Thursday, February 19, 2009

Ummm Maybe

I procrastinate too damn much for my own good. I guess we all do procrastinate now and then but for me recently, it's become a lifestyle of sorts. Hah.

On a daily basis, I procrastinate on whether I should get out of bed or laze in for a little while longer. Usually, I end up doing the latter and fall straight back into lala land. And the list of things I procrastinate on, never ends.

It does get annoying after awhile. The procrastination, the waking up with absolutely nothing to do.

Some may say, I have a dream "lifestyle". I'm not working, with no income cept maybe when mummy gives me money now and then and I don't like taking money from her thus, I don't ask her for money. Silly pays for everything when we go out, I never get a chance to pay. -growls. Silly drives me around, I rarely need to take a cab, much less the MRT or the bus. All I do ever pay for is the occasional cab ride, cigarettes here and there (because my mum buys cigarettes for me at least once a week). I'm literally a tai-tai in training minus the shopping sprees.

But it is getting weary. I'm turning 23 this year and what have I accomplished? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. 1-2 years ago, I could still make myself feel better by saying, I'm still young, got a whole life ahead of me etc, but now, that excuse is getting old, like I am.

All this cooping myself at home (I do it to stretch the lifespan of whatever money I have left and I honestly do enjoy being a hermit) with nothing to do is getting to me. I need to do something. I need to find my footing.

Thing is, how do I go about doing just that. Life sucks and then you die. Perfect.

Then the song on my iTunes now, which happens to be my favourite, can't be more appropriate. Sterophonics - Maybe Tomorrow. Maybe, just maybe.

`Spinning: Sterophonics - Maybe Tomorrow

Monday, February 16, 2009

Serendipity

Before Silly went to bed tonight, I was bored and asked her for suggestions on what movie I should watch. Then Serendipity came up and since it's her all time favourite movie and I haven't caught it yet and I was up for some lovey dovey gooey romance, I watched it.

For a person who believes in karma, fairies, affinity and love at first sight, Serendipity was beyond perfect.

I'm sure we all wonder from time to time, Is he/she the one? When am I going to meet my soul mate? And the list goes on. Sadly, at times, we pass our soul mates by, without noticing that they even went pass.

Is fate, destiny enough? Apparently not. Life's about taking chances and taking control to a certain extent. Will fate/destiny play a cruel joke on me like that someday? I truly hope not.

Love's as complicated as it is already. That's why, despite the dreams I have, I prefer taking control. At least that way, life wouldn't be so hard.

I guess it makes it easier when you're a cryptic as well.

I'm babbling, so please ignore me, it's the after effects of the movie.

`Spinning: Katy Perry - Thinking Of You

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

In Circles

Those who have been following my blog for at least a year, would know that every Valentine's Day, I dedicate an entry to trashing Hallmark and the grotesque things people do, only because it's Valentine's Day.

This year, I'll spare Hallmark and those guilty of only making an effort to do something special for their other half only because it is Valentine's Day.

I still believe you don't need a reason to put in extra effort just because it's Valentine's Day. Shouldn't everyday be special? -shrugs- This is my opinion of course.

And also, being the completely realist, and unromantic person I am. I squashed any plans Silly had to celebrate Valentine's Day.

I don't think I could stomach walking down Orchard Road, seeing couples all lovely dovey carrying $200bucks worth of flowers. Flowers, I don't even want to go there. Haha.

On another note, Silly gave me a surprise the other day. Yes, I don't like surprises because I wear my heart on my sleeves and I never want to hurt the people who put in so much effort in surprising me. Okay, I'm getting out of the point here but excuse me.

So, Silly surprised me, with one of my absolute favourites. The Tiffany 1837 Circles Ring. -beams- A girl can never have enough rings. J'adore rings. Haha.

Thank you Silly. Yes, say hello to your Agnes B specs soon. (:

Lastly, Happy Valentine's Day to all my loved ones, you know who you are. Single or attached, I don't care, I still love you guys. (:

`Spinning: Justin Timberlake Feat. T.I. - Dead & Gone

Monday, February 09, 2009

Eternal Damnation

So I caught Inkheart with Silly on Saturday because everyone else was out clubbing and I really didn't feel like clubbing.

