To All My Ladies

Shout out time!

Jie - Jie, we need to have a proper talk soon. There are some things that I would like to speak with you about. Besides all that serious shit, I really miss hanging out with you. Meet soon please. Loves.

Queky - Quekypooooo. I miss you, you idiot. Where have you disappeared to? And when are we ever going to meet!! Text me when you see this. Misses.

Ryl - My lil' Ryl. Things may not be going as well as we both hope it would but remember, we have faith in you. You gotta have some faith in yourself. Missing you badly. Call or msn me anytime you need someone to talk to kay? I miss you, even more so a thousand miles away. HUGS.

Bel - Smelly Belly. In 2 days time, you'll join me in the 2- club. Welcome to the club honey. To many more crazy nights out and tattoos. LOL. Love you la you bitch. Happy Birthday!! You're 20! I just have to stress that. Hur.

MINE - Hello sweetheart. Where is my entry and damn testimonial huh huh huh?! ((:

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I am so tired, sleepy, exhausted and what have you but I cannot go to bed because if I do go to bed, I wouldn't be able to wake up for work. -screams- Thank God today's just half day or I'd drop dead and die ten times over.

Anyway, finished work on Friday around 1915, I know, late huh? I've unwillingly become some sort of workaholic. Bahh. On average I end work 1 hour later than the supposed time daily. Argh. There's nothing I can do about it because there's just so much work every single damn day.

Reached back to MINE's around 2030, headed straight for the shower then straight to the bed. Knocked out till 2330 then got up, changed and headed for dinner/supper. By the time we finished dinner/supper and got to Zouk, it was already 0130. Hah.

Stayed till closing then Belly kao pei-ed for Geylang Tau Huey and we ended up there. By the time we got back to MINE's, it was 0530. Tell me, how to sleep?! If I went to bed, I seriously can forget about going to work. NB.

I want to sleep with my baby on the bed now. Argh. Time to get ready for work. -whines- )):

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*edited: 0916 hours.

I am in the office. -grumbles- Alone at that because I'm the only one on shift today. NBCB. Sigh. So as you can tell, I'm doing anything and everything but work.

Oh oh oh! Today's the 28th! Which means, PAY DAY! Cha-ching. Just checked my bank balance online. For once I see money inside le! Though it's just half a month's pay but it's still money. -beams-

MINE has already planned to go Vivo City later in the afternoon to shop. Yay! But I need to nap first when I get back. Now, I'm going for a toilet break. Hehehe.

"Her need for me; And mine for she."

With Or Without You

Bahh. 2nd week into work and I am already sick. Bloody bugger. I don't know is it because of the lack or rest or what but I am down with a really leaky nose and sore throat plus I have some difficulties breathing.

Took MC last Wednesday because I overslept like major. x: But it was a blessing in disguise because now I have medication with me. /:

So far, work is mighty fine minus my boss. Seriously, am I lucky or what? The 2nd largest hotel in Singapore and I have to get the boss that the WHOLE hotel hates. Let's just say I have the urge to bitch slap her once daily. Hah.

I love my colleagues and hopefully the feeling is mutual. Here they call me "Lil girl" (Because I'm the baby of the department) or On-dre-ya (Correct proununciation of my name).

It's lunch break now and I just settled for a sandwich from 7-11 because I have zero appetite. Smart la, last night still had Popeyes for dinner/supper, asking for trouble.

Life's pretty much the same with work. I still have my late night suppers and regular clubbing at Zouk. Still meet up with the usual suspects to do silly things like cruising around in the Evo 9. Wheee.

Thank God for the PH tomorrow or I'll prolly drop dead and die. Arghh. Okay, I've got loads of work to do. Another time.

P.S. Baby, I love you. (:

"Through the storm, we reach the shore
You gave it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you.
I can't live with or without you."

the ups and downs

Today, or rather yesterday was a day of equity. It contained of both good and bad news alike. The good news, I'll share with everyone but the bad news I'll keep it private because it concerns others.

The good news would be, I GOT A JOB! Like finally, I know. It's a job that I somewhat look forward to because it meets my expectations in most areas.

