Monday, March 13, 2006

Have You Ever?

I remember once saying, "They say rainbows after the storm, I say its bullshit". After all the shit I've been through, it's no surprise that cynicism is literally my middle name.

But someone pointed something out to me. That I only look at the down side all the time, I forget about the times where there were rainbows.

I need to learn to stop being such a pessimist.

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Liquid Room on Saturday was a tad bit boring. Full of underaged kiddos. Hello Liquid's Ladies Card, though I don't really visit Liquid.

Sunday was spent snoozing the afternoon away then to City Hall and Lau Pa Sat for Satay.

Met Jiejie Leong and JieFu Ricky downstairs Jie's place then they took me to KBox my sorrows away. The 3 of us KTV-ed for 6 hours straight till 0600. We still had a whole list of songs but KBox was closing so we had to leave. LOL.

I was emo queen for the night. Every song I sang was emo. From S.H.E's Yes I Love You to Jay's Jie Kou to Madonna's Take A Bow. I never knew Jie could sing in Canto and she sounds even better in Canto. Ricky was just OMG please. ROFL. Act cute the whole night by singing act cute songs by Chen Xiao Chun and Ah Niu and she continued to imitate Ah Du. -faints-

RickyLee I know you were just trying to make me laugh. If you weren't then you're super moronic JieFu. Next time, sing Tuo Diao for me. HAHAHA.

Then to Macs for breakfast. I had my chocolate milkshake. (:

Headed back to Jie's and we just sat in the car chatting. So maybe I was doing most of the talking because Jie was asleep and Ricky was falling asleep. Heh.

Ricky and I had to tahan till 0930 so Ricky could send Jie to school. Ricky sent me back after and I got home around 1030. Then Ricky had to drive all the way back to NUS to pick Jie up at noon then back to the east. So sweet la but you should stop pampering her. -sniggers-

Jie just called to tell me that she's been puking her guts out since morning. Coincidentally, I've been having diarrhea since morning. Thing is, we ate different things at Macs and RickyLee is the only one that's perfectly fine.

To think I bought chocolate milk on my way home so I could drink my Baileys. Andrea, are you stupid or what?! -slaps self-

Thank you both for staying up with me, the chats, advices (though you know me, I won't listen to them) and smiles you both put to my face. Yes I promised to stop crying. Been crying for 5 days straight already. Love you both dearly. -hugs-

e-Business supp paper revision earlier at 1600. I was trying so hard to keep my eyelids open.
HT Seminars supp paper materials to be collected at 1030 tomorrow then on Wednesday, TDP's supp paper revision at 1000. Fuck why all so early please. Argh.

I'm falling asleep as I type. Think I'm going to go to bed straight after dinner. Quick go buy 4D. Barely slept 8 hours since Friday. If only sleeping wasn't such a chore.

Shall leave all my blogders with the lyrics to the last song I crooned to at KBox because in this song, you'll find out why I can't sleep.

"Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever
Have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything
To make them understand

Have you ever had someone
Steal your heart away
You'd give anything, oh
To make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever found the one
You dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything
To look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one
You've given your heart to
Only to find that one
Won't give their heart to you

Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait
For the day when they will care

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand
How I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
Cause baby, I can't sleep
"

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