Inkheart was okay. Nothing worth raving about, though the idea of a Silver Tongue completely fascinated me. For those who are not going to watch Inkheart, someone who has a silver tongue, is someone who is able to make characters in books come alive just by reading the book aloud.

And, I am fascinated for all the wrong reasons. Only because I wish someone would read the Twilight saga out to me and make it real. LOL. And no, not because I think Robert Pattinson is hot and I want him for myself.

It's the love that Edward and Bella has, has become some what of an obsession to me.

To me, they're like Romeo & Juliet but the mystical version. The love is so strong, so unreal but yet, each one of us, dreams of it. To fall in love with someone, completely head over heels and have the feeling returned.

Love till this day, is a complete mystery to me and I'm sure it will always be.

"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb…"
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.274

`Spinning: Rihanna Feat. Ne-Yo - Hate That I Love You

Thursday, February 05, 2009

Destination: Unknown

All's back to normal now. Cept for the fact that my eyes are still swollen from crying 6 hours straight last night.

I guess, it is worth one more shot, all because I realised, I still do love you. It hasn't been easy yes, but we'll try to work it out. If by then, it doesn't, then at least, we can look back and say, at least we tried.

For now, Happy 13th monthsary. ((:

`Spinning: Alex Gaudino Feat. Crystal Waters - Destination Calabria

I Don't Know

As I stood by my window, smoking and watching the stars (or rather, the lack of them), unknowingly, I look down, looking for your car.

This is as hard for me as it is for you. You've left traces all over my life and everywhere I look, you're there, smiling back at me.

This is going to haunt me, for awhile.

I don't even know how to go about picking up the pieces. It hurts so bad. So damn fucking bad.

Everytime I think about it, tears just fall.

We were lovers and best friends for the past 13 months. I will miss you. The good and the bad, I'll miss both.

I wish it never had to turn out this way, but it did.

I don't know if what I did was the right decision, honestly, I don't. Time will tell.

"It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I will be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna let
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice well you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is Imma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
yes I do
It'll all get better in time"

`Spinning: Leona Lewis - Better In Time

All I Can Say

I'm sorry that it had to end today, or rather, it had to end at all.

It wasn't working out, you and I both, know it. This I can say, I did love you. To a certain extent, I still do but it's never going to be the same.

I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say.

I'll be fine. I won't do anything stupid. This is a promise. From me to you.

I'm sorry.

`Spinning: Natasha Bedingfield - I Bruise Easily

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

I Will Be

Today, in a very long time (excluding the 2nd day of CNY), I got up before noon. I know, amazing how much I can sleep right?

And it has proven itself to be shitty. I'm not exactly feeling very well, physically that is, God only knows why. Emotionally, I'm a wreck. There's something wrong, but I don't exactly know what. Even if I do, I still prefer to pretend that I don't anyway. Life's a bit easier that way I guess.

When I finally got on 506 for a long bus ride from Bukit Batok to Bedok Resevoir, I felt a bit better. I like long bus rides alone, probably the rare few times where I get to be completely alone with my thoughts.

The moment the bus arrived at the east side, it started pouring. Like, raining cats and dogs. Seriously, of all days when I didn't bring an umbrella, it had to rain. When I'm not taking a cab, in Su's car but when I take public transport. Didn't help that I was in a super short cotton dress which would become see through in the rain and fly in all directions with the wind blowing. Thank God I bumped into mum's bf downstairs and he passed me his umbrella or I'd be so drenched.

Then I came home to another surprise. I am thoroughly annoyed, completely pissed off and what have you.

It has gone way pass ridiculous, in fact, it's getting childish. It was a damn misunderstanding, I'm a fucking girl, yet I can put it behind me and try to be nice and pretend nothing happened because I know both our egos are too huge to apologise to one another. So the best solution out is to pretend nothing happened.

Yet, you, who call yourself a guy, is unable to do the same. Men and their egos. So you wanna play hard ball with me, you've got it. I'm done, I'm done being nice.