Firstly, the remuneration package exceeds my standards. I'll be getting more than $1,500 (I refuse to disclose the exact figure) and once after confirmation (3 months probation), there will be a pay increment of $200. CHA-CHING! :D

Secondly, it is a 80% desk bound job, lovely job scope and typical office hours but that means I have to get up mother fucking early, which is everyone's worry. YES I WILL WAKE UP FOR WORK! I PROMISE! ):

Lastly, it is a 5 star corporate hotel chain in City Hall area, which would look pretty good on my resume in future. (: But that also means I'll be around that area a lot, Hello Marina Square.

The bad news just basically made me cry. I cried because I felt stressed and more importantly bad. I admit I have been insensitive and selfish and I can only blame myself for what happened. I'm sorry, it's my fault.

I wish I could just lie down and forget everything in the world. Pretend I'm invisible to all. Keeping everything to yourself is hard to do. I hate being a burden so keeping everything bottled up is the best way to run from reality. But how far can I run? How long will take before I lose it all over again.

But maybe, that's how everything just goes away, maybe, just maybe.

"Hold me and tell me everything's going to be alright
Wipe my tears away and tell me everything's going to be alright"

hope my foot

I am so sick of Marina Square.

Went for another interview there today. Tomorrow, I'm headed back to the same area for another interview, 3 working days in a row. I'm so sick of Marina Square! Especially of the Macdonalds there.

But by the looks of it, I might end up working in that area. Bahh.

Anyhoo, the first thing I heard on the radio early in the morning was Eddie Grant crooning "Gimme hope, Jo'anna. Hope, Jo'anna". Like WTF.

Seriously Joanna did not give me any hope but made me very dulan and even grouchier. -.-

P.S. No offense to any Joanna out there, my friends named Joanna included.

I'm Bringing Sexy Back

Firstly, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY LIL' BRAT. I'll see you at Zouk soon. ((: Love you!

Good Morning Singapore. It's 0700 and I am still awake, as usual. (:

Friday, I went for the interview after sending MINE to school without sleep. Waited for an hour before they told me they weren't able to interview me cause the interviewer was stuck in an urgent meeting. Fucking fuck.

Back to grandma's to sleep but she was complaining bout a family member for an hour, then my baby cousin came along and disturbed me while I was asleep. So I pretty much only slept 2 hours. Grrr.

Walked mummy home after dinner and accompanied her for awhile before cabbing back to MINE's. I was too tired to endure an 1 hour's bus ride, I'd die.

Zouk it was with Belly, Elena and MINE. It wasn't really fantastic but okay I reckon. Supper at Zouk's prata shop and by the time MINE and I got home, it was 0500. We knocked out pretty much immediately after our showers.

Saturday, slept in till 1800 and MINE slept in till pretty much that time as well. That was how tired we both were. -mumble-

Headed out to town for dinner, just the two of us. Emerald Green's foodcourt for Korean food, so fucking filling till we both almost puked. Walked around aimlessly, window shopping till we bumped into Tau Pok (Bessy) and Tau Gay (Zen).

Chilled at Spinellis with the couple before heading off to Butter Factory with Belly. Okay, so Butter's not our kind of club (all our virgin trips). The R&B was kinda old school, Rouge style. MINE and I just spent time there yawning and stoning away.

Thank God for Belly's guest list or I'd faint if I had to pay (since when did I pay to club anyway). Left for Zouk around 0100 plus.

Phuture was good because it was rather empty. No pushing, no staring, no scolding of "Your mother never teach you manners ar. Fucker. Chee Bye." to anyone. (The above 3 actions apply to me)

Okay, I'm finally tired. Goodnight everyone. Till then.

"Dirty babe
You see these shackles baby I'm your slave
I'll let you whip me if I misbehave
It's just that no one makes me feel this way"

I'm emo, very emo.

P to the M to the S

Everybody please clap your hands. It is officially 0530 and I am still wide awake.

I have to get up in an hour's time to get ready and send MINE to school and then "do nothing" till 1115 for my interview and then continue to "do nothing" till MINE's done with school.

FANTASTIC! Considering that we're Zouk-ing later at night, I think I'll just drop dead and die twice over.

