Gucci Or Not?

Mr Beef & Ms Bean having a conversation about cat names. *grins.

scout ][ ysseb says:
i want a pet cat
// `automatic, supersonic, hip, naughty, funky fresh *drea says:
Diao
// `automatic, supersonic, hip, naughty, funky fresh *drea says:
Where did that come from?
scout ][ ysseb says:
me
// `automatic, supersonic, hip, naughty, funky fresh *drea says:
Why suddenly again?
scout ][ ysseb says:
all e while i want wat
scout ][ ysseb says:
imaginary pet rabbit call bitbit
// `automatic, supersonic, hip, naughty, funky fresh *drea says:
I know.
scout ][ ysseb says:
cat leh?
// `automatic, supersonic, hip, naughty, funky fresh *drea says:
GUCCI!
// `automatic, supersonic, hip, naughty, funky fresh *drea says:
GUCCCCCCCCCIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
scout ][ ysseb says:
smtigelse???
// `automatic, supersonic, hip, naughty, funky fresh *drea says:
meowmeow
scout ][ ysseb says:
ok can
// `automatic, supersonic, hip, naughty, funky fresh *drea says:
Cannot
// `automatic, supersonic, hip, naughty, funky fresh *drea says:
That one my coursemates cat's name
// `automatic, supersonic, hip, naughty, funky fresh *drea says:
Haha
scout ][ ysseb says:
i den dun want
// `automatic, supersonic, hip, naughty, funky fresh *drea says:
Then what?
scout ][ ysseb says:
i duno so ask u
// `automatic, supersonic, hip, naughty, funky fresh *drea says:
GUCCI LOR
scout ][ ysseb says:
dun wantttttttttttt
scout ][ ysseb says:
i feel only black cat can call gucci
scout ][ ysseb says:
if nt lk imitation
// `automatic, supersonic, hip, naughty, funky fresh *drea says:
HAHAHAHAH

Over The Moon, Under The Stars

*sings. So I've been in a good mood due to the fact that Cathay replied. I can't stop grinning everytime I think of it but a tiny tingling sense of fear creeps up at the same time. The fear of Cathay not going to call me to arrange an interview. Okay, CHOY. Shall not jinx myself. Will still be sending out the bloody waste of my time resumes. Prolly send 2 or 3 more and I'm done. So far sent out to Cathay Airways, Valuair Ltd and Conrad. I wanna do Act 3 too. But it states HM. Shall just heck it and send. Bahaha.

Currently in the dark in Beef's bedroom as she is trying to sleep but I've got some MEIT stuff to do. So no choice but to come online. Waiting for boxbox Ryl to reply. Hee. Met Beef at Bugis first to do more CNY shopping. Time wasted as nothing was good enough for that picky cow. Decided to head to Far East again. Been going there like on a daily basis. Finally she bought this tee with the image of a girl w 3 boobs. Wanna how weird and this nice bag. I'm finally done with my CNY shopping, ending it off with this batik/denim skirt. Rather girly, so not me but I like it. Bahh. Work tomorrow. *sulks. Toodles now~

Fly Me To The Moon NOW

OMG. EXCUSE ME FOR THE CAPS BUT I'M OVER THE MOON. LITERALLY. SO I CAME HOME FEELING ALL DEFEATED ABOUT CATHAY NOT REPLYING TO MY APPLICATION. CHECKED MY STUDENT MAIL THE MOMENT I CAME HOME AND GUESS WHAT?! FUCKKK. THEY REPLIED ME. THEY WOULD BE CONTACTING ME SOON TO ARRANGE AN INTERVIEW. OMGGGGG. *SCREAMSSS. I'M SO HAPPY. WAS SCREAMING AND JUMPING ABOUT. WHEEEE. MY MUM THOUGHT I STRIKE 4D. HAHA. SEE, IT DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN'T SEND IT THRU EMAIL. IF NOT WHAT THE HELL IS THE EMAIL ADDRESS THERE FOR DUHHH. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. NOW, THEY BETTER CONTACT ME SOON. IF NOT I'LL START FEELING LIKE SHIT AGAIN. LALALA.