Congratulations, you've won yourself a chance to see me be mean.

You know why it's ridiculous? Because I come back home to my own home for God's sake and have to see some one's black face throughout. And I can't get my mum involved because she'd probably take sides, not with me mind you.

This is why I hate coming home now. I absolutely abhor it. WoW was the only way to get me distracted, now, whatever.

I'm in one of those moods, where I don't really want to talk to anyone.

`Spinning: Leona Lewis - I Will Be

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Took Silly out for her Birthday dinner at Bakerzinn, Paragon. The freaking Warm Chocolate cake is going for $4.90 at the moment! Omg, wanna how cheap?! Hahaha.

Caught Bride Wars after dinner, then met up with the usual suspects at Spins and continued our chilling at Acid Bar. Man, I've missed that place and their Cantonese Chicken Wings. Yummy.

I swear Silly is the girliest person around. First she's vain beyond words, secondly, she orders the girliest drinks. Pop My Lychee. Hahahahaahahaaha. While all of us were having beer and Jac, her mojito. It's okay, I still love you. (:

Tom yam steamboat tomorrow at Silly's place. Yes, yours truly is cooking. I literally do it once a year just for her birthday. Actually, more like I buy the stuff, the instruct her maid on what to do, and my job's done! -beams.

In advance, Happy 24th Birthday my Silly. Gawd, you're ALMOST half a century old! Hahahahaha. Anyway, yes, I love you. Stop saying that I don't. Haha. I know I'm not the most romantic person around, but THAT'S WHY YOU LOVE ME. -winks.

'Spinning: Jane Arden - Insensitive

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Carousel

God. It's been months. I never left abnegation untouched for this long before I think. I know some busy-bodies actually still visit my blog just to kpo. -winks at Afi-

I'm fine, same old, 7KG heavier than I was a year ago. Hahahaha. It's 2009 and the 2nd day of CNY. Gong Xi Fa Cai to all, may you have a prosperous year ahead and like last year, here's wishing all gamblers to win LOTS of moolah. EXCEPT when you're gambling with me, please lose everything to me, thank you very much. -beams-

Apologise if I don't make any sense. Didn't have much sleep and gotta pull a all nighter tonight. I want to die already.

I WILL NOT talk about WoW this entry. Cause, ya, every entry has WoW in it somehow or rather. Hahahahaha.

God, I'm having so many sporadic thoughts. I'll just write whatever comes to mind.

Bessy has finally settled down, Su and I are very happy for her. No more emo nemo Bessy to deal with anymore. THANK GOD PLEASE. Kidding, we are truly happy for both of you. (:

And now, suddenly mind's blank. Not feeling exactly very fantastic, suspect its the lack of sleep. Mood swings going haywire.

I don't like to pretend, but sometimes, all the world's a stage. Some thing is wrong, some thing is missing, but again, I don't know what. I hate this. Bleeding sick carousel cycle.

I miss my Silly, a lot.

'Spinning: David Cook - Always Be My Baby

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

Happiness > Money

November is a month full of occasions, happy occasions that is but these happy occasions are burning a huge hole in my pocket.

4 birthdays, namely Jo's (9th), Mummy's (10th), Silly's Mummy's (11th) and Zen's (30th) and the BKK trip (14th - 18th).

Imagine the hole in my pocket.

But, despite the monetary losses, the happiness gained can never be compared.

On another note, Happy 10th Monthsary Silly! Yes, I love you. (:

`Spinning: Nelly Furtado - Say It Right

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Changes

WoW is down. Which pretty much explains why I'm here. -mumbles- Could be a blessing in disguise though. Pretty much knackered from work thus with WoW down, I'd be having a early night, getting enough rest.

Was so sleepy at work today I emailed the rest and told them I was so sleepy that I could just fall asleep into a coma till 1800.

While emailing the usual suspects, I thought of something. People/friends grow apart because everyone changes as they grow older. You'd never expect the innocent one from 5 years ago to become the most scandalous one now. -cough-

But of course, some things never change. We are still who we are, of course, before we fall to the "dark side". -ahem-

Somehow I'm glad because I think, Silly has made me a better person. I think are the keywords here, because at least that's what I think of myself.