I would very much like to go back home and sleep but I cannot! Went back home on Tuesday and OMFG, I couldn't recognise my house. Not because I haven't been home in like ten thousand years but because, IT'S MOTHER FUCKING MESSY.

The floors are covered with card boxes and the make shift toilet is disgusting. The house is just plain disgusting la okay. The only decent area left in my house is my room (where my mummy has "moved" into for the time being).

Fucking upgrading. Upgrade my ass. The stupid bangalah workers will finally stop walking in and out of my house by the end of next week which means I can finally go home and sleep but not in peace BECAUSE MY NEIGHBOURS NEXT DOOR STARTS THEIR UPGRADING. I will fucking ban all drilling and hacking. -pulls hair-

I've been having this crazy bout of mood swings/PMS for a day or two already. Yesterday, I was talking to MINE bout my mummy till I cried and then, I couldn't stop crying and MINE was tired from the lack of sleep and tolerating my mood swings for 1 whole day already and so we fought, and I CRIED EVEN MORE.

Nahbeh. I think I cried for a full 1 hour. No matter how hard I tried to stop crying, I couldn't. So much so I fell asleep crying but at least with MINE hugging me to sleep.

Woke up with swollen eyes and even Belly noticed when she came over to MINE's to chill. BAHH.

So I'm emotional and a huge cry baby. Sometimes, crying is just a form of stress relieving for me and it's also a sign that, I need to talk to someone. But everyone's too busy to notice. Especially when you're the one with all the free time in the world, everyone just passes you and go, because they have better things to do than listen to your nonsensical insecurities and worries.

"Take me to somewhere,
Somewhere where we belong."

It is 0500 hours and I am wide awake and craving for pizza or rather, food in general. I can't stop eating! ):

Know what? I shall go and sleep since there's nothing to do anyway.

Oh oh wait! Guess who's back in the house? MINE has adopted Hershey! He's been here since Monday.


The lil' one when it stayed over in July. ((:

Yesterday, MINE and Hershey both fell asleep on the couch, together. So cute. Will take pictures soon. ((:

Time to hug MINE. Byebye.

Glock-Glock Shots To The Block

So the plan to go home really failed, utterly. Bahh. Oh well. Headed to Belly's place after the damn interview. Waited for Belly to finish her school work before heading out to run some errands with her.

Basically on Thursday, I travelled from MINE's place to Woodlands then to City Hall, then to Serangoon Gardens, then to Geylang Lorong 23, then to Bras Brasah, then to Sunshine Plaza, then to Dhoby Ghaut, then to Skate Park, then to Taka, then to Selegie Tau Huey, then to Mount Emily's playground and finally back to MINE's. Mad huh? Hur.

Friday, MINE did not go to school, AGAIN. -shakes head- We were both too knackered from the lack of sleep and the previous day's activities so we slept till like 5 odd in the evening. Heh.

Went out with the in-laws to the central. Had like, hokkien mee, prawn noodles, oyster omelette and fish & chips. So KNN filling please! Then to NTUC for grocery shopping and back home to change before heading to Zouk to meet Buds.

By the time MINE and I got to Zouk, MINE's dearest Buds was already half way to 'Land of Drunkards'. HAHAHA. At Zouk there was Vodka with Cranberry, Red Wine, White Wine and our ever favourite Sour Apple 7up! (: Zen, Bessy, Jo and Jie then came along and it was so damn funny with Jie high and Buds gone. ROFL.

Supper after which with Lian Jin, his look alike, Buds and MINE at River Valley's 5 Star Chicken Rice. DAMN SHIOK LA. -drools- Home sweet home to MINE's it was then. ((:

Oh oh, forgot to mention. I lost my Project Shop Brothers card holder on my way to Zouk and it contained my I/C, Zouk card and EZ Link ($17 value!). I was so distressed that my mood was totally ruined till SMRT called at around 0200 telling me they found it! I reported it lost at Orchard control station cause I lost it on the train.

So today, headed down to City Hall to collect my dear I/C and Zouk card (Honestly, I didn't give a damn about my EZ Link) and to meet mummy dearest. MINE, Mummy and I then walked around City Link, Suntec and Marina Square before settling down at Carl's Jr for dinner.