All About Them Grrls

Ladies Night at Chinablack with Ryl, Marilyn, Mel, Dele and Tracy. Whee. Had fun with all the ladies and boy we must do it another time. :D Except for one part. I swear if I ever see that bitch that burnt me with her ciggarette butt, I'll light her hair up with my lighter. Knn, Ccb. *screams. Skin came off all and she didn't even say sorry. Bloody bitch. It still bloody hurts.

I'm freaking out about SIP. Cause everyone either posted their resume through post or they are going to post it through mail (if you get my drift) but I seem to be the only one who emailed! Fuck. I want to cry now. Seriously.

I hardly get to talk to you anymore. Never. Everyday after your work, you're too tired to talk, walk and what have you. By 12am, you're dozing off. I'm trying to understand but would you do the same for me? You don't even care. All you say is you've got nothing to say to me. Has it really come to this? I go to town all the time to meet you cause its nearer for you, have you thought about me? I'm going from one end to the other. Of course it doesn't matter to you. Cause I'm the one travelling. Not you.

I Capture The Castle

"I write this sitting in the kitchen sink. That is, my feet are in it;" - I Capture The Castle; Dodie Smith. The famous first line from the book. Its an amazing book. Trust me. Read it.

I'm home alone, enjoying the tranquility and the nice cool breeze. I love afternoons like these. Quiet and peaceful. There's been so much to blog about but I'll keep it short. I've been so depressed lately especially during the wee hours in the morning. Everyday by 0200 I'm already physically worn out but I just can't sleep. Worry after worry, thought after thought just goes through my mind. All I want to do is just close my eyes and wake up to another day but it can't be done. 24 hours in a day isn't enough for me, it really isn't enough. There's so much to do, so much to say but there's only 24 hours. I'm afraid, scared, worried and what have you. I can't stop thinking about the projects, SIP placement etc etc. What if I don't get Cathay? Really. I'll probably just break down like I did when I didn't get Mass Comm in NP. What if I screw it up like I did for Mass Comm? God please, let me get into Cathay. Please.

On the other hand, I'm glad to have Smelly Beef (who wakes up at 0400 to let me hear her voice although she has work in the morning), Bestie Quek and Sel (whom I know will always be there for me no matter what) and Darlings Ryl, Leong and Chy (who will listen to me and give me a hug when I need one). Thanks yall. I love yall dearly. Off to fully utilize the 24 hours now.

S.T.U.M.P.E.D

Yay! We had Stumped (aka Singapore's Amazing Race) today! Whoosh. Its was so taxing physically please. I'm aching all over the place. Bahh. But nevertheless, I had a great time! :D Ran from school to Tampines Interchange then to Hougang Mall, then Sengkang Interchange then Little India, then Chinatown finally Clarke Quay. Oh well, we didn't win. 3rd last. Haha. At least not last ehs. I've gotta quit smoking soon, stamina has gone down like way alot. Bloody faggot. Hope everyone had as much fun as I did! :)

So after that I cabbed to town to meet Beef cause I was just too tired to take another bus. Hehs. Went to Susanne's first to get Beef's haircut then headed over to Fareast to do some CNY shopping for Beef. She finally found her Dickies' Burms after so long and it came with a hefty price tag. A whole 79 bucks. *dangg. I wouldn't pay if I were her. So bought it without much consideration. Now, we're both broke as hell.

I'm so tired. I don't want to work tomorrow. Actually there's been alot to blog about. Don't have the time now, I have to get started on the resumes now. Another day perhaps. Taa~

I SAID SHUT UP ALREADY

I'm sick and tired about people telling me to eat. That I'm too skinny what not what fuck. Hello?! I know right. So please, do me a favour and SHUT THE FUCK UP about it. I do not want to hear anything about my physique anymore. NOTHING. Thank you very much.

*ahem. Done 'screaming' my lungs out already. Principles of Management today was okay. The paper wasn't hard in any sorts. Almost screwed up the last question on Leadership Skills though. Couldn't remember what they were so I just humtum. Haha. Not bad. Checked my notes after the paper and I actually humtum-ed correctly. *smirks and grins. Oh well. 1 down, 1 more to go. Accounts, my nightmare from hell. *screams and pulls hair. I'm feeling a lil shitty still.