Thank you Silly, from saving me from the "dark side". Hahaha.

In WoW style, here's wishing everyone a Happy Hallow's End!

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around
I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then, this is my now.

`Spinning: Jordin Sparks - This Is My Now

Friday, October 24, 2008

Childhood Nostalgia; Day I Met The Prince

I know this blog is almost dying but if I had a choice, I'd blog but otherthan work, I've been busy. Doesn't help that there is absolutely zlichinternet access in the office. So I'm writing this entry in email, to Sillyso she can blog for me on my behalf by [Ctrl + C] and [Ctrl + P].

Work's been A-Okay. The usual, nothing exciting bout it but I'm happy. Only worry is how am I going to find a job with the economy in recession once I finish this temp assignment in Jan. Sigh.

Someone pay me to WoW professionally please! I only get to WoW an average of twice/thrice a week, 2-4 hours each time. If you think that's a lot, no,it isn't enough. There are good weeks when I can WoW like crazy but bad weeks like this week, I think I only managed 3 hours till today. Sucks like hell because some of the stuff in the new expansion "Wrath of the Lich King" has already been added on and once the expansion starts everyone will start power levelling to 80, while yours truly is stuck earning reputation to get my Netherdrake epic mount.

Okay, think I got distracted a lil by WoW. Heh.

Silly and I've been very good. -beams- Come to think of it, it's coming 10 months already. (: Time really flies when you're happy. Of course we do have our bad days too but at last count, we've never quarrelled for more than an average of 6 hours? Heh. -hugs Silly- I'm very proud of you, us and Pretzel. No, Pretzel is not a new dog or cat that we have but its her car, she calls it Pretzel but I prefer it as Su-Su. Subaru, Su-An, therefore,Su-Su!

As the title says, we watched a play last night, Childhood Nostalgia; Day I Met The Prince, presented by St Hilda's Secondary School. Of course why would we watch a play presented by a secondary school if we didn't knew anyone in it. Sul (Silly's younger sister) was the "Prince" and for a secondary school's play, I thought it was rather good, the acting at least.It was an adaptation of The Little Prince so yes, very thought provoking.

Planet BB 88

The rose and the goat; Sometimes, the solution to the problem is that,there wasn't a problem in the first place.

Till then, enjoy the long weekend ahead!

`Spinning: Corrine Bailey Rae - Seasons Change

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Scrabulous Saturday

Friday

Silly decided it was time to shop and took me to FEP to buy shoes. Woot! I bought a pair of Greek Sandals (I prefer to know them as Spartans. LOL) for freaking $9.90! Couldn't be happier please. Then last minute plans for Zouk came up so she bought me a dress since I didn't bring any clothes with me.

Headed home and caught Episode 2 and 3 of Gossip Girl. Sigh. I'm so going to miss Danrena. They were like a dream couple.

Zouk after which with me appearing in so many pictures for the first time because Bessy went mad with the camera. Hahaha.

Saturday

Was supposed to go tanning but after the late night, we were both knackered. So slept in till it was time to pick Mummy up from work to go home to Tom Yam steamboat cooked by Lil' Brat and Simon.

Headed back out to town to do a lil shopping again. This time Silly was supposed to shop for herself BUT she ended up with nothing but a dress for me! Hehehe.

Met Jo and Bessy at Forum MacDonald's' after that for a "quiet" night so ended up playing UNO and Scrabble.

Despite Cambridge awarding me an A1 in English O' Levels, I utterly suck when it comes to Scrabble. Let's just say, my vocabulary is not very powderful. Hahaha. All I'm good at is "ninja-ing" people's word by adding it to become past, continuing present tense and plural.

Today's word of the day is PUFFIA; A curry puff version of Mafia; ref. Mafia

Yes, I thought of that when I ran out of words.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Knock Me Out

It's a beautiful Saturday night/Sunday morning, and I'm at home, all because I'm down with a bad flu virus. ):

It all started on Wednesday morning where I woke up to a couple of puking spells which led to taking MC for the day which I really didn't want to do but I had no choice. I was feeling so sick that I didn't even want to play the online sensation. Can you believe it?! I was that sick.

