19 +

The last 48 hours of being 19 years old was somewhat like a rollercoaster ride of emotions. I don't even know how to begin describing how I felt and how I feel now.

I spent an hour bawling like mad 3 hours before I turned 20. I just couldn't stop crying. I just called Jie and cried and cried and refusing to say anything else but cry for the first 10 minutes.

Just let me get through the next 18 hours without crying and it'll all be perfect for once. -crosses fingers and toes-

Happy 20th Birthday Andrea.

"Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you.

- I'm still waiting."