Knnbccb. We ordered 2 meals amongst ourselves and shared and we couldn't even finish the damn food please. Bahh. But the salsa sauce is damn shiok! Then we walked mummy to bus stop and accompanied her to wait for her bus.

MINE and I finally did a lil' shopping. -beams- Mummy bought me a striped spag top from Zara and MINE bought a polo from Topman. Wheee! :D I LOVE MY MUMMY!

Dilly dallied our way to MoS and Buds arrived shortly after we did. In we went and started drinking games with Ming and Lian Jin. After which, we joined Sam, Suhan, Diva. KNN, wrong move.

Sam asked if I liked Champagne and like of course I said yes cause I do but I know it's my weakness when it comes to alcohol. So just because I said yes, he opened a bottle of Moet! -beams-

In total I drank like 3 glasses of Moet, 2 shots of JW, 3 glasses of JW with water, 1 glass of Absolut with water and 1 glass of Absolut with Cranberry but I still remained sober. Which proves that my alcohol tolerance level is still doing might fine. ((:

BUT, MINE is dead knocked out. I am very sure she drank more than me. After all Sam and Suhan shoved so many JW shots down her throat. My poor baby. I tried to help her drink as much as I could but they insisted on getting her drunk, which they did. ):

Thank god for Jay and Buds or I wouldn't know what to do. Thank you both for sending us back and helping me with MINE. Love you both dearly!

Okay, time for me to sleep. I have a slight headache, which I think is caused by the alcohol from both days. -.-

MINE, remember the promise you made to me in the toilet. I'll keep mine if you keep yours. I love you. MY BEE BEE, MINE. ((:

"Catch me ridin' dirty"

I'm Bossy

Bugger my biological clock. I'm so physically drained but mentally awake. BAHH. The baby's already asleep and here I am typing in the dark.

This is big boo-boo because I have to be awake in like 3 hours to send the baby to school before heading for a 1100 hours interview. Argh. How to wake up like that?! Not to mention, I've been having a horrible headache since 2000 hours the day before. Knnbccb.

I'm finally headed home again later after the interview. Gotta clean my room up because of the damn toilet upgrading crap. Fucktards. The plan now is to stay at home for one night apart from the baby.

I have a bad feeling that this plan is doomed to fail and I'll end up back here. Which is stupid because I'll just sleep here, wake up, send her to school and go back home.

But if I don't, I won't be able to fall asleep at home and the idea of foreign workers walking in and out of my house means I cannot walk around in my boy shorts and go bra-less. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK LA.

It's like, I don't fucking care if you give me new toilet bowls or direct lifts. I'm very happy with the way my place is and plus, the noise and dust from it all is not worth it. Kns.

Life's a bitch. -screams and pulls hair-

Very randomly, sometimes, I hate my girlfriend. Like, seriously. Spencer Tan, ALL YOUR FAULT LA. I'm just being grouchy. HUR. Now, I'm going to hug you to sleep okay? Okay bee-bee? -big smile-

I'm starting to sound deranged.

"I'm the bitch y'all love to hate."

Yawn!

Zouk yesterday was a major boo-boo. It was boring and not to mention, packed with stupid JC students (Yes, I have something against JC students but I'll explain another time why).

The main reason we went down was because it was Baby's bro, Jordan's birthday. Happy Birthday! We love you! ((:

So because the birthday boy was already half knocked out by the time we got there, Elena, Baby and myself just ended up "touring" the entire Zouk for approximately 2 hours and we decided to leave for supper.

There were contemplations to head to MoS but decided against it since we all aren't ardent fans of the club, so back to home sweet home it was.

The Lil' Baby only managed to fall asleep at 0600 and woke up at 0730 for school. I being the "Superwoman" I always am, decided to stay up and head home to sleep after sending the Lil' Baby to school.

Finally reached home at 1000 when Lil' Baby texted saying that she didn't want to stay in school anymore. -wags finger- So I changed immediately and went to meet the naughty brat in town.