Got better on Thursday and Friday and then on Friday night, everything went crazy. I was tearing, sneezing and coughing non stop. Silly's mummy then ordered Silly to take me to the nearest 24 hour clinic to see a doctor.

Woke up feeling slightly better but was still damn lethargic after 12 hours of sleep. Celebrated Moon cake Festival with Silly's family with a big CNY like home cooked dinner and the lighting of lanterns. (:

My body chose the worst time to break down on me just when Silly's car arrived on Friday. Sigh. If not I'd be out cruising around Singapore with my Silly. Oh well, there's always time now since it's her very own car. Heh.

I hope I feel better by tomorrow or at least Monday because I don't want to miss work anymore. Tons of stuff to do at work.

Speaking bout work, it's been good. Trying my very best to get used to all the shipping jargons and remembering all the port codes that the company calls at. Shit part is that I can't even surf the net, much less use MSN. So been relying on emailing the usual suspects to keep me going.

I wish my Silly was here to put me to bed. ):

"It's you and me, moving at the speed of light"
`Spinning: Chris Brown - Forever

Thursday, September 04, 2008

My Candyman

Few days back, Silly got one of her biggest dreams come true and I swear it's all she can talk about these days. Not that I mind because before that she kept going on and on and on and on and on (you get the picture) about it and I'm glad she'll shut up once it arrives. Hahaha.

Of course, yours truly is exhilarated too. Firstly because she'll shut up, secondly, I'll benefit greatly from it (think 24/7 full time chauffeur), thirdly, I'm happy cause she's happy. ((:

If you know Ms Chong Su-An well, you'll know what I'm talking about. Yes, she finally got her first brand new car! It's coming in approximately 11 days or so and she's counting down like crazy. Hahaha.

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The Subaru Impreza in Steel Silver Metallic

So anyway, the car comes just in time because I'm starting a 3-4 month temp job in the area of Singapore that I detest the most, Shenton Way, more precisely Cecil Street. So it'll be nice to have someone send me to work and pick me up. Hehehehe.

I swear I hate that area because everyone always seems to be rushing for something every hour of the day. It stresses me out badly.

Oh well, no choice because I need the moolah for my BKK shopping in November. Not forgetting that there are a thousand and one birthdays coming up. Jac's first, then Lil' Brat's, then Dexter, then Jo, a day after my mummy's, a day after Su's mummy's, then Simon. I never understood why do the birthdays have to be together?!

Then goodbye to my WoW because I'll have no time and considering I'm like 1.5K Gold more to my epic flying mount. Sigh. Why can't there be more hours in a day where I can spend time with Silly and my family and friends and sleep and WoW. I think I'll need 48 hours in a day instead of 24 hours. Haha.

Happy 8th monthsary in advance my silly. (: And your present, I'll buy Christina's Aguilera's album and play Candyman in repeat in your new car. HEHEHE.

`Spinning: Christina Aguilera - Candyman

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Electric Dreams

Heyho! The usual, I am alive and kicking, just not blogging. Hur. Everything's been pretty much the same I reckon.

Silly took me to The Prime Society to celebrate our monthsary and I swear the Fillet Mignon was indescribably delicious. God, my stomach's growling at the thought of it.

Been spending most of my time at home or with Silly at her place. Wanted to go tanning on Saturday but it ended up raining so my white chicken stays white. -beams-

On the other hand, we're going to BKK in November with my family. Yes, the whole gang of Mummsy, Simon, Lil' Brat, Myself and Silly. The most exciting part? We're going to a Thai Wedding! Omg, how exciting right? Hehe. PLUS PLUS, we'll be staying in a SUITE. Bwahahahaha.

Had the crazy dream again. The one where someone slashes me over and over again with a pen knife and it was so scary because I actually woke up with my anxiety attack. It's been awhile since I've had those and it's not funny at all, not one bit.

Sometimes, everything seems fine but at other times, it doesn't. Somethings getting to me and I'm trying to stop it. I am.

Believe in me. Just believe.

