Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Something Stupid

I've never felt more stupid in my life, seriously. I ignored all the signs, ignored my gut feeling (which has never failed me), ignored all the advice given by friends and continued on being stupid.

Now its finally over. I'm glad to a certain extent that it is over at least. I can stop keeping everything to myself and be who I really am, do what I really want and say what I really want. Stop getting paranoid and being paranoid for that matter.

Somehow there still seems to be a glimmer of hope left. Maybe I'm just delusional. This is just like the boy who cried wolf. I don't know what to believe anymore.

"You and I walk beside each other day after day, but there's so much inside me, I never get to say"

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