Ate and then walked around PS for awhile then Belly came along. Shopping at Daiso and Carrefour. KNN, we can still buy so much nonsense. Hah. Headed to Belly's place after that and helped to feed her 2 Malteses, 2 albino rats, hamster, 2 terrapins, star tortoise and uncountable kois. Haha.

After feeding her mini zoo, it was time to feed ourselves and instant noodles was the way to go. Hur.

Watched tv and played with Citrine and Tweety (the lovely doggies) while Belly did her work. Lil' Baby K.O-ed on the sofa, hugging a sleeping Citrine. She awoke awhile later and finally, "Superwoman" aka I, buey tahan already and fell asleep on her lap and she continued to fall back to sleep with me on her lap. AWWWWW. ((:

Now, we're back to home sweet home and heading to bed soon. -yawns- Interview tomorrow morning at 1000 hours. ARGH!

P.S. Belly, we'll miss you all 7 days and 7 nights when you're at Bali. Come back soon! Love!

"All day long, all night long."

Crave For Me

It's 0354 hours, both the lil' one and myself are still wide awake (or at least I am). I finally got tired of editing the new blogskin so I'm taking a break.

Lil' one's tv show has ended and soon she'll head to lala land without me, like how it's always been. Bah.

Anyway, everytime my period is here, I get weird cravings. Then again, according to the baby, I always have cravings, with or without my period. Haha. Previously I was craving for pasta and soya bean, which have been both satisfied. The recent craving would be pizza. -nudges baby-

Now, I AM CRAVING FOR THAT STUPID CP SHRIMP WANTON THING. THE ONE THAT HAS REPEATED ADVERTISEMENTS ON ALMOST EVERY STUPID CHANNEL. I WANT IT NOW LA! WHY 7-11 NEVER SELL! OR RATHER, WHY NTUC DOESN'T OPERATE 24 HOURS?!

Sigh, I'll have to dream of it.

"Dicky picky poo!"

Baby, It's Just Me & You

"You've been waiting so long
I'm here to answer your call
I know that I shouldn't have had you waiting at all
I've been so busy, but I've been thinking about what I wanna do with you

I know them other guys, they been talking bout the way I do what I do
They heard I was good, they wanna see if it's true
They know you're the one I wanna give it to
I can see you want me too
Now, it's me and you

It's me and you, now
I've been waiting (Waiting)
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it)
It's me and you, now
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me how you like it"

Groove Armada here I come! ((:

Yong Tau Foos and Korean Barbecue

Met all my Yong Tau Foo girlies on Saturday, like finally. Belly, Jo, Jie, Bessy and myself headed for dinner at Pasta Mania Scotts, then baby, Jay and Zen joined us later at Hard Rock Cafe.

I know, it's been eons since I stepped into HRC and like since when did they renovate their souvenir shop?! Yes, that's how long I haven't been to HRC. Hah. If my aggaration proves right, the last time I was at HRC was the "last" time I went home too. Shush.

Sunday was to Zouk's Flea and Easy with Jo, Ezra, Belly and the baby. I'd say this time round, it was pretty disappointing because I bought nothing! Jo and Ezra like me, went home empty handed. Baby bought this really pretty necklace for herself (which I am so tempted to steal), Belly bought one for herself in another colour and a retro inspired dress (which she regrets buying now).

Went to town after that to grab some food and headed back to my crib for dinner. ((: Surprisingly, lil brat was also home so mummy had both her daughters back for dinner with her! There was like black pepper crab and prawns, both in alarmingly huge portions, all because baby loves seafood and my sister has gone vegetarian.

Jay took us out after that to the airport and we were just roaming around, crapping. Monday, we just stayed home and in boredom, had four meals each. Hur. Tuesday, Thomson Prata with Jay and finally back to the Baby's.

Wednesday was to Funan to collect this darling that I'm typing on now and then to Marina South for Korean BBQ with Belly, Elena, Jay and Baby.

Let's just say, Baby and I have been eating so much and everyone keeps telling me I've lost weight! Which is not true because I still weigh the same as 4 years ago. Hah.