`Spinning: Keyshia Cole - Heaven Sent

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Rambling On

It's been awhile. Okay, a very long while but at least it's not growing cobwebs like Silly's blog. Heh.

So a lot has happened during this period of time. I resigned and am now back to the bumming life. Haha. But it's just transitional, won't last for long that's why I'm making the best out of it by WoW-ing every moment I am awake.

Which leads me to this paragraph where I am going to rant about my warlock for a sentence or two whether you like it or not. Hmph. Dearest Aandra is level 68 and I can't wait for her to hit 70 then start gearing up etc. Started a Undead Priest on Silly's account but Gyselle has a long long way to 70.

Back to reality. Met up with Quekypoo twice so far. Once for my long over due 21st and 22nd birthday present and another just last Friday at Zouk. Guess what she bought me? I now need not "steal" Silly's iPod Nano and claim it to be mine because Quekypoo bought me a 8GB iPod Nano, in RED! -beams- Don't worry Queky, I already know what to buy for your birthday. Of course with the help of Su-An again. Haha.

Then Lil' Brat bought mummy a Longchamp Le Pilage for mother's day. Mummy used it once and I inherited it after that because she thinks its damn annoying to use. Haha.

Then on the 2nd day of GSS, I spent a total of $300 on clothes within like 2 hours. Everything I bought for myself was NOT on sale sadly. Works that way when you're a bloody size 6 or less for everything.

Talking bout sizes, I've put on so much weight I feel like a balloon already although everyone insists I could do with some more weight. But knowing my own body, it'll balloon out of proportion if I don't watch myself.

Of course life is never that smooth sailing and fantastic. I've had my down moments. All I can say is, it's sad when you get back stabbed over and over again by someone whom you once treated like a sibling. You know who you are. If you feel that your life is better without our friendships, then so be it. I don't see why I should approach you first. I love you, still.

Okay, enough of that. Jac's back but leaving soon. You bloody kuku. We spent like what? A couple of hours together? And then you're leaving. I hate you la Jac. Kidding. Can't be more glad to see you. LAKSAAAAAA. Its like some unspoken date we have every time you're back. Laksa. LOL.

Yes yes, this entry is threatening to go on and on. It'll end here but before I say this.

Happy 6th Monthsary in advance Silly Superhero. I still stand by what I said right from the start, you make me a very happy princess. (:

-glares at Jac and Quek, YES PRINCESS- Haha.

`Spinning: Mariah Carey - Bye Bye

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

A You Intervention

I'm sick and exhausted, all because I didn't get a single wink of sleep last night. It's scary cause I haven't had any major sleeping issues the past few months and I thought it was over for good but apparently not.

Doesn't help that I'm really sick, which totally sucks. Everything just seems to be getting real depressing. -sigh-

I'm generally grumpy, grouchy, stressed and depressed these days.

Sometimes I think what I need is a you intervention.
I need you.

`Spinning: Sara Bareilles - Love Song

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

All That Jazz

So I'm starting to get busy with work once again. Sigh. Bleeding performance season. Though the major performances are in July, the paper work and meetings are starting to pile up.

Of late while listening to MY (Self proclaimed it's mine when I borrowed it from Silly and never gave it back) iPod Nano, some how or rather, I keep ending up listening to Michael Buble and Tony Bennett.

And as I sing to myself in my head to the lyrics of Dream A Little Dream & Fly Me To The Moon (obviously I won't sing out loud in the MRT), I end up smiling to myself like an idiot.

Why?

Because I realised, how happy I've been the past 4 months. That how love can be so simple and yet sweet. And how much I've been smiling the past months. Thank you Silly for making me the happiest princess always. I love you. ((:

"Stars shining bright above you, night breezes seem to whisper, "I love
you".
Birds singing in the sycamore tree, "Dream a little dream of me".
Say "nighty-night" and kiss me.
Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me.
While I'm alone and blue as can be, dream a little dream of me.

Stars fading, but I linger on, dear.
Still craving your kiss, I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear.
Just saying this: Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you.
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you.
But in your dreams whatever they be, dream a little dream of me."

`Spinning: Michael Buble - Dream A Little Dream