Its been a very trying week for Beef and I. Very. I'm sorry for the way I treated you and the mean stuff I said. I don't know what's wrong with me these days. I'm just tired and distracted by almost everything else. Mentally and physically I'm gone cased-ded. Dead. Died-ded. Too tired to do almost everything. Haven't slept for 48 hours already. I hardly feel sleepy. There's so much to do. Sometimes, I just wished I could crawl into a worm hole of sorts and hide there forever. I wish.