So after my paper today, plans were to lunch then go back home. But some Beef from Tan Tock Seng asked me to go down to accompany her for dinner and so I did. 518 to Tan Tock Seng, checked out Rabbits at United Square after Beef ate. Bahh. I want a cat. *meow. Beef then sent me off in a cab (part of the requiste so I would go down). So now I'm home. Duh. Some fucking guy just came asking if I have a cable point, SCV, Starhub handphone blah blah. Bloody fucker. Kept asking him to get to the point but he wouldn't. Till my mum came out and told him to leave me alone or she will call the police. Muahaha. I love my mummy. Haven't studied Accounts at all. Been busy with work and POM. Bahh. Shall start studying after C.S.I.

Through the good times
And the bad times
I've seen and heard
One thing I've learned
Who my true friends are
Those who care and share
And love me for who I am

Emotional

Time check. Its 0820 now. I haven't got a wink of sleep yet. Fuck. Was "studying" till about 5 then tried to sleep. Laid in bed for almost 3 hours and I just couldn't get to sleep. Fuck. Work later at 1500. Fuck. Having a slight headache now, I think due to the lack of sleep. Fuck. *scream. I'm so pissed, so stressed. Like the title says, I'm feeling emotional. I don't know what's wrong with me.

Weighed myself yesterday for the fun of it as my sis was weighing herself to check how much weight she loss during her 5 day marathon fever. She lost 2 kgs. Ditto for me. Fuck. I got a rude shock of my life when I saw the scale. - 2kgs = 42kgs. Fuck. This is getting too ridiculous. My mum is going to take me to the doctor soon if this continues. What if I'm diagnosed with some cancer or what. How?! When I was "normal" at 46kgs, I was already borderline underweight. Now what? Fucking under under weight?! Someone please tell me what to do.

Then there's the SIP. I'm fucking worried. Is CX going to be the only Airline available? Its literally 180 Tourism Students (let's say everyone wants to do Airline) killing each other for 8 vacancies. God please. I'm worried about SIP, worried about projects, worried about not being able to get up, worried about my weight. My appetite's fine. Just that I don't eat as much as before and everytime I try, I feel pukish but I have never puked my food. *sighs. Someone please please please tell me what to do. I'm desperate.

Sometimes I get emotional
Sometimes I do some stupid things
Something I say what I should keep inside

Sometimes I'm sad about everything
Sometimes I'm mad and break some things
Sorry times ten but you just got in the way

Don't get up now Running away
I wont hurt you
Sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Life is always easy
But sometimes
I'm just scared to leave me
That's when I feel ..... emotional

You say I'm just impossible
Totally unpredictable
I'm just a girl, get used to it
No big deal
You cant change me
Why would you try I'm no angel, but I can make you smile

And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am

Feeling The Itch

Bought a spag top from mango today. It the particular spag top that Sel and I have been wanting to get from mango since what? 2 years ago? Its the basic plain one. Bahh. I gave in to temptation today. Heh. Although I still think it looks weird on me but who cares. Anyhoos, I'm buying it for CNY. So far I've got Mango Turquoise (though Beef insists its blue) Spag Top, Pink Five Crown Tee (though I've worn it once heh), and VNC black patent flats (worn it a couple of times). I'm broke la. Mum doesn't give a single cent. So I have to "recycle" my newer stuff for CNY. Now I'm only left with a bottom! Actually, I need a skirt and a jacket/cardi. Oh oh and new undies. Heh. Feeling generous anyone? Heh. ;)

CNY is in 3 weeks time? *squeals. So excited. Reunion dinner! *drools. Ang Baos! *smiles gleefully. Haha. Aren't you excited? Heh. So anyhoos, POM progress report is done. French tests all done. I failed my fucking accounts. But nothing surprising cause I haven't turned up for a single lecture. Someone kill me please. I got a B last sem. This sem failing. Bahh. 25/30 for POM. Not too bad. Considering I didn't study. Just screwed up the last questions. Bahh. Oh well, Mid-Sem next week. Then one week break for fuck cause I'll be in school half the week slugging my guts out for MEIT and AirBus. Study hard everyone! Half the sem is gone already! :)

Principles of Management;
18th Jan, Tuesday; 1400-1500
Management Accounting & Finance for Hospitality & Tourism;
19th Jan, Wednesday; 1100-1200