Oh by the way, my mummy gave Baby a new name. SLEEPING BABY. Because she's always sleeping at my place and she's my baby. ((:

"And I'd give up forever to touch you,
'Cause I know that you feel me some how.
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be,
And I don't want to go home right now."

Driving Through Holiday Inn

It's been a LONG time, I know. Lil baby's laptop has gone to the hospital and I haven't been home for coming 3 weeks. x:

Am currently at Belly's place watching Into The Blue with Belly and J. Hur. Had dinner cum supper at Geylang. Tau huey, mee sua, yu tiao, xiao long bao, carrot cake, etc. Then supper again at Punggol Nasi Lemak. Knn, fattening please.

It feels damn good to be driven around, especially in a Evo 9 engined space wagon. *blows wolf whistle* Eh wait, we do appreciate J's lancer la, just that Evo 9's hMmmmm makes my baby happy. (:

2 nights ago, J, Belly, Baby and myself got so bored so we decided to go to Mount Faber to chill out but knn, we drove halfway up the hill and they were doing road works so we couldn't go all the way up. Backup plan was to KM8 @ Sentosa since it was around the corner.

Everything sounds pretty cool till this point right? The thing now is, we went into Sentosa at 0200 so erm, KM8 was closed and so was the rest of Sentosa?! Knnbccb. Then we decided to have supper at Maxwell market but IT WAS ALSO CLOSED. I know, wah lan eh, we damn bo liao. Belly was so bo liao that she was counting the number of 7-11's we passed by the whole journey. -.-

Anyway, we ended up at Mustafa for their damn shiok Chicken Burger. *slurps* Hurhur. We're fucking mad and bo liao please. Shush.

Last week was clubbing from Wednesday to Saturday for Lil baby and I. Zouk, MoS, Zouk and then MoS again. I miss Liquid Room though I just sit there and drink but it sure beats MoS. Plus, MoS's members bar is like so damn non exclusive.

Okay la, it's bedtime. Lil one's waiting for me. Till then, I miss blogger. HAH.

"Drift, drift, drift!"

7 Degrees of Separation

Ahhh. It's been awhile since I last typed in this lil empty text box but nothing much has really changed in my life though.

As I am typing now, the lil one is lying next to me in bed, falling into deep slumber. ((:

The reason for the lack of updates is because my internet connection at home is a goner and now, the lil one's laptop is a goner. Bloody buggers. Add on the fact that I've sort of lost my blogging mojos. Haha.

The lil one and I are literally stickwitu 24/7. Either I'm at her house or she's at my house, we're literally inseperable. Hur. It's like the keyboard and the mouse, always seen together. I know, what a metaphor to use right? Hah.

Today, she went off to school leaving me sleeping on her bed like a dead log. So happy. Haha. It's blissful because at least I don't have to bus all the way back to Bedok Reservoir.

So basically, the past weekend has been about the same like always.

Friday was at Zouk with Belly, Shawn, Jordan and Lian Jin. Had supper with Lian Jin and a very high lil one at Newton Circus who made us order BBQ Stingray and ate only a few mouths before "passing out" on the table. Haha.

Saturday was Liquid with Lian Jin, Jordan, Belly and Diva. This time around, it was my turn to get high. It is always the Moet's fault. Bah. At least I didn't pass out on my porridge during supper with Jordan at Chinatown. Hah.

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I spoke to an ex collegue online earlier. In some strange coincidence, he happens to be a mutual friend of my dad's and mine. In a stranger coincidence, he has been seeing my dad of late and told me that my dad has a Friendster account.

Curiosity killed the cat, it always kills the damn cat. When you haven't seen your biological father for last 10 years, obviously you'd check out his Friendster profile.

No offense to anyone but seriously which decent father has a Friendster profile?! So what if he's only 45. My mum's 42 and she acts like 42 year old and does not have a Friendster profile. Yes I am insulting my own father so stay out of it.

Anyway, I pretty much got a shock. At first, I couldn't recognise him. My memory of him was 10 years back and it's been stuck there ever since because I never saw him after that but after awhile, I did and unknowingly, tears just trickled.

I hate it that I look so much like him even up till this day. The first thing the lil one said when she laid eyes on his pictures were "You look like him". I hate it that he has a Friendster account. Fathers do not have Friendster accounts which just makes it clearer that he's no father.

