'm too tired to continue. Its the fucking last paper. I just have to hang on.