She's Jinxed

She's officially living in this cruel world, country with quite a fucked up government, dysfunctional family and with humans who cannot accept cold hard truths as it is for 19 years, in about half an hour.

Town. Rachel, Yihan, Quek and Mel, who all came and left to do what they had to do.

Merv, Miguel. Dinner, Yoshinoya. Coffee Bean, Paragon after.

Merv's place for PS. Mel's place after that. Sal, Quek, Rachel, Daniel and Wei Jie who joined there. Mahjong and PS. Pretty much that was it.

She left Mel's place around 0800. 22-ed home. She thinks she has lost her best friend. Cried.

Home. Her Mum leaving for work. She didn't wish her but called 5 minutes after she left. She thought her mum forgot. When she called to tell her daughter that she loves her. Cried.

Blog surfed. Saw an entry. Cried. She asked me to thank you for that entry. She thought you wouldn't wish her once again this year.

Wide awake like she woke up from a good night's rest. Haven't slept. She hears her long lost friend named Insomaniac calling out to her.

All she asks for is for a normal and happy Birthday. Every year for the past 8 years, she hasn't had a happy one. Every year she cries cause she's upset. Crying.

She's tired of living in abnegation for almost her whole life.

Someone make Miss Abnegation happy. Please. Someone.