But one thing struck me. He looks so old, like grandfather old. Which tells me, I am old! And I hope he dies soon. Knn, spoil my day only.

"Sing me a love song"

Boiling Point

Today after my interview, I called my mum to discuss the job details and unknowingly, tears started streaming down my face. Yes yes, the cry baby strikes back. Hah.

The frustration of sending resumes, going for interviews and the whole damn sick cycle has finally reached it's boiling point. I just feel so desperate, so frustrated and at such a loss that all I could do was cry.

I'm sick of getting disappointed with the jobs which most of the time don't appear to be what they are when you first apply for them. I'm sick of getting up so early just to travel all the way, dressed up in uncomfortable clothes and getting disappointed.

But so what if I've reached the boiling point, I still need a job. Sigh. So the back up plan now is, get a part time job while searching. My gallavanting days are over. Bah.

Visited Jie at work since I was in the vicinity and I was promptly rewarded with a scoop of the all raved about Hei ice cream. OH MY GOD OKAY! If I ever manage to hook up the part time job at Awfully Chocolate, I'm going to be Awfully Fat. HAHAHA.

I spent almost S$6 on my ez-link travelling around the whole of Singapore today. From the baby's to my place, my place to Tanjong Pagar, Tanjong Pagar to Raffles Place, Raffles Place to Tampines, Tampines back to my place, my place to Woodlands to pick the baby up then back to the baby's. -.-

I am so ready for bed after the long day that started at 0700 but it's Friday today so I'm off to Zouk now. Hee.

"Through everything goin on
We're right here holdin on
To one another."

Chasing Cars

Ikea yesterday was rather disappointing because Elena, Weed and myself came out empty handed but the food was so damn fulfilling. I finally satisfied my 6 months Swedish Meatballs craving. -double beam- After 10 meatballs, I continued to wolf down a hotdog at the Deli. I swear I was so damn full.

The Weed did not go to school today, again. -shakes head- I know, I'm a bad influence but hey, I can't force her to school if she doesn't want to go right?! Instead, we slept in all the way till 1500 and accompanied Weed's mummy to the doctor's at Yishun and went shopping at Northpoint. x:

Life's been a rollercoaster of late and it doesn't help that everyone's busy one way or another and I'm the only moron who's so damn free. Sigh.

Scored an interview tomorrow morning and if I do get the job, I'll start like almost immediately. Which isn't good because Weed's holidays are like in 2 weeks?! The timing can't be better but I really need something to do before I die from boredom and lack of moolah.

I hate the way I blog now. It's so damn sporadic and random. I want my internet connection back so I can blog whenever the insipiration kicks in not when I get to use the damn internet. Argh. Job, job, job, job.

"We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough"

Red & White

Happy National Day everyone! Although I'm sure to most people, it's just a well deserved public holiday in busy busy Singapore.

Last night was to Zouk for DMC Technics Championship. Well technically, we only arrived after the event, which was our main purpose anyway. HUR. And for the longest time ever, I had FULL Yong Tau Foo girlies attendance! I've missed clubbing with all of you!

So many others were there as well; Elena, Rena, Ashley, Queky and too many to name.

Then then DJ Cash Money actually played a couple of mambo songs please! Yes, of course I was the happiest, excluding a mad jumping Zen next to me on the podium. Haha. It's been a long time since I've had so much fun clubbing despite the thrice weekly clubbing routine. ((:

Okay, gotta run now. Headed to IKEA with the Weed and her buds. I'll update proper soon, promise.

"Promiscuous girl, you're all that I want."

Cos baby, I do.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
I finally found this for you my love.
Hope you like it,
I know you will =))

invasion filled with love, Spencer.




Through everything goin on
We're right here holdin on
To one another.
The reason why I love you,
Your charm and personality
I love your sensitivity.
Let me take a second,
Cos I'll be your love & essence.
Only,Wanna hear your voice speak,
When I feel your body heat,
Love every minute of it.
You're like the fresh air,
when it feels like no one cares
That's why I say...


"I must stickwitu"