I'm Neither Suffering from Anorexia Nor Bullemia

Bahh. I've lost so much weight till all my bottoms are falling off. I mean literally. If I wear them without a belt, one tug and there goes everything. *mutters. I hate the fact that I'm so thin now. I really hate it. I have no idea what happened cause I still do eat. I mean, yes I do not eat regulary but I've never eaten regulary. Bahh. Fuck can. I'm tired of hearing everyone go, "Drea! You're so thin now". Please, you think I enjoy it? I've never believed in dieting or what not. Cause I hate girls who look stick thin. Bloody unhealthy especially when you aren't genetically thin. Someone tell me what to do. I repeat, I'm neither suffering from anorexia not bullemia or do I suffer from any phobia from eating. *mumbles.

Tis The Season To Be Sick

Bahh. Fucktard. I'm sick. Fever this morning and last night. But it was only a slight fever. Went to see e doctor in the morning. Got a MC and was procrastinating on whether to go for the Pre-SIP briefing. I went in the end. Nothing much really. But I'm glad I went. So far under Airline there's only CX (for the benefit of non tourism students: Cathay Pacific). Bahh. Why only CX!! Tmd. Haha. Oh well, some companies have yet to respond. So I shall see how it goes.

Sis's really sick too. Temperature ranging from 39.5 to 38.5. Hai. Imagine two people sleeping together in a aircon room. Germs holding a gathering party please. Been shopping the past three days. Heh. Had to help Beef shop for her Formal wear for work. I've been to all the G2000's in town. Haha. She finally bought 2 shirts and 1 pants from G2000 and another pair of pants from Zara. Wheee. I bought myself a t-shirt from Queen's Coulture (formerly known as Ego) and a shirt from G2000 too. Bahaha. We've been wining and dining like royalties too. First it was Sakae then it was Coffee Club. Yum. Speaking of which, I hardly ate today. Feeling hungry now. Off to search for food!

Voodoo

The weather is so nice and cooling. My favourite type of weather to have in Singapore so I had better enjoy it while it lasts. The downside to the weather is, everyone is getting the flu virus. Its always raining and I've got a slight case of flu. *mutters.

Didn't go to school today. (Yet again!) Fucktard me right. Bloody shitters. So anyhoos, had to head to town to collect my pay cause I won't be in town till probably on Saturday (Cause Beef is busy working). Got paid a measley amount. Don't be mistaken, Coffee Club doesn't pay that badly, its just that I don't work alot so yeahh. You reap what you sow ehs. Bugger. I just wish that my mum would give me allowance so I can go get my own handphone. For those who don't know, I'm an all "independent" 18 year old (19 in 4 months time) who doesn't take money from her family. Right Andrea.

Caught 'London Voodoo' with Beef. It was well, okay I reckon. A tad bit boring. But Voodoo is always interesting to me. Bought Leong's crush (Beef's brother) his 16th birthday present. Oh yes, Leong is a cradle snatcher. Haha. She's going to hammer me when she sees this. Oh oh! Bigg announcement, Beef's got the job at TTSH! Yay! So proud of you! *muacks. French test tmr. I'm so screwed.

2005
--edited`

Ahh. 2nd day of 2005. I didn't go to work. *ahem. The weather was just too good for me to sleep in till about 6pm. Heh. Didn't even pick up their phonecalls. Okay okay, I was being damned irresponsible. Hope they don't fire me. Anyhoos, since everyone (Beef, Leong & Quek) has already updated about how we spent our NYE, I shall just sum it up:

1. Peugeot Electric Blue Convertible (Clair's)
2. Clubbing at Monks
3. Prata at River Valley
4. Quek temporarily became a "traffic warden" for the night due to parallel parking skills.
5. Removal of roof thus causing Leong to go mad and everyone singing to the blasting 'A thousand Miles' by Vanessa Carlton.

So anyhoos, thanks to Clair, Leong, Beef and Quek, I had one of the greatest NYE ever. Love you guys so much! -hugs.

I have no blinking idea what happened to my commenting board. Argh. So pissed. Can't seem to fix it. So I've put back my Chatterbox. Just click on the 'Word Bubble' below my profile and it'll pop up. In the meantime, its back to school on Monday with 3 tests in a week. 3 of which I might fail. Bahhh.