-Broke up with Tau Pok somewhere in April. But all is good, we're still good buddies.
- Got de-registered from school because I had trouble paying for school fees.
- Fired from my first internship company (TTG) went on to Chan Brothers Travel.
- Attempted suicide. I shan't elaborate.
- Got dumped. Almost attempted suicide again but I'm good with or without you. In fact, I'm doing so much better than before.
- I've been broke for the past 2 months. When I say broke, I mean seriously zero. Sigh.
- Fell out with Queky dear and my girls (Chy, Ryl and Marilyn) for a couple of days because I refused to attend school for 3 full weeks after the breakup and almost got kicked out AGAIN.
I guess, 2005 is just a whole year of fucking up my whole 19 years of life. I fucked up over and over and over and over again. One fuck up after the other. I reckon many were damn disappointed with me because I never did fuck up before.
I worry too much about meeting my loved ones expectations so much so I just broke down under the pressure. Someone mentioned (you know who you are) that I attempted suicide to get attention, know what, now I think back, you were right but everyone handles the same situations differently and you weren't me.
Now everything's back on track. Got a job to support myself and friends whom I love dearly. Two more things to fix, my damn hanging no where love life and getting back on track with school.
2006 will be better. It better be. I've had enough of 2005.
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My best friend darling Quekypoo Fishcake. Thank you for being there at the hospital every single day when I needed you the most. Thank you for always being there when I need you. Though we haven't seen each other for almost a month -ahem- and we haven't been talking because FYP has stolen my best friend away, please remember I'm always here when you need me. I love you so much and CAN WE FUCKING MEET UP LIKE SOON?! I really miss you. There's so much to talk about, so many hugs to give. 3 more months to Cookie, hang in there. Love.
Pubes, Tau Kee, Cow Shit Leong my supposed girlfriend to fend off guys and clubbing kaki. I've known you for what? 3 years once 2006 is here. I'm so glad we are still so damn close even after Tau Pok and I broke up. Thank you for always being there for me giving me advice, hugs when I cry. You have no idea how much you mean to me girl. Hang in there, 2006 will be better for all of us. -sings: I need a girlfriend- Love you dear.
Marilyn my glam Zouk queen with VIP access to all clubs. Darling, I know this year you've probably given me so many scoldings and that you've almost wanted to kill me at least twice. With all honesty, thank you for waking me up with the scoldings because you're the only one who dares to scream, rant and rave at me. I'll always love you for who you are and remember, Mei Nu and Mei Li. ((: Love you my future SQ girl.
Lil Ryl bitch partner. Known you since year 1. Time really flies and we'll be graduating in less than 3 months. No matter what paths we embark on after graduation, please always keep in contact. You've been my dearest bitch watching me go through all that weight loss and weight gain in 3 years. To more mambo days and bitching sessions. I love you bitch! ((:
Chy oh my blur Adidas Chy. I'll always remember the "You are Carol Tham's sister, don't lie!" on Orientation day back in 2003. ((: Thank you for always being who you really are. A head turner with the purest heart. Likewise, you and Ryl have been like sisters to me in school. I don't know what I'd do without you dear. Love you!
Sotong queen Sel. Though we probably like met not more than 3 times officially this year, you're still the best friend that I'll never ever forget. I truly miss the blue and white KC days. Bubble tea, DDR, Mad Monks. After tomorrow, we're 20! 7 years of friendship. Old already ah. Haha. Love you girl. I miss you! We need to meet up with Queky soon okay. -hugs-
Tau Pok. You ah. I don't know what to say after what you told me today man. Sheesh. LOL. Anyway, good luck with -ahem- that and thank you for being the all so irritating till I want to whack you self. To many more years of friendship. Love you!
Tau Gay Zen. LOL. Stupid Night Safari woman that eats so damn much but is hell thin. Its been nice knowing a fellow camera whore. To many more camera whoring sessions and mad toilet trips at Zouk. Welcome to the Lonely Hearts Club and My Yong Tau Foo clan. Love you too!
To all HTM Seniors. Guys and girls, just 2 more months of suffering and ta-da! Diploma. Its been nice knowing every single one of you. To those who've been utterly patient with my slack-ness and tardiness in school, thank you very much. Good luck with your future endeavours after graduation. I love you all! Okay, except one or two. AHEM.
All so white Tofu. Thank you for putting smiles on my face when I'm feeling down but stop being so irritating please. Smack you I tell you. More running to the taps sessions at Zouk. I love you! ((:
To everyone else especially my dearest all so happening mother, sister and mother's boyfriend. Thank you for all your support throughout my screw ups. 2006 will be a better year. I promise. At least I'll make sure I don't screw up again. Love you all!
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Barbeque at Clair's earlier. Food was good. Thanks for everything girl. (: Zen, Leong and I headed down to Momo around 0400 and left at 0500. Damn bo liao right. It was impromtu so I was in a Polo Tee, Denim skirt and flops. Leong the best, shorts and some short sleeved button up shirt and flops. We looked super unglam and super un clubbing like.
Best part? Some mutt came to pick me up and he just didn't get the point that I wasn't straight. Thank God Leong aka my girlfriend was there to save me. SHEESH.
Meeting the usual suspects later in the night for a house party at Buona Vista. Time to get pissed drunk, do some midnight swimming in a private pool and be happy that 2005 is over.
Sigh. What do I do about you. I'm really confused. I don't want this to drag on anymore. I really don't.
`Spinning: DMX - Up In Here
"Its just another 